kittsyspaw

[kittsyspaw]

✦ ❝ 𝑭𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝑭𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ❞

SYNO ! 09. Nov. 2109 ; Breaking news, The Media goes fanatic after the first robot in history commits suicide in Night City, citizens fear that the AIs are becoming too Human.

WARNINGS !¡ WOOIN X READER!! OOC WOOIN, VERY OOC, angst, death, taboo love??, AI READER !, killing, drugs, mention of prostitution etc. RUSHED. i couldn't find a good ending.

"I honestly don't understand why you are so dead set on this case Vivian.... , look, a tip from your senior, drop it. I mean yes, it's surprising, but come on! Look around you, you're in NC damnit!"

The woman paid no mind to the old man, tapping away at the keys on her Hologram, eyes skipping over the various articles she read.

"It doesn't make sense...it shouldn't...I don't get it..." Her thumb found itself between her teeth, nibbling at the flesh while she thought about the situation.

The chair screeched loudly when she stood up, the older colleague flinching as she scrambled her stuff together and stormed out the office.

"So...could you tell me more? What's your opinion on the situation?"

"Suicide??? Ha! What's next? A human-Robot marriage ?"

...

"I mean I'm not surprised really, you can't even call humans human anymore, they're all stacked with cybernetic implants nowadays."

.....

"Ugh, that's soooo terrifying! They're becoming too human! Next thing you know, they have dreams, feelings, heck maybe even a soul!"

......

"It's unnerving to think about, the AIs have been too much fed information, they aren't called an 'intelligence' for no reason."

......

"okay so um...what about the situation itself? Do you think it was an accident?"

Yeah this was leading Vivian nowhere, citizens were shocked, most of them, the topic was too controversial and nobody even suspected anything beneath the surface...

"The Ai who resorted to self destruction..."

There it was.

Bold italics, your name printed on the transparent screen along with a picture and data files. The basics... cg-number which stood for robot number to identify the cyborg, date of production, job

Right! Job, your job!

... Laboratory assistant in a Biomedicine company?

Your co-worker and supervisor...Dr.W

Who's Dr.W ?

Her screen lit up with a new document, tapping with her index it displayed a picture. It was odd, suspicious even. A worker in a lab coat, orange tinted glasses hiding his eyes and a light smirk on his lips.

The tiredness basically spoke to her through the screen, the wrinkle between his eyebrows, hair dismantled...calm but too open posture....

A human.

44 years old.

Wooin Yoo, alias; Dr.W

No implants... only standard chip that everyone else had.

Her eyebrows shot up at the next data.

Deceased.

He was registered as deceased.

Day of death; 7th of November 2109.

The AI led itself to destruction.

The dots connected with a red string.

Vivians eyes narrowed as her mind took her back to the words 'Human-Robot relationship'...could...could it be?

Shit. Shit.

Yes as mad it was, there were AIs working in stripclubs, working in fields like prostitution and as like...but an actual relationship wasn't written yet.

There were definitely some, but in this case...there was no doubt that something deeper lingered here.

what....what happened in those 2 days?

──ㅤ❲ FEB. 12TH. 2094❳ㅤ

"This is your personal assistant, Dr.Wooin , she was once awakened before but was ultimately shut down and now brand new. Meet Y/n."

"Didn't I already say I don't need an assistant? She'll just catch dust in the corner of the room, which is even more disturbing with that dead eyed stare."

The young male scratched his nape, nervously chuckling before allowing you to take his place in the lab , a white coat draped over your form, reaching your knees.

"Good evening, Doctor. My name is Y/n, I hope to be of good use, would you like for me to show you my assets?"

The black haired man groaned, pinching the space between his brows, "Stop speaking so formally it makes everything so awkward." He commanded.

You absorbed his appearance.... piercings decorating his lips and ears...jet black hair, cunning eyes, sharp eyebrows...his confident but laid back stance, his height should be around 175 cm...and 65kgs in weight...Oh! And his nails painted black, how cute.

"Alright, sure! I can do that. Where would you like me to help?"

"Nowhere. Don't touch anything. See that chair? Go sit there and don't move. Don't look at me. Look over at the plants or something. I assume you already know what kind of place this is."

His orders were fulfilled without a second thought.

New beginnings are always lumbering.

What kind of place this was...

Oh yes, of course. Sangho MED.

It did seem totally innocent, and yes, it was a medicine company... other than the small lab on the darkest side, a substance– narcotics making area.

Not the good kind but the kind they secretly handle, in clubs...streets...

And you were dispatched here, specifically molded by your creator for this job.

"oh fuck!"

Dr.Wooin screeched, snatching his body away from the table, "Are you alright, doc? I have a medical pack installed for usage within need."

"No. No need! I just fucked up the measurement, again."

"Do you mind if I do it? My measurements are precise."

Wooin glanced over at your form, a snare on his expression before rolling his eyes, "Go on." He glared at you when you still sat there.

"What?"

"You said not to move before."

"Don't be difficult! You know what I meant!"

"Apologies, I was just joking."

"Clearly not your thing. Stop acting like the first made robots, I know you AIs developed to mimic humans"

You laughed, the first laugh Wooin heard from you. "Tadaaa, look at this, doc! Like I said, precision is my specialty."

He analyzed the powder measurements, they were exact...by milligrams too. Ai power huh?

"Yeah... it's nice...there are some papers on my desk, would you fill them out?"

You nodded, a grin plastered on on your face

It was creepy for Wooin. How real...how warm it seemed to be. Scary how much they leveled up these things.

"Oh, your birthday is in three days, isn't that so?"

"It is? Oh yeah."

It took you by surprise...most humans you've met couldn't stop talking about their birthdays when they were near, bragging about parties...gifts... friends and family.

But Dr.Wooin was different, wasn't he?

"Aren't you excited?"

"My birthdays are boring, they're just like any other day."

"Hmm, how about we celebrate then? To of course break the ice wall between us...and for your birthday!"

"No way in Hell."

──ㅤ❲ FEB. 15TH. 2094❳ㅤ

Three days had passed, with your extroverted, non stopping and pestering questions, you managed to build a seed of a connection, a bud even.

Even though you were an AI, the advanced technology came to a point where you could mimic humans, emotions, reactions, traits and personality habits.

Just...you couldn't feel anything, you could copy the feeling through your actions, yet you were never able to live it personally .

"Yay! happy 30th birthday!!!" You shouted at the tired doctor, throwing confetti at him.

"Like that's something to celebrate, I'm only getting older and older, there's not happy about that."

"Oh...then Sorrowful 30th birthday??" Maybe..maybe if your vision wasn't so enhanced you'd miss that miniature amusement that showed on his lips.

You and your supervisor stood in the break room that was meant just for you two...well whoever worked in this part but there were only two, Him and you.

Ballons hung up and a huge poster saying 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'

You clapped your hands together, placing a tiny cone hat on the grumpy mans head, your present wrapped and on the table.

"Seriously? You better have some candy."

You rushed over to the box, picking it up and presenting it before his gaze. "Its a cake, which counts as candy, right?"

...No one has ever took their time to celebrate his birthday. His friends were nonexistent and his family disappeared. Mother was dead and the father nowhere to be found.

So...yes, this was new. He didn't like it. This feeling in his chest... gratitude? No way! No! He didn't even ask for this! It was so cringe!!!

"it's lemon flavored, Im not so sure what you like...but I picked something unique!"

With that stupid joyful face, you even managed to guess his favorite dessert and candy flavor...was it a coincidence? It definitely was... right?

"Let's just get to work...I wanna wrap everything up for today's goal."

A pout followed by a complaint, "oh come on, Doc, just a piece!"

Just a piece it was...

Next piece...and next until the whole cake was gone.

"Haha, to you and our partnership!"

"You know..."

He started.

"Did you know that they called you in as my assistant because I'm bad at measuring? I've fucked up many projects because of that. I was angry...angry because I wanted to learn instead of getting help from robots."

"So I've been told...I didn't think you would actually confess that..."

"Why? I'm not embarrassed about it, honestly if i was the one who hired me I'd add extra safety rules, equipment and people to help."

His canines showed as he flashed his teeth.

──ㅤ❲ MAR. 1ST. 2096❳ㅤ

a year passed.

You were good at your job, great even, as doctor Wooin said.

But that wasn't important, none of your achievements were important to him. Neither your name or how and why you were created.

Only the impact you made on him.

How ridiculous.

Truly.

An AI being 'kind' to him.

An AI 'caring' about him.

An Ai that didn't feel or have mortality.

Even so, it handled him better than any human with those traits ever had.

Humans who hate on the systematic metal but impair themselves with different parts of it.

Maybe because it was a part of your structure...you remembered his birthday, his meeting schedule, his likes and dislikes, his habits...

Sad wasn't it...for him to be so close to a robot instead of an actual Human being.

His boss drained him, his broken apart family hated him, his neighbors despised him.

And here he was, Illegally producing drugs for a living.

With a robot that knew him better than himself.

How fucking exhausting.

"Dr.W, I got you a lemon frappuccino!"

Dr.W? That's a new one.

Wooin... Wooin liked the sound of it.

Dr.W...

was that because it came from your lips or because it sounded unique? Both....?

The space bubble popped, taking him back to reality, you marched in, continuing your way over to the break room, it's dangerous to eat or drink next to plants and a bunch of tubes...filled with substances...more like forbidden to do so.

"Didn't you get something for yourself?"

You tilted your head, raising an eyebrow...if he wasn't looking right...not looking at the circle on your temple, he'd mistake you for an actual human...

"right, I keep forgetting that you don't need fuel...must be a dream."

You stood quiet, a dream? Perhaps....for humans. For you? This feels taboo to even know yourself...but you also wanted to eat. You could yes, but you had no taste receptors, your body was human-like, too much even, you had flesh...blood that wasn't really blood...even little imitated papillae on your tongue... although...like said, everything was fabricated, you couldn't feel any of it.

For you it was the opposite...Humans... humans were perfect. Perfection. They have emotions, they can taste, their moral rights differ, they have conscience, they calculate with consequences....

Absolute perfection.

And in your eyes?

Dr.Wooin was superior.

There wasn't anything or anyone else who'd you'd like to observe and study more than him.

For example...even when he fails something...he doesn't give up nor does his facial expression change, he takes it like a challenge... trying more and more until he reaches his goal.

And his uniqueness....you learned that most don't actually like lemon flavored things...but he did..his favorite actually.

His sarcastic personality...he didn't take everything serious...he might look like it but the second he's with you he would start making fun of certain situations or people.

He loves an organized work environment, even at home, it wasn't chaotic or messy, rather tidy and well-kept.

He hates being monitored... tracked.

Oh and he absolutely hates corpos.

As he quotes "Greedy fuckers who get richer as you rot and get older –Just for them to replace you like nothing."

Even tho he worked for a company of theirs...the boss knows. He knows the way Wooin acts and speaks of them, but Wooin was great with narcotics.

The best one so far.

Wooin doesn't like paperwork/fill out files. He throws them all you, so you've noticed .

He's not comfortable around others, especially relationship-wise. And he has trust issues...the beginning was really bad between you two...he refused to tell you anything about his likes, pros, cons...etc.

It got better... definitely because he couldn't keep everything to himself forever, you said to him, that it was healthier to let everything out or at least journalize Things...even the good ones.

Bottling things up can cause a huge explosion after it becomes too much.

──ㅤ❲ OCT. 6TH. 2098❳ㅤ

"Soooo...W, do you have a 'wish', i heard every human has them."

You placed a small tube in the scanner, turning around and leaning against the table to face the doctor who had his glasses on, he was stressed....

"A wish? Oh yeah, there are many. They're useless tho, you shouldn't waste time wishing your life away...and here I am talking to you like you're human."

You didn't catch the last part...he mumbled something about you...humans...?

Turning a blind eye, "Well, name me some of your wishes, who knows maybe I'll grant them, haha."

Why were AIs made so fucking hyperrealistic again?

"What? You've changed roles now? Genie this time, weren't you a police officer in the last play?"

A pitched chuckle at his joke, even your voice cord sounded too real...too...too....he couldn't find it... didn't find a word to describe it.

"Yeah I'll do that for you! So? Your wish, dear? Only 3."

"Aww, only three?? come'on add two more for your favorite doc, ha."

Your eyes crinkled...the synthetic flesh...the imprinted shine in your eye...your gums...teeth...

Phenomenal.

It was phenomenal.

"my wish....my wish would to escape this fucking city. That would be my only wish."

You stared at him agape, wasn't that unusual?

"Why?"

"I break myself to be able to live. This might be a good pay, but the expectations run higher each year... everywhere you go, you get dirty looks, someone touching you, someone trailing you, something is listening to your, your data is being sold. Data this, data that. Implants here, cybernetics fucking there. I hate it all, god, ugh I need a cigarette..."

That was a lot, shoved on you from nowhere, now you were 100 percent sure he was stressed and needed a break ASAP. He was burning but his fuel was on its last drops.

