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spn s1 ep5 “bloody mary”

bringing back my rewatch notes!! yumyumyum!!

It's so late and my head hurts I should really sleep but like uhm.. spn!! Spn!! We all chant.

I genuinely don't remember all that much cause it's been since like.. November? So a lil over 6 months but WTV!!

I just finished ep 4 tell me the plane tumbling was not the funniest thing ever omg.. I love bad cgi! And deans reactions were hilarious that EP!!

We're starting off in OHIO?? bad already smh.. (nothing to do with that old ahh Ohio meme, I just actually hate Ohio!! the ops...)

This tween girl scene is so real. As a kid I refused to do any scary dare because I was hella paranoid n superstitious!! Still am.. still am.

Dumbass kid. Doesn't your family die from this?? BOOO

Lily okay name.. now I know who to blame. You and blondie.

.5 shot of the ghost baddie OMG!!

Wait the teen sisters haircut is serving!! Get it Velma!!

OH SHE FOUND A DEAD BODY!! DON'T GET IT THAT HARD GIRL..

Oh god Sam's nightmare would have me TWEAKINGG!! the blue is a good look though Jess!! You rock it dead queen!!

Im pretty sure this is the episode we find out Sam has prophecy dreams? If not it's a build up to that bc of his everlasting guilt!!

I do love love how guilty he feels. Like it's obviously not his fault (... intentionally!!) but he feels so so guilty for ignoring it.

But anyways I love how the show presents it!! Like we think it's just nightmares until WHAMP!!!! lore drop! Sammy boy is actually a lil future seer!! The guilt makes even more sense once we learn that, but it always made sense to begin with!!

He feels guilty for being involved with the hunter life in any shape or form that lead to her death!

Also it's interesting how he had the dreams so much more frequently and so far ahead as compared to his other visions!! It's probably because of proximity or connection? She's not one of the special kids but we know she's someone sam cares about a lot despite how causal the relationship seems in ep1!!

She haunts the narrative oooohhh spooky!!

Waking up in baby!! It's interesting cause he was dreaming in bed but not?? Idk how to word it but ykwim!! If this was me it'd be because I miss my bed. Seriously id tweak out in this lifestyle..

Ooh but the roads!! I'd stare out the windows w/ headphones like a mysterious mf!! (The mystery is why anyone would gaf) And I frfr do wanna get out of my city. Exploring the country? DREAM COME TRUEE!! also in baby. Fuck I love that car!!

I actually have a model of the uhh car!! I took it out the box which idk if it devalues it but I truly do not gaf!!

Dean is a snarky mf damn. “sooner or later we're gonna have to talk about this.” really?? Mr. No chick flick moments?? YOU wanna talk?? Hypocrite!!

It's sweet that he's worried but a total hypocrite move of him honestly..

Hypocrite Dean is one of my favorite deans though!! It's so in character for him!! However you see his character it just is!! Weather it's from being a big brother (parent) or because Sam is just actually soso mentally ill throughout the show, it's fascinating!

andddd Sam just moves on! Vaild, that nightmare scared me..

HELP THE DEAD GUYS lastNAME IS SHOEMAKER?? woof. Talk about bad luck. Does he make shoes?? If he doesn't he does now.

Crazy that newspapers are like.. still a thing? I know!! I know!! How newgen of me but like.. it's nuts. I only like newspapers if they have sodoku. Otherwise?? Ehhh. I could read that online.

The act of crossing a leg over my knee, drinking a cup of coffee, and flapping the newspaper up to cover my whole face will never be unmatched tho. Peak old man/father energy!!

How do their tall asses cram into that car everyday for hours... hello?? That's nuts. Ouch I can feel the leg cramps!

I love the old/early seasons outfits!! Leather jacket dean who still wears rings and Sam with his one brown jacket!! Ughhhh YESSSS!! Fit check!!

ALSO THE SAMULET!! 😭😭💥💥💥

Oh wow he is a good liar lair? Liar.. get it dean!!!

You do NOTTT look like a med student but alr man!! Also in what world do med students just pull up like “yo doc I GOTTA see that dead body frfr!!”

