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External Validation.

Always looking elsewhere For what I'm trying to find

How can I search for what I really need If it comes from what's inside?

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Heart Breaks Spirit Rises.

The love felt for you Selfishly wants to bring you back

With the celestial peace you're feeling It'd be a sin to pull you away

Your life made this Earth better Until we meet again in the next plane

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Winding Roads of...Progress?

Have tried so many times To re-wire my own mind

Except I can't help but seem to focus On any negative thing I can find

Yes it's a process How long will it take?

I'm trying to heal But the more I do the more I ache

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Laid To Rest.

You were here And now you're not

The process was not sudden But from my distant eye it was

You were a friend Then not so much

Loved by many Yet not by me

Not anymore After the way you treated me

During one of the worst periods Of my life to date

No escape My only one

You made a personal hell when you Weaseled your way into any chance you could make it so

So I love you And I hate you

Because you Didn't know

Except for the part where That shouldn't have mattered

Still I hope you rest peacefully But also hope we don't meet again.

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Grief.

In losing someone You lose a part of yourself

Unaware of how Lost you are

Until you start To find some of the pieces

And start putting them Back together again

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Confusion Loop.

Always searching... For what? Nobody is sure

Why do us humans Have this innate nature To seek out more?

To find a Deeper meaning Where there often is none?

It makes no sense But there must be A reason we crave this...

Maybe it's something to Dare I say: Seek out more

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Try Try Again.

Why do so many of us Try so hard To resist becoming Our true selves?

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Impact.

A few simple words or A long story

Can both change The course of ones life

If something Speaks to you

Hold it close To your heart

And explore Why it means so much

It could Change your life

You never know Until you do

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Word Stew.

Take a poem Mix it up

Spread the thoughts Into their cups

Some are separate Some the same

If it doesn't feel right Jumble the words again

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Pick Up and Go.

Packing up Putting away Move it somewhere Move it again

Time to unpack Take a seat Look back through the clutter Might be neat

Do or don't Either way If you decide don't It's here to stay

If you decide do And walk your way through It'll be therapeutic And there will be less that'll stew

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A Friendly Heads Up

Give yourself time...

To adjust to new settings/events/situations To make important decisions To try something new

Give yourself grace...

When you need to rest When you have no motivation When something doesn't happen as quickly as you'd like

Your body. Your mind. Your soul.

Knows best...

We live in this current society But deep down are still connected to Earth at our roots So trust it. Trust you.

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Where And Who Am I?

Always thinking about how I want to show people my true self

And after a moment of pause Realizing I'm not even sure Who that is anymore...

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Some Yes Some No.

Some things will work for you Some will not

Without trying some of both You'll never know which is which

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If It's Not Just...

So wild that The outcome of one's Life can change Based solely off of What OTHER people want?

What about you? How do you feel about it? Can you even tell? Do you even know? Time to make it a point to find out...

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Past, Present, Future.

Don't want to Spend the now waiting And the later lamenting

So in Order to Avoid this

I must make The present Lead me to the future

And leave The lamenting In the past

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Building These Surroundings.

What do I want to build? How should I navigate this plane? What environment would I like to create To make me unable to believe this is the life I get to live?

Feeling so grateful for These wonderful moments of clarity Allowing everything to slow down So I can decide what ways to speed it up as I please

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Feeling Feelings Feels Feely.

Real life has felt Like how running in a dream does For the past month and a half

Feeling the pain Letting all of the emotions Run wholly through me

Hurt in the moment But now that I've seen it through To the other side

I'm feeling lighter Walking lighter And am feeling incredibly alive