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OMG! Vision board status pictures? Um I think yes?

I do not own or take credit for any of these photos! They are from various online sites, collected over time without keeping the sources for each unfortunately. I’m sorry!

But Dudes! Gals! Everyone! Look at the ruffles on those pants, or the florals on those clothes! The bright colors on those heels and sandals!

Eek! I miss shopping, sometimes getting yourself a new hiking shirt or collared button up was just the biggest treat. I’m going to imagine that I am as happy as that woman dancing in her matching set in the sun or as cozy as that woman in her oversized sweater.

4/2024

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One of my very least favorite things about being sick, is that I cannot hold my rats in fear they might catch it too..

And the thing is, I might be suffering from allergies and not be sick at all!

They are so sad and pathetic and pitiful.

Human!!! Why you NO give us Kissusss!???!

Cages are all nice and freshly cleaned but those little faces get me every time.

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The gloves and clippers that were gifted to me last Christmas, I finally took the tags off and I’m looking forward to clipping the vegetation back around the yard and the garden I’m hoping to start, that will all depend on how much my love and family are willing to help me money wise to purchase the supplies that are needed to start the garden.

The next two photos are after a walk, I can’t remember what day honestly but I think we walked about three miles with our Dog Nelly.

And then the last photo is of Nelly looking rather excited to go back inside lol

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Things have been pretty wild around here, between the emotional events such as a celebration of life for a friend to spending time with visiting extended family and getting some really terrible news about one of my aunts and her health, and now I am sick, it’s been difficult to feel somewhat organized at all.

My love and I have made it out for some walks lately though, not super long but still really good, getting some fresh air and movement is almost always helpful.

4/21. 4/22. And 4/23.

A bit over 3miles each day

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My baby boys melt my heart

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4/19/24

Things seemed like they just worked out great and I was able to get my dog out to see family and go for a really beautiful walk/jog out on the countryside. Then once I got back home my love and I took our dog on a short walk and that was just perfect for her, she just wasn’t up for doing the steep hill out at my grandpas.

I made sure to have the sunscreen on! The sun was out and shining! And although I wasn’t able to get any pictures of the beautiful flowers and clouds out there I did take a couple of my workout attire once I got back home. lol I’m feeling a bit self conscious lately about my weight gain but I know I need to embrace myself and give myself so much grace for doing my absolute best.

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How are my favorite Tumblr mutuals doing lately?

Yes, that means you.

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These pictures are NOT mine, I do not have the sources here and I hope this isn’t wrong of me to post without a source.

This is such a mood to me, an electric Mariposa kinda thing going on.

Ugh I’m feeling the lack of money, but I’m pushing forward hard and keeping my head above water!

Hey, it’s okay to day dream about having these things, yeah?

Yeah

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4/18/24

Tonight was crazy! So we had a surprise party waiting for my little brother, he was told he had to work on his birthday so he dressed up to work in a crown, a birthday princess sash, and a pink shirt to match, one he walked in we all yelled surprise! He actually had no idea, and he didn’t actually have to work at all. It was karaoke night at the bar so that was being set up and a friend made special snicker doodle cupcakes for the occasion.

As I looked over at the pool tables later in the night I couldn’t help but notice how all the college guys looked so normal and then In the middle of everything is my brother, looking so different and unique and not trying to blend in at all, I love that about him, he is so unapologetically himself, and really that is such a goal in life, to be fully yourself,

I’m so honored to be his sister and so very proud of him.

It being karaoke night, I decided to try singing for the first time! I had never done karaoke that I could remember, it was pretty scary honestly but I am so proud of my self for pulling through and facing a fear. I’m happy about how things went

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4/18/24

Soooo, today has actually been going really well so far!

I did have seizures this morning and got up late but I haven’t had to take a nap yet and I was excited and very enthusiastic about my work out!

Jumped rope for 46 minutes and listened to some oldies that I haven’t heard in ages! Mostly Billy Joel, Bob Dylan and one of my favorites, George Harrison. ❤️😇👏

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I went out to my grandpas property today and got in an amazing 5 mile walk/jog.

4/27/24

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4/16/24

I started switching over to a new antidepressant today and I’m a bit nervous, It’s been years since anyone would even dare touch my medications.

Wish me luck my tumblr friends because I really need it!

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️

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Stawwwwp iiiittt

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🥰 more items that I very much enjoy!

Not my images and I take zero credit for any of these.

I just like to imagine a life where I can buy things when I need them and buy things just because I really like them, Someday I think this will be realistic for me again.

Someday I’ll have money again and someday I’ll be feeling a lot better physically and mentally. 🙏💕

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I have been working on more projects lately!

Hopefully some of my other paintings will get fully finished up soon, I must have going on twenty unfinished pieces.. lol oh artist brain

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4/16/24

I had a doctors appointment today, I guess it’s been over a year somehow since my last visit, my mom came along with me, even though she is suffering from her cancer and experiencing a great deal of pain, I told her I would try to go in alone if I needed to but she insisted it was fine.

I tend to do better when a safe person accompanies me, I sometimes can’t remember dates and symptoms and important info that the doctors might ask, it’s frustrating and the more lost I feel the more traumatic an experience can become, I know that sounds over exaggerated but my everyday life is that way right now and that’s just how it is.

Anyway, the appointment went well and I had the chance to talk with my doctor about several things I’ve been dealing with over the past year, she was very helpful and came up with a plan and information to help me make some choices on the changes I am going to make with medication.

Before going in to the office I felt more worried about my weight gain then I ever have before, I knew I had gained enough to feel uncomfortable in my body and wasn’t sure I wanted to face it I guess..

Yup, sure enough I had gained quite a bit..

I know I shouldn’t let it hurt me, I know that it’s doable to change this and that focusing on my goals is what I need to do to get back to a comfortable place in my body, but gosh did it make me sad, and overwhelmed and disappointed.

If anyone has any kind words or advice on feeling good in your body or experiencing something similar that you’d like to share, please feel free to, and please be kind to yourself, even when life feels yucky and overwhelming and sometimes forces you to look at things you’ve been avoiding.

Thank you for reading if you made it this far and again I’m here to listen if you have any kind words or weight related experiences you want to share.

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Loved to death