Anyways I'm pretty sure he bribes him annddddd

HELP DID HE JUST MUMBLE A THREAT?? DEAN?? “im gonna hit him in his face I swear to—” you feral little man.

IN EPISODE ONE HE CALLED A BUNCH OF COPS STUPID TO THEIR FACES WHATTSH!! He's actually wild I love that. It's not really shown yet yet but Sam is just as snarky. He's being a lil emo rn so we only really see it with Dean.. Tbf he is nicer than Dean to people. Not necessarily charismatic, though he do have them puppy dog sad boy eyes, just nicer??

Deans all rizz and shit talking and Sam's just regular human respect😭 ITS LIKE.. it's like when you're in public with your parents and they just start loudly judging random people so you gotta be like “MOMMMM!! that guy isn't hurting anyone stop😭”

That's legit Sam and Dean but sometimes sam do be agreeing. Which is fair. I do too💀

AHH WHAT THE

Oh it was my cat. MBMB!! back to your regularly scheduled (who TF am I kidding??) notes!!

HELP SAM BRIBES HIM?? I thought it was Dean MB!! Dean was itching to fight something tho. I love calling him little man even though he's like 6ft/6'1!! He's just so short next to Sam 💀

“dude I earnt that money >:(” “you won it in a poker game. -~-” “yeah??” HELPPP!!!

dead body time!! Oh god liquid eye balls!!

So much blood in his head? Exploding eyeballs?? I just watched the boys so I'm thinking about the head popper!! Not mentioning them by name in case my friend who is watching the show w/ me reads this.. HI POOKS!!

why does sam have deans wallet? Did he steal that mf? Did Dean give it to him? Did they split the money? HOW IS HE BALLING ENOUGH TO BRIBE BRO AGAIN!!

this dude is cheap wow.. YOU ARE BREAKING THE LAW HEAVY!! what if Sam and Dean were freaky necrophiliacs or smth??

Wait actually don't go talk to the daughter. She's grieving man— and they do. It makes sense but it's odd how insensitive they have to be to get info to save people.. like okay more helpful freddie lounds!! IDC if I'm spelling her name right. SHES AN OP!!

house style wwoop wool!! I'm not even ten minutes in yet?? How much have I been writing??

WAIT WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT EP 3?? the repeated clip of the lil kid banging on the door... HELAPSPBD

right lock in. Focus...

You ARE underdressed dean. You wore a leather jacket to a man you don't knows funeral.

“we worked with your dad” MMM LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE!!

Lily standing on business okay!! But imagine being a kid and thinking it's YOUR fault your dad died:(((. It is her fault but still!! Gotta be tough.

Sam crouching down to talk to her.. MF your bent in half and still taller. Shrink a little mayhaps?? Freak... smh.. save some height for the rest of us god

Deans actually so good with kids wtf was Sam on in ep 3.

“your sisters right, lily. It couldn't be your fault. Your dad didn't say it, did he?” well now we don't know that but still...

Crazy thing is.. it is her fault. She summoned the mf.. I do not blame her tho, like actually wild that the one time it works BOOMMM dead dad.

I'm so tired can we hurry up with the breaking these orphan girls boundaries so we can move onnn.. ugh💔💔

And yep!! Stalking through a house they don't belong in.

Yeah bloody Mary doesn't work anywhere else bc this is OHIO. devious people live there. Wait fuck I have a friend from ohio.

She's devious too who am I kidding..

THEYVE BEEN SPOTTED!! ABORT!! ABORTTT!!

Wait wtf is a day trader?? HE DIDN'T MAKE SHOES??

girl how do you know more about him than his daughter. Is thelma stupid?? WAITTT!! YOU DO KINDA giVE DAPHNE GIRL!

Girl do they LOOK like cops?? No. I will not fall for this propaganda.

The library computers are broken?? Gasp?? I forgot that could happen.. (IM NOT THAT NEWGEN!!)

Okay why is this new blonde chick stupid. I'm glad to see you dead mf.

MARY!!! HEYYY GIRLLL!!

wait that reminds me of Mary Winchester. They fr chose the most basic names ever. John and Mary? Dean and Sam?

Oh wait death scene is on.

GOOD KILL HER ASS!! she killed that lil boy.

