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Stress is the shittiest

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Some friends are just gifts from God

They are just the brightest light

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Sometimes guys give you a different perspective of how you think they are

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Best advice ever

you’re allowed to settle for a calm life, despite people on social media making it seem like you should do all these adventurous things. you don’t have to travel far and wide in order to be happy. you don’t have to have an amazing career in order to be proud of who you are and your life. live your life the way you want to, calm lives are good. a calm life is what i’m aiming for.

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Don't you feel the Earth is breathing, with the coronavirus. It feels like she is having a rest, some peace

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Once we understand what abusive means, we realize the amount of people we need to eliminate from our loves

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For those with problematic lives, whether it is because of family,have you ever stopped and wondered how do we do this? How do we handle all of this shit?We go through some much shit, so much pain so much heartbreak, that don't you sometimes become numb, like is this actually bad for me or is this how I have to live and that's it. Don't you sometimes lose your senses.

How do we actually get away from all that it's affecting us. Sometimes it feels like it the only option I have. But is it?

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Having a deep understanding for something a friend, one you are not that close to, is living, gives you some fake feeling of deep relation that can lead to a great surprise or great dissapointment

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How lost is actually being lost

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Vanishing Roses

Roses. Beautiful flowers, ones that we use for literally everything, expressing love if it's a lover, condolences if someone has passed away, congratulations if a bouquet is given to a winner, and it goes on and on. They are there for everything that happens, for everything that is life. I believe, in some way they kind of represent our life. For me that life represents teenage years or youth, when you just have blossomed. But sadly this world's roses are vanishing, dissapearing, and just like that, stop existing.

Roses are incredibly beautiful no one can deny that, but not all about them is beautiful, they have thorns, those little things that can hurt so much if touched with the right amount of force. If roses are the life, thorns are the problems, bad things that happen. I believe, and know that roses have been disappearing because of them, because of the fact that we focus too much on the thorns, everything for us seems like a thorn, we forget those beautiful, silky and incredible happy petals that create that beautiful floral shape, one that seems like a maze yes, but one of the most fascinating mazes you'll ever come across. There is too much to discover in those petals to be focussing on the thorns. And I know, thorns suck, I've been dealing with my own thorns for ages, but is it really fair that, because of some thorns, the whole flower stops existing... Ending it will not make anything better, don't be part of the vanishing roses. Your life is a flower one of the most beautiful ones, don't let the thorns take the beauty from it. Focus on the flower, be strong, you'll get through the thorns.

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Divorce

Feeling like utter shit when you know it's not your fault, when you are certain that whatever has happened you're just in between. Knowing that taking a side will only end in pain, not just for you but for everyone, but ironically both sides already hurt you more than you could ever think of. Everything just seems like a constant shade throwing session and you just sit there listening, feeling like one is right and the other one is wrong, feeling like you are close to the better side, but once you hear the other one's opinions you found yourself thinking the same way once again and the cycle repeats itself. All is doubled, two lives lived by the same person. Feeling like the ball between to kids playing. Wondering if something could change, if you can scape, but it comes back to the same. Thinking, why this battle against two people had to happen to you, why did that battle had to become your own internal dispute, when did this go from them to me. Reality is that, there is no way to know, no possible way of understanding the pain, the tiredness, the struggle you experience, sometimes it seems we forget everything, the source of it, the reason why it's happening, and what it is doing, and the question why? keeps popping in our head. Fortunately the unfortunate comes back, we remember, and now we know the reason, but onces we remember do we actually KNOW.... The answer is no. we don't. We get the idea, but do we really understand, nocause if we did why would we find ourselves being visited by the same ones over and over again, the ones that don't leave, those who go by the name, frustration, stress, despair, sadness and how many times do they come back, how do we wish they didn't. But yeahhh, this exist, divorce folks, one more problem that is caused by others and fought by us.