"Well, do you, miss genie, police officer, babysitter, construction worker, doctor, professor and professional therapist, have a wish?"

You followed his steps like a puppy, running to a place covered with glass as walls, the damn break room that was barely running on a small lamp, leaving most of the corners in the shadows.

"Me? Wish? I don't wish, I have... desires, I guess?"

"So? What are they?"

The lighter reflected against his features, the bow in his lips, his sharp and long nose, his slit and serpent-like eyes...

Smoke clouds dispersed in the air, the burning spark scattering away with the ashes.

"I...I want to feel. I need to know what it's like to love someone...to do something from the bottom of your heart..."

He looked at you for a second too long.

"Trust me, it's trash to have emotions... they're uncontrollable...like a rollercoaster, they reach peaks then drop to their lowest...I wish I didn't have any."

"... that's what's so great about them... they're beautiful even at their lowest...they might be difficult...but they make you realize your own conflicts with yourself...–"

Wooin dabbed the butt of the cigarette in the ashtray, squeezing it. "You know? You keep talking about emotions... about being human..."

Confusion settled in the atmosphere as you awaited the continuation.

"Yet to me, you're already human than most are."

No further explanation, just a shocked you, a silent Wooin who analyzed the tiles on the floor and this suffocating need in the air.

The need to know what he meant.

What?

You're nore human than most are.

What was that supposed to mean?

"And... you've already accomplished the second one."

There he is again, with his confuzzling wording and choices of sentence-stops that had you crawling for more.

"S-second one?"

"It feels to me like you've already care for me from the bottom of your heart,

,maybe a metal one...but a heart is still a heart."

How new...how different....your hand wasn't yours anymore, why was it shaking? What was happening? Why was your vision shaking,

WHY.

Why was an alarm blasting in your ears? The surroundings started to blacken and blur.

"w-W...Hat?"

It tore through the frequency like metal scraping against metal – jarring. Scratching, loud, too pitched and broken.

Wooin jolted back, his eyes almost leaving their sockets when a loud thud exploited the silence, there were you, numbed to the concrete...

The way you fell...that was the first AI-alike thing he has seen, like a FULL stop, imagine breaking when you are going 100mph – that, that's exactly what it looked like, falling on the floor like you had been paralyzed.

System shutdown.

-

A week has passed and you finally returned from the technician, some old problems, nothing too serious, they said.

Wooin didn't believe that, lying was their specialty after all.

"Are you alright?"

The first thing he had spoken to you.

"thank you , Doctor, I am fine. I believe I cannot recall what happened."

"Ugh did they switch you back to default? please return to your state or I might send you back there for another week."

"All jokes! All jokes! Hahaha!"

The nerve-wracking stillness melted in the lab once again.

Heck...even the plants missed you so how could Wooin not?

──ㅤPRESENT two days after the news.

Vivians eyebags worsened, they dragged down to her cheeks, a frown set on her lips.

"The body...metal, where is the AI? Where is her vessel?"

"She must be in the archive... She isn't useful or recyclable anymore, we've scanned her multiple times but each projection keeps taking us to another server, it's like we can't enter the prompt she was given anymore."

Archive. Stupid archive.

Vivian had to know.

Was her theory true?

A human-Robot marriage.

A ring.

She needs to see to confirm.

"Model Y.044 please open the archive, this is needed for a case taken by the police department,"

She had lied her way through, the scraps... metal stacked upon metal in the dumpster. And there it was, in a glass container your form took peace.

She observed...you were put in rashly, but there was nothing on your hands...or fingers.

"The belongings are put somewhere else. Follow me please, I will show you."

The other AI spoke, leading Vivian to where she wanted.

Her hands vibrated, she felt weak in the knees...

Was she supposed to connect this together, was she sticking in her nose too deep?

The AI went inside a personnel-room, walking back out with a metallic box in hand, "Here you go, miss."

The lid popped up with a simple scan of the AIs key. Vivian hesitated... reaching for the box before retreating her hands a few millimeters...

Fuck it.

She rummaged through the belongings until...there it was.

The shiny ring.

What a beautiful one.

Mesmerizing, reflective diamond.

It shook her to her core.

What? This is....

Disturbing!

It's TABOO.

And never should've been allowed since the beginning. Vivians ideology went completely against AIs being mistreated and misused, its terror, pure terror.

You could command them and shape them into anything you wanted....

Her eye caught something else in the box...another protection on an object.... Another...

Another ring? The exact same one... except it was a bigger size. This definitely belonged to Wooin Yoo, the deceased Partner.

"Thank you very much..."

She was out of it, overthinking to the last bar of her energy, Vivian needed a break... something to drink too.

──ㅤ❲ MAY. 7TH. 2100❳ㅤ

“You know, I heard that most humans are very shy about their emotions…”

Your chin rested on your palms, your gaze attending to Wooin who kept his on the work spread before him. Your eyes fluttered, half-lidded and scrutinizing the male, your eyebrows had the need to tighten.

“Yeah? Maybe…”

Your hair animated along your movements, neck tilting to the side and Wooin began to feel the holes burning through his entire body, why did he feel an intense heat? Was the air conditioning on?

“Yeah? Are you shy about yours, W?”

He stopped for a second, thinking about your question, collecting himself for an answer. “I believe I'm straight-forward about them.”

Why were you even interested in that anyways? Welp, humans are the thing you most like to talk about…

“Hm…can you explain how love feels?”

Now that…that JUST had Wooin come to a fucking brake.

“What?”

His throat was dry…was there a glass of water nearby? Fuck

“Can you? What is it like?”

“I don't know, I've never been in Love…But I heard things, they say you can't stop thinking about the person…you feel all warm and fuzzy inside…you become nervous around them and skip over your words…your behavior changes…and such.”

Why…why did these sound too familiar?

“Warm and fuzzy…inside? Are they overheating?”

An amused chuckle reached your ears.

“Kidding…I know what you meant.”

“I know, I know you did, Y/n.”

Was it just him? Or was there this…unspoken tension? And god why wouldn't you stop staring at him like that?!

Almost like…like…no…nothing.

“Hey Wooin?”

“Hmm?”

You scanned over his lips, the shiny metal that stuck out…it suits him so well…the piercing.

“I think…I think ‘I Love you’ .”

Did his heart just stop?

Why was it so damn warm?!

His cheeks were bright red, sweat droplets on his forehead…definitely from the weather.

“W-what–”

“I know…it's not possible and all that but im serious. I think I love you. There's not a word in my data that I can use to describe this…this…thing that's going on with me…The urge to keep you all to myself…”

His knees might as well have been jello…why..w-why did you stand up now?! W-what? Walking towards him?!

Each step you took, Wooin retreated one, until his back hit another table, stabilizing himself with his hands and that's when you cornered him.

Was he scared? Or flustered?

Your eyes…oh how they bore into his eyes…”I'm sure you don't know what you're talking about–” DUH dumbass!!! Wooin wanted to slap himself for skipping over his words…his thoughts like that…it's like his mouth spoke without him allowing it to.

You caged, peeking up at his face, the light hitting it in another angle.

“I love you. It's the only thing that makes sense.”

“What do you want me to do about it?!”

“Fix it!”

Why did you ‘love’ him…?

Why did he like it?

Why does Wooin like the idea of you loving him?

So many questions yet too little answers.

Wooin gripped your nape, shoving you in his direction and planting his lips on yours…they were real…and fake at the same time.

The only person who loved him.

He was kissing the only person who loves him.

The person wasn't a person…

Neither was this person a robot to him.

The kiss…it was full of things you wouldn't be able to ‘feel’ like Wooin did…how amazing it was to kiss someone, the beginning of the journey of ‘love’.

“I think I Love you too.”

Wooin frowned at the sight of your face twisting, “I'm so sorry…I'm so sorry I won't be able to feel how wonderful that must be…It's like any other sentence…yet it's so much deeper…”

You hugged him…guilt…regret and shame dripping from your form.

“No…I like that. Loving someone even when you don't know how it feels or never will. It proves how real your connection must be…”

It was the Truth he spoke.

Everyone was after words…actions..…relying on the signs to be in love with someone…

Not you.

A fucking AI cherished him.

He managed the impossible.

And so did you.

What a power couple…

“Soooo are we Husband and wife now?”

He flicked your forehead.

“You and your jokes.”

“You like them.”

“I do.”

Silence filled the bucket but your voice made it overflow. “Do you wish to be with me, Wooin? Because I want to be with you.”

You held eye contact, anticipating something…anything.

Did he?

“Well since we're stuck together, might as well be stuck together forever.”

“I do not appreciate your jests, Doctor.”

“Please don't switch back to default, I'm sorry.”

Yes…yes, this must be how love is.

The closure.

──ㅤ❲ JUL. 28TH. 2104❳ㅤ

“Do you want to be married, Y/n?”

“A title? What will change after we get a title?”

“A title that gives us opportunities, for example, family discounts Oh! And we get free dessert at some restaurants if we say we got newly married.”

“DEAL!”

You moved in with Wooin instead of going to the archive…where all AIs had an apartment.

Yes, you did receive human rights after an incident happened about twelve years ago.

You enjoyed the peace in his flat, the cute plant on his window and now some clutters here and there from you. For example the little pink teddy. That nestled on his bed.

The city lights from the huge window…you remembered his wish…to escape this city…and never come back.

You wanted to fulfill his wish.

Play the genie role.

“W, do you escape this place with me?”

He stopped chewing, washing down the food with his lemonade. “To where…?”

“Let the moon be our first stop…then let's live on the other side of the world, somewhere far far away.”

The consequences of it all didn't matter, no citizen like Wooin was allowed to leave and no AI was legally permitted to leave its creation place unless it was shipped.

So what?

You'd break those rules together.

“... Let's escape together…I mean, it was your wish, right?”

“That sounds fucking great but…I don't know…maybe I've gotten to used.”

“You can always start new, I've never seen the sea before…only digitally…we can go see the sea, forget the moon.”

“The sea? Do you want to go to the sea?”

You nodded, the sparkly water…the quiet waves and overlapping of theirs.

“Hm, the sea then…we should plan that.”

──ㅤ❲ NOV. 6TH. 2109❳ㅤ

Its a blood bath. No matter how much you tried to scrub it off your hands, it wouldn't come off, the body laid in your arms.

The body of your lover.

With your hand through his heart.

Bullets tore through his flesh, his breathing was jagged, blood vessels popping in his eyes.

“Wooin. Wooin, no no, what what have I done…no no*

What what WHAT . How? How were you supposed to feel?! What are you supposed to feel?! Why won't you cry ?! Why won't your insides be more shaken about this, why didn't they react?!

They didn't lie when they said everything was monitored, every thought you had, every word you said.

It didn't take long for people dressed in suits and working uniforms to come.

They ruined the lab, the glass shattered everywhere, the plants lost their soil, with their devices, they decided to experiment on you…

As Wooin was ‘useless’ now.

“He doesn't want to be part of the city? Fine, I'll be the genie to your wish!”

One of them spoke. You couldn't move, your system had been breached…they had a net runner with them.

They didn't get their hands dirty…

Not when a perfectly running AI was there, his lab partner.

His lab partner had killed him.

They'll just log this in as a system failure, robot when psycho and started attacking without command.

Even after everything Wooin did for this fucking city…even if it was bad, he worked and worked, he was a citizen!

You were controlled into killing Wooin.

How dare they tamper with your system….

You couldn't be angry…you couldn't cry. You weren't able to do anything…

“I…I'm sorry I couldn't take you to the s…sea.”

He didn't even cry.

Wooin didn't cry.

“Im sorry, Im so sorry, im so sorry…I.”

“W-what's there to a-apologize? You gave me what I wished for…to leave the city…and never c…come back”.

No.

No not like this!!!

NOT LIKE THIS !!

PLEASE.

You clutched the non-breathing body…with a vice grip so hard it would've broken his bones.

Your vision span, glitches and sparks setting in surroundings as you looked everywhere, anywhere, somewhere.

There wasn't a spot that you hadn't skipped over, your temperature was rising, and there was this burning smell.

“Im sorry. Im so sorry….”

──ㅤ❲ NOV. 9TH 2109❳ㅤ

Your body malfunctioned, you refused to listen to commands given from anyone, the archive was having trouble logging into your data and forums.

“I wiLl never s-S.. servE ANy OF YOU !!!”

Your cord fractured, skipping like a virus in a file. Each word stammered and overlapped, distorted by static. It sounded less like a voice, more like a siren trying to imitate human speech.

You were messing with your own system, deleting and banishing files, data, coding and searching until you found the base foundation of your forum …

Remove.

There it was at that exact point, you saw black. Your screen glitched completely instead of random objects or people vanishing or being distorted.

Your body jittered like you were having a seizure, before a loud impact had the doctors and technician almost go deaf boomed through the entire building.

