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My wife and my attempt at poison ivy x harley quinn!

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Crime Wives ♡

Harley Quinn (2021 - ) #38 Variant Cover | Poison Ivy (2022 - ) #16 Variant Cover

Artist: Elizabeth Torque

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“I’d be miserable if I wasn’t able to kiss you”

Harley Quinn: The Animated Series Vol. 1:

The Eat. Bang! Kill Tour

Issues #1-6

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Gotham City Sirens #3 (cleaned and edited)

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classic harlivy core

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Harley Quinn: The Eat. Bang! Kill Tour #1

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I’ve got so much on my mind,

So much weight on my shoulders,

So much pressure in my chest.

I’m always anxious,

Always struggling to keep my head above water,

It’s no wonder I don’t get any rest.

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In my dark room thinking dark thoughts and it feels like a knife is buried in my gut. Will I ever be able to rip it out?

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Imprisoned by the thought that there was no right choice. But one still had to be made.

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When suddenly it feels you’re undergoing cardiac arrest but it’s just your demons keeping their tight grip around your heart.

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The skeletons in my closet have gotten so scary I’m having trouble facing them.

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Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

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Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

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The thoughts and images take control of me and before I know it I’m falling deeper into the darkness.

And I haven’t slept in 3 days because that crushing darkness is in my bone marrow, my veins, my soul and I can’t run away from what I did.

I am the only person to blame for my emotional deterioration. I can feel myself slipping, but have to keep it to normal business hours because I have bills to pay.

I’m slipping into the dark and don’t have the energy to fight. I’m feeling myself going totally blind but can’t give myself any direction.

Maybe bad things really do happen to bad people, and I’m just a bad person that got what was coming to them.

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Surreal reading my previous posts. Since the last time I was on here, I’ve married the woman I felt hopelessly lost without. We celebrate our first wedding anniversary next month. I’m not a shell anymore, I can feel my blood warm and my soul complete. I’m no longer riddled with holes that I can’t ignore. Instead, I am WHOLE.

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I’ll never understand the phrase “bleeding heart”. I would love to feel as if my heart was warm enough to be pumping blood again. Instead it sits like a cold, lifeless stone in my chest too heavy to move or give any indication that it is keeping anything alive.