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I don't know what transmasc needs to hear this but experiencing joy is not imasculating.

You don't have to experience joy in a masculine way either! It doesn't make you any less transmasc/ of a man.

I had a hard time coming to terms with that today and that's okay.

I was out with my partner and my dysphoria was being a bootyholecrack! It was hard not to listen to my laughter without cringing. I kept checking my reflection. My voice annoyed the shit out of me and the one picture I have with my partner I now look at in disgust.

Why?

Because I was happy. I was smiling. I wasn't stressing my voice to sound more masculine. I wasn't changing my mannerisms. I was my authentic, flamboyant self. I am Mr. Chalant.

So to all my transmascs out there: don't dim your sparkle to pass. Dysphoria can eat ass.

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This might be a different person but this is the same shirt same everything. Holding another shirt just like this too :(( coney island

TBH I never expected to post anything election related again, however I wanted to share something I just saw that made my stomach turn.

If you need any more proof that "Trumpism" is a cult...LET ME FUCKING TELL YOU.

I am a brooklynite inside out. I live in the intersection between a couple of neighborhoods, some historically more conservative than others, but where I live I would say 75% votes blue. This election season however? Red wave. It's been BAD but somehow (not surprisingly) it's getting worse. SO MANY signs and cars and merch EVERYWHERE. Conservative teenagers and young adults hate criming people and verbally assaulting me on a weekly basis. Cops at every station. Cops walking around with pictures and criminal records of Mexican men. I don't have too much information on that, but everytime I see it I take pictures and videos. I'm not going to reveal where I live but New Yorkers please lookout for this along the F and N lines! They'll start at a Manhattan stop near Brooklyn and then take it to Coney to snoop along the stations and carts.

Anyway. I ran into this cultist just aimlessly standing at the corner of a block in my neighborhood with a "Trump. Make America Great Again" shirt. Absolutely no reason to do this unless he's like a fuckin Musky plant or something. Like...you have a LIFE. Oh and he's white of course.

The MAIN reason why I'm so pissed of after all of this was the whiplash I got running into my districts democratic city council member immediately after. She's going to pass by that fuckwad shortly after I did, with all of the work she's done and power she has and it's going to be a reminder that she's not going to be re-elected. My neighborhood, with so much deep history uplifting immigrants and being a safe haven for immigrants...will choose ignorance and vote her out. A fierce woman of color who has funded public schools, improves the neighborhood as a whole, provides resources for immigrants, and fights for affordable housing...all these things people LOVE over here. Where the fuck do they think it comes from?

NOBODY IS FUCKING PAYING ATTENTION and I'm so exhausted.

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Drawing prompt for artists:

Yuri where cinnamon raisin bagel and plain cream cheese are making out and yaoi where onion bagel and chive cream cheese are also making out

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TBH I never expected to post anything election related again, however I wanted to share something I just saw that made my stomach turn.

If you need any more proof that "Trumpism" is a cult...LET ME FUCKING TELL YOU.

I am a brooklynite inside out. I live in the intersection between a couple of neighborhoods, some historically more conservative than others, but where I live I would say 75% votes blue. This election season however? Red wave. It's been BAD but somehow (not surprisingly) it's getting worse. SO MANY signs and cars and merch EVERYWHERE. Conservative teenagers and young adults hate criming people and verbally assaulting me on a weekly basis. Cops at every station. Cops walking around with pictures and criminal records of Mexican men. I don't have too much information on that, but everytime I see it I take pictures and videos. I'm not going to reveal where I live but New Yorkers please lookout for this along the F and N lines! They'll start at a Manhattan stop near Brooklyn and then take it to Coney to snoop along the stations and carts.

Anyway. I ran into this cultist just aimlessly standing at the corner of a block in my neighborhood with a "Trump. Make America Great Again" shirt. Absolutely no reason to do this unless he's like a fuckin Musky plant or something. Like...you have a LIFE. Oh and he's white of course.

The MAIN reason why I'm so pissed of after all of this was the whiplash I got running into my districts democratic city council member immediately after. She's going to pass by that fuckwad shortly after I did, with all of the work she's done and power she has and it's going to be a reminder that she's not going to be re-elected. My neighborhood, with so much deep history uplifting immigrants and being a safe haven for immigrants...will choose ignorance and vote her out. A fierce woman of color who has funded public schools, improves the neighborhood as a whole, provides resources for immigrants, and fights for affordable housing...all these things people LOVE over here. Where the fuck do they think it comes from?

NOBODY IS FUCKING PAYING ATTENTION and I'm so exhausted.

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Ok

Hey guys! I have been doing a lot of self-reflection and came to the conclusion that I want to become a research psychologist.

That being said, to start my journey of experience, I want to write a research paper on NPD. My perspective on it, what I would change about the DSM, uncommon traits, bad behavior narc traits vs emotional abuse, common traumatic experiences that are the onset of specific symptoms and responses, self-diagnosis, why it may be misdiagnosed as bipolar or other pds, the common comorbidities, the onset of "narc abuse" culture, etc.

This is where I need your help.