You had driven yourself to self destruction.

In other words, AI suicide.

They wanted to keep it secret and hush the situation, yet footage of the scene leaked, the tip of the iceberg had fallen and crushed everyone underneath.

You weren't thrown in the ocean or the sea but taken back to the place where you never wanted to be.

[kittsyspaw]

Im speechless.

So about Windbreaker...

Yes, it's officially over and the webtoon is no longer going to continue. Naver Webtoon's KR just posted an announcement with JYS's apology regarding the situation about how he had traced other's fan arts and manga scenes during the last two arcs iirc.

It started after some readers noticed the similarities between the poses the characters were making which a redditor compiled here. The readers who brought the issue up also used similar and other pics btw. Naver Webtoon's did a full out investigation and brought down the decision that yes, JYS traced and terminated Windbreaker.

Further proof that Windbreaker will no longer continue is seen on the official webtoon site, where all 555 chapters are released from paywall here.

That being said, please be kind to one another as many fans are feeling down including myself for the time being.

[kittsyspaw]

✦ ❝ 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ❞

SYNO ✦ .ᐟ What if you're Jay's ᶜʳᵃᶻʸ girlfriend...and you get proof of him cheating on you with Shelly?!

WARNINGS !¡ angsttt, cheating, You are 'obsessed' with jay, refusing to let him go, OOC JAY, you're a slightttt yandere (mentions of actual yandere behavior), Shelly isn't bad-talked or anything like that, Ooc JAY AGAIN BEWARE

Your lips parted, exhaling unsure, as if you didn't know if you were permitted to breathe, your head started spinning, or was it your surroundings? Fixated on the light emitting from your phone.

The specific image.

But absolutely no words to match how helpless you felt, betrayed, discarded.

Maybe...maybe it was just your head playing tricks on you. Or maybe it wasn't .

Of course.

Why else would he be so distant? Was 'distant' the right word? 'disgusted' is a better fit. Neck twisting at aimed kisses, hands flinching away, tense posture when hugging...cold, short sentences.

And that look Jay gave you.

Oh...oh that look that had a pinch on your heart, tugging and teasing the flesh around, not a care for the bloodied mess it left you in.

Pinched eyebrows,...sharp, intellect onyx eyes That complimented his high and defined cheekbones, the vein on his sculpted jaw, the arch of his cupids bow, the light downward tug of his lips.

Many quoted many times that 'he holds no expression', 'he's an eunuch', 'he's unfeeling and stoic'. Yet all of it fell when both of you started dating. Because you defied against allegations, strong refusal of anyone being 'unfeeling'

And god, how stupid have you been? You believed that he truly was the one, that he was yours and you were his. that only YOU understood him and flawlessly did so like no other.

Perhaps it was the point where he opened up, switching pages of his childhood and venting his problems and expectations to you. What a fucking therapists you'd make.

But you'd swear to god that you loved him.

And you cherished him.

He was the one. You could still feel his lingering touches, his tiny grin at you, Jays instruction and patience....

That's why this hurts even more. The more you're attached to a person, the more their loss hurts. and GOD were you attached to him.

You picked up his scaps and glued them together, thinking "even if the pieces aren't the same anymore like before, they now hold a new uniqueness, a new start, a new beginning."

But truly? You should've never wasted your time puzzling things that were going to fall apart anyway, because once a piece fell, all the others followed.

No...no, I don't want him to be gone. He's mine. He's supposed to be mine....

Tears brimmed in your blown out eyes, blurring your vision, landing on the rectangular device in your shaking palms, your lip quivering, taking the flesh between your teeth.

Why? Why would he do this to you?

Had you wronged him in any way? Were you too pushy? Too...too ugly?

...now it made sense...his previous behavior and words with you.

It was what months ago that Shelly moved to korea...she was the one who Jay kept telling you not to worry about, she was only someone who was grateful for him helping her apparently.

And now...and now.

Breathing felt like an exhausting assignment, almost unfamiliar to your body.

Why....why was he grabbing her like that? Your grip was firm, nose scrunching.

Yes they shared similar interests, cycling, she was bubbly, outgoing, funny, and never failed to make sure you knew that she adored Jay.

Even others were teasing you with it.

But for Jay himself to prove those accusations? Jay? Fucking Jay Jo, your boyfriend? Your first kiss? Your first fucking everything?

Couldn't he at least break up with you first? To make it fucking hurt less after?! Why were your emotions so unimportant?! Tossed aside like an old toy, like they mean absolutely NOTHING.

All the energy and time you've spent on him, NOTHING.

Nothing.

Like nothing ever happened between you two.

And the kiss didn't look forced, or he didn't seem like wanting to push her away, at least.

No– rather, he was the one pulling Shelly in, holding her by her cheeks with both hands, head tilting, their lips swallowing each other.

And it felt intense, so powerful you felt it through the damn screen. Something new. Something shared with a deeper bond.

Like he waited and waited and fucking waited, living with the patience to do this.

God.

God were you going absolutely insane?

Were you this deprived of him? Jay. Jay. Jay. Jay jo.

His name kept repeating in your head, along with questions balanced upon questions.

Why? When? How? Why? Why? Why.

Then the scenery flooded your imagination.

Your shared kisses, your privacy and time.

Your first date with him was at the park...a picnic. Where he told you how much he admired you...where you first gifted you the necklace that now felt too snug around your neck, when he held your hands warmly and circled his thumbs on them.

When you two went painting together...when you slapped stickers and spray-painted his bike with nice designs...when you planned his birthday party along your friends.

Your cuddling sessions, his bed full of your perfume, his clothes missing and found over at your place...his smell overtaking your senses...

His glasses that never failed to sit on your nose, small note exchanges in class... making fun of teachers, his mother and little brother...your friends.

Your home made gifts after he won races...you trying to heal him, patch him up after his races.

Recovering with him.

Oh....

Oh.

Oh.

It all went down the motherfuckking drain.

Your heart squeezed, sniffling and sobs echoing through the emptybathroom ... worst of all...,you were in school today...he was in one of his races...he abandoned it for Shelly who was leaving for England.

How romantic. Kissing her before her flight.

The likes of the post surged, reaching Top 1 in the feed and search bar. Everyone loved it. Complimented it.

But you? You weren't even there. MILLIONS had no idea that you even existed. That you were betrayed, clowned.

The fact that you babbled to everyone about Jay...yet he broke you in front of everyone, choosing to tell about another woman instead of you.

Seriously?

... really?

Your tears were like a broken faucet, the water works never stopped, even if you tried to hide them, to gulp down the pain up like pills...hard to swallow.

"Hey are you in there?"

A male voice called out from outside, not in the bathroom, Dom. It was your best friend, he always managed to make you laugh... everyone laughed at him and his jokes.

"Im In here, I...My nose started bleeding, I'll be out soon"

"Are you sure...? Are you...okay?"

You wiped the tears away, observing yourself in the mirror...and your insecurities popped up like pimples, squeezing out everything they nit picked at.

...why were your eyes so puffy and red? Oh god your eyebags...ugh this one eyebrow isn't plucked well...god did your concealer melt off or something? Why was this skin patch so reddish?

Horrible was an understatement ....no wonder...no wonder he- broke up with...

A new waterfall glossed your eyes

No...no stop it, stop.

"Yes Dom, im...I..."

You were trying to say it without crashing, without melting and breaking down in the broken bits that you faked to be perfect.

"Im fine...Im..."

You opened the door, and saw his face, the only fucking time he chose to be serious was now?

One look and it started all over...His eyebrows knitted together when you fell apart right in front of his eyes.

"tell me Dom!! Tell me, did you know about this?! Why didn't you tell me before?! It would've hurt less!!!"

"Please...calm–"

"Don't you fucking dare to tell me to calm down!! Dom, did. You. Know. About Jay and Shelly?!"

He seemed indecisive, thinking, his eyes shooting in every direction but meeting yours. Dom gulped, his pupils holding a sorrowful response to the question.

He didn't need to speak for you to understand.

"No I–"

"You were supposed to be my best friend....you...you didn't even try to warn me! Oh my fucking god! I – "

The whole hummingbird crew. Those fucking assholes. They all probably shipped Jay and Shelly, pushing them further to get together.

"No! I didn't know that they were that close, I swear!"

Dom took ahold of your arm, pulling you close for a hug, his arms braced around your shoulders, burying your head into his chest.

"it hurts...it hurts so much Dom."

"I know. I know. I can't fucking believe that Jay would do that. I swear Y/n none of us knew..."

You sighed out, distancing yourself from the taller male who's hair stuck to his forehead, was he in a rush? Did he run over here? Oh...

Right. They were at the race were they not?

Did...did Dom run over here for you?

"Do you want me to talk to Jay in my way for you?"

Yes...he never failed to make you smile.

You shook your head, shutting down the offer. "I don't know...I love Jay... he's mine... he's supposed to be. We were happy and everything...i just don't understand!!"

Did he even regret what he did?

✦

There you were, drinking a glass of water. Anticipating his return. All alone in the living room of his home,

Jays little brother was over at a friends and his mother was at work.

Click

The lock of the front door clicked and your 'boyfriend' entered, your hand jolted, almost dropping the glass. He walked in without any reaction, composed, like always, not even sparing you a glance.

Ouch.

Your throat was even drier, even after the water. "What are you doing here?" His first, dismissive question, the first thing he spoke to you to after today.

"are you fucking serious?"

You were baffled, your reactions... emotions mixing up a storm inside of you.

Jay removed his glasses, pinching his nose, then sighing. "I have no words to say to you, Y/n. Please lea –"

"Not even a fucking sorry?!"

Jay ran his hands through his hair, then wiping his face, frustrated? Confused? Shook? What? What? What was it?!

Please please say it. 'it was a mistake, i didn't mean to', PLEASE PLEASE try to make it right!! Please!!!

"What is there to apologize for? My feelings?"

"Jay...you can't be serious, right? Right? Tell me you're not... you're –"

Your voice cracked, raising the tone with each word, almost like it was gripping onto its poise, onto sanity.

"Y/n, this is exactly the problem... please just...move on. you can't blame me for falling for someone else, Neither you or I control my feelings!"

Jays face...the disgusted face. His snare, tiny glare, sharp features all crunched in dismay.

All of it was directed at you.

"You're too clingy, okay? I apologize for not breaking up with you before moving on into my own life, i recommend you do the same thing"

That was the tip of the ice berg,

Your shoulders fell...just like your face, your knees weak with just a blow of air, they would hit the floor. Your chest tightened, sobs that you couldn't manage broke you, tears flowing down your cheeks

The pure disrespect.

"You fucking asshole! What the hell is wrong with you?! Do you even realize how you completely ran me over?! And you don't even feel bad!"

Your 'ex' stomped over to you, gripping your wrists in his hands, "Look at me!" You flinched, meeting his glare had you pinned in place, terror flooded your system.

How come someone portrayed as emotionless managed to express this many towards you?

And none of them were the ones you showed to him...all the opposite.

"Y/n! I don't understand you, okay? Yes, we've had our time together, and it was a nice experience but it's time to keep going, I feel bad for you, for being so dense! why do you even keep chasing me?!"

You gave him doe eyes, begging...and begging in your head, sniffling before clutching on the fabric of his shirt. "Jay... Jay please just tell me that you don't love her...tell me."

Your voice was a mere whisper, softening your ruined tone.

It was possible for a glare to get fiercer. His did. He grimaced, analyzing you with a desperate need of knowledge... knowledge for something, but what was it?

"Please...I- im begging you."

You clutched his palm, bringing it up to your face, caressing your own cheek with the same hand that gripped another woman just hours ago..

"You're fucking insane."

You shook slightly, fluttering your eyes closed..."But you said once that you loved that about me...no? Jay?"

His black bangs cast a shadow on his forehead, almost camouflaging his eyes, His soft lips forming a straight line.

God you loved him...his smell...his lean but muscular build, his posture, the way his hips just slightly tipped in your direction... everything. Everything....

His eyes. His hair.

"Do you love me Jay? Do you...? Or...or do you love Shelly? I thought you said i was the one for you...the only one who understood you like no other...why...why would you do that to me?"

Jay didn't move. Didn't speak. Didn't give you a reaction.

"Do you hate me now? Have you always hated me? Why didn't you tell me at least? That... that you hated me... It would've hurt as much...you know."

Tears stained his fingers.

Watching you crumble beneath him...was he amused by it? Or was it a play by you? To make him feel like he was?

"don't cry..."

"tell me then! Say something!"

But he never spoke.

So he didn't love her...?

Or did he?

Was he scared of telling you?

Afraid of what you might do ?

He was terrified.

Jay Jo was terrified of his 'girlfriend' ?

Or

Or did he enjoy it? Enjoy the attention he received from you?

Did it send sparks on his skin seeing you angry? In your possessive habitat? Chasing him around?

Did he kiss Shelly for a reaction out of you?

