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Why could’ve you gave a fuck like a mother should?

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If I killed myself would you care then?

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I hate life. I need to die so I never have to feel nothing and everything at the same time.

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I wished I never existed

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I wished I kīlłed myself when I was younger, I hate how my life is now.

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I fear I am losing myself

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Having this fucking disorder always makes me feel so alone I can’t take it no more

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Stop caring about them and only care about me. I want this, I think?

I don’t wanna be mean but I do and then I don’t

I hate this shit

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Please don’t hate me. Give me more attention than everyone else. You said you love me and care more so prove it, prove it please.

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I put myself in these situations, make this bad choices and make myself unhappy yet I’m so comfortable in it

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I wish I was better

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Why can’t I just be normal and fall for someone???

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Life is becoming too much for me again. I wish existing wasn’t so painful

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How do I tell my therapist I wanna die without me being put away? How do I fucking cope??

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Why do I feel like my whole personality is gone now? I don’t even know how to act around anyone anymore. I don’t feel like anything anymore.

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I wish I can magically just be better. I can’t keep dealing with my spirals I have anymore, it fucking kills me

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I really thought it was getting better, that I was doing better but that was just another fucking lie I told myself