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My dad was screaming at me today and while he was doing that, his spit kept landing on me. I now just realized that its like a scene from a movie where the bully bullies somebody and their spit lands on the person theyre bullying and now i feel bullied. And its probably be i was and he is a bully. I was on the floor too and he was standing 💀

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My dad told me to ask my teachers at school if him smacking me was a bad thing. Ok 😊 I'll definitely do that.

Wtf do u think theyre gonna say to me u fucking idiot??? Do u actually think theyre gonna say that ur a good person for doing that???

Fuckass idiot. Im actually so amused by how smart u think u are 💀 doing a whole lot of hooting and hollering in my ear cus u can't accept the fact that im right, smarter and better than you, insecure ass bitch. l always clock u and u know it.

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weird a— dad

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I'll always be the girl with sexual trauma. I'll always be the girl who tries to find men she will feel safe with bc she never felt safe with any. I'll always be 'that' girl... I'll always be the girl who wants 'those' kind of guys even tho she feels disgusted but its wtv bc at least she feels loved and “safe” in some way.

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fuckass dad

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having a narcissistic dad who’s insecure of you is a struggle

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cant believe i got called woke for not wanting to be hurt physically 💀

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"You talk back too fiercely" is what my mom said to me, in an angry way btw, after getting abused (physically) by my dad

Why? Bc im getting abused everyday emotionally. Parents actually expect you to respect them when they dont respect you 🤡🤡🤡

I will never forget that yall thought i deserved to be bullied. I will never forget that my mom is a coward who doesnt do anything when her husband hurts his kids and i will never forget that you thought ur kids deserved what they got from their dad. Fuck all of you.

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they want you powerless