Did he?

Jay himself was fucked up.

Not just you.

He was crazy too.

You were obsessed with him.

And Jay pleased himself in the thought of it.

Ha, how could you be so dense?

"I love you..."

"what would you for me?"

"everything."

"Everything?"

"yes."

Blood stained your hands....was it....real or faux?

A maroon shade dripping and taking spot on the ground.

TEEHEHHEH ik i haven't been updating like a lot

[kittsyspaw]

your writing is so yummy

THANK U SO MUCHHH <3

[kittsyspaw]

I love your blog

Our aesthetics match 👾

Any shade of purple >>>

I love your aesthetic too, twin :33

[kittsyspaw]

WE GOT SHIRTLESS JOKER AT LAST LET'S FREAKING GOOOOOOOO 🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥💯💀💯

[kittsyspaw]

nsfw

Just think about BfJay with his girlfriend (you) who loves his dick. You and your high sex-drive...ugh. It would already be the third round and you're still bouncing on him, milking his balls dry, not leaving a drop behind.

...that while whining and sobbing Jays name for help. Jay can't keep up with your enthusiasm at first...then takes lead by showing you his stamina, fucking so good until you see black spots. He knows your weak and sensitive spots and purposefully irks them, knowing that only when you pass out or your arousal subsides, Jay can relax. precepting all the scratches and marks you left on him. Had a stranger seen them, they would probably think a wild cat attacked him. When are you gonna stop pouncing on him like he's gonna disappear the next moment?

(wanna write a one-shot about this)

[kittsyspaw]

✦ ❝ 𝐈 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐨𝐫 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 ❞

𝑆YNO ✦ .ᐟ Your friendship with Friend!Vinny Hong is confusing. Breaking off wasn't the easiest and Vinny found himself trying to find you after many alterations.

WARNINGS !¡ SLIGHT YANDERE VINNY, NO NSFW yandere behaviors, if uncomfortable please click off. Heavy? angst, people pleaser reader, Misunderstandings, hating and jealousy, Delusional behavior, possessiveness and obsessiveness, stalking, Getting drunk, usage of alcohol, i don't think ooc Vinny is pathetic ngl

A year and half of Vinny meeting you passed. Everyday, after an argument, he'd catch a glimpse of you on the way to school. Living in this crappy neighborhood wasn't't as bad anymore, not if he gets flashed by your grin and a wave of your hand. Vinny liked every second of it, you recognized him, hitting up casual conversations to check up on how he's doing.

Today, the sun was glaring down at him. Sweat glistening on his forehead as he slung his backpack over his shoulder, his signature resting face planted on and his head floating to another reality. Vinny hated the lava ball in the sky. it made him feel sticky, being cooked up like an egg in a pan in this humid breeze that blurred everything he tried to visualize.

A cold gust blasted his little red hairs away, the unsharpness in his viewpoint became clearer than a crystal. It made shivers bump up on the skin of his naked arms. The fuzzy heat was frozen to a sharp block of ice and Vinny crossed his arms to makeshift a faux blanket, the needle picks at his skin tickling out jitters from his nerves.

With a wide mouth, the landscape around Vinny went in slow motion, h/c hairs brushed in his range, giggles pecking his earlobes. It wasn't the weather that shifted but Vinny...who was dunked in a cup of cold water with ice cubes when he made out that it indeed, was you. His hyperfixation.

The urge to chat with you...apologize made him stare like a deer stuck in headlights. Unable to take a step, to build something more than just a norm hit up and greetings. Vinny began scrutinizing the existence of you. An everyday task he never fails to scratch off his list.

White sneakers decorated your feet. a flowy sundress that had knittings of different species of flowers, dancing in the wind and exposing the supple flesh of your knees and molding around your curves. Finally, the rosebud purse that contained your stuff, hopefully Vinny could encourage himself and give you back the carmex lip balm that you've dropped last week.

The fists around the straps of the black bag tightened, it was a reflex as Vinny gawked at your florsence blessing, the light beaming from your form. Mismatched eyes bulged out when you set your gaze on him, with a curl of your glossy lips, your hand raised, shaking it at the taller male who got caught red-handed while soaking up the details about you.

"Y/–"

About to mutter up the title you went by, his words got stuck in his throat after the fog around the other person beside you got swiped away, revealing their confident and muscular posture. "Vinny!" He was trapped behind a spare wall in consideration but a swipe quickly washed the barrier away, his attention back on you.

"Hi.."

It sounded harsher than it was supposed to, defense displaying as a result of his past, he changed...but unable to express anything, his usual habits came back. The muscles of his face twitched too, thin eyebrow raising, staring down at you then love and need stirred in the sparkle of his eye, visible hearts shaping into the pupils.

The other individual took note of the obviousness. Vinny glimpsed at the thing by your side. The ocean blue eyes pinned him like a nail to a wooden board, sizing Vinny up and down. Sensing this, a prominent vein popped on Vinnys jaw while it clenched, knowing that this guy was planning much more than just being your friend.

he was trying to use you.

"Vinny, this is ------ my classmate! He's a foreigner and doesn't understand Korean but I'm helping him out here!"

Vinny could not care less, he didn't even remember what the name of this male was. He was desperate to talk to you again... after all he had a high amount of that to do. But an obstacle was in the way...

Yeah obviously he's a foreigner. Light hair, pale skin that shamed white paint and those knife-edged pupils that could point out your insecurities when they weren't even shown. Vinny was disgusted, it's not like he didn't want you to have friends but why this luxury type...he seemed to be rich...the first thing he could humiliate Vinny in.

"That's...nice. How's School going for you?"

"Ehh i have to get better grades." You stuck your tongue out playfully, scratching your scalp. "Mhm, yeah. I can help you if you want...I wanted to–" the words got stuck in his throat after you gave him a tilt of your head.

With a shallow smile at the idea, and the nod of your head to encourage the tutor thing. "That would be awesome! Thanks Vinny and say hello to your mom for me, I couldn't greet her this morning."

The simple gesture of his neck bopping down was enough as a response. "Who's that, Y/n, you still haven't introduced me." The boys seraphic tone matched the childishness he felt comfortable in. A spark funkled over your head, right, you forgot that your classmate was still here, too lost in the moment with your close friend.

"oh yeah, sorry about that. This is Vinny, we were– a...are close."

Your tone dropped a little from the smug vocals, returning to a polite speaking manner as the language switch gave Vinny whiplash, you were fluent too. The dialect was spoken like your mother tongue, flawlessly explaining and conversing.

Vinny was in a rollercoaster ride that took braking turns, loops that dropped his stomach and caused the acid to flux to his throat...or did he just want to throw up?

He hated the second that foreigner touched you and interrupted your talks so he could get your attention back on him. Vinny got pissed off, the grabby hands at your arm, tugging the fabrics. "Stoppp... i already said we'll go."

Vinnys recognized the annoyance in your way of talking, but it was another language so he had no idea whether you were just joking around. "Y/n.. Is he bothering you?" His eyes narrowed, calculating and mysterious as ever. He didn't want you to help this guy like you used to help him.

"No... it's alright, Vinny. Anyway, it was good to know that you're better. See'ya!"

With a wave, silence dominated again, the conversation being snipped short. Maroon liquid dripped in circles when Vinny clenched his fists at the anger that rose up inside of his chest, his teeth about to snap from the way he grit them together, sharp canines grazing against the flesh inside his mouth.

His nostrils flared, muscles in his face twitching and forming a nasty snarl. Vinny wanted to grab the nearest person and punch them until they bruise up just so he could get rid of this venomous toxicity.

The splitting headache came from the unsteady emotions he was enduring. It made no sense to him. Vinny sustained an intense change of view, his dreams and hopes came crashing, it clawed at his heart and tugged at every string keeping it together and pumpy.

Why? Why?

With a sigh, he allowed the negative thoughts to subside and continued his way. Yet overthinking never failed to win, taking upon his brain. Was it just an attraction? Or was it love?

And as they do say, Love is complicated. Relationships don't last long if you two don't click together. Finding the one is hard and almost impossible. His chest ached, the stress causing the male to ruffle his flame color hair, shakily sighing. He fucking hated this perplexity.

Vinny didn't like you for your looks. Yes, sure whatever, you were pretty but he saw something more... something deeper than just your features. His cheeks warmed up every time you picked him out of his ghost state, ignoring the people's flinches or disturbed glances.

Your voice...your sunshine personality. Your will to talk to him. The determination you set on him and encouraging him. When you complimented him. When you did small things for him. When you spotted him a crowd of million people.

No matter where or with who. You managed to clean out all the objects in the way, finding your way openly to the red-head.

Even when he shouted at you...when he used to push you away and try the tough person act on you. Yet...yet still, you weren't scared! You still returned with that stupid fucking grin of yours...!

Vinny hadn't realized the tears that collected at his lashline, falling on the heat of his cheek. His heart was squeezing and swelling up, the thudding was heard plainly as it sped up.

Why weren't you afraid of him? Why didn't you call him a monster like every other normal person did?! Why...why?

The resentment of the actions he did to hurt you made the guilt even worse, suffocating Vinny who regrets and feels the end to apologize over and over again. You've pulled him out of the pit hole. Out the darkness, the void that pressured him into his habits.

He was ascending to his best while you time by time built up before plunging into the shadowy battle with yourself. He already knew that your grades were getting worse, money was even shorter on your end, your family problems.

Even when you faced those things, you decided to help him out with his. Vinny made more friends as you retreated and faded away from his life. Only when the person has withered from your grasp...you go searching for them.

Vinny had already highlighted his mistake. But god you were the most important thing to him. Without you, his world was plain and colorless. It was like a flash in front of him when you two first met.

Jack, the black furball had led you to each other. Vinny held a grumpy face while you stroked the cat that belonged to him. He still remembers when you innocently asked if it was his feline with a dazzling smile.

Anger. It was just a scoff he gave you before snatching the pet from your hands and leaving, flinching when he arrived at his doorstep and you stood right behind him, arms crossed behind your back.

That just pestered him even more. Hissing at you to leave. Calling you vile names and weird insults. It didn't scare you off.

Everyday...you stood at his door waiting for him patiently. And Vinny never failed to get caught by you. Even when he tried sneaking away by the window on the other side.

You somehow found him. Everywhere.

A long... unpleasant year passed until Vinny gave up. Allowing you to enter his personal space, you loved his privacy. Then he got bombarded with the questions that you didn't already know.

Your curious voice was clear and whimsical as you asked for something you wanted to know. It was like that scene was happening in the moment as Vinny experienced a fragment of it.

"what's your favorite color?!"

You had pondered, brighter than the sun as you used all of your braincells to think about it. Vinny had replied with a 'guess' so you did, screaming out something far from what stereotypes would say.

"Hot pink!"

But Vinny hated stereotypes. He'd go against every single one of them if he could just to gain the hate of other people. A smirk spread on his face that time, nodding then chuckling at your outburst of happiness, celebrating something you guessed on first try.

"Yayy! I knew it!!"

The world around him was splashed and spread with colors that day. The unusual paint popping up whenever he saw you. And timely... he started to see it everywhere. A relic of you left behind wherever he went.

But that trophy rusted and putrificated as time made Vinny get distracted. His friends. The girl who had a dilemma with him. The cycling. Losing. Winning. Pressure. Stress. Depression. The accident with his friend and the list went on...

It was too much. Vinny was just an adult barely at the age of 20 too, he was a human. Not a monster or a freak. The constant confusion he swam in made his vision spin and swirl. What the hell was he supposed to do?!

As a result of the changing surroundings, the nature around Vinny casted a shadow. narrowing down to a little bubble of despair.

The world meant Nothing to Vinny without you. Why wouldn't you realize?!

He didn't mean to lash out at you when you tried to tell him that day...your expression tested him, your fidgeting and the stuttering. It was the last time you two spoke before parting ways into your neighborhood, you tried coming back days later, at the wrong time where things still hadn't calmed.

the rage you caused made you shelter yourself in your shell again. Staying away from your friend who you decided to just greet everyday...checking in.

And fuck did it hurt when he saw you again, a light spreading around and scorching off the gloominess. Vinny wants to apologize. He hopes you didn't find anyone else. someone who would steal his position. Someone who would have a future with you.

Vinny was a billion percent sure that he should be your lover while you were his. He was confident of it. You are supposed to be his. You are meant to be with him.

Right? Right...?

While walking around the streets, his body taking him on a familiar one, the street where you lived. Through the frail curtains, he could see the bedroom that matched your personality. But the softness in his expression faltered when Vinny caught you laughing and joking with the classmate.

So you were draining your energy for another person again? Just to be left on a low battery and discarded without getting charged.

Vinny was somehow gonna win you back. He needed you. Not because he was in a bad situation and pathetic again...yeah...not because you still pleased others even after they hurt you.

There...was nothing better than staying away for a while, right? Then you could recover from your problems and Vinny wouldn't be there as a limitation.

