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Sorry for using that against you. I did not know what you were going through. And I might not totally understand what you have been going through. But I hope that everything will be alright soon.

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Looking forward to the day when you will no longer be the sad boy that you are today. I am excited for that day to come

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We are responsible for our own emotions.

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I got that. I received the message. Because NO MESSAGE is also a message. I am giving back to you all your empty words. Liar

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Why do I feel like I am not being heard? Am I just giving too much of myself to a person who does not even care about how I feel? I think, I need to step back for a while. But how?

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Nah. Stop overthinking. Just stop thinking about unnecessary things.

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I am sick…

Sick of you. Tired of waiting for my love to be reciprocated.

I got the message. You are doing the opposite of everything you promised.

I don’t deserve this treatment. I am protecting my peace. I am guarding my heart. You don’t deserve my love.

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No. I am not doing the chasing.

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I just dodged a bullet there! Whew!

To say how cruel and selfish this world is just because people don’t agree with you, shows how shallow and immature you are. I got no time for your antics, drama king in his sad boy era. Sayonara!

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Maybe keeping me out of the loop is God’s way of protecting me from potential trouble. Were they just venting out or talking behind someone’s back? Whatever it is, they have been focusing their energy towards that particular person - a reflection of what is in their hearts, negativity.

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No, thanks. I do not want to be associated with you.

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Being busy is a choice.

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Setting boundaries is a form of self-care. Always choose to protect your well-being.

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I am letting you go. I should have done this ages ago. I have been telling myself that I should get rid of you. I do not know if it is because I care so much about you that I can not seem to turn my back or is it just plain stupidity - fear of missing your toxicity, clinginess and immaturity?

But how? I am so used to responding to your messages even when you are the only person that could ruin my day with your frivolous remarks. Why is it that one minute I am hating you but the next, I am spending time with you? When will this cycle ever end? When will I have the strength to walk a separate path away from you?

And now, I have decided. I will protect my peace and energy. I am cutting my emotional ties with you. Sayonara.

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Congratulations! You are the perfect definition of toxicity.

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How do you manage to ruin my day with everything that you say?

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The road to total healing starts with acknowledging one’s wounds and that something or someone has caused it. It is okay to accept that you are hurting. It is part of the process. But if you want to move forward and let go of the past, you have to accept that it might feel like you are in a black hole now but you will get out of it if you focus on healing.