NightmareNIGHTMARENIGHTMARE!!

“qhy did you let me fall asleep?” “cause I'm an awesome brother.” Sam wtf was he meant to do? Keep you up all night? Let you become grumpy from exhaustion?? Chill out broham, just be glad you even see ur “dying” gf.

LMAO JKHKJKJJS but fr what was Dean to do?

“so what'd you dream about?” “lolipops and candy canes.” SNARKY SAM LET'S GOO!! I mistyped go and it spelt out grok for a second.. never been more horrified..

wakt why did 3 people actually die by a mirror here.. HELLOP??

I know the mirrors imported but damn I'd be pissed trying to figure this out..

Daphne's back!!

Another bloody Mary vic!! Womp womp.

Okay girl sorry you lost ur friend but she sucked so who cares.

Breaking into a teen girl's room through her WINDOW?? be glad she's dead man smh..

“do I look like Paris Hilton? 🥴” ykw hell yeah dean!!

I gotta stop doing this stuff at like 3 am buh..

Black light time!!!

Ooh back of mirror lore!! Dead lil boy!!

Fuck that girl for hitting and running though.

Linda shoemaker!! Mmm wtf did Mr shoemaker do. It's just guilt right? Like he feels guilty?

“why it's bad luck to break em” mmm foreshadowing!!

Mary from Indiana!!

SH E WAS MURDERED? OH

no that makes sense..

Tre? Her killers name is TREVOR??

This episode all about secrets being revealed and Sam hiding stuff MMM I SEE YOU SPN!!

FUCK YOU THELMA!! WHYD YOU SAY THAT. I'm glad your dad died mf.. I know she's acting like this because of dear ol papa but

Oh Daphne tweaking.. Mary after bro?

HELP daphne!! Sam and Dean helping her out oh I love them!!

Awh damnit her secret. It's not her fault :((

Fuck that ex boyfriend. Manipulative hoe. “he said he needed me, and he love me. And he said Charlie if you walk out that door I will kill myself.” IM GLAD THAT MF IS DEAD. I've been in a situation very similar but with my father instead n like it's scary, but girl it's not your fault.

“i didn't believe him.. You know?” NOT YOUR FAULT!!! you are NOT responsible for anyone else's happiness.

Dean and Sam having diff reactions to the news oh I'm sure..

Love that though.

Deans outlook is “not her fault, whys Mary after her??” because he has yet to feel that guilt. Like it's your fault for someone's death.

And Sam's outlook being “secret + death + guilt, makes sense to me.” because he himself has a secret and so much guilt :((

Sam giving the idea to summon her to one mirror so she doesn't hide away n dean being confused like “okay but who summon her though??”

sam immediately jumping into his guilt mode. “she'll come after me..” he's so valid for his feelings but it reminds me of every depressed 2020 teen/tween. “heh... I deserve bad things..👉👈” I WAS THAT TWEEN.. anyways..

Deans immediate “thats enough.” and pulling the car over is so VAILD. sams being low-key suicidal rn.

“this is about jessica. Isn't it?” no dur.

Okay dean your worries are valid but how is Sam supposed to just move on and not get nightmares.

“It wasn't your fault.” AMEN!!! now just repeat that ten million more times Everytime Sam's guilt complex comes in. “if you wanna blame something then blame the thing that killed her.” YOU DON'T KNOW THE FULL STORY BUT STILL FAX!!!

it's not that simple though, and as much as dean knows that he doesn't know how to fix this. Sams never dealt with grief before. Dean has, but his what at a much younger age so it was different. It's never had to help Sam through this. Other stuff? Yeah.

Dean feels responsible for Sam's emotional state just as he's felt responsible for everything else Sam's had his entire life. (I hate John Winchester. I hate johnwinchetsihatejohn)

“or hell, why don't you take a swing at me? I'm the one that dragged you away from her.” cause Sam doesn't blame others like that!! Also it's not your fault dean! You might feel responsible for sam, and with how mentally ill bro is, you honestly.. are, but man that's not your fault.

I do think Dean didn't need Sam's help for that mission when John was missing for a weekend but like.. you didn't know that would happen. You dragged Sam outta the fire. TWICE NOW..

wait crazy parallel..

