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shoutout to my mom who can't make her youngest happy or anything and not even let me go to a concert instead sit at home all day tomorrow as my sister smokes weed for her birthday as she did last night <3

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20. w41t1ng.

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people, thinking i don't do shit 24/7 me, making stories almost every day, making art, working 3 jobs, saving money to fly across the world, all at once

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happy pride month!

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im bored, so.

here are things i like/ i like to do cause my therapist told me to socialize with my interests reading crafting sleeping drawing playing guitar writing fashion alice oseman kuromi idk what else im not a happy person

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when you mesmerized every single song from melanie martinez for 8 years and yet your mom STILL won't take you although its in 3 days

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YALL GET READY TO BE HYPED BECAUSE I FOUND A WAY TO POST WITHOUT BEING ONLINE THIS SUMMER

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i genuinely just saw a post that said care for people. uhm, hard pass. i don't care about anyone BUT @nexi1066 or @ilianazzzosemanverse. my true life savers right there, and my only friends that genuinely get me. you all don't care about me, smd. mentally ill trio unites 💋💫

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people in my class: im going to the bahamas! im going to cuba! im going camping! me: im making diamond art while selling it to kids for their money and im gonna buy 200 dollars worth of alice oseman stuff.

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i remember this one time my mom let me drive her car at camp (i can't drive yet lol) and she said "hit the brake" i hit it and let go cause i WASNT TOLD AND IT WENT INTO THE CAMP

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W4tch1ng 3v3ry m0v3.

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19. f00l5.

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can you all shut the FUCK UP about love? im so sick of it. i don't get it enough at home. i was just outside, put on a smile and tried to talk to my family. they all scolded me and sent me inside. im in my room crying now. can't you all fucking see? i'm hurting. and you all are making it worse by just saying dumb shit about your love. i don't have any love, and the people i do love are suicidal. we all are. all 3 of us. and we can't even help each other because it'll just get worse for each other. i hope you all die knowing you make people feel bad. because i feel guilty not liking anyone. there's people struggling with no lve, and they need it. but i shouldn't even complain because there's people out there that have it way worse than me. my dad is fucking bitching to my mom for not doing anything. my dad does nothing besides sit there. my mom takes us out everywhere, does th dishes, cooks, and cleans everything. and now we're poor. we only have 50 dollars for the family.

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when for the past month your stomach has hurt from stress so much that now you're going to the hospital.

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if you ever once say "im free to talk" or "i'm here to support" to me, don't. i'm gonna get manipulated again. you're going to use it against me like all of them, aren't you? i'm so sick of trying to open up. i just get told something stupid and then nothing ever happens. and not the fact that i struggle with something where when i talk to someone i feel like i'm in love with them. i can't take this anymore, i can't. okay?

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"you make me feel like a fool waiting for you"