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All The Things We Left Unsaid

Jungkook x reader

Strangers to lovers

Chapter 6 is finally out! Go check out on AO3 and Wattpad.

Here's a snippet of the chapter:

She heard the sound of the sliding door opening and closing, bringing her back to the present. Soon enough, she felt the presence of somebody leaning over the railing next to her. For a moment, they just stared at the view together in shared silence. 

"I see that far off look you get in your eye." Finally, she turned her head to Yoongi as he spoke. "Even if you smile and answer when you're spoken to, there's clearly something bothering you." 

She hesitated, pondering whether she should brush off his words or share her true thoughts with him. Something about his calmness made her feel as if she could be honest, though. 

"I just... " she drifted off, staring down at her arms as she put the jumbled mess in her head together into something she could articulate. "I just don't know if any of this is real."

She paused for a moment, waiting for Yoongi to ask her what she meant but the question never came. She turned to him once more but he just looked at her expectantly. He chose to remain silent, letting her say her piece without interruption.

"I mean, one moment, I'm at the movies with my mom and sister then the next I'm waking up surrounded by BTS," the incredulity crept into her tone as she waved her hand around. "Oh and not to mention that last I checked the year was 2023, but now everyone around me is insisting that it's 2021!" She sighed, slumping further into the railing. "I feel like I'm going insane trying to figure out if this is reality or fantasy."

"Then don't." 

"Huh?" 

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All the things we left unsaid

Finally after 2 months, chapter 5 is out!!!

Fair warning there are some depressive behaviour and thoughts in this chapter.

Here's a snippet of the new chapter:

Namjoon's apartment was spacious and modern. That was her first thought as she stood in the small passage that lead her into the open plan; the big, flatscreen TV mounted on the wall catching her attention next. She noticed the kitchen to her right as she stepped further into the apartment.

There were two stools placed behind the kitchen island, and her eyes tracked the space from the stools to the lounge, where the big TV was mounted. The L-shaped couches in the lounge looked well-loved with a dark coffee table tying the room together. There was a space between the couches and the back wall (which had some artwork on it) and if one walked through that space, they could get to the balcony which provided a stunning view of the city.

She only had a moment to take in the apartment before Namjoon was ushering her passed the kitchen, turned her right, and then lead her into the corridor. To her left were two doors and to her right was one.

Namjoon opened the door to the first room on the left side before looking back at her. She noticed a flicker of hesitancy flutter across his eyes but it was gone before she could ponder too long on his expression. He offered her a polite smile - or she thought he did since he had a mask on, she could see his eyes crinkle though - and told her to step through the room first. 

The room itself was on the bigger side, though she wouldn't describe it as being ridiculously huge like one might see in the movies. The bed was centred against the far wall, there were built-in cupboards on her left and there was a desk placed near the front right corner of the room with a desktop set up and a few trinkets scattered about the surface. 

"This is the guest bedroom. I normally just use the desk in the room for work and gaming when no one is staying over," Namjoon explained. She saw him take a quick glance at her in her periphery. "The bathroom across the hall is all yours to use since I have my own ensuite in my bedroom." 

Finally, she turned to him and gave him a tight smile.

"Thank you for opening up your home to me," she said. "I know this is a strange situation."

"You don't have to thank me. The situation is strange; that's why I offered to let you stay with me," he said, rubbing the back of his head

They fell into an awkward silence for a moment. She averted her gaze to the bed. Namjoon seemed to follow her line of sight because he spoke up again as he took a step back.

"Right, I should let you get acquainted with the room. I'll come in later with some food and masks for you to use when you want to use the bathroom." He took more backward steps to the door. "Remember the quarantine is only two weeks."

Two weeks... If she could survive lockdown, then she could survive two weeks of quarantine in a stranger's home. That's right, Namjoon was a stranger. She may have been familiar with Rap Monster, the famous K-Pop idol, but she knew next to nothing about the man that she had agreed to share an apartment with. But he had kindly offered up his home to her, surely he wasn't a bad person. Then again, you could never be too sure.