That night, Vinny had visited a...not so normal place. It was one of his least favorites. A club. The neon lights that stung your eyes, the loud music that deafened your hearing senses and the creeps left and right trying to drug you and traffic...

The redhead could practically feel the beats in his body as the Signals glided and made the floor buzz. He ignored everyone. He ignored everything. Just sitting at the bar with the delmonico glass that held in fuzzy substances. It wasn't an exemplary action...no. but it caused his nerves to ease off.

Sooner or later, without registration, one glass after the other burned down Vinny's throat, gulping all of them until he was dizzy. His face was flushed, hearing and seeing everything twice or triple of the norm.

The boy stood up with wobbling legs, away from the reaching hands, long nails that stroked up his biceps or abs, kisses being thrown in his direction and the weird people. The redhead tumbled into some walls, rested at some windows until he apprehended the local vicinity.

Knock. Knock.

His knuckles thumped onto the wood, to notify the person inside. That person was you. In your nightwear, just about to go to sleep. There was a nervousness that was built inside of you. Who was it? And at this time? The clock read out a clear '2AM'.

Opening the door slightly, you peeked with your eye which sent shocks through your body after seeing Vinny in his state, leaning against the doorframe with a pained expression. "Y/n..please" he hopelessly mewled out your name, one of his large hands settling on the wood for support, pushing his shoulder from the relaxed position.

"open... please?"

His words were slurred. And your heart raced.

What the hell was he doing? Worry raced and won against your frozen state as you quickly pulled him inside, the taller and obviously more buff boy fell on top of you, making you stumble your way over to the couch, losing your balance.

Vinny rested right above you, locking you into a caging hug as he rubbed his face against your shoulder, like a cat. The boy sniffed the nectar of your perfume, his eyes almost rolling back as he melted like putty into your comfort.

Finally. Your touch. He wanted more of it. He wanted you to touch him and feel him up everywhere.

"I'm so sorry...I'm so in love with you, Y/n."

Your eye twitched, signaling the fury and sudden blow you had to take. "Don't you fuckin' dare say that! You're drunk!" You squirmed, trying to buckle away from the arms wrapped around you like a blanket. Vinny had winced at your tone, it boomed inside his head and gave a pulse of a splitting headache.

"noo...i swear. I'm not. I love you. I'm... not drunk. I love you. I love you."

Vinny mumbled out, his eyelashes fluttering close while enjoying the warmth your body gifted his colder temperature. The need for you was being satisfied, finally. Vinny couldn't stay away.

He just can't do it. He demanded to have you back. He wants you. He just has to have you.

You were his.

Closing your own eyes, your upper lip scrunched and brows narrowed. Why was he doing this? He didn't actually mean it, did he? He was just not sober at the moment and tomorrow he'll be regretting everything.

Tears streamed from you, landing on Vinnys cheek. "Mhm...don't cry, Y/n. I'm sorry–...my fault? I didn't want to yell at you. I just love you so much it hurt when you cut me off. Please Y/n..."

"please don't ever leave me. Please..."

The pathetic desperation in his tone made you sob even more, his voice breaking along your crys. "You stupid dummy. There's no way I'm forgetting what you did."

"I'll make it up to you...promise."

"promise?"

Vinny instantly sat up, his body weight being removed allowing you to breathe again. His hand was in front of your face, holding up his pinky finger.

Vinnys mismatched pupils glowed under the light, softened and...for a second...it didn't feel like he was drunk at all. His heart was light and skipping beats at your touch, Vinnys cheeks going pinkish while he had his eyes on you.

You cloaked your smaller pinky around his and so, his gaze directed at the little connection you two made, a genuine, honey-like smile showing on his features and he tapped your thumbs against each other to seal the important promise.

"i swear I'll never hurt you again..."

Followed by a sloppy kiss planted right beside your lips before his head went limp on your chest, soft snores escaping him. And a loud sigh left you...was it real? What he said? Or was Vinny playing you? Either way... you felt too guilty.

Your hands found themselves in his locks, playing with his scalp. While chewing on your bottom lip, liquid that matched his hair color dripped out of the injury and you simply licked it away, tasting the metallic flavor to make sure you weren't dreaming. This wasn't your imagination.

Too guilty to not accept him. It was impossible for you to say no...

ARGH. The ending was good but rushed wtv

I HOPE you liked this and sorry for any mistakes.

Lyrics taken by the neighbourhood, Song: Softcore

[kittsyspaw]

Hey! I was looking for some Windbreaker headcanons/smut and came across your blog. Your writing is amazing! 🤍 I've noticed there's not a lot of Windbreaker content out there (maybe I'm just not looking hard enough). I'd love to request some Jay Jo smut if you're up for it! No worries if not. Thanks so much!

Omg this is literally a shocker, because im literally just finishing up a Jay jo smut (not an actual one) just xou giving him a blowie tbh, i hope thats okay!! 🩵 Thank you so much for your kind words <3

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✦ ❝ 𝐂𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐬𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭? ❞

𝑆YNO ✦ .ᐟ AcademicRival!Jay Jo makes you do a favor after catching you cheating on an important exam in exchange of him not telling on you

WARNINGS !¡ Blowjob no actual sex scene but its implied, SHELLY AND JAY AREN'T TOGETHER IN THIS, collage au, Exam cheating, degrading, OOC JAY BTW false persona etc, One-shot

Panicked students rushed to their seats, some prayed, others took looks on their notes or books while some practiced with each other for the last but not least exam. Well, except the two smartest students in the class, who sat at the back, one had his attention out of the window while the other sat right beside him, a smile plastered on your 'calm' face.

While in reality, you were panicking, your palms were oily from the sweat emitting from them. You were so busy the past two weeks, you didn't have the time to even grasp any learning material. But...the reason you were nervous wasn't just because you didn't study but because of the small ink writings that covered your whole wrist like tattoos. You have to pass this exam, or your frame will be ruined.

Jay hadn't paid you any mind, he would never confess to it but you angered him, always getting first place, just a few, a little nudge of more points than him. It made him jealous, it made his mother angry and his friends confused. The girl who always sat in the back, people feared to befriend you, hell, they even were too terrified to ask you for homework because you were on a totally different hierarchy level of intelligence.

You were what people registered as a rare breed of genius, many schools, projects and other companies begged to hire you, to meet with you or have you in one of their projects. You were a raw mystery. Nobody really knew you or who you really were, only a speck of an image spat about you from one gossiping ear to another.

Jay didn't care. At first, he didn't. He had ignored all the scandals and warnings, they told him not to compete with you, they challenged his smarts. Right away, the stoic male noticed the sheer difference in your presence, he lost, the person who bet on you winning a huge sum of money when you passed the last exam effortlessly, scoring 0.5 points more, winning the golden podium.

Ever since, he had been concealing the bitter resentment he had for you, why were you better? How come? Why did you have to be exactly in his class like a fucking curse, Jay jo kept up his monotone act, it was hard. You greeted him everyday, only him. As if the others didn't exist or never even did. You didn't even remember their names, or jay thought so.

He had a little... pride, you didn't acknowledge others to the point where people just started treating you like a goddess, one that just serves her brains and beauty, not allowing anyone in her little circle. Classmates feared you. Jay jo didn't, that's what made you start liking him, you just always had an eye on him.

But today, something was off, Jay had scraped off every little detail about you, he learned it by heart now, your whole dialogue started by you greeting him, organizing your books and pencil case, looking out the window before flashing him a smile then sitting up–straight, there was no dirt to dig up on you...always so...perfect. The other jealous people made up rumors that were hard to believe because you never revealed anything about yourself.

'I want to become a skilled surgeon.'

You had once told the black haired male and it never left his head since, on repeat like a mantra. The one, minuscule you exposed, you trusted Jay with it and boy did he gatekeep that information. He didn't question you any further, scared that you'll pull out of the small connection you two made because he's too pushy.

Yet...today, it was off, a fraud smile, no look out the window, your pencil case not set in a perfect 180° angle, you water bottle sluggishly standing on your desk and the constant jitters of your clenched palms, your posture shrinking. Your little jump when the teacher placed the last exam paper on your desk. "Eyes on your papers, you have two hours and forty minutes, breaks are not allowed, start."

Jay held his black pen between his thumb, pointer and middle finger, his name drawn on the papers before he viewed over the questions, starting with the hardest before continuing his way to the easiest one. Jay had done the sin to glance over at your desk, his glasses reflected the light on the ceiling as he progressed what he was seeing.

The fury that stirred in the male made his fingers clench around the pen, almost twisting it around. All this time? Fucking 'intellectual' his ass, he was gawking at the cheat sheet on your wrist with a clenched jaw, a vein popping on Jaye forehead. All the arguments he got into with his mother, the days he spent praying that you'll change schools for his own good, all of that frustration came from the fact that you cheated? Did you do this with every exam?

He wanted to yell at you right away, rat you out to the teacher right away instead of that...he was quiet. Jay could use this to his advantage, it was a huge piece of blackmail, a dust that he scratched off, that could ruin your life if you wanted to pass this year. And Jay wasn't an asshole either...but it was a win-win situation.

The time flew past your presence and just as you wrote the last answer, ending it with a period, the end-coming alarm went off and the teacher started collecting the exam sheets, you let out a huge sigh, the previous state of you being nervous finally subsided to a normal flow again. "How did you do?"

You shrank at the question, the guilt from being deceitful made you bite down on your bottom lip, chewing on it. "Good, i think." Jay narrowed his eyes at you, his teeth screeching against each other painfully, how dare you? And now you're lying? Looks like that neat persona of yours was faked too.

"oh I bet you did."

The reply you gave was perplexed but Jay shrugged it off so you copied him, not reasoning much with it, just being glad that you didn't get caught in the middle– "I saw you, you know that, Right?" The whisper in your ear made your bit hunched back straighten up immediately, looking at Jay with horrified eyes.

"What are you talking abou–" you tried brushing it off as a joke, your smile faltering when you caught on, you were unshielded from the comfort of thinking that nobody had an idea you were cheating on the exam, your fists clenching at Jays solid face. "Yeah? Did you?" Your lips puckered out in a whiny, sarcastic way.

The shock rotated to Jay who was buckling up in the change of identity, your bitchy and sassy side was seeping through the cracks of the collapsing walls in the perfect person facade.

Jay readied himself to cool down from your defensive come-back, cold eyes not separating from his distant, black hues. "So what? Ya' gonna rat out on me? Awh! finally you got some tales to tattle about to teachers about me?" he was bewildered, absolutely taken aback, Jay got whiplash from the switch of tone...you had suddenly become someone else.

"And if i do? You can smooch your future of being a surgeon goodbye."

Oh now he did it. He touched the most sensitive and easily angered nerve in your body, pushing you to your limits. "Don't you fuckin' dare." You hissed through your teeth, the little smirk that showed Jays canines made you frustrated, your painted fingernails digging into the wood of your desk, you two were the only ones in the empty classroom that was just filled with conversations, papers being flipped, zippers opened and keys jingled.

"Or what? What are you gonna do?"

Your bottom lip trembled, your eyes glossy and when Jay caught sight of that, his ego faded...did he feel good making you almost cry? You trusted him with sour dream job and he used something that wasn't even bad-gossip as a weapon "Don't cry. I'm not an asshole.... we're gonna make a deal, yeah?"

"What...is it?" You stuttered out, afraid to ask for what the agreement was going to be. Jay looked you deep in the eyes, turning his body so it was in your direction before speaking with no hesitation at all.

"Get down on your knees."

The request left you speechless, your mouth agape, scoffing right after. "Excuse me?" The male tilted his head, as if you had said something wrong, you had no right to question this, your future was on the line. "What is it? You don't understand? It's our deal."

The bold letters of humiliation were printing inside your head as you slowly pushed the chair and got down on your legging covered legs, folding your hands in your lap, refusing to look Jay in the eyes. He taunted you by chuckling, placing his veiny hand over your head, patting the hairs enough for his fingers to get between the spaces of your hair.

Pulling harshly, you yelped at the sting, hands clawing at Jays wrist violently, your face scrunching up as he made you look up at him towering over you, the grip withered, he stroked your head again, was this revenge? "Don't act coy, I bet you've done this multiple times before, didn't you, cheater?"

Your ego was hurt by the insult and you were distracted by the sound of a zipper after that, gulping in anticipation...you were gonna do this. For your surgeon future. Well, a hidden part in your tummy was thrilled, finally the eunuch with no desire for any girls touch that you were crushing on was making a move... although this was the wrong situation.

"Go on..."

Batting your lashes a few times, you took out Jays cock...oh it was huge, to your shocker,...it didn't fit in your hand completely, licking your lipglossed lips at the pearly pre-cum collected on his reddish tip. Jays dick was perfect...he was well groomed, two veins on it, one longer than the other and it throbbed teasingly at your cold touch.