If you feel comfortable and want to contribute to this paper (which I will upload here. its basically gonna be a fuck ton of info) fill out whatever you feel may be necessary in the link below! Symptoms you feel like I should highlight, stigmatizing experiences you've had, your experience with the psych system if you are diagnosed, your bad behaviors, the positive feelings, the community, your perspective on NPD Tumblr, what you feel like is the most misunderstood part of having NPD, etc! You can also fill out my old NPD survey which you can find here

You can also ask questions which will be answered in the paper! Or things you feel like I should avoid.

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Hey guys! I have been doing a lot of self-reflection and came to the conclusion that I want to become a research psychologist.

That being said, to start my journey of experience, I want to write a research paper on NPD. My perspective on it, what I would change about the DSM, uncommon traits, bad behavior narc traits vs emotional abuse, common traumatic experiences that are the onset of specific symptoms and responses, self-diagnosis, why it may be misdiagnosed as bipolar or other pds, the common comorbidities, the onset of "narc abuse" culture, etc.

This is where I need your help.

If you feel comfortable and want to contribute to this paper (which I will upload here. its basically gonna be a fuck ton of info) fill out whatever you feel may be necessary in the link below! Symptoms you feel like I should highlight, stigmatizing experiences you've had, your experience with the psych system if you are diagnosed, your bad behaviors, the positive feelings, the community, your perspective on NPD Tumblr, what you feel like is the most misunderstood part of having NPD, etc! You can also fill out my old NPD survey which you can find here

You can also ask questions which will be answered in the paper! Or things you feel like I should avoid.

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Happy febuhairy twenyfwhoreth

Reblog to bless someone hairy today

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hello I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. The anonymity of tumblr means that I associate my idea/image of you with your icon and sometimes I look at people’s icons and I’m like ‘hmmm….what is that and why?’ 

so pls reblog this and comment in the tags the meaning behind your icon and why you chose it. this is a social experiment. do it for science pls.

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Hello every narcissist who is terrified of dating because you're scared about how people will react to you being a narcissist. I love you dearly and said fear is also digging me an early grave ♡

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Hey everybody!

So...as you can see I dipped. And have been coming back and leaving for the past six months or so. To that I want to apologize.

Life has been incredibly difficult post election and it's only going to get worse. I'm not gonna sugar coat it, I've been surviving and haven't even gotten to peak disaster yet. I, like many others, put all of my energy into advocating, educating and fighting pre election only to realize there is no day to rest after.

I don't know where I want my blog to go just yet, but I want to come back. I want to start regularly posting again if that means I can bring joy to myself and others. Whether that's writing advice, NPD awareness or silly jokes. I felt so happy coming back and seeing how much ya'll love that oc interview post 🩷

SOOOO...if you want a NPD blog mutual, wanna follow for writing tips (example: check pinned) or if you just want to escape the bad vibes, shoot me a follow!! Especially NPD blogs because so many of my moots just disappeared

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Update, I am in my happy joy joy trying not to cry during a Revolution arc. I can confirm contentment from this situation was possible and a bowl of pasta was one of the main factors

I have been in my bitter revenge arc for a while and honestly I'm wondering what will soften me up again. Probably a good bowl of pasta tbh

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I've been seeing a multitude of white people ONLY talking about reproductive rights and LGBTQ rights when asked why they're worried about project 2025. I wouldn't have brought this up if it was like one or two people just giving examples but it's telling to me that I rarely hear people talking about disabled POC...not to mention I BARELY hear about poor and/or unhoused people.

When you tell white people that Black and Brown Women, trans Women, disabled and poor Women are the foundation of LGBTQ rights and reproductive freedom I don't think that fully resonates in reality for everybody. Intentional or not, y'all gotta UNPACK.

Y'all can grasp it as a concept and put in effort to show your support while still not fully understanding it because of your privilege. It's sharing an Amazon wishlist made by a poor POC but forgetting us in conversation. That's why it hurts.

I've been exhausted for god knows how long and now I have to fight 100 times harder. I don't know when my insurance, food stamps, and other benefits will expire. Their plans for the FDA will make poor people eat literal poison.

So yea, fucking speak about us. Please.

I don't want to put in the effort to be seen anymore. You're not doing enough.

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Important reminder that being fat could literally SAVE YOUR LIFE! I got hit by a damn car the other day and bounced off of it because I had enough fat to shield me. Was I in excruciating pain and needed hospital treatment? Yes! Did I break any bones or fracture anything? NOPE!

My massive gyatt saved my spine.

I repeat. MY MASSIVE GYATT SAVED MY SPINE!

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Ah yes, a Turkish delight

yusuf dikeç and his cat selfies

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This may be a "hot take" but yes! You should fucking vote! I have to plan what I will do if I become unhoused and lose access to food, therapy, medical treatment and my life saving medication while you sit back on your moral high horse thinking you're getting back at the system because you're unhappy with your choices. I am too.

That doesn't change the reality of our choices.

Conservatives thrive on leftist infighting. Do you really think backing out with no good alternatives isn't going to give Donald Trump his seat back in office?

HAVE YOU READ PROJECT 2025?

Y'all are really lacking critical thinking and not making room for nuance and that disturbs the fuck out of me.

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THIS IS EVEN FUNNIER IN NOTIFS

I just came back from camping and this is the first thing I see