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2020 studyblr quarantine challenge

friday, week 1: what is your favorite subject/topic to study at the moment?

us history. i keep getting caught up in the historical world that the textbook paints. history is incredibly fascinating and i love it, especially bc it can encompass so many topics. history of science. fashion history. music history. there’s just so much to explore and analyze how human knowledge has evolved :^D

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what does love feel like again i forgot

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they’re keeping King Micah in Area 51 pass it on

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I can't study, I can't draw, I can't write. I'm empty.

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you don't need to be beautiful to be worthy of respect

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instead of like El. Gee. Bee. Tee. Kyu. we should pronounce it as lugubutuquah like really fast to shorten that long-ass acronym. bc if we keep calling it “gay” as like the umbrella term, the straights get confused and at some point so will we, and “queer” is a slur, it’s offensive to some people so

y’know

LUGUBUTUQUAH

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i have no real interests, no real passions, no real hobbies. like sure, i play the piano but a) not very well and b) i don’t rly have goals for it or whatever, like i’m not passionate about it.

so now i don’t really what to do with myself

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when someone i hate acts dumb but it’s good for me because i have something else to judge them for

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if you screw with the syllables in “nicotine” it ends up sounding like “teen nick” coincidence? i think not

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Me: gets one like

Me: all hail, all bow down to the mighty, the powerful, the famous and fabulous ME

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“Tuning Out...” by Bastille sounds like those photos that should have a person in it, but the face is cropped out so it’s only like, a hairline or an arm. 

It’s a half-empty, uncertain feeling. A nostalgia, a longing for something that never was. Something incomplete, unsettling, breathtaking. A horror movie with the flickering lights but nothing has attacked our protagonists, not yet. The words are altered, there is a vague sense that something is not right.

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I came so close to liking and I’m literally gray ace sdfkjsdj

I'M DOING AN EXPERIMENT

To prove something to a friend, please

REBLOG IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

LIKE IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS DON’T BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

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“I’m in Love with my Car” by Queen Roger Taylor is such an aro/ace mood. Like, sex? okay whatever but how ‘bout this automobile? girlfriend? rather buy me a new carburetor, y’all

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“not all heroes wear capes” yeah I should hope not we have it on our lord and savior edna mode’s authority that capes are a freaking no-no

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My introduction to ASMR came from an acquaintance who was like “try this, it’ll make you feel weird things on the back of your neck” and I was like ok sure. But I guess I’m one of those people who don’t feel anything with ASMR because all through this, like, hour-long whispery video that he’d sent, I was just lying in bed like “what”

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A strange concept:

that buildup in your head when you’re about to sob but can’t for some reason maybe there’s other humans around idk so you try to keep it inside but it’s making your head hurt in this not-very-seriously-painful way but some strange pressure

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Friendly debates

Isn’t it sad that nobody ever has them? Friendly debates? I’d love to have one with a friend but society, I guess, has taught us all to be bitchy hoes whenever someone has a different opinion than ourselves and I think that’s really sad. Someday, I’d love to hear someone’s explanation as to why they abhor homosexuality, just really calmly and maturely. And I’d love to explain to them why I don’t. Like, I genuinely would like to know why people don’t like gays. I’d like to see if people can actually change minds by not screaming or using ALL CAPS to get my point across. I find that people are less stubborn and more likely to see that they’re incorrect if you don’t tell them in a hostile manner that makes them seem ignorant. Just, can we have friendly debates? Without hate? Respecting the fact that the other person has a point of view? Even if it’s wrong? Maybe even realizing that your own point of view is wrong? Can we be mature? Please?