Just before he walked out of the room, as if sensing her unease, Namjoon stopped and said one last thing.

"There's a key here for you to lock the room whenever you want," he said, pulling the door forward to show her that there really was a key there.

She offered him one last tight-lipped smile before he closed the door, and let out a long sigh once he was gone. She ran a hand through her hair as she looked around the room once more. It was so empty; bare of anything that showed signs of life. Well, except for the desk but that was Namjoon's so it didn't feel right to go near it. She turned back to the door and took a few steps forward so she could lock the door.

She just had to get through these two weeks. Hopefully by then she would've figured out a way to get back home.

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I haven't been on my tumblr in a while and I forgot I made this post... To be clear, this was most definitely fever-induced💀

I didn't even quote the lyrics right. There's supposed to be 4 'drives'

Anyway,,, let's move on. As you can see, there's been many obstacles to me writing the next chapter in my recent fic. I've been sick a lot and it's been really annoying.

But earlier today this happened:

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These comments are so sweet! Now these comments are actually for the draco fic that I wrote last year but they actually gave me a burst of motivation to write a good chunk of the next chapter of my new fic. The next chapter should be out very soon!

Ig this is just a good example of how motivating comments can be for writers. So if you're reading any fic and you're enjoying it, I encourage you to comment! Even voting or leaving kudos will mean a lot to an author.

Idk if they even follow me on tumblr but @Aditipathak01059 I appreciate you! Thank you for your comments!!

And thank you to everyone who has commented on and supported my stories so far🫶🏽

My brain is in overdrive

🎶Shut up and drive, drive, drive🎶

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My brain is in overdrive

🎶Shut up and drive, drive, drive🎶

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N e ways I saw this tiktok that was like 'pov if I was locked in a room with all my fictional crushes' and it sent me down this spiral of what if all the anime characters I've ever had a crush on just appeared in my house one day. (And I say anime crushes because of how many fics I've seen of ocs slipping through dimensions and ending up in an anime universe. So it's just that but reverse it.)

Ended up daydreaming about this concept and used it as a fake scenario to help me fall asleep :D

...

So, uh, what would you do if you were locked in a room with all of your fictional crushes?

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All The Things We Left Unsaid

New chapter is out! And we've got a bit of Namjoon's pov👀

Namjoon was tired. He had been awake since the early hours of the morning, preparing to livestream the Grammys, only for BTS to lose. Then, some random girl shows up seemingly out of no where and everyone begins scrambling to figure out how she got in and who she was.

Oh, and he forgot to mention that she was unconscious when she appeared in the room. Then, when she finally regained consciousness she insisted that the year was 2023. It had been a long day.

Namjoon was tired.

Doctor Baek had found out her full name, which country she came from, her parents' names, that she had two older sisters, what their names were, and that she was 21. He had relayed all this information to their manager, Hoseok, and himself. He also explained that she might've suffered some type of trauma and that is why she believed it was 2023. He then recommended that she have a psychiatric evaluation to figure out if that was the case. 

Their manager and director had wanted to call the police but Jin and Hobi had argued against it. He knew that their staff were looking out for their safety but Namjoon didn't think that this girl was a sasaeng. All he saw was a scared and confused girl who didn't even know what year it was. 

Yet, one moment he was sitting alone on the couch with Jeongguk, then Namjoon blinked and she was suddenly there passed out on Jeongguk's shoulder.

A tiny part of him believed her when she said that she came from 2023 - if only because he couldn't perceive a logical explanation for how she had materialised right before his eyes. Namjoon shook his head as he tried to push that thought to the back of his mind. Unless someone had secretly come up with time travel and kidnapped her to use as their first test subject, there was no way that she could possibly be from the future.

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Daydreaming about my book:

Writing my book:

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It can never be the same

Draco x reader

I completed this fic last year but I was inspired to write a bonus chapter and I just posted it today.

It's exes to lovers with a splash of forced proximity👀

Draco's also obsessed while she's like 'ew get away from me'.

