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I'm so close to giving up...

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I think I should keep my secret for life...

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Its the continuous push of "I have to strive" or "I just have to live with this"

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Currently reading "You Are Better Than What You Think" by Miguel Espinosa.

Self therapy with this book feels good.

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I'm suffocating myself by talking alone...

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When life gets this good just let me stay here...

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I'm so done with this romance, if I have to live alone I'll just go to the mountains to find peace...

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rereading my own writing is just a constant fluctuation between "damn, girl, you wrote this? (affectionate)" and "damn, girl, you wrote this? (derogatory)"

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I feel like I annoy everyone even if I just stand there...

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I'm a wreck of different emotions that all of them can't get out.

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Some dogs have better lives than me.

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Let's see if I'm worth it...

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Why do I stay even when I always get hurt at the end.

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So close yet so far...

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I'm back and better omg

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I'm this close to having a mental problem please... ""

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It's funny to see you smile and laugh, how you sent your pics and videos making me happy and relaxed, but I overstepped and fell for you. Now I know it's hard to unlove a person whom I thought would catch me like snow.