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This might be a different person but this is the same shirt same everything. Holding another shirt just like this too :(( coney island

TBH I never expected to post anything election related again, however I wanted to share something I just saw that made my stomach turn.

If you need any more proof that "Trumpism" is a cult...LET ME FUCKING TELL YOU.

I am a brooklynite inside out. I live in the intersection between a couple of neighborhoods, some historically more conservative than others, but where I live I would say 75% votes blue. This election season however? Red wave. It's been BAD but somehow (not surprisingly) it's getting worse. SO MANY signs and cars and merch EVERYWHERE. Conservative teenagers and young adults hate criming people and verbally assaulting me on a weekly basis. Cops at every station. Cops walking around with pictures and criminal records of Mexican men. I don't have too much information on that, but everytime I see it I take pictures and videos. I'm not going to reveal where I live but New Yorkers please lookout for this along the F and N lines! They'll start at a Manhattan stop near Brooklyn and then take it to Coney to snoop along the stations and carts.

Anyway. I ran into this cultist just aimlessly standing at the corner of a block in my neighborhood with a "Trump. Make America Great Again" shirt. Absolutely no reason to do this unless he's like a fuckin Musky plant or something. Like...you have a LIFE. Oh and he's white of course.

The MAIN reason why I'm so pissed of after all of this was the whiplash I got running into my districts democratic city council member immediately after. She's going to pass by that fuckwad shortly after I did, with all of the work she's done and power she has and it's going to be a reminder that she's not going to be re-elected. My neighborhood, with so much deep history uplifting immigrants and being a safe haven for immigrants...will choose ignorance and vote her out. A fierce woman of color who has funded public schools, improves the neighborhood as a whole, provides resources for immigrants, and fights for affordable housing...all these things people LOVE over here. Where the fuck do they think it comes from?

NOBODY IS FUCKING PAYING ATTENTION and I'm so exhausted.

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Drawing prompt for artists:

Yuri where cinnamon raisin bagel and plain cream cheese are making out and yaoi where onion bagel and chive cream cheese are also making out

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TBH I never expected to post anything election related again, however I wanted to share something I just saw that made my stomach turn.

If you need any more proof that "Trumpism" is a cult...LET ME FUCKING TELL YOU.

I am a brooklynite inside out. I live in the intersection between a couple of neighborhoods, some historically more conservative than others, but where I live I would say 75% votes blue. This election season however? Red wave. It's been BAD but somehow (not surprisingly) it's getting worse. SO MANY signs and cars and merch EVERYWHERE. Conservative teenagers and young adults hate criming people and verbally assaulting me on a weekly basis. Cops at every station. Cops walking around with pictures and criminal records of Mexican men. I don't have too much information on that, but everytime I see it I take pictures and videos. I'm not going to reveal where I live but New Yorkers please lookout for this along the F and N lines! They'll start at a Manhattan stop near Brooklyn and then take it to Coney to snoop along the stations and carts.

Anyway. I ran into this cultist just aimlessly standing at the corner of a block in my neighborhood with a "Trump. Make America Great Again" shirt. Absolutely no reason to do this unless he's like a fuckin Musky plant or something. Like...you have a LIFE. Oh and he's white of course.

The MAIN reason why I'm so pissed of after all of this was the whiplash I got running into my districts democratic city council member immediately after. She's going to pass by that fuckwad shortly after I did, with all of the work she's done and power she has and it's going to be a reminder that she's not going to be re-elected. My neighborhood, with so much deep history uplifting immigrants and being a safe haven for immigrants...will choose ignorance and vote her out. A fierce woman of color who has funded public schools, improves the neighborhood as a whole, provides resources for immigrants, and fights for affordable housing...all these things people LOVE over here. Where the fuck do they think it comes from?

NOBODY IS FUCKING PAYING ATTENTION and I'm so exhausted.

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Ok

Hey guys! I have been doing a lot of self-reflection and came to the conclusion that I want to become a research psychologist.

That being said, to start my journey of experience, I want to write a research paper on NPD. My perspective on it, what I would change about the DSM, uncommon traits, bad behavior narc traits vs emotional abuse, common traumatic experiences that are the onset of specific symptoms and responses, self-diagnosis, why it may be misdiagnosed as bipolar or other pds, the common comorbidities, the onset of "narc abuse" culture, etc.

This is where I need your help.

