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Yan Sim Polls pt. 3

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Yan Sim Polls pt. 2

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Yan Sim Polls pt. 1

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Yan Sim Poll

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Yan Sim Poll

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Fic update!

New chapter posted for my Yandere Sim harem! After eight long months, I finally had the time and motivation to get a new chapter done! I hope everyone enjoys and I'll be posting the poll for chapter 18 soon! (❁´◡`❁)

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I Still Love You: Chapter 3

Tags: BL, Complicated relationships, Cringe, More to be added.

The Bar was a spacious one. The dance floor held various -clearly drunk- couples dancing their night away. Izuku averted his gaze, taking his seat on one of the many bar stools. Ordering his drink he let his eyes drift, looking around the dimly lit bar. The stage just beyond the dance floor had lights set along the edges. The lights themselves were dimly lighting the stage in a rosy shade of pinkish-red. Dancers dressed in racy clothing that left nothing to the imagination twirled their legs around their designated pole. Moving their body sensually up and down their pole in different types of dances, eliciting cheers from the audience. Thanking the bartender, Izuku downed his drink. savoring the burn the alcohol brought. He ordered drink after drink, beginning to feel the buzz the alcoholic beverages provided. His tipsy state of mind didn't register when someone took a seat beside him. "Rough night?" Asked a tired sonorous voice. Izuku startled before recomposing himself as best he could. "Yeah, um...something like that." Turning to face the male next to him, Izuku immediately took notice of the deep bags under his alluring indigo eyes that glistened in the dim lighting. He had seemingly flawless pale skin and violet hair he held up and stuck out in every which way. "Let me buy you a drink and you can tell me what's bothering you." A smile graced his lips, "I won't force you to say anything that you don't want to." Izuku -beginning to feel the alcohol finally settle in- smiled and hummed in response. The thought of taking the stranger's offer appealed to him but he came here to forget and that's just what he planned on doing. "That sounds great Shinso, but tonight I just want to forget." The other male chortled, "You remember." "How could I forget?" He smiled lazily, his mind felt fuzzy. They barely made it inside the hotel room before the indigo-eyed male slammed Izuku against the wall, holding him with one of his hands. Izuku had his legs wrapped around his waist, moaning lowly as the beautiful stranger ground against him. His pale hand tangled in his green curls, tugging at them. He captured Izuku's lips with his own, kissing him passionately. He relished in the warmth of Izuku sweet cavern. He could hardly believe it, the boy he fell in love with in high school -but who he could only admire from afar- was a begging and moaning mess in front of him. Craving to feel more of him Shinso released his grip from his hair and used it to hold his other thigh. He carried him to the velvet-covered bed and gently laid him down.

Releasing his grip on Izuku's thighs, Shinso brought his hand to tug at the hem of Izuku's jeans. He pulled his lips away, using his other hand -bending his arm to help keep him up- to caress Izuku's rosy freckled cheek. The confused look in Izuku's eyes quickly became a tender gaze as soon as the words left Shinso's lips. "Are you sure you want this?" Even though his mind felt obscure and he couldn't think straight he didn't want to take advantage of Izuku when he was clearly hurting enough. He gazed deeply into those viridian pools as they glistened in the dimly lit room. The same eyes that had entranced him once upon a time. "I haven't been sure of much this past month, but I'm sure I need this. If you'll help me H-Hitoshi. Please help me forget for tonight." Silence fell upon them for a moment. Shinso pulled his jacket off, his shirt following shortly. Izuku gasped quietly his rosy cheeks becoming a darker hue because before him stood a glistening masterpiece, toned muscles rippling at every movement he made. His eyes trailed up the perfectly sculpted chest, admiring how his skin shone in the lighting. Izuku felt heat pool in his abdomen, his jeans becoming tighter by the moment. He bit his lip in anticipation, staring intently into Shinso's eyes. The static, the memories pushed to the back of his mind, making room for excitement. Waiting to rear its ugly head, come early morning, but he'd savor the night, the opportunity to forget for a few hours.

Pulling Izuku's shirt off, Shinso brought his lips to the freckled male's neck. Tracing kisses down and sucking on the skin hard enough to leave marks. A pleasurable thrill ran through him as he listened to Izuku's mewls. Shinso brought a hand to tug at Izuku's jeans before tearing them right off, allowing Izuku's excitement to shine through. His violet eyes darkened further as he lost himself to his raging desires. Spreading his pale thighs apart, he licked his lips at the sight of the divine male before him spread across the bed like a buffet. "I've missed you," Shinso whispered leaning in to give Izuku's erected nipples attention with his tongue, massaging the other and removing his jeans with his free hand. "I'm g-glad your -nghh...b-back," He stuttered, "H-How -ah..was America?" "New, different. But this is so much better." Pecking Izuku's lips, he pulled away and pressed three fingers to them, "Open up." He opened his lips as he had been commanded, twirling his tongue around the fingers. His eyes never left Shinso's as he begged silently for him to hurry. Removing his fingers from Izuku's wet cavern, he brought them to his rim and pushed a digit inside. He slowly pushed in another and slowly scissored Izuku's walls. "Please h-hurry," The freckled male moaned. "Guess even you can run out of patience," Shinso teased.

