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Watch her pupils turn into little pink hearts when you pull on her nipples.

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tumblr is social media for people who don't exist

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sunset

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the memories come like waves and tonight i will try not to drown in you.

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pretty fly for a white guy

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everyday, i imagine a future where i can be with you.

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its over

but youre still here and i can't tell you im upset and burden you anymore with my cold cold cold feelings that turn the room silent and uneasy so instead i burden you with my own silence and perpetual uneasiness.

its over but you are still in my bed and texting me about my day and i should be so happy you're not a stranger and i am grateful that you don't hate me but you are giving me hickies and heartaches like we are still intertwined in partnership.

its over but you get me so high (the neighbourhood reference) and i cry in your bed for hours, unable to tell you that you're the reason why i am so upset.

its over but you still love to lie in my bones and to my face.

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and then what

you have red hair and crashout all the time and then you get your period and youre red on the inside and the outside and you buy red lingerie with money you dont have and then you go on your antidepressants and you stop shaving because you stop having sex and then life becomes marlboro reds and bleeding and the red consumes you and then what?

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Semester 1

I should have known this by now, and now I do.

I hate maths, I always have. I am totally geared towards humanities and arts and english subjects. I love being creative and literate and analytic. Why is it that I can do every assignment for HEA subjects but cannot fathom a stem subject assignment? You ask me to do a graph on excel? Fuck you. My limit is basic budgeting spreadsheets. *sob* regardless. I love my stem bitches. I love you. But i could never be u <3 pls dont ever mention quadratics or I will CRY

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Revelations of A Girl, Again

What is the difference between attractive, and attraction? Where is the line, and where does he cross it? I ask myself repeatedly, But dear reader I am not a madman, I am curious. The most investigative state of mine. Regardless, attractive, she is pretty, she is appealing and cool and fits into my idea of that. Perhaps a small unrequited unrealised fetish of yours. She has features that charm me, and I notice her charming others.

Attraction - Wanting that charm. Wanting her prettiness to wrap you up and drown you, leave you gasping for air. Wanting to cross lines, and let her be appealing and let it fill the mind, Let it become a realised and requited fetish. Thinking selfishly about the way her beauty shines onto others.

The thing is, (oh it is) Attractive, is knowing, Attraction, Is wanting. And you know the desire is wrong. I don't need you to be honest and show me that I can trust you.

Where do you stand? Do you want it to wrap you up or do you notice the brief way the sun makes her face shine?

Are you giving in like a tempted and lustful swan ruffling it's feathers and diving in? Do you want or do you know>

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using spray paint, pre developed stencils and poster, banksy’s ‘unwanted intervention’ conveys an artwork that advocates for the children in palestine, a place surrounded by the depths of war and instability even today; and allows audiences to question the hope for future palestinian society and the division created by the wall that seperates israel and the west bank / gaza strip.

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i feel like a zombie and my memory is failing me

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we are so back

So actually my boyfriend is ruining my relationship with food and its also like the only like I give a shit about.. We are so back. Sorry I failed ur class I am too busy constructing my skinny legend era or something. Is there an element on the periodic table that will make me underweight again or what.

CHOBANI CINNAMON SCROLL FLIP YOGURT IS ONLY 189 CALS AND 3.50 AT WOOLIES SOMEBODY CHEER

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update !

my creativity is absolutely fried but i still have passion and soul and empathy... sometimes...

i have awful communicating skills but i am just a teenager, i am soo small and insecure sometimes and i wish i could openly let my words and thoughts flow from me and i wish mutually for us to change and grow.

but you make me not want to keep eating the food in my mouth sometimes.

school starts tomorrow and i am gonna go read yuri sigh

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no one knows how heavy you made my heart