If that's something that might interest you then check it out here:

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Ik this is my fanfiction blog but imma rant about this dream that I had because I am SICK and TIRED of having this dream.

Ok so, I have this recurring dream, so to speak. The aspect of the dream that always stays the same is that I'm in love with this guy and he loves me too, but there's always something that keeps us apart. Most of the time it's just this unspoken thing that we know about the other's feelings and we're aware that the other knows. EXCEPT, in this dream he confessed... But not out loud.

I don't remember everything about the dream but he was driving me to a hotel because *somebody* was after me and I would be safe at the hotel. In the console was a stack of pieces of paper that I had cut up into like sticky note size for a reason that I can't remember. But, I guess it wasn't actually needed for that purpose so the guy just took to writing me notes on the papers. Most of the notes were just to tease/annoy me but sometimes he would write little reminders or stuff that was meant to make me laugh. Also, it's important to note we seemed to have a playful, bickering type of relationship because we kept bickering throughout the drive.

So, we made a stop on the way to the hotel and he hesitated before writing another note and then shyly giving it to me. I was taken aback by his shy demeanor but looked down to read the note. Only for him to snatch it away from me, but he was too slow. I had read the beginning and it said "I love you always and forever..." He had written like a whole paragraph but he snatched it away before I could read the rest.

He gave me a different note which I didn't bother to read because I knew he was trying to distract me. I shot him an annoyed glare and he handed me back his love confession. I could see how embarrassed he was so to spare him, I decided to read the rest of the note once I got to the hotel. I didn't acknowledge that I read any of his note and he didn't speak either. We ended up driving in silence the rest of the way to the hotel.

When we arrived, he got out the car to hand my bags to the valet and to ensure my safety. I, however, stayed in the car because I was still in shock and my mind was racing. I knew this would be the last time we saw each other for a while and that we'd have no way to communicate while we were separated. He knocked on my door and asked if I was getting out and I told him to give me a moment.

I took the pen and a piece of paper and began to write. I didn't have much time to write so I just wrote a quick little message. He opened his door and sat back in his seat as he asked me what was taking so long, and I just handed him my note.

All I had managed to write was "I love you too". He tried not to react but I saw the way his eyes softened and he fought not to smile. I took both notes that he had given me and put it in my pocket (yes, both, because I kept all the notes he gave me). Then, I smiled at him and left.

I never got to read the rest of the love confession or the other note he gave me as a distraction because I woke up😭

ALSO while I was dreaming, I knew his name and I knew what he looked like. He wasn't faceless. I can't remember his name or his looks now, though💀 When I try to remember, all I can picture is his black hair... I think. I also remember that he was annoyingly charming. Like I thought he was charming and I was annoyed by that fact.

I always forget the guy when I have this type of dream and it's getting really annoying. Also, why can I never get my happily ever after with this guy??? Why is there always something that separates us?

Ok, end of rant. Hope my dream was at least entertaining lol

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It can never be the same

Draco x reader

Draco being jealous pt 2

Malfoy kept a distance between them as they walked through the corridors, passing by students who gave them looks and whispered to each other when they saw them together.

She could practically see the anger radiating off him while she was like a rubber band that had been stretched too far. Once he found an empty corridor, he stopped and turned towards her, his carefully crafted indifference on display. 

"What's wrong?" he asked a little too sincerely for someone who seemed so indifferent.

For a second, he looked surprised at himself but all traces of surprise were wiped from his face a moment later. All it took was him opening his mouth for her to snap. 

"Nothing's wrong. And if there was something wrong, it would be none of your business." 

His mouth twitched in annoyance before a sarcastic smile slipped onto his face. 

"You're right. It is none of my business but it seems to be Creevey's," he spat his name out as if he didn't deem it worthy for him to say. "Is he your little boyfriend now, hm?" 

"Again, that is none of your business," she said. 

"I bet he is," he drawled. "That's why he has the right to hold your hand when you feel anxious, right? Does he whisper sweet nothings to you to help you calm down too? As I recall that was me last year." 