Giving it a few kitten licks, Jay groaned, glaring at you through his thick eyelashes, his entire mood changed to a humid one, anyone could walk in at you two and that feeling made his breathing heavier. His hips bucked up after you finally made a 'o' shape, welcoming him in your mouth, only the tip ...your tongue flicking at the slit, licking away the salty drops while your hand twisted up and down his shaft.

Fuck, it definitely wasn't the first time you did this....fucking whore Jays mind was snatched away from him when your real gig started, you bobbed your head up and down, saliva coating up his dick where all the blood in his body had rushed too.

Jay jo was so turned on by you, so painfully. Your alluring eyes that only sirens would behold, your sinful mouth and the way you worked yourself to pleasure him, through his dim vision, Jay caught your wrist sneaking beneath your pencil skirt, rubbing yourself even when a thin layer of leggings covered your heat. You gagged at the penetration against the center of the back of your mouth, Jays hips working together with you.

Did he just get bigger in your mouth or was it your imagination? It was getting harder to breathe with your nose solely, it wasn't going to be any easier with Jay down your throat. Sultriness was pulling Jay in, his mind was turning into mush, the liquid in your mouth, the warmth of your throat and the way your cold hand fisted the rest of his dick.

"F-fuck...you chea– Ahck!" His words were abducted from continuing when you sucked fiercer, moving your head around and your tongue swirling and whipping at him. Just as he was about to cum, you spat him out of your mouth, a bubble of saliva mixed with cum popping with an embarrassingly loud noise that echoed. You coughed a few times before speaking up,

The knot in his stomach was long gone, just seconds before it was gonna go off like fireworks and make his vision darken, eyes roll back as the muscles of his eyebrows pulled them up in pleasure. His glasses almost slid off his nose, they sat crooked there, his cheeks were reddish and it definitely wasn't a fever, the sweat glistened.

"still calling me that? Oh poor baby, couldn't cum?"

You stroked his thigh, resting your head on it as you looked up at the dishevelled Jay who was taking long, big gasps. Your painted pointer finger placed itself on top of his slit, playing with his dick, moving it back and forth, allowing the mess to slide around freely. "Fuckin' Hell... don't do that or I'll cum, yeah?" Jay stared at you with vulnerable, glossy eyes, not even mad that you cut him from his ecstasy.

The male found a grip on your head as you gave him doe eyes, purposefully making him even more feral than he was. "It's okay, i understand....you want to be fucked, right? Fucked so good...you won't even remember your name..." Your puffy, slick lips curled up seductively, running your tongue over them slowly for Jays gaze, you nodded, giving him a pleading look.

His eye twitched, he was gonna fuck that stupid face off, for humiliating him earlier and making him so chaotic at the fact that you were smarter than him. Jay knew that you were anyways, but this time, this was for his own good. He was gonna use this for a while, maybe even have you teach him a few things.

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The last part was rushed again but im practicing to write smut so yeah

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✦ ❝ 𝐆-𝐚-𝐧-𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲, 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐁-𝐚-𝐧-𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 ❞

𝑆YNO ✦ .ᐟ FWB!Vinny Hong tries to earn you back after noticing you've been slipping away, keeping you as his.

WARNING !¡ mentions of Vinnys break-up, One-shot, friends with benefits, short! HEAVY smut, 'One'-Sided feelings, hard angst, gaslighting and manipulation, vinny also kinda pressuring you back to him, OOC vinny cuz ik he would never

"V'...s-slow...down!"

Thuds from the bed echoed into the deepest corners of Vinnys new high-rise flat as the male forged an entrance into your elastic walls

Your body was tired...and it was only the second round, your muscles stretched into all the positions your acquaintance placed you in. The mewls leaving your throat were out of breath, yes, the current position was Vinny taking you from behind, one of your legs being held by his palm while the other supported you on the sticky sheets, his other hand grasped your shoulder for support.

Suddenly, your head was pushed down against the pillow, silencing all the noises that were forced out of your mouth, it felt too surreal, the squeaking, the insults spitting out of Vinnys lips and his body heat warming you up.

"Oh fuck... Don't fucking cum. Not yet."

Shivers danced down your sides at the boys deep, raspy voice, your nerves catching on and making you squeeze on his hard, angry cock that penetrated you endlessly. Your hips bucked up, away, so you could hold your orgasm as ordered.

You lifted your head up a bit, mouth sobbered with saliva, building a slick string between you and the pillow, tears collecting at your lash line, it was too much. You were gonna cum soon, your insides tightened together, the fire in you flickering to finally turn into huge flames.

The vision you entrusted yourself with was cut short by fingers tangling themselves into your sweat-filled locks, pushing it back to it's original spot. Vinny leaned his body down, hitting you from a new angle that reached spaces inside you that you never knew existed.

"Fucking hell...im not gonna last...just a little longer, yeah?"

The only thing reaching your ears were the groans from Vinny, the squeaking bed mattress, the constant thudding, harshly slapping against each other and the most embarrassing sound of your pussy proving that Vinny was doing a good job, your juices buttering up your pussy.

"! so good..."

You yelped out, the sheet being crumbled underneath your fingers, Vinny sped up, chasing his pleasure. The air was humid, both of you reeked of sex and sweat, you were already tired but Vinny was still energetic, being a cyclist sure came with a lot of stamina, especially since he had been using you to train after he got a new schedule and a specifically modified bike for himself.

"V! Vinny!"

The snug cunt around his cock made Vinny melt on the inside, he felt that knot in his stomach, his chest stuffed while he controlled the way his lungs worked, pacing up a hood breathing technique. His eyes watered, Vinny was hot all over, his whole body felt like he's been standing under a summery sun proudly high in the air.

"God dammit... your thigh is twitching again...keep it inside, don't burst yet... we'll do it together."

Your mind drifted away, leading to thought that had been implanted in your brain for some time. Vinny was only using you, fuck yes, you loved every second that he touched you sensually...so roughly manhandling you after a while ...you were growing tired of it, the constant reminder that Vinny already has someone he's always thinking of.

Yumi. God how badly you want to like her as a friend, maybe if it were a different life, a different circumstance where you didn't harbour harsh feelings for the Redhead that you've known for a while. The heartbreak and depression you went through because of them revealing their relationship on the day you were gonna ask Vinny out was nothing like you.

You kept away. You bottled up these feelings and stayed for yourselves because it was hard, exhausting watching them make out or have insides jokes that brought them closer in other peoples eyes because the only two who understood them were Vinny and Yumi.

Your mind played tricks on you, you blamed everything. Jealousy was a dangerous weapon, you couldn't even look Vinny in the eyes because of the teeth gnawing at your veins every time they held hands.

Until...until that fucking day came. Two months and one day after the reveal of their partnership, Vinny called you in the middle of the night, asking you with a yearning voice to come over to his old, shabby house where he stood alone because his mother was at work.

'I need to get some steam off' he has told you, in your vulnerable state that craved some intimacy, somebody holding you, you went over like an idiot. All because you loved Vinny, it seemed like a win-win to you. Officially, you were marked as a homewrecker that night yet Vinny kept telling you that nothing would happen because you two would stay private about it.

And so, the two of you have been doing this for a while, it's not news. It would've been a huge piece of gossip for his ex-girlfriend, a heartbreaking one at that and you couldn't help it. Vinny suggested the idea of having this type of relationship without her knowing, telling you that it's not her business anymore now because they newly broke up.

The guilt made you drown. The pleasure made you thirst for more. The little joy in you after their breakup was like a reward but the aftermath of your overthinking made you suffocate.

Yes...you won him? Right? After all, they broke up...Vinny found some job and now has a better life in a bigger house that wasn't running down and needing repairing with every harsh move you made.

Everything shattered. Vinny abruptly stopped pouncing at you, his marking hands immediately jumped off your skin to reach his device, the cold air that touched the spots beneath his warm palm made you gasp, you came already? Vinny didn't.

You saw the caller ID that read huge letters of "Yumi ❤️"

Leaving behind no assurance or comforting words, the me stood up from his humid situation, putting on his bathing cloak and walking away to have a private conversation. You just...sat there on the bed, naked on display, humiliated. Was he making fun of you? How easy you were?

Tears ran down your already puffy eyes, you brought up your shaky hands to wipe them away but they were like an open-left sink, streaming down to no end. Your chest heaved up and down overwhelmingly. You felt used, ruined, out of place.

It was your own karma, for scheming in a betrayal against a beautiful woman who was much better than you, after all, Yumi was the one who introduced Vinny all the trick and it made your stomach churn. Did she also have a sex with him? Just like this? Did he treat her in such a crude way too? Probably not. You could imagine how it was filled with wet, sloppy kisses, giggles and laughter leaving their bodies while you stood in a gloomy, pitiless and quick sex that had you troubled walking for a few days.

But...you wanted it, the attention from a male, not just any male, it was Vinny.

He came back minutes after, finding you dressed up in your T-shirt and your panties, about to cover yourself with your jeans.

"Where are you going?"

You flinched at the stern tone coming with the question that quickly reminded you of what you two were in the middle of, the ecstasy was about to end before that phone call, where you probably would've gotten a water bottle before the next round started, classic routine for you.

"just... dressing...i thought you didn't want to–"

Vinny cut you off, placing a gentle pat on top of your head before crouching down in front of you whilst you sat on the sheets that crinkled from your movements . He touched you like you were a feather...with such care, holding your face in his cold hands, the temperature from before dying down when he stood on the balcony

"Baby...look at me, I'm sorry, yeah? It was just a business call from Juwon, don't work up your pretty little head, got it?"

You nodded, too lost against his sudden shift in personality while talking to you, melting at the contact of him on you. Vinny...seemed so happy? Oh but, he just lied to you? It was a call from his ex, is that why? Why he's happy? Not because he likes you?

"V'...i think i wanna stop this friends...with benefits thing...sorry."

The feeling of being scared of what's gonna happen next made you unable to hold eye contact, playing with your fingernails seemed much more interesting to you in the moment of the anticipation for what Vinny was going to reply with.

"Why? Did i do something? If its about the ca–"

Quickly interrupting him, you shook your head, explaining how you were gonna search for an actual relationship because you want to feel loved by somebody, and it was the truth. You craved for it, pathetically so.

"Hey...i still stood with you, even when i was with Yumi, you know that, right? You also agreed to it."

Your heart paced faster, oh, he was right. He did do that for you, ruining his relationship with his girlfriend to have you in his bed at night or when she wasn't there. You broke apart things you weren't supposed to meddle with. "B-but Vinny..." Your vision blurred with bitter tears that slid down your cheek pitifully, the pressure you held from the responsibility was even worse than having to think about the future.

With one attractive red eye and the other black, his gaze was fixated on you, awaiting a response, expecting you to say this was a prank or something. A prank he found ridiculous, Vinny knew how he was manipulating you right now but it was for his benefit, he didn't want you to leave yet. After all, you're trying to slip away from his grasp.

Grinding down on his teeth, he wiped away your waterfall with a sympathetic expression, his red locks tickling your cheeks when he pecked you lips. Your heart rate flared up, your whole body was warm, sweating from the back of your neck when you finally came to the sense of what he did.

V' kissed you.

"...!"

The muscles in your face twitched on their own, showing Vinny a little grin, your brain discarding all the decisions and sad ideas you had right away at the exchange of Vinnys attention for one small peck.

"Get those things out of your little dumb head, mhm? C'mon, i still wasn't finished with you"

Giggling when his hand ran up your thigh, Vinny pushed you back against the mattress, starting over the progress again, remembering that he didn't cum the last round.

You were giddy. On cloud nine, your mood flipped the change with no little review about what just happened, you got your crushes attention. That was everything you needed to lose the consciousness of the fact that you were gonna suggest not doing these meet-ups with Vinny anymore.

Once again, you were lured back into the trap that has been constructed for you, an endless cycle perhaps...But no matter what, you wouldn't be able to stop thinking about the fact that you're always not gonna be the first option. You never were. The second girl that was only taken advantage of for personal satisfaction.

It hurt. Knowing that Vinny would go back in a heartbeat to Yumi if his situation got better, then he would forget all about you, all the situations you had would be long in the past, the past is something you always are over.

•

You were soundly asleep, tags all over your body from the intimacy you explored just a few hours ago, the scratches down Vinny back stung as he watched your peaceful state. The device he held onto to notifying another message, his ex-girlfriend asking to call him, few texts before telling to come over because she missed him.

The redhead leaned back on the mattress, eyes wandering on your figure, it was just what friends did..., sighing out loud, what should he do? Standing up after leaving some pills and a cup of water on the nightstand, Vinny, with heavy guilt, took his keys and closed the door after him, making sure not to wake you up from the slumber you got pounded into.

