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my boyfriend is currently in the he/they stage of the "if I was prettier I wouldn't be a boy..." journey.

and for anyone who is curious I'm in the "If you have to say that you probably aren't one." stage of my he/they journey.

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I think my biggest goal on this website is not to make friends or share my ideas, but to be frightened.

by the ghoul...

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doing this sick challenge called the "don't fucking piss myself challenge" where I try to make it to my bathroom in skinny jeans and two studded belts without peeing my pants after having two large sodas and a sparkling water.

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"you need a social life 😐" wdym?? I literally hung out with my mom all day and visited my dad at his job, my social life is THRIVING and has no need for improvement whatsoever 🙄🙄🙄

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relationships should be 50/50 (you drive and I control the music with a yummy snack and a soda) it's crazy that I have to say this in this day and age ��😤😤

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"Im proud of all of the boys that used to be girls" Thank you Mr. Amazing, sir. 🫡

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"Why do you like Miku so much..?" well because she is awesome of course!!! :3c ✨🩵🌟🐰

(also She follows me everywhere, I went on #lgbtq pride and the banner image was a drawing of Her, I can never. escape. Her grasp....)

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I've received a couple messages from folks in Gaza with terribly heartbreaking stories. Personally, I do not have the resources to donate any money and if I did I absolutely would. I'd like to bring as much attention as I can to this. Even with my small platform. I believe it's important to advocate for others and I want it to be known that I stand with Palestinians in this horrible time.

If you can donate or even just bring more attention to this as well please do. 🙏♥️

@shahaddahlan0 https://www.gofundme.com/f/my-friend-shahad-dahlan-in-gaza

@ahmed0gaza https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=GYPHJ5WS9NRT2

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online school is so awesome and great because I can set my own schedules and take as many breaks or use as many helpful tools in my own home as I need, however, online school sucks and is terrible because my schedule is up to me and I am able to take as many breaks as I want and I can use all the tools that I want and need at home...

Also I have ADHD so that doesn't help.

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"I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor

Where I laid and told you but you swear you loved me more

Do you care if I don't know what to say?

Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me?

Will I shake this off? Pretend it's all okay

That there's someone out there who feels just like me

There is"

Yeah okay literally written for them it's fine whatever GET OUT OF MY HEAD AAUUAGHHSAAAAHHH ARRGHHGHH AHAHHHH

just thought of a beautiful heart breaking disgustingly sweet dan and phil edit to the song There Is by Box Car Racer but unfortunately I don't have the resources to make it so it will sit in the depths of my mind haunting me for a while......

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just thought of a beautiful heart breaking disgustingly sweet dan and phil edit to the song There Is by Box Car Racer but unfortunately I don't have the resources to make it so it will sit in the depths of my mind haunting me for a while......

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♥️love♥️ listening to the radio, however for some reason where I live none of the stations play what you expect ever... What do you mean It Was A Good Day by Ice Cube right after Good Luck Babe by Chappell Roan???

AND THEN YOU FOLLOW IT UP WITH CALIFORNICATION RIGHT AFTER?!?!? 😭😭😭 WHAT??? HUH??? HELLO?????? WHAT FJCKING UNIVERSE AM I IN?!?!?

(all songs & artists I love but brother WHAT is the connection)

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introduction post :Pc !!

(idrk what I'm doing tbh so if this is bad I'm sorry 🙏♥️)

〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜

Name: Al/Alastor + any nicknames, I don't mind!

Pronouns: He/they (it/its & neopronouns are also fine)

16 (17 in june)

Pansexual & transgender (ftm)

Artist/writer/musician

Autistic + ADHD

ヘ⁠(⁠￣⁠ω⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠) ヘ⁠(⁠￣⁠ω⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠) ヘ⁠(⁠￣⁠ω⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠)

Interests! :3c

Youtube: Dan and Phil, Drew Gooden, Danny Gonzalez, Kurtis Conner, Charlie Slimecicle, Kubz Scouts, + more!!!

Shows/TV: Smiling Friends, Haikyuu, Dexter, Madoka Magica, Criminal Minds, Invader Zim, Sailor Moon (i ♥️ most magical girl animes tbh), Death Note + more :P

Games: DND, Minecraft, Palia, Roblox, Hollow Knight, Sims4, BioShock, Purrgatory, FNAF, Wizard 101, Yansim, DDLC

Miscellaneous stuff I can't think of a category for lolz: Vocaloid, Alt culture (specifically emo atm but i love em all :3), art, dinosaurs (triceratops r my fav), Indigenous cultures bcz I'm mixed ♥️, baking, Halloween :3, animals (bunnies r my fav :3c)

(⁠｢⁠`⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)⁠｢ (⁠｢⁠`⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)⁠｢ (⁠｢⁠`⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)⁠｢ (⁠｢⁠`⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)⁠｢

No's :

• Anything nsfw. I am a minor. (Mild jokes are fine especially if you're around my age but nothing beyond that.)

• Invasive and personal questions/comments. Not only is it uncomfortable, it's just not productive in any way. (I may become more lenient with this if we grow closer.)

• Uhm just kind of being mean or weird in general, not a huge fan, pls dont.

Yes's :

• Preferably people around my own age. No hate to people older than me of course, and you can definitely hang around! I just want some friends my age lolz

• Queer, trans, poc, disabled ppl, ect!!! As a queer trans indigenous person with multiple disabilities I want this page to be completely inclusive and safe for ALL. ♥️

• People who want to be friends and talk about things together! please talk to me about your interests I will listen for hours. 🙏♥️

uhm okay I think that's all bye-

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I wasn't around much for the earlier days of Dan and Phil so I truly have no idea what it was like being in the phandom then, but I'm watching a video from almost 10 years ago where they're in Japan and Dan finds a shop with a bunch of anime boy merch and tells the group they can leave him alone "for like three hours" .... yeah real subtle Dan from 2015. 😭🙏

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everyday i wake up and think of Zaxby's sweet tea 🤤😩

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true love is giving them the rest of the soup broth bcz they like more liquid than stuff in their soup even though you would have wanted it for yourself