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“bonne nuit mon cher” he said caressing his hair gently, remus’ head lying onto his chest almost asleep.

sirius loved that sight, he could just keep staring at it forever and never get tired of it.

his soft skin and his even softer hair were incredibly mesmerizing to him.

sirius didn’t know remus wasn’t asleep yet so when remus grabbed and intertwined their hands together he got caught up by surprise and was even more confused when he heard him saying “bonne nuit à toi aussi mon amour”

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scrolling all through your pinterest reading sum very sad fruity marauders shit till 4 am cuz either real life or letting your thoughts screwing you up ain’t really appealing

just hot girl shit ig

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GOOOOOOOD HELP

- Will, come hai capito che ero io?

- Dal modo in cui mi hai toccato, nessuno mi tocca in quel modo solo tu.

- E come ti tocco?

- Come se non avessi la pelle e mi accarezzassi l'anima, come se fossi una verità che hai paura di corrompere.

Rossana Soldano, Come Anima Mai

↬ @anxietydarkheart ↫

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james was the sun, regulus a star

remus was the moon,sirius a star

as bodies we are on our own, as souls, we never are.

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“my beautiful moony “

remus’ pov

i was going to bed when i heard a knock at the door.

wondering who it was i went open it and holy shit.

“sirius..?” there he was,sirius black at my fucking doorstep 12 years later.

he looked at me and i couldn’t stop staring at him, covered in dirt from head to toe, in his eyes there was an emptiness that never had to be there, but apart from that you could still see how gorgeous he was, underneath all of it there still was the most beautiful man i’ve ever laid my eyes on.

he opened his mouth,

“moony.” he only said with watering eyes and my heart was melting and crumbling at the same time at that sight.

i made a step forward, cupped his face and tried to wipe those that now were tears rolling down,off his cheeks.

and then he looked at me, i mean really looked,at me.

like before,before it all happened,before the betrayal, the pain,the grief.

so i smiled because my heart was smiling,because he now was smiling.

a second after he was breaking down crying in my arms but those were tears of joy thankfully.

his face was buried between my neck and shoulder and i heard him saying,

“oh moony my beautiful, beautiful moony.”

and with that my heart was lighter once again, with the only man i ever really wanted in my whole life in my arms again, hopefully forever.

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@galladrabbles prompt this week is "pressure" by @michellemisfit ! (**Steps on soapbox** erotic asphyxiation is always a bit dangerous. Please do your research before engaging in it and don't take this as advice.)

Ian's hand is on Mickey's neck, pressing him into the mattress. The long freckled fingers and thumb pressing on either side of his esophagus. Mickey closes his eyes and sinks into the lovely fuzzy feeling. The steady rhythm of his lover's pleasure timing his shallow breaths. 

A spark of old panic ignights.

"Mick." Ian whispers, "Look at me." 

He looks, sees only trust and love in green eyes. 

Mickey's gaze wanders to freckles on cheeks just as Ian releases the pressure on his neck.

Suddenly the freckles morph into stars dancing in Mickey's vision.

Then one euphoria overtakes the next.

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Remus: I'm just going shopping with Dorcas to help them with their Christmas presents for Marlene, do you want anything?

Sirius: No thanks Moony, love you, bye!

Remus: I love you too, see you later!

Regulus: Merlin, you guys are so gay

Sirius: Homophobia doesn't work when you are quite literally fucking my best friend Reg

James: *jaw dropped*

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ah-

if you’re looking for me i’m crying like crazy in my corner

Sirius and Remus stare at one another. On either side of the room. Battlefields between them.

Maybe it's been years since they last saw one another.

Maybe it's been minutes.

You can never tell with them.

James watched his friends fall in love before any of them knew what that meant.

He watched them after, when, tragically, they did.

Sirius and Remus have never been able to get comfortable with their relationship. Have never relaxed in one another's beds.

He'll get bored of me, Sirius had said to James once. When the novelty wears off. Everyone does.

I'm too much trouble, Remus a few weeks later. I can't expect him to put up with this forever.