If you feel comfortable and want to contribute to this paper (which I will upload here. its basically gonna be a fuck ton of info) fill out whatever you feel may be necessary in the link below! Symptoms you feel like I should highlight, stigmatizing experiences you've had, your experience with the psych system if you are diagnosed, your bad behaviors, the positive feelings, the community, your perspective on NPD Tumblr, what you feel like is the most misunderstood part of having NPD, etc! You can also fill out my old NPD survey which you can find here

You can also ask questions which will be answered in the paper! Or things you feel like I should avoid.

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Hey guys! I have been doing a lot of self-reflection and came to the conclusion that I want to become a research psychologist.

That being said, to start my journey of experience, I want to write a research paper on NPD. My perspective on it, what I would change about the DSM, uncommon traits, bad behavior narc traits vs emotional abuse, common traumatic experiences that are the onset of specific symptoms and responses, self-diagnosis, why it may be misdiagnosed as bipolar or other pds, the common comorbidities, the onset of "narc abuse" culture, etc.

This is where I need your help.

If you feel comfortable and want to contribute to this paper (which I will upload here. its basically gonna be a fuck ton of info) fill out whatever you feel may be necessary in the link below! Symptoms you feel like I should highlight, stigmatizing experiences you've had, your experience with the psych system if you are diagnosed, your bad behaviors, the positive feelings, the community, your perspective on NPD Tumblr, what you feel like is the most misunderstood part of having NPD, etc! You can also fill out my old NPD survey which you can find here

You can also ask questions which will be answered in the paper! Or things you feel like I should avoid.

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Happy febuhairy twenyfwhoreth

Reblog to bless someone hairy today

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hello I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. The anonymity of tumblr means that I associate my idea/image of you with your icon and sometimes I look at people’s icons and I’m like ‘hmmm….what is that and why?’ 

so pls reblog this and comment in the tags the meaning behind your icon and why you chose it. this is a social experiment. do it for science pls.

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Hello every narcissist who is terrified of dating because you're scared about how people will react to you being a narcissist. I love you dearly and said fear is also digging me an early grave ♡

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Hey everybody!

So...as you can see I dipped. And have been coming back and leaving for the past six months or so. To that I want to apologize.

Life has been incredibly difficult post election and it's only going to get worse. I'm not gonna sugar coat it, I've been surviving and haven't even gotten to peak disaster yet. I, like many others, put all of my energy into advocating, educating and fighting pre election only to realize there is no day to rest after.

I don't know where I want my blog to go just yet, but I want to come back. I want to start regularly posting again if that means I can bring joy to myself and others. Whether that's writing advice, NPD awareness or silly jokes. I felt so happy coming back and seeing how much ya'll love that oc interview post 🩷

SOOOO...if you want a NPD blog mutual, wanna follow for writing tips (example: check pinned) or if you just want to escape the bad vibes, shoot me a follow!! Especially NPD blogs because so many of my moots just disappeared

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Update, I am in my happy joy joy trying not to cry during a Revolution arc. I can confirm contentment from this situation was possible and a bowl of pasta was one of the main factors

I have been in my bitter revenge arc for a while and honestly I'm wondering what will soften me up again. Probably a good bowl of pasta tbh

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I've been seeing a multitude of white people ONLY talking about reproductive rights and LGBTQ rights when asked why they're worried about project 2025. I wouldn't have brought this up if it was like one or two people just giving examples but it's telling to me that I rarely hear people talking about disabled POC...not to mention I BARELY hear about poor and/or unhoused people.

When you tell white people that Black and Brown Women, trans Women, disabled and poor Women are the foundation of LGBTQ rights and reproductive freedom I don't think that fully resonates in reality for everybody. Intentional or not, y'all gotta UNPACK.

Y'all can grasp it as a concept and put in effort to show your support while still not fully understanding it because of your privilege. It's sharing an Amazon wishlist made by a poor POC but forgetting us in conversation. That's why it hurts.

I've been exhausted for god knows how long and now I have to fight 100 times harder. I don't know when my insurance, food stamps, and other benefits will expire. Their plans for the FDA will make poor people eat literal poison.

So yea, fucking speak about us. Please.

I don't want to put in the effort to be seen anymore. You're not doing enough.

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Important reminder that being fat could literally SAVE YOUR LIFE! I got hit by a damn car the other day and bounced off of it because I had enough fat to shield me. Was I in excruciating pain and needed hospital treatment? Yes! Did I break any bones or fracture anything? NOPE!

My massive gyatt saved my spine.