Yayy i hope you guys liked this, sorryyy i just reallly love Vinny and i also like me some good ass smut-angst

Lyrics taken by NLE Choppa, Song: Gang baby

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── ✦ HCS .ᐟ ꜰᴛ ᴊᴏᴋᴇʀ ɴ ᴡᴏᴏɪɴ

𝑆YNO ✦ .ᐟ NSFW & SFW & ANGST HEAD CANONS ft. Joker n Wooin !

彡 Not in order ! (And not every HC cuz my head just emptied) no proof check !! No actual warnings, but you can skip anything that you are uncomfortable with! Likes and reposts are very much appreciated ˃̵ᴗ˂̵

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ᯓ J𖹭ker ── ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

೯⠀⁺ ⠀ 𖥻 SFW ⠀ᰋ

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 the greenest flag. Whoever says hes a red flag...i disagree.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 real love 100% joker doesn't allow himself to he with someone who he has no interest for. So you being his girlfriend just means he's gonna marry you.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 talk abt marriage, he plans his future with you UGHH imagines baby versions of him and you running aroundddddd

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 okay okay, in your current relation He tries his best to NEVER disappear or go on long missions when you are together... he'll find a way to text you, call you or whatever if he does. He cares smmmm abt you <3

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Literally Husband material, wife Material, boyfriend material.... everything! You're hungry? He's got chu ! Sleepy? Just put your head on his lap you two can cuddle in bed

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Look look now, Hajun knows exactly who wants and what type of relationship he looks forward for AND BOOM you dropped on him! Literally the ONE for him.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 he isn't very picky of course, but the moment his eyes landed on you, he knew you two were made for each other and he hoped you felt the same

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Made the first move ofc but he was soooo anxious before ....you don't even know where he got the courage from

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 (he got help from the sabbath crew)

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 loves holding you...in any way. It doesn't matter as long as his hands are on you

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 one of the main reasons he struggled with confessing was because he feared that a relationship would make things even worse for him, he has a handful of things to do and feared that you might get involved with everything

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Calls you things like 'Sweetheart' 'babe' 'baby' or 'sweet/ pretty thing' <33

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 would NOT allow you to see his underground fights unless you don't back down...or find it hot how he fights, but he still doesn't want you in any danger

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Would love going out in dates with you, esp cafes or parks where he can just relax and stare at you deeply in love

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 pleasseee pepper his face with kisses, he'll literally melt inside, hold him too.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Falls asleep everywhere, would snore like a little baby if you play with his fluufffyyy blue locks and give his head scratches like a lil puppy

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 goes crazy if you match his tattoes...OR TATTOO HIS NAME ON YOU

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 he isn't much with words...but his actions speak up a lot for him

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 actions... you're always protected btw. Nothing is gonna get you. Who's ever bothering you is losing their teeth and leaving with broken bones

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 see hajun doesn't smile...or like have a lot of expression but his eyes are always on you and he stares at you with suchhhh warmth in them <33

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 he would cry if he saw you taking care of his brothers when you have the time and he just comes back home to see you all cuddled up sleeping on the couch or playing games together

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Exactly that he loves because you bring such a warmth to his cold, dry and dull home.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 his brothers love you equally as much. The dog too.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 you trim his hair and give his brothers sometimes haircuts

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 if you feel like it, you do volunteer work with at an animal shelter AND ALWAYS have to end quickly before you adopt the whole damn place.

Physically can't share his food (even wooin) except with you

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Since he doesn't really have much...yk income, he would hand make you gifts or save up enough, he's sooo sweet.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 joker loves matching outfits with you or style but he doesn't mind if you dress differently, he finds everything you're in cute

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 oh yea, gives you his clothes because he loves when people know you're his. Very territorial 🤭

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 teaches you how to defend yourself from creeps (...wooin?)

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 outside when you two go on dates, your hand is literally melted to his DO NOT LET GO

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 you might not realize it but he trust you so much, literally tells you everything in his heart.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 cares a lot about your opinion!! On everything.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 likes to try things that you like so he can feel closer to you

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 drag him along, he'll go anywhere with you if he has the time

೯⠀⁺ ⠀ 𖥻 ANGST ⠀ᰋ

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Talking about time... Joker probably won't have much because of his part time jobs and constant work BUT I PROMISE he will try his best so don't leave him :((

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Other than that... Yes he can and will go missing for a few days with no messages and won't be able to explain...matter of fact speak about it as why he does.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Arguments probably end up on the not good side with him...he won't say anything to you until he has calmed down and you did too, so you two can figure out something properly.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 He hates silent treatment from you, he likes silence but when you start acting like he doesn't exist it makes his chest squeeze Because he knows he fucked up

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 hajuns heart breaks in million pieces if you cry because of him...would blame himself sooo hard

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 since he ain't got with communication...he trys his best...asks his brothers or even online posts for advice because he doesn't want to make you unhappy.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 yes...he also cries when wether you yell at him or after an argument, he just fucking adores you, okay? So he didn't expect any mean tones from you :(

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 please don't make him jealous. He hates that feeling because it makes him feel like he's not good enough.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Don't flirt with the sabbath crew boys either plz, he finds most of them weird and to be honest doesn't see them as friends but rather co-workers

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 now yes... he isn't insecure, he knows exactly that you're his. (he knows when its just for fun cuz u want his attention 😒)

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 the pressure from his work makes him snap somtimes, he doesn't yell but he's snappy and gets an attitude. Don't blame him...he feels like a fucking dog on a leash with them.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 doesn't like raising his voice at you, but when you two are arguing, his voice breaks instead of getting louder... :')

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 he's so cold on the outside, so if you want him to be all cutesy n saying sweet stuff to you...yeah sorry...

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 But! Hollup! Before that! He also can make you jealous, he just finds it unnecessary (finds it unhealthy) and if he does... it's NOT on purpose, unless ykwim

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 oh yeah, Hajun keeps away when he gets badly hurt, it got better after you told him that you don't want that...but he feels like he's in an extreme vulnerable state which isn't embarrassing but very disappointing for him

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Yeahhh, i would take this as angst because hes super obsessive.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 he has a many bad habits

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 please don't nag him about his work either...yes he knows that you care about him but don't act like his mom... support instead, figure out something.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 If Hajuns (ever) annoyed by you, he'll just give you half lidded, cold eyes omg i would cry

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 yes he can be mean... Don't try it out

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 If you're insecure, he doesn't have the best words but would hug you, kiss you and tell you the opposite, that you're perfect.

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ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 breeding kink, breeding kink, breeding kink oh, and! Did i say breeding kink?

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 like c'mon this huge fucking dude would want a big ass family

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 always cumming inside, unless you're uncomfortable with that, he'll cum on your pussy and tummy

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 he has a thing for lingerie...that or those knee high socks and pink panties

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 about panties....he pockets some of yours.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 things like you wearing his shirts with nothing beneath makes him very horny

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 likes positions where he can watch your face, plus one of his favorites is doggy because he can pull one leg of your back or pull at your hair

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 sex while standing up? Also yes.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Hajun gets so turned on by you, literally whines after you stroke him with your smaller hands while he's super hard

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 cries if you run your other hand up his side or stroke his hair

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 fingering + Hajuns big fingers nghhh

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 lovvvvesss your pussy, eats it like breakfast, lunch and dinner

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 likes to play with your clit, or running two/three of his fingers up and down your slit to stimulate you (bites your clit with his canines)

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 talking about that, overstimulating with Hajun is gonna ascend you to the heavens, you'll either black out or pass out

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Okay, he doesn't make much noise but groans + whines or sobs while burying his face into your shoulder or head

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 wouldn't do anything that hurts you like choking he just doesn't enjoy it but likes spanking n making you count

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 HE HAS SO MUCH STAMINA?! LIKE NEVER GETS TIRED OF FUCKING YOU

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 exactly!!! He'll only stop when you pass out or say your safe word

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 loves squishing your cheeks (face, but also ur rear) together while you're cockdrunk

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Hajun can make you squirt so many times until you spasm

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 strokes your head while you're giving him a blowie and leans his neck back, his neck just soooo beautiful to look at

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 oh yeah, he probably tattooed your name on his hip, throat or on his groin

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 ALSO ROUGH but sooo sensational <333

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 doesn't really have a huge daddy kink BUT likes when he can punish you when you're being moody n a brat

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 maybe he would even buy you little collars to wear :33

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 does not like sex toys. Seriously, he can't understand the hype and would only use them to edge you

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 it doesn't matter if your boobs are small or big HE WILL BITE THE THEM AND THE NIPPLES

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 thinks that there will be milk coming out and once he does...he starts thinking about you with a swollen belly... waddling around the house ughh he'll cum

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Joker likes to drill into you, but his cock probably won't fit all in

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 fucks you from behind and wraps his tattooed forearm around your neck, pulling your back to his chest

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 whispers with his deeeppp voice in your ears that you're doing good for him

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 HIS CUM IS SO UNEXPECTED its super heavy and milky, it's really hard to swallow but tastes good

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 his main priority in sex is making you feel good, that's it, he gains pleasure from that.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 YES TALKING ABOUT DICK EIZE its unimaginably huge....like that shit is fucking enormous shits like... 8.5 inches soft 9 inch hard

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 but hes super careful with you, slowly until you're used to him (soft at firsttt ughhh)

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Especially on your first time, either way you are his first and he's yours so he's actually a virgin

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 you didn't believe that because Hajun observes and easily figures out your sensitive spots

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Dies when you cover him wth hickeys to mark him as yours, he wil do the same by the way, he likes it when you show them off but you don't have to.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 it's just a sign for him that your his and he's yours. He's so obsessive and territorial

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 scratching his back with your nails counts too

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 also one thing he's ashamed of is that he jerks off to pictures of you....not on phone but polaroids that he printed and keeps in his wallet (anyone who sees them gets a broken nose challenge, go!!)

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 grips your ankle or hip and bruises when ruining you

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 walking is going to be hard on your cramped legs for the next few days :D

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 either way, sex with Hajun is exhausting and will make you feel heavy after tho his aftercare makes up for that

ᯓ W𖹭𖹭in ── ⪩⪨

೯⠀⁺ ⠀ 𖥻 SFW ⠀ᰋ

⪩⪨ Ugh this player, idk how to even start this bs with him

⪩⪨ So okay if he actually settled for a relationship (you must be some kind of angel...) he would obviously want his partner to match his freak

⪩⪨ Since in my FF he was childhood friends with you, it was a "first love" thingy so he's had a crush on you for a long time – and just the same...he probably observes his crush or gets extremely close with them before dating and starting a relationship.

⪩⪨ But seriously, he would love his partner a lot because they finally put his shit together

⪩⪨ BRAINROT . you + him = dumm.

⪩⪨ He loves it when you give him a lot of kisses esp with striking red lipstick...near his lips and he would leave it there.

⪩⪨ Same with lip balm, if you bought a new one, he'll give you a long smooch to try it or taste it

⪩⪨ Other than that, he loved PDA extreme...and flirting in Public, like c'mon he's not ashamed of anything

⪩⪨ Probably does on purpose too for people to see that he's your, winks mockingly at girls or boys who gawk at you two French kissing in the park

⪩⪨ If you're not very comfortable in public, he'll have you hold his jacket, wrap an arm around him or stay very close

⪩⪨ part of it so people know you're with him.

⪩⪨ Or he holds you by the nape and drags you along, the sleeve works too.

⪩⪨ He's camping at your house 24/7, just can't get enough of you

⪩⪨ Yes, his visits are just out of nowhere and pops up to day hi, drop of a gift then leave

⪩⪨ Would make you paint his nails, do his eyeliner and then do your makeup or suggest a new style for you HE LOVES STYLING IT'S CANON, I SAY SO

⪩⪨ Deffo wanted to be a designer once

⪩⪨ he likes when you wear his clothes and likes to steal your clothes :)

⪩⪨ So stupid but he cries watching sad movies and LOVES dramas like...the tea is boiling

⪩⪨ He knows many manyyy piles of Gossip too, but repeats the themes sometimes and you just go like "baby...you already told me that" "oh? Did i?"

⪩⪨ YEAAA NICKNAMESSS ughh he loves babying you and loves when you do it back 'doll' 'love' 'baby' 'Bae' 'babe' anything like that

⪩⪨ Yes ok he acts fruity but he can be so serious too, no he won't laugh when you're exhausted or not in the mood for his jokes that's when he'll be careful

⪩⪨ Takes you on many car rides at night, his hand stays on your thigh, tapping along to the rhythm playing from the radio of his car

⪩⪨ Loves piercings and gets curious if you have them in places where the public eye doesn't meet :)))

⪩⪨ But he's actually a soft spoken person, he can be, but he can also be VERY freaky n just vile

⪩⪨ Oh yeah he also loves when you two match, but he loves it when you wear revealing clothes, your his. Others can stare, they can try to touch 🙂

⪩⪨ Shares lollipops with you, bonus points if you also like lemon and any sour flavor

⪩⪨ No gen, its disgusting he licks it like crazy then gives it to you

⪩⪨ buys you a lot of gifts and rambles to you about his day Oftentimes

⪩⪨ Always snoops around your stuff and likes to have matching pfps, phone background n stuff like that with you

⪩⪨ Now.... don't speak about family with him...not yet.