James never knew what to say when they got like that. It's not that Sirius and Remus didn't know that they were loved. Only that they both saw love as something flimsy and delicate and easily broken. As something they would one day lose between the sofa cushions. In the crack between the wall and the bed. In the back of a cab.

Remus coughs, clearing his throat. He looks old. And tired. Nothing like James remembers.

"Listen," Sirius, who looks worse somehow. "Dumbledore told me to lay low here but...you know I can...I can find somewhere else if...I don't want to put you out, is all."

James and Remus both scoff.

Idiot.

"Don't be ridiculous. Of course, you're staying here."

Sirius gives Remus a look, pouting in that way he does. And through the dirt and the years and the ragged clothes, James sees the boy he used to know. Used to wrap himself around until you couldn't tell them apart. Until you swore they wore one skin. Shared one beating heart.

"You don't owe me anything," Sirius says stubbornly.

Remus gives him an empty smile. "Don't worry. I know."

Sirius screws up his face. "I'm not staying if we're just gonna snap at one another the whole time. I -" he sighs, running a hand over his face. "I'm too tired to fight Moony."

The nickname makes Remus flinch. "Too tired to fight? Sirius Black? Never."

Sirius huffs. "That's notorious mass murderer Sirius Black to you, thank you very much."

There's a twinkle in Remus's eye. In Sirius's too.

Go on, James thinks. Go on, cross the Rubicon. Touch each other. Hold each other. I can't anymore. I can't. I can't take care of you anymore. Which breaks his heart. Breaks his heart more than almost everything else. I need you to do it for me. Please.

Remus motions down the hall. "Why don't you take a shower - or a bath - I'll get dinner started."

There's a small pause before Sirius eventually nods his head. The motion jerky. Awkward. "Yeah, alright."

Take care of each other.

For me.

Please.

Please. Please. Please.

"Sirius?" Remus calls to him before he disappears into the bathroom. Sirius turns around, arching his brow.

Please. Please. Please.

Remus hesitates for a moment before stepping forward, before closing the space between them. Sirius's eyes go wide but he doesn't say anything. Doesn't move. When Remus reaches him he holds out his hand, stopping before he touches the other man. The pair looking at one another and nowhere else.

"Can I?"

A rough sound comes out of Sirius's mouth, James thinks it might be a laugh. "Yes. God yes."

Remus is gentle, hand cradling Sirius's face, thumb swiping over his cheek. Sirius trembles, like even this is too much. Too tender. Too loving. After a few seconds Remus leans forward, placing a delicate kiss on Sirius's forehead.

"I've missed you," he murmurs against the other man's skin.

Sirius's eyes flutter closed as he sways into Remus. A second later the pair have their arms around one another. Clinging. Holding.

James smiles. Even if it's a little sad. A little scuffed. A little cracked. He smiles. Hoping they understand now. Hoping they see.

That this love has roots.

{inspired by this song }

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james’ casually scrolling through his gallery and this pic came up.

those eyes, oh he loved them so much.

he raise his head and looked for them.

right after he finds regulus already looking at him in absolute admiration.

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babies🌙🤎

remus, gently holding a book and remus, gently holding sirius

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screaming crying and throwing up 😃

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regulus black woke up,this is the first thing he saw and it was lying down right next to him.

the sun, his sun.

james potter was fully asleep with both of his arms and legs intertwined with regulus’ body like his life was depending on it

regulus couldn’t imagine a life without the sun in it, certainly not without his.

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LMAO😭😭

One perfect thing about the trans Reg hc is that his family would still try to set him up with an 'eligible husband' and there is every chance that would be Evan so you can just imagine the conversation they have after their engagement is announced

Regulus: just wait until I tell your boyfriend about this, it'll be so funny

Evan: you just wait until I tell yours, I hear he's quite territorial

Regulus: okay shut up, I want a divorce already

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OHH THIS IS SO REGULUS POSTING HIS OUTFIT BEFORE A DATE WITH JAMES

and ofc james will be staring at it for hours in awe