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So I've been playing In Stars and Time and...

These two are adorable. I love the game so far <3

I sure hope nothing bad will happen! :D

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FREE HIM

Hello isat fandom I’ve captured the 'frin

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I just started ISAT BUT I already want to make comics about it and I love your comic dubs so I WILL TRY TO COMPLETE THE GAME TO DELIEVER CONTENT FOR YOU!!!

nothing is worse than the feeling of "i have the energy to create something but nowhere to point it so i'm screaming at the stars for some kind of guidance"

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IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN FOLKS

You can only reblog this today.

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I love your Riddle x Kalim x Jamil stuff

Oh! Why thank you!! <3 They honestly give me so much joy <3 I hope to post more of them soon! X3

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This is the plot of VNC

Don't deny it, even Zeno Robinson (Vanitas's voice actor) has said the same lol Though he DID add Domi and I should too in the future XD

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I never posted this art here and I don’t know why

This was made before Scaramouche became the Wanderer and I wanted to make a little thing before that update happened.

And I COMPLETELY forgot to upload it here. Don’t ask it’s been rough <|...D

I hope you all like it despite it being a bit late! <3

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I MADE A STORY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2 YEARS!!!

This story is important to me because it’s helping get some negative emotions out, but also I feel so confident in it. I tell more in the notes, but basically I have been struggling with confidence with how I write and how things should be written.

Here I just let my emotions and inspiration guide me, and let how I feel about the characters shine through instead of worrying constantly about being ‘OOC’, although I still do try to keep them in in character. And that’s just for the first chapter! That’s right, this is a multi-chapter story, and I plan to stick to it <3

Let me warn you all here even though I do so in the notes, this story will deal with some heavy topics, so please read with caution.

With that said, here is the link to the newest story! Hope you all enjoy!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/41912928/chapters/105191853

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My God the Twisted Wonderland Manga

This manga portrays the pain that Riddle had to go through with so much more emotion then the game could portray.

The game does a fine job on it’s own, but the manga takes the story and RUNS with it. The expressions, the feelings, and again the emotions shine through brilliantly.

SPOILERS BELOW!!!

Riddle was twisted (haha pun) by his mother so fiercely that he believed his way was absolute, it wasn’t his fault it was just how he was raised. But how she molded him turned him into someone that he never wanted to be.

Look at this boy, this 17 YEAR OLD boy. This is not a normal expression nor words for someone his age to have or say, but he’s held in so much pain, been held down by so much pressure by his mother that it warped him.

Even on the verge of an overblot, he still tries to prove that his way is right. Maybe it’s because he didn’t realize he was using so much magic, maybe it’s because he didn’t care, maybe it’s a bit of both. He needed to prove everyone wrong, that he was right. Because:

In his mind, if was wrong, then all he learned, all he’s been through was for nothing. All that pain he’s been through was for nothing. In his mind he’s been through hell, why shouldn’t he have a happy ending?

Because it’s not fair, life isn’t fair is it?

He was granted a family that never shown him love, and never thought about what HE wanted.

Lady. He just wanted ONE THING for his damn birthday and you deny him even that. He is 8 years old and you not only neglect his wants, but his calory intake is MUCH too low. 

Riddle should’ve been allowed to run and play with other children his age, eat what he wanted, just allowed to be a normal child. He didn’t deserve to be cooped up studying all the time; his mother living through him.

And Chenya and Trey granted him that reprieve. They didn’t treat him like a glass doll or a pampered boy.

They treated him as he should’ve been from the very beginning. And they bonded deeply despite it only being just a few days, and it’s what riddle needed.

And being able to taste the strawberry tart he wanted to for so long:

It made him so happy, and isn’t that what he deserved? Being allowed a normal childhood with childhood friends and abundant sweets But good things can’t last forever.

Can you see why I DESPISE Riddle’s mother? She treats her own son like an object, something to be used to achieve her own goals. She gave Riddle so much trauma that he felt that rule breaking would lead people down a dark path.

So that’s why he became hardened. Listening to a mother that caused Riddle so much suffering when all Riddle wanted was her to love him. 

But still, he calls out to her, books piled and hands bloodied; desperately asking what ‘rule’ would make the pain in his chest go away.

And there is none. The only way that pain was ever going to go away was if he let his emotions out, and he was never allowed to. To me, an Overblot is equivalent to a real life mental breakdown. All the negative emotions come out, your head is completely overrun, and you can’t stop screaming. 

Your senses dull, you can’t remember where you are or whose around you, and you end up not caring if anyone hears. You could say things you never meant to say, things that you’ve kept deep inside and never wanted anyone to hear, but after holding it all in for so long you are past the point of caring. You just can’t take the anxiety that squeezes your chest like a vice, the voices and memories that repeat in your head like a VHS tape constantly rewinding itself. It’s terrifying, and you lose the ability to even breathe, starting to see everyone around you as a threat. It’s why I looked at Riddle after he overblotted and didn’t see a tyrant. I saw a lonely, terrified child who didn’t know what he was supposed to believe anymore.

And the difference between Riddle’s mother and him, is that he genuinely cares. This whole time, he just wanted everyone around him to excel and succeed, that desire was never corrupt. Was the way he went about it wrong, absolutely, but he has that chance to change, to be better then his mother ever was. He has a chance to grasp that freedom, it’s not too late for him.

And the saddest thing to me, is that Riddle has to pick up those pieces that he never should’ve in the first place.

But you know what? With the people he has at his side, he’ll be okay. Because despite everything, despite all those lonely years, he won’t be alone anymore.

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I have no explanation for this. I just think this is one of the cutest comics I’ve ever done <3

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Before you ask, yes a John Mulaney quote inspired this XDDD

Honestly it make me angry that some people think that Kalim is just a happy go lucky person and nothing more.

This boy has been through such trauma he's had no choice in his mind but to smile and laugh, because it eases the pain. Over time it just became natural to him, his problems mean nothing compared to others.

His own father said "It's the fate of the Al Asim's oldest son" His freaking father.

Seriously if Twisted Wonderland continues the overblots, I worry about Kalim because him holding all this pain and guilt is just gonna boil over until it's too late :(

Sorry I'm rambling but Kalim deserves so much love 💙

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Did I draw Riddle in a starsender outfit because I think he'd look absolutely amazing in it? Yes

Do I think he looks adorable in my style? Also yes >B3 Also Lilia is dad to all students fight me

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No thoughts...

Just them

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I MADE A THING!!!

Hope you guys enjoy!!

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I’M STARTING COMMISSIONS!!!

Like it says, DM me you are interested!! <3

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Sooooo...

I kinda added Jamil to my ship and now Riddle x Kalim x Jamil is my favorite OT3 and you will pry it from my COLD DEAD HANDS.

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I know I know. It’s Riddle x Kalim again.

BUT I CAN’T HELP IT, THEY ARE SO CUTE QAQ Besides, they are making me happy and I draw what makes me happy X3

They are so precious and adorable, I think they would provide a good balance for each other <3

This is basically a confession and where they become a couple. Hope you guys like <3