justafuckingdisaster

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ngl as a thigh cutter, cutting on my arms is lowkey like a treat

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And when the Death knocks on my door, I won't be scared. I will welcome it like an old friend.

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If one day I pass away, please be happy for me because I'm finally not in pain anymore.

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watching yourself spiral into a mental breakdown while knowing you can't stop it is a different kind of heartbreak

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Something just kill me already, I can't keep going anymore

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Me rn

i don’t want to kill myself but i do want to die

[justafuckingdisaster]

In the morning I wrote that i feel okay-ish. In the evening I slammed my head against table's corner :)

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I need to move out. And dont accidentaly die before that.

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Everytime same story. Two days ago I felt like everything was lost. Today I feel okay-ish. Am I faking?

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1-800-insomnia

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3h of sleep in last 48h, fuck insomnia

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All I want is my best friend back. You treated me like shit, but I still love you. Please, come back.

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You broke me. As someone who knew ALL the shit I went through, you shouldn't have left. You cared so little that at the end, you didn't even bother to talk and understand me. You didn't need me in your life, but I needed you in mine. I miss you.

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Fighting with me is useless because I'll do anything you want me to.

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"Me and who 🥺" I say with tears in my eyes while being the most undateable person to ever exist

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i stopped opening up because no one ever knew what to do with it