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imnotcrazyer · 1 day ago

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Does anyone else have something wrong with them that they can’t really explain. Even to a doctor.

I have these weird jerk movements that my body does. Like tics from Tourette’s but less frequent and I have the ability to stop them. Sometimes.

They get worse when I’m cold or have a lot of caffeine. And I have a certain feeling I get right before and when it happens.

It’s not Tourette’s btw. I search it up and it doesn’t count.

But it’s so fucking weird and what doctor would believe this. It sounds like bullshit.

Also I have yet to actually get hurt from this but I almost hit my head once.

I’m just kinda ignoring it and telling other to as well. I think it’s a nerve thing. But again. I don’t actually know.

#medical problems #weird #tw swearing #swearing #I think about this all the time #I have so many things I need to talk to a doctor about #one would be how I’m always dizzy #another would be my extreme exhaustion #whatever ig #idk tags #thoughts

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imnotcrazyer · 2 days ago

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Last full day tomorrow :( it was fun while it lasted

I just got a part time job as a social media manager?!

Minimum wage but still!!

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imnotcrazyer · 2 days ago

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Does anyone have a favourite movie that the can’t say in casual conversations?

I love hacksaw ridge and rewatch from time to time. But it’s a war movie and a sadish one too. Like most people won’t want to hear about how good the writing is or portrayal or others things I like about the movie.

It kills the vibe. But it is one of my favourite movies. (The other I answer with when people as is Clue)

#favorite #favourite movies #thoughts #hacksaw ridge #war movies #casual conversation #casual conversation killer #I like movies with something more then just explosions #i’m not religious #but that movie made me hope something was answering his prayers #it’s that good #but people are uncomfortable with tragedy #and death #and war #but I have always been a morbid person

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imnotcrazyer · 2 days ago

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Sometimes I get reminded that no one cares about me as I them.

I wish I was someone’s priority. As a friend.

I hate being lonely.

#vent #fml #bad time #I’m just gonna leave this here #cry if you need to #if you feel the same please have a virtual hug

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imnotcrazyer · 13 days ago

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I hate the heat

#if you see this it was fate #no tags #imma fight the sun

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imnotcrazyer · 15 days ago

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Crime has never been more appealing

#piracy #capitalism #eat the rich #I’m so poor #idk what to tag this as

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imnotcrazyer · 18 days ago

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No matter the social media I’m always shocked when someone follows me.

Like wtf are you doing here? I literally only post on tumblr but my Bluesky (empty) and fb insta have a few and so does my TikTok.

I don’t make content. wtf are you following?

#wtf #idk #tags #if you see this post it fate #or whatever #lol #followers #social media #I don’t make content #the only place I really make posts is tumblr #and you fuckers also shouldn’t be here #I don’t make good content #I vent blog and random shit #where did you/these fuckers come from #I feel like #old man in yard yelling get off my lawn #how did I get here

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imnotcrazyer · 1 month ago

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I just got a part time job as a social media manager?!

Minimum wage but still!!

#new job #social media #social marketing #excited #life update #me thinks this will be fun #it’s for a nature park

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imnotcrazyer · 2 months ago

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I want to play TTRPGs but I don’t have any friends that want to. But I’m very shy. Social anxiety and all that. So I can’t do online cause I don’t know them and it makes me uncomfortable.

This sucks, I wish I had friends who wanted to play

#ttrpg #i wish i had people to play ttrpgs with me #lonely #social anxiety #anxiety #small friend group #need more friends #too scared to make friends #vent #ugh #idk #dnd #dungeons and dragons #table top role playing game

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imnotcrazyer · 2 months ago

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I fucking hate when my brain doesn’t do ideas when I need them.

I need to plan a story for a fantasy themed camp week with kids. Like quests and stuff. And I need to come up with a little story and quest to do for a mostly boy group. With a few girls but majority boys.

And my brain. Is. Fucking. Silent. It starts Monday.

Mother. Fucking. Monday.

Fuck me

Now I’m just staring at a wall trying to think of anything

#folklore #mythology #mythology and folklore #fantasy #summer camp #children #planning #stuck #vent #out of ideas #ugh #fml #help #I want to be free #omg why does my brain shut up when I need it to go #ahhhh #panick

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imnotcrazyer · 2 months ago

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How the fuck do people be productive

#autism #I think #not diagnosed #house cleaning #task paralysis #spring cleaning #I was expose to be done two weeks ago #suffering #ugh

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imnotcrazyer · 2 months ago

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I didn’t know AO3 was down. Got hit in the feels opening the website up to get the maintenance screen.

Babe. I miss you

#archiveofourown #ao3 #ao3 maintenance #ao3 down #i miss you #my beloved

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imnotcrazyer · 2 months ago

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Forgot to announce. Got charged. I’m a fucking idiot. Gotta call

I think I just accidentally joined an mlm (marketing version of acronym). Ops

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imnotcrazyer · 2 months ago

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Ok, one didn’t give me a birthday gift on purpose

Homophobic

Now that’s its pride month. Imma tell my parents it was homophobic to not have given me a birthday gift.

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imnotcrazyer · 2 months ago

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Need to “announce” that I quit to them so they don’t charge me?!? wtf

I think I just accidentally joined an mlm (marketing version of acronym). Ops

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imnotcrazyer · 2 months ago

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I’m gnawing at my cage today

#let me out #vent #idk what to tag this as #this shit

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imnotcrazyer · 3 months ago

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Left the MLM

Still need a job ugh

I think I just accidentally joined an mlm (marketing version of acronym). Ops

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