kingcokewhore

[kingcokewhore]

imagine the rain pouring and their hand warm against your face. tears stream down your face and all they give you is a weak smile with tears threatening to run down their cheeks. they kiss you softly on your head and the warmth is gone

they are gone

[kingcokewhore]

Connor x Reader

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This is my first post trying to write something :)

I will only accept constructive criticism and any hate will be blocked. Please be kind and let me know what you think!!

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Backstory: You and Connor have been working together for a while and he's finally understood his emotions. After much panic and deliberation, he decided to confess.

They/them pronouns. Fluff. Just so you know, all that happens is that they kiss, its a confession.

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Its been raining for a while. The sound of the rain pounds against the window barely allowing me to hear the show I put on, in hopes of silencing the rain.

I settle into the couch and allow myself to be taken adrift by my thoughts. Or thought.

Connor. He's been on my mind for too long, the way his lips curve into a slight smile when I laugh or the way his eyes glow when he stares at me, that little second, too long.

We've been partners on this case awhile and now that its come to a close, there's a longing in my heart. For Connor. What if he doesn't like me back and its his social program-

A concise knock at the door stops me.

I open it and I take in the sight in front of me. His perfectly sculpted hair is disheveled and dripping with water. His jacket stained a darker grey and his tie is hanging loosely around his neck. His LED flashes yellow and settles as his beautiful brown eyes interlock with mine.

I motion to allow him in and he stands infront of me, water dripping down his head and I wipe away a drop that ran down his forehead, briefly allowing my hand to caress his cheek as it settles by my side once more. D-Did he just lean into my hand?

"Before you say anything, I must say y-you look amazing. I've deliberated about this alot and ran every scan throughout my body possible to understand these feelings." There's a slight tremor to his voice.

"I-I want to be your partner." I look at him, confused.

"For work? That couldve waited until the morning for that, Con. Is that it?" Please. Say more.

His LED flashes from yellow and relaxes, a look of consideration spread across his face.

"No. I-I want to be with you. Romantically, of course. Y-You make me feel warm, everytime you leave, I feel- I feel a longing that can only be filled by you. I asked Marcus and Hank and their advice was to tell you because the constant thoughts of 'I wonder how they are today' or 'Do they know that they look beautiful today?' isn't normal."

My breath briefly catches in my throat before I nod my head.

"I want you Connor. All the time." I admit boldly. His eyes flicker with joy before he smiles at me - I could stare at his smile forever.

"Good. I'd like to kiss you now. Is that okay?" He stared deep into my eyes and I've never needed anything more.

"Yes."

He cups my face and leans in slowly but I grab his jacket and pull him in, letting his lips crash against mine. Our bodies collide and I lean deep into him, the cold of his clothes contrasting against the heat of my body. It feels like I've been waiting for this moment for an eternity. I run my hand through his wet hair and push him further into my lips.

The air stills and time feels like its been frozen still. There is nothing in here but Connor and I. Our lips together and the cold of his hand against my cheek.

He pulls away. He rests his forehead against mine, "I understand that this action is also a symbol of affection." I laugh.

"It can be but I much prefer kissing you." He looks at me with a slight shine in his eyes. "We have all the time in the world together to do that, my love."

[kingcokewhore]

ironic how when we do something we fear

it can give us a reason to stay

or

a reason to go

so which one were you?

[kingcokewhore]

broken promises are empty dreams handed to you on a plate of false hope and everything feels pointless and useless

and yet

theres hope in my eyes when I see you with others

why?

[kingcokewhore]

what's worse?

falling in love

or

falling out of it

[kingcokewhore]

pineapple

[kingcokewhore]

*goes through traumatic event*

this is just character development

[kingcokewhore]

July 10th

[kingcokewhore]

my voice of my heartache

echoes within these walls

our love left inbetween pages of this book

how was I supposed to know this was only a chapter

the best chapter so far