⪩⪨ he's kind off bossy? But I does not like getting orders he can take them from you but don't tell him to change or for example stop certain behaviors

⪩⪨ if he behaves weirdly around you that just means that he's gotten comfortable with you enough to trust you

⪩⪨ talking about trust, he doesn't trust his crew with you...like not at all maybe joker but only for a few seconds

⪩⪨ Wooin can love you so much he starts to overthink it and it can cause some problems...

⪩⪨ yes he's weird and silly in the head but if he tells you his secrets or about his childhood then that means you're gonna be a long time together

⪩⪨ this dude DOES NOT like kids...

⪩⪨ but he's also a trickster, so wooin probably already observed all your behaviors and knows when you're sad, angry or lying.

⪩⪨ one thing he loves about you is your smile...Wooin doesn't notice the way people look or their personalities but the way their smile shines, he likes it when it reaches your eyes and it is just so genuine

⪩⪨ Takes you to Parties or clubs with him but you guys don't stay there for long and he understands of you don't want to go.

⪩⪨ Wooin trust you fully that xou wouldn't cheat on him but from a cheater himself, he's paranoid.

⪩⪨ He's actually very good at calming conflicts....and creating them

⪩⪨ Wooin isn't a person who likes to argue a lot, sometimes he can't take thing you say seriously...

⪩⪨ BUT he apologizes when he notices this, unlike Hajun, Wooin is a smoother talker and is good with both words and actions

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⪩⪨ Being a smooth talker means that hes also a master manipulator....

⪩⪨ Yes he's dated TONS of girls before but he gave xou a certificate from the hospital that he doesn't have any sicknesses (you had to scream at him until he took it)

⪩⪨ Yes. A bright red flag...and im colorblind 🤔

⪩⪨ But i promise he's trying to change after getting together with you (that's what they all say...)

⪩⪨ Don't be surprised if some girl jumped at him in public calling him 'babe' NO he's not cheating, its one of his exes

⪩⪨ He immediately notices when you get frustrated or jealous and speaks with the so said woman directly, hard glares

⪩⪨ If they don't get the hint he'll fucking shove his tongue down your throat

⪩⪨ and Wooin likes making you jelaous...

⪩⪨ BUT OH! OH! WHAT'S THIS?? He gets so surprised if you don't stay quiet and actual humble his ex, falls in love with you for a second time, just smirks but it drops quick when you give him a pissed face

⪩⪨ Wooin and you got into an argument before because of this and the whole time he tried to calm you down instead of putting the blame on anyone

⪩⪨ And gets pissed when you tell him to leave your house

⪩⪨ He doesn't text you right away for the next few days and leaves you hanging but if you ghost him, he'll run back to you like a little puppy and beg for forgiveness, promising that he'll deal with this problem while holding chocolate and movie tickets in his hands

⪩⪨ Yes he has a lot of red red flags and bad habits that sometimes you won't be able to change

⪩⪨ Wooin doesn't like to change for others but if it's the person he truly loves, he'll try.

⪩⪨ Won't let you have close relationships with guys specifically the ones from the opposite team or his team hypocrite

⪩⪨ Ignores it if you call him that and this dude can get really fucking mad and jealous if he finds you laughing loudly at jokes from his teammates that were unfunny to him in that moment of fury

⪩⪨ He crosses his arms when he's angry with you and gives you silent treatment until you get back home where he speaks up about it and try to explain to you that he was disappointed and didn't like your behavior

⪩⪨ If arguments get so bad that you start crying, the guilt slaps him immediately in the face and he starts apologizing and hugging you, even if it was after something really deep

⪩⪨ HE DOES NOT LIKE SEEING YOU CRY?!

⪩⪨ Wooin would panic matter of fact

⪩⪨ seriously tho, he's bad with comforting others but can make you smile in a second with his silly jokes

⪩⪨ immediately switches the topics when you ask him about the future wooin hates to seek after what comes next and just tells you to enjoy the present, the future will come later.

⪩⪨ this sounds so mean but doesn't speak up when someone makes fun of you... he'll wait a few minutes until something (he knows it will) to that person and just brutally roasts them for it and can just sweet talk everyone into believing that person has sinned for eternity so its a one for one

⪩⪨ hes okay with you defending hum but keeps telling you that you don't have to.

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⪩⪨ Okay but the punishment after misbehaving has you doing it on purpose sometimes

⪩⪨ This dude just edges you so hard until you combust and start begging him to cum

⪩⪨ ALWAYS WEARS A CONDOM he ain't getting no damn children any day

⪩⪨ Wooin loves loves lovesssss your mouth, pussy and boobs

⪩⪨ But your clit the most...loves the way it gets so puffy and sensitive after he's been running his tongue piercings all over it and teasing it with his forked tongue.

⪩⪨ And he's in for dick warming, mouth or pussy doesn't matter.

⪩⪨ ok, ok but...there was an image i saw once where a guy fucked girl while smoking...yes wooin

⪩⪨ So okay... he's slow during sex BUT ON PURPOSE. Loves the end effect it has on you and him so he takes it painfully chill so he can fuck you super fast after anf it has you squirming around

⪩⪨ Grips your hair or gropes your boobs

HICKEYS HICKEYS, MARKS AND HICKEYS

⪩⪨ bite marks. Dude took w fat chomp out of your neck and shoulder AND HE GETS SOOO PROUD WHEN THEY'RE BRIGHT PURPLE GREEN AND BLUE

⪩⪨ And puts his markings on display for the whole world

⪩⪨ Weirdly enough he likes biting your earshell too, thighs and the sides of your stomach

⪩⪨ He hungy ok ᵔᴗᵔ

⪩⪨ Presses down on your stomach when he's going in w hurry

⪩⪨ Makes you squirt sooo good

⪩⪨ Quickes are his favorites pulls you into a nearby bathroom and lets your pussy lips hold your panties to the side as he bucks into you

⪩⪨ ALSO PUSSY SLAPPING AND SPITTING ON IT

⪩⪨ One hot thing he does is spit on his palm then rub his cock to make it wetter like ughhhh

⪩⪨ HE'S LOUDER THAN YOU WTF??? Just moans and moans and makes you shiver by doing it directly in your head, holding your neck when you turn away

⪩⪨ His dickie isn't huge like jokers BUT its soo thick and has a nice curve that hits all the spots

⪩⪨ Wooin hopes that one day someone would walk in on you two fucking, while he's just sending you to another universe

⪩⪨ Expressions are everything to him, the way your tongue lolls out and your eyes roll back make him orgasm

⪩⪨ Asks you to send nudes and videos of yourself when he's at work or away for long time

ᯓ C𖹭mb𖹭 ── ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶

೯⠀⁺ ⠀ 𖥻 SFW ⠀ᰋ

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 okay so first things first...its a miracle that these two agreed to share you

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 don't get me wrong tho, together they're literally the best dynamic. IM 100% SERIOUS.

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 you're like the missing puzzle piece to Hajun amd Wooin, they both have mommy issues and need a warmth in their life, even if you're just as silly...you don't realize how touching you really are.

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 they would worship the ground you walk on lets be real, they're so whipped too, you could train them like dogs

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 both would NEVER leave you out on anywhere...this relationship is a threesome whee their love focuses more on you than each other...yes okay they also like each other but you're probably the grip that holds their sanity together

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 like these two arguing? Boom! You walk in and they're quiet or they'll feel your wrath

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 you're always standing in the middle, holding both of their hands

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 ALSO PLS TREAT THEM THE EXACT SAME wooin n joker are like little children who get easily jealous of each other

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 when sleeping, they're both holding onto you like Little infants... don't be surprised if one of them is sucking on your Boo– OKAY OKAY SORRY continue

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 okay but learn to lose personal space...they love your personal space

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 in all seriousness, it's the most fun you're ever gonna have with them, they're so silly and would take you on adventures everyday

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 unless they got work...

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 THEY SHARE THEIR CLOTHES WITB YOU im so sorry but im such a sucker for such actions...it makes them both so happy

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 anyways, you're protected and can sleep so soundly at night cuz you know exactly ain't no robber coming inside yo house to see a 201cm standing man who's actually a softie holding boxing gloves

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 they share their money to buy u gifts •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 they're so grateful too if you buy them gifts, if its a bracelet or necklace its never getting taken off

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 THEY'RE SO CUDDLY AND SO TOUCHY WITH YOU, you're getting head pats and kisses left and right

೯⠀⁺ ⠀ 𖥻 ANGST ⠀ᰋ

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 But of course...in every relationship they're struggles

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 so firstly, arguments....a lot with Hajun and Wooin... sometimes it's over who's gonna message you today... sometimes it's about who took this and that....and....badly sometimes it bossed around tasks from one to another to act better or behave

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Hajun is okay with getting bossed around...he does by Wooin anyways but WILL NOT STAND FOR IT in a relationship...he will immediately tell you to say something to wooin whereas the other boy groans at him not to involve you

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 things can escalate quickly and your discomfort goes unnoticed until they both part ways and you end up all alone...which is highly toxic for you to angrily shout at them or text them that they're being selfish and acting like babys

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 they apologize. Immediately.

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 sharing is also quite a problem... seriously one day you're whooping their asses

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 other things are like.... speaking about rhe future.... something that Hajun likes but Wooin dislikes.

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Hajun wants kids. A big family whereas Wooin wants you for himself at the moment.

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 AND FINALLY your fury at them after you can't find some of your clothes...esp panties, thongs and bras WHO THE FUCK IS WEARING THEM?! (It's wooin)

೯⠀⁺ ⠀ 𖥻 NSFW ⠀ᰋ

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Ughh double penetration THEYRE TEAM TAGGING YOU

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 It's gonna be very fucking exhausting, your body is gonna be sore for weeks and that if they don't want to fuck right after the next day THEIR STAMINA IN UNIMAGINABLE??

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 they use you for their training....🤭🤭

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Joker from behind and Wooin fucks you from the front and they work their way with you

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Your mouth would be occupied the whole time too, they would stop for breaks in-between where you would get smoches and a bottle of water

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Hajun also likes it when you ride him while wooin uses your hand

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 They bith leave their (BIGG) share of marks on you AND YOU DO THE SAME GIRL, AIN'T NO BACKING DOWN

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Oh yeah, they take the "not stopping until..." Too seriously....fuck if you don't die right there

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Wooin would teach Joker some tricks on you, for ex. How to finger you properly in return, Joker tells him all your sensitive spots

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 they're both up for sex everywhere, although a bit private because of Joker, he doesn't want to break someones nose because they saw you.

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Both probably got a size kink with you and usually have you in the middle BUT if you switch roles and take lead 😳 they'll be shocked BUT GYAATTT they would enjoy it c'mon

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 JOKER AIN'T INNOCENT EITHER he's freaky too LOOK AT THOSE TATTOES

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 OH they both would tattoo your name on their bodies

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Wooin would go feral if you have a clit piercing or nipple piercings, would run his tongue over them OH AND he has a dick piercing...feels incredibly dreamy

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Hajun would creampie you Everytime and wooin would cum on your tummy, face or chest then make you lick it off his thumbs

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Talking about that, Hajun likes stuffing his fingers in your mouth to keep you quiet

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 they're also ready to try anything new Bdsm, roleplay...

ﾒ𝟶ﾒ𝟶 Ughh they're both sooo skilled

FINALLY FINISHED UGHH IT TOOK SO LONG

I apologize if the last part and wooins part were a bit shorter BUT I WAS RUNNING OUT OF IDEAS but i might keep adding some sooo yeah

Teehee i hope you guys enjoyed this...took some time lol

[kittsyspaw]

Hi kitty, i hope ur doing alright😭 Will there ever be another part to the joker wooin ff? Ive been dying for more joker work as good as urs

⊹ HIHI

AAKKK IM SO SO SORYY but i think there won't be actually because I've been sooo busy with my recent exams that i barely have time to write and i seriously don't want to exhaust myself.

I've neen thinking about head canons but i have to get my shit together first

Teehee i made hcs

Have a nice day,

- kitty ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა

[kittsyspaw]

this isnt actually a question BUT THE SECOND PART OF THE JOKER WOOIN FF LITERALLY LEFT ME SPEECHLESS??? THAT SHIT WAS LITERALLY SO GOOD LIKE GOD TIER FANFICTION I EVEN TOLD MY FRIENDS ABOUT IT genuinely the best ff i have ever read KEEP IT UP FR

ACKKKKK TYTYTYTYYYY SMM <333

IVe been thinking abt writing HCs or sm cuz i dont wanna leave that dynamic eitherrrr (Ｔ▽Ｔ) ALSO SORRY FOR NIT RESPONDING EARLIER I WASN'T RLLY ACTIVE MUCHH