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Watched squid game, loved these two

Only added the last two so yall could see how cool cool the necklace looked

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First an Outsiders fan and now I find out you live House MD… literally eating so good on this blog IT’S SUCH A GOOD SHOW

HEHEHE YES!!! Im into so many fandoms, these are just 2 of my most recent!! Im glad you’re eating well 🙌🙌 I’ve almost finished the show!

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After my Taub rant I felt this was the perfect time to post this 🥰

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Chris Taub rant

I think it’s funny, or rather ironic maybe, that so many people are quick to point out how everyone just grazes over House’s s/h, but I’ve never seen anyone point out Taub’s. We don’t see him do it, but we hear that he used to. We don’t know how he s/h’ed, hitting, cutting, burning— but he know he did it. In season 7 while talking to a patient, a young boy who he thought was s/h’ing, he said he used to harm himself and that it was the one of the biggest mistakes of his life. You might say he was “just trying to get it out of the patient” but if that were true he would’ve said or done something after showing he was lying, and even when he was telling the kid he seemed extremely genuine. This man is a ball of self-hatred and loathing, he hates how he looks, he hates how he’s treated, he hates who he is, and it’s clear he used to take action by punishing himself, yet we only ever focus on how house did.

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Been debating whether or not to post this but I say hell with it, Greg and Jimmy

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Posting this at its current stage in case I don’t finish it

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Four years ago VS Now

Not sure how yall are gonna take some oc art but really proud of this improvement.

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A version of yourself you wish to forget, yet always cherish.

Forgot to post the finished thing here! Hope you all like it.

Might post some doodles tomorrow

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DID I EAT⁉️ for real though, one slide of a WIP I’m doing where Viktor’s guilt personifies as his younger self instead of Skye.

(Do yall want the full thing?)

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Stop being so VAIN, Vander! Shout, scream, SAY SOMETHING!…

…You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you.

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What’s that? Sorry couldn’t hear you over Zaundads.

They make me ill. I’m so glad they get to be happy in an alternate timeline.

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⚠️ARCANE ACT 2 SPOILERS ⚠️

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“It was… affection that held us together.”

This took me… so long….

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parry yummyyy

Parry yummy indeed!!

Sorry for the lack of posts guys! Schoolwork’s been up my tushie. Also sorry this looks kinda bad…

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I’ve found literal perfect matches for how I imagine Paul Holden from the outsiders. Him younger; Frank Breault. Him in the book; none other than the hockey player PAUL HOLDEN

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Hey guys… so.. I have a TikTok too… and I post super cool art stuff… and there’s this animation I’m working on that y’all should totally check out…

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Asking as the only Paul fan ever (/silly) can I hear,,, more ab your rendition of him.

Of course!

Unfortunately, as I’m sure you know as a fellow Paul diehard, not much is known about him :((

So, here’s my info that I hc him with, and how I see him!!

Appearance: as you’ve seen from my drawings, I hc him with curly blonde hair, a bulky build (little less muscular than Darry!), and green eyes. He has a distinct mole under his right eye! (Our left) and a little tooth gap.

Personality: he’s very loud and outgoing in public, trying to conform to the social standards he believes he is supposed to. In private, he’s quiet and sweet, always joking around and laughing. You can almost always catch him with a smile on his face.

I believe he met Darry in a similar manner that Steve and Soda did. Kindergarten roles around, they’re in the same class, except there’s that distance between them. Darry was by himself because he was a greaser, he was smart for his age, too. Paul sat beside him because he liked his little kid jersey.

They loved talking about football. All day every day at school, they definitely got in trouble a few times for it. I like to think, too, that Darry’s parents didn’t get married until Darry was born. Paul came, and was their flower boy :))

When he was younger—his tooth got knocked out while playing tackle football with his friends! His tooth came back in crooked, so that’s why he has the tooth gap.

Him and Darry would always go to each others houses and watch football on TV (when Darry’s dad wasn’t hogging it)

Paul would hang out with Darry’s friends too, and his brothers. He loved the gang, and enjoyed their company.

Onto the sadder stuff :((

Paul has religious trauma from his dad. Really badly. He loved Darry, but he would never admit it. I hc him as pan, but obviously he says he’s straight.

As the years went on; Paul realized how socially unacceptable their friendship was. He started coming over in secret, only hanging out with him during school hours when they had football, not standing up for him anymore when the other football players would say something about him being a “grease” and a “hoodlum”—it broke Darrel.

The fall out:

One day, later on in their senior year, Paul is hanging out with Darry. They’re at Darry’s house, on his bed just… talking. After a bit of silence, Darry looks over to Paul, a serious expression on his face.

“… I’m not going to college, Paul.”

That… broke Paul. They were supposed to be best friends forever, always together, go through college together, play on the same football team professionally, get the same job—Paul said some hurtful stuff.

“I knew it! You’re just like all of them, all the others-“ “What’s do you mean by others Paul?” “Like all the other filthy greasers!”

They fought, Ponyboy and soda broke it up, and Mrs Curtis made Paul leave.

They didn’t talk after that.

Paul went to the Curtis parents funeral. They were like a second set of parents to him. He loved them, but he didn’t let anyone know he was there. He stayed far away in the back. He waited until everyone left to say his condolences. He left a present on the Curtis porch that night as a present for Darry, a sorry for not being there. The Curtis parents died on Darry’s birthday and maybe—just maybe, if he was there?… they’d be ok.

He always felt bad. He was never the same.

As you can see from my art of him, he had some bad habits when he was younger as well.

If you’ve got any further questions, lmk!