I repeat. MY MASSIVE GYATT SAVED MY SPINE!

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Ah yes, a Turkish delight

yusuf dikeç and his cat selfies

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This may be a "hot take" but yes! You should fucking vote! I have to plan what I will do if I become unhoused and lose access to food, therapy, medical treatment and my life saving medication while you sit back on your moral high horse thinking you're getting back at the system because you're unhappy with your choices. I am too.

That doesn't change the reality of our choices.

Conservatives thrive on leftist infighting. Do you really think backing out with no good alternatives isn't going to give Donald Trump his seat back in office?

HAVE YOU READ PROJECT 2025?

Y'all are really lacking critical thinking and not making room for nuance and that disturbs the fuck out of me.

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THIS IS EVEN FUNNIER IN NOTIFS

I just came back from camping and this is the first thing I see

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I wasn't going to respond to this post initially but I feel like it's important that I do. I don't want to cause unnecessary drama but I would like to address this

You honestly proved my point here by saying what you said, specifically that this is a universal mental health experience. Though, I completely agree.

Let me explain.

I have PTSD, Autism and other disorders that are comorbid with NPD. I have such specific trauma from being Autistic that I feel like my whole life I've been seen as a weirdo or assumed to be shitty because of my awkwardness. This trauma caused me to develop an unhealthy defense mechanism of feeling the need to prove myself constantly. It completely broke my ego and the way I view myself is distorted. The highs and lows are nothing like BPD or CPTSD as in these moments I don't fear abandonment, but I fear myself. The fear can consume you to the point where you do act out and unintentionally hurt others because rose colored glasses make you believe it's right until you take them off. Having to battle that deep insecurity to make sure you don't hurt others not only drives you crazy, but drives everyone else crazy and it causes a loop until you take action to change.

You're probably thinking, "so many people experience that too". True. Completely true. Exactly. But why do you absolutely need to point that out? Why is it necessary to have a comparison? You're making the assumption that I am saying this is ONLY a narcissistic experience which that'd be whack as hell

This is where my point is proven. You're reading my post about experiences I've had as a mentally ill person, but assume in bad faith just because I mentioned my NPD. That is why I made the post in the first place. It's just a different way of experiencing a trauma we share

Other folks are treated very similarly like u mentioned, but if they were to mention their specific disorder within said experience you wouldn't say anything, right? Unless you'd have the same attitude towards someone else (which tbh I don't understand bc everyone has unique experiences w this so being open about what disorder it stems from is fine)

If I removed the word narcissist, what would it change?

The stigma doesn't come from our unwillingness to change. The stigma comes from people associating us with abusers that have an unwillingness to change. And then you call us out for victim blaming when we're just spreading awareness on outdated terminology, not invalidating your abuse

I want you to think about your own words for a second. Think about your hypocrisy.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder doesn't equal abuse in any way, that's basically every mental illness, disorder, disability, ot lack there of. Anyone can be abusive. Some asshole (not you) just decided one day to use our disorder to label an abusers self centeredness and everyone just ran with it like it didn't hurt anyone.

Also I wanted to point out "they frequently seek therapy to validate their narcissism rather than treat it" is such a WILD take like yes people do go to therapy to get a diagnosis? And the reason it gets untreated is bc there's literally no treatment for us. It's only stigma. I've been told I'm not a narcissist bc I'm not abusive so I couldn't even get treatment if I tried. I'm in recovery on my own because I don't want to hurt others. I wish I had resources to make the process easier. That perspective is just rooted in ignorance, blaming the disordered person instead of the system

Idk what "demanding recognition for it" means either like. Yeah I would like to be seen as a good person and validated for putting in effort damn 😭 I'm not gonna beg for forgiveness like a sopping wet pathetic yt Republican

Anyway I'm just trying to exist. You don't have to like or understand my disorder to just leave us alone. If you rlly stick to believing in narc abuse that's ur prerogative but don't go out of your way to make posts like this. You're just wasting ur energy on something you're ultimately gonna disagree with

Being a Narcissist means you've most likely faced people assuming the worst of you 24/7. Unintentionally or intentionally. I have done fucked up shit and it's okay to wonder about me repeating past cycles bc I'm not excempt HOWEVER. It's like EVERYTHING I do makes people question my morality now. It's like I'm expected to fuck up eventually. It feels so suffocating and like a ticking time bomb. It genuinely makes me believe it to be true. Like my destiny is failure :(