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Guyssss cause Mia Goth is so beautiful bro- so slay fr. Love the horror movies tooo!!

Mia Goth photographed by Mert Alas and Marcus Piggott for W Magazine (2025)

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GUYYSS I DID ART FOR BILLY LENZ

I love him sm- and it came out good- LOOK ITS CLAUD TOO

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DUO WHAT IS THIS- WHY- WHAT🦄✨️

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Stop bc that's actually such a good idea😭

[Funny too- but it's true!!]

what if we make our own little anti-endo tag for the hell of it. what if we made sysfreak a tag because yes, we're ACTUAL systems and we are FREAKY to society and we will EMBRACE IT no matter how much endos bitch and whine about "wanting to be like us." they can never match our freak. never ever.

anyways obviously the tag won't be for everyone and that is okay, we just want an alternative to syspunk because for some reason endos think their ableist bullshit is welcome in punk ideology lmao

god forbid endos let actual systems have their own spaces WITHOUT them because they're all entitled and wanna be pampered by the whole internet. so we'll make our own!

(I shouldn't have to say this but just because we are sometimes aggressively anti-endo DOES NOT mean we support harassment towards ANYONE for ANY REASON. be smart, use common sense, all that jazz)

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Does anyone have good tips for making an intro post??

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I seriously need to look back at marble hornets again- that stuff is awesom

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I need to make one lol- I've been thinking about making one but tbh have zero understanding on like how so I just never did [yapping under cut- read if you want pookie😭 I talk too much]

I also need to work on a new pfp and like fixing up some stuff bc I have a new idea for a pfp and background but again- never got to it. i have so many things on my list for acc stuff but I'm just like- notttt- cause I MAKE my own pfps [using Pixel Studio, banger app tbh] so like it takes a hot minute and I just like.. don't wanna lol

I need new intro…

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This actually is like a serious problem. DID/OSDD has been proven multiple times and it makes so sense for people with ZERO knowledge of science or psychology any of that, to be denying systems of their existence. You cannot deny what is there and what is real. There are many factors that can prove that systems are a legit thing that can form in a child due to trauma and all of that, so it just blows our mind how people can just say it isn't true without having any real evidence. Stop being disrespectful to systems. Being rude will never help you or the system(s) in question. Just shut up for once and be nice and helpful.

I'm tired of systems being disrespected in non-system spaces.

When I requested Pluralkit in a server and started proxying, I got disrespected, harassed, suffered ableism and got told DID Isn't real. Even before I knew what DID was, I had basic respect for those who were systems. Basic human decency. I'm tired of singlets disrespecting us left and right. I'm tired of being told I can't have multiple ''personalities''. I'm tired of having to explain what it is over and over again. I'm tired. I'm sick. I'm tired. I'm upset. I'm angry. I'm not okay. I'm not okay with this. And you shouldn't be too.

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That is actually so interesting- and yes I did mean it literally lol ^^ [might make a post later about this after I look into it more- its so intriguing to see others view on things and how it affects the human mind, especially for young children]

Me in therapy today: and the funny thing is like half of them don't even have faces like

Me: what does that say about my psyche? Like

Me: *laughing nervously* like that's the identity part of a fucking identity disorder right???

Therapist: *raises eyebrows and nods*

(example below the break)

Like, this is Nightmare; Nightmare doesn't feel emotions so we can fucking function when overwhelmed.

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A lot of times when we see some of our alters their faces are blurry and they just don't have one at all- this is such a good like representation of that but like.. what does that really mean- like for their faces to be blurry?

Me in therapy today: and the funny thing is like half of them don't even have faces like

Me: what does that say about my psyche? Like

Me: *laughing nervously* like that's the identity part of a fucking identity disorder right???

Therapist: *raises eyebrows and nods*

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Like, this is Nightmare; Nightmare doesn't feel emotions so we can fucking function when overwhelmed.

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this is so satisfying to look at- 🪱

Brain worm 🪱 desperately need a bird to pick at my nerves

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yapping for no reason- [JST yapping abt my issue with being social tbh- read it, don't idc lol]

Talking to people and just being around a large group is very hard. Even in chat rooms, its just so hard for me to talk. I guess I'm just really antisocial and bad at talking to others. Its especially hard when I like- don't feel like I belong. Like yeah, these people have similar interests as me- but I cant speak with them. These people are very similar to me in some ways, but no, I cant speak to them. This makes it even more upsetting since I want friends. I want to have friends, but I just cant talk to people. I cant speak with big friend groups, so I stick alone with the one person I feel most comfortable with- who has known me for an entire year. Maybe sometime i'll get better at talking, but the box I keep myself in is just too cozy for my mind I guess. Im better at talking with smaller groups, of just two people or even better, just one on one with a person. talking is just very hard.

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does anyone else just see like- a name or word online and feel oddly connected to it internally?-

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cutie patootie fr💞

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angry yapping [TW: cussing, mental health]

Okay so I'm so fucking mad- I'm supposed to be in the shower rn, and I fucking CANT because the drain is all fucked and wont drain the water out. Got out of the shower and texted our guardian [who is shopping] and asked what should I do- and she got all smart ass with me Abt it- "Just shower" "You want me to ask Jesus to unclog it" NO BITCH, I WANT YOU TO TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK TO DO SO I CAN SHOWER. I HAVENT SHOWERED IN LIKE, MAYBE A WEEK BECAUSE I HAVE FUCKING ISSUES AND YOU ARENT EXPLAINING MORE ON WHAT I CAN DO. IM NOT GOING TO "JUST SHOWER" IF THE FUCKING DRAIN IS FLOODING THE TUB WITH GROSS ASS WATER. LIKE PISSED ME OFF FR- AND THE WAY SHE WENT RIGHT TO HER FUCKING RELIGION, LEAVE ME OUT OF YOUR GODDAMN CHRISTIAN BULLSHIT, WE ALL KNOW YOU AINT HOLY BITCH, NOT AFTER EVERYTHING YOU DID. like the math isnt fucking mathing. thanks for listening to our TED talk [edit: shes finally home to help, goddamn.] [EDIT 2: finally out of the shower- like damn bro. ik that was kinda an overreaction, but like, i don't like changing my schedule and I was supposed to take a shower while they were at the store and then like bc that happened I couldnt]

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Right on that one! ✨

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they are genderless- but its more like, unknown- nobody gave them a legit gender and stuff. in the Japanese mangas its said that they refer to Crona as it/its but don't clock me bc we might be a little wrong :^

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