“well you shouldn't blame yourself. There's nothing you could've done.” “i could've warned her.” GAHHH... MY SHAYLA!!💔💔

“you didn't know it was gonna happen!!” mmm.. yes... totally..

Honestly he didn't though. Sam pov, nightmares about Jess dying like his mom did. Whack trauma but no way would he think mm yes I can see the future!!

“besides!! All this isn't a secret. It's not gonna work. I know all about it anyway.” “no you don't” okay well now deans gonna tweak .. the mother bear in him can't handle that you know this sam..

These MFS will be like “no secrets!!!” then lie to each other for half a season and get mad when the other does the same thing. God.

THE BAFFLEMENT ON DEANS FACE WHEN SAM REFUSES TO TELL HIM LMFAO!!

“no. I don't like it. It's not gonna happen. Forget it.” like Sam can't make his own decisions 💀💀

Sam pulling up good points about others dying and Dean looking conflicted yesyes!!

“you've got to let me do this.” THAT LINE OUGH!!

The way that can be brought up Everytime Sam has to make a sacrificing move and Dean just doesn't want him to. Dean let's him in s5 but by s8? Nope!! Sam always wants to make these decisions because he thinks it's his price for being alive, and Dean would rather die than live without Sam. Rather die than feel guilty for Sam's death. For Sam's anything. Even though more often than not Sam ends up paying that price.

Dean has so much control over Sam's decisions, as does Sam through influence, but it's wild. Bro really is the “big brother” (tho he's fr the dadmombrother sooo the need to control aspect makes more sense, like that's literally his son)

Into the antique store!! Ugh I wanna go..

Holy shit that's a lot of mirrors.. they all break don't they?

UGH MANIQINNS

Sam found it yessir!!

Summon time sammy!! Hop to it tall boy.

UGH IM GETTING SHIVERS..

where is she? Baddie Mary?? Girl?? OH SHIT THE COPS.. N this is where Dean lies again mm

Sam don't look behind you BUTTTTT—

“Im the bosses kid” “🤨” yeah we know he aint..

AHH SAM.. period eyes..

“you killed jessica..” to “like I said!! I was adopted!!” IS CRAZY. DEAN Lock IN!!

oh he punched the cops okay!! That works!!

“you had them for days before she died.” AND ITS REVEALED TO THE AUDIENCE LETS GO!!! now how many more months til we tell Dean huh Sam?

“how could you ignore them like that?” uh pretty easy.. honk mimimi JESSICA NO!! Zzz awake.. OMG hi darling Jess!! I slept well yeah.. *twirls hair* all good!!

Dean immediately cradling Sam like he's a baby Everytime he gets hurt my shaylas💔💔

“sammy? SAMMY?” getting flashbacks.. or flashforwards to the S2 finale.. 2x22...

“its sam.” mmm from that to later on (like S2) telling a guy only Dean can call him Sammy?? You hating and for what lil bro? To give in eventually?? Smh. It truly isn't the size of the dog in the fight, cause where tf is the fight in the dog?? AM I RIGHT??

Oh god why'd she crawl out like that one girl did a tv.

How's she getting dean?

OOH MIRROR HER YES!! she beefing w/ herself.

I hate eye horror EWEWWEEE!!

“thats gotta be like what? 600 years bad luck?” more like 15 years of 600x's the amount of regular bad luck.

Daphne is safe!! Byebye girl!! Stay safe!!

“no matter what you did, it probably would have happened. Sometimes bad things just happen.” you saying that like you aren't still blaming yourself..

I'd hate myself more after hearing Mary what...

And if they go!!

“now that this is all over. I want you to tell me what that secret is.” yeah I bet you do curious George.

“look.. your my brother. And if die for you.. but there are some things I need to keep for myself.” yes!! Healthy boundaries!! Although you should tell Dean this, and also give up on that cause you MFS do not get that in the future..

Love you Sam!! But that doesn't happen..

Deans glare at that LMAOOO petty mf. SAMS SMURK AFTER THAT??

oh shit it's dead Jess in a white dress haunting the narrative.. I swear that's a media trope? Isn't it?

Start of sam's tweaking arc yesyes!!

Okay bedtime now.. byeee

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