"Malfoy, you have no right to ask me any of that!"

"Just like you had no right to demand I reveal to you I am a death eater!" he shouted.

She recoiled and he winced, his features softening. The only thing that could be heard was his heavy breaths. 

"You're right," she said quietly. 

"What?"

"I had no right. We're nothing to each other." 

He winced, "Don't."

"Why not? It's true." 

"Don't say that," he said.

His mask had completely slipped away and he looked at her earnestly - brokenly. 

"You're," he hesitated.  "You're everything to me."  

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All The Things We Left Unsaid

Chapter 3 is now out :D

After going back and forth for a while about how neither she nor Namjoon knew how she got into the room, let alone ended up passed out on Jungkook's shoulder, they decided to drop the topic because they were only confusing each other. Their conversation consisted mainly of asking the question 'What do you mean you don't know how you/I got here' anyway.

Conversation quickly became exhausting when you were talking in circles, but from what she could gather no one seemed to know how she got in the room. One moment Jungkook was sitting on the couch by himself, then the next she materialised out of nowhere, unconscious, scaring all the people in the room half to death. 

The doctor called her name, effectively breaking her out of her thoughts.

"So, you say that it's 2023, correct?" Doctor Baek confirmed. "Can you tell me what the last thing you remember is?" 

"I went out the house with my mom and sister," she began. "We were going to the movies, but while we were waiting in line to get snacks, it started feeling really stuffy. Then I felt lightheaded, so I turned to my mom. Next thing I knew I'm waking up surrounded by BTS." 

Saying everything out loud only served to increase her bewilderment. She wouldn't blame Doctor Baek for thinking she was loony; she felt like she had gone insane herself. As it was, he was observing her with a polite smile that barely masked the disbelief on his face. How can someone be waiting in line for snacks and then suddenly end up in an entirely different year? 

This couldn't be real. Any moment now she would wake up and laugh about what a weird but vivid - painfully vivid - dream she had. Fuck, if she wasn't unconscious right now, then she was in desperate need of a nap.

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All The Things We Left Unsaid

This post is for anyone who followed me to see updates on my latest fic or even if you've come across my fic on Wattpad or Ao3.

I just finished the latest chapter! I'll be posting it tomorrow.

Hope you all have a good weekend x

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It can never be the same

Draco x reader

Summary: They were once dating but Draco abruptly broke things off at the end of their fifth year. She swore she would never give Draco Malfoy the time of day again, but what will happen when she discovers that he is a death eater?

Is Draco getting a little jealous? 👀

So, I'm assuming that your talk with Malfoy didn't go very well," Colin said from beside her.

She startled as she turned to look at him. She hadn't even realised that he was sitting next to her. 

"Malfoy?" Harry, who sat directly across from her, asked.

She froze. Hermione and Ron turned to look at her. All three of them had looks on their faces that screamed 'Why didn't you tell us about this?'. Why did Colin have to open his mouth? Okay, to be fair, she did ditch him earlier so she probably deserved this. 

"I'm so sorry I ditched you but when I saw him earlier, uh I don't know. It was like something came over me and I had to go and give him a piece of my mind," she said, coming up with a lie on the spot.

Hermione nodded in understanding while the boys looked lost. 

"I mean, who breaks up with someone over letter? That was so 1800s of him," she chuckled nervously. "So, um, I saw him walking by and I just decided, you know what? Why should I keep avoiding him like I did something wrong? So I marched up to him and I - "

"Gave him a piece of your mind," Colin finished, looking amused. 

"Yeah," she said sheepishly.

He tucked a piece of her hair that had fallen in her face during her rambling behind her ear. His hand lingered by her ear as they just stared at each other. He had a fond smile on his face and she felt awkward, wondering why he was looking at her like that. She could see Harry rolling his eyes out of the corner of her eye.

Suddenly there was a crash from behind them and they broke away from each other to see what had happened.

Malfoy had dropped his goblet down and it had landed on his plate, spilling his drink all over his food. He didn't seem to care about that as he was too busy staring at her.