Removing his fingers from the slick entrance, Shinso took hold of Izuku's pale thighs. He aligned himself with the other's pulsing hole, licking his lower lip in anticipation. Meeting his Viridian wonders Shinso asked, "Ready?" Izuku panted, but instead of answering he cupped Shinso's cheeks, bringing his head forward and slamming their lips together. Taking it as a sign to continue, Shinso slowly pushed himself inside. He groaned into the kiss, feeling Izuku's walls clench around his girth. Izuku gasped as he felt himself being quickly filled and for a moment he felt nostalgia shoot through him. He could still remember it so vividly, those heterochromatic eyes that gazed lovingly at him as he held him tight. Sweat coated his skin, a burning passion in lingering in his gaze. Izuku had placed a hand on his cheek, caressing it with his thumb. Now, someone else was holding him tight, holding him close. It may not be the person he had called home for so long, but he didn't want to care. He just wanted to forget, one way or another. "M-Move" He whimpered, grinding his hips and moaning lowly at the spike of pleasure that shot through him. Without hesitation, Shinso pulled himself out before slamming back in. relishing at how the smaller's back arched beautifully. The larger male held Izuku's hips in his tight grip, nails digging into the supple skin whilst Izuku's nails dug into his back. Izuku writhed and moaned, breathless from Shinso's merciless thrusting. He could feel himself nearing release, his walls tightening around the other's length, causing the taller to moan, pushing him over the edge. Izuku felt the Indigo-eyed male twitch inside him, painting his walls white and filling him to the brim. The smaller felt his eyes roll back, as he released with a squeal, painting both their stomachs. Shinso nearly collapsed but managed to hold himself up with his arms. Both males panted, trying to catch their breaths. "H-Hitoshi," Izuku whispered catching the other's attention. "Thank you."

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I Still Love You: Chapter 2

Tags: Angst, Tododeku, Past Bakudeku, Kiribaku, tension(?), idk

No one knew how it tore him apart. His heart throbbed for the blonde to return to him, but he refused to let himself be so selfish. The one his heart continued to painfully yearn for, gave his heart to another. It hurt to know he was no longer the one who caused the blonde to smile, but he continued to bury his emotions. "Midoriya, are you alright?" Izuku was startled out of his thoughts by the heterochromatic male he had invited over. "Ah, yeah. I'm fine. Where were we?" The green-haired male's lips painting on a smile. "We were talking about the upcoming photoshoot." He explained, his voice remaining monotone, "Are you sure you're feeling alright?" He continued to smile, "Of course, don't worry about it!" Raising a brow, Todoroki stared at the freckled male. He sighed and began organizing the papers in front of him, "We should take a break, I don't want to push you." Guilt shot through him, his expression dropping for a fraction of a second before he forced his lips to curve upwards once again. "Maybe we could go out for lunch? My treat!" Beamed Midoriya unaware of the emotion swirling in the other's eyes. Shuoto nodded, already coming up with a way to convince the greenette to at least split the bill with him. "Do you have a preference?" He asked, standing and rushing to the taller man's side. "Not that I'm aware, I usually stop by a nearby cafe." His eyes locked on the shorter male. Izuku may not remember but Shouto did. He could never forget. He remembered it as though it were yesterday, though it's been years since that night. The night in their last year of high school when Izuku gave himself entirely to Shouto. The night brought new experiences to both of them, new emotions. But then came the morning after. Shouto shook his head to rid his mind of the painful memories. Izuku had belonged to the temperamental blonde for six years now. The heterochromatic male still remembered the day so vividly. The day they announced their relationship. The day his world crumbled around him. The day his light left him, a smile on his face. The same smile that made Shouto's heart swell. He could stare at that smile for hours and still be held completely mesmerized. Bakugo had made the biggest mistake, letting someone like Izuku go. Making him fair game to anyone that wanted to be the one to wake to his breath-taking viridian eyes. "Midoriya-" "Todoroki, you can call me Izuku" He smiled softly. "I-Izuku" He stuttered, "Call me Shouto then." "Ah- Sure thing, Sh-Shouto" The heterochromatic male adored the way his name fell from Izuku's lips. Both males continued to walk along the pavement, with no particular destination in mind. Both looked around for anything that caught their eye, and a small corner cafe did just that. Izuku pointed and Shouto turned around to look, it looked like a rather homey cafe. As they entered the cafe Izuku immediately took notice of the sweets on the display case at the cashier counter. He could feel his mouth begin to salivate. The cafe in itself was nothing extravagant. Neutral colors coated its walls, and Halloween decorations hung on the walls and ceiling in preparation for the upcoming holiday. The cafe wasn't busy, only three other patrons were seen enjoying their meal or working on their chosen electronics. "Izuku, I've been meaning to ask" Shouto began as they sat down in a corner booth. His eyes looked around the cozy cafe, it was quiet but held a soothing feeling to its atmosphere. The freckled male hummed with a curious tilt. "Are you alright? I'm talking about your separation from Bakugo. How are you?" Izuku tensed, he loathed being asked about how he felt after breaking up with Bakugo. His friends refused to leave his side for weeks, granted they'd only separated a month ago. A month of waking to an empty bed. He'd gone from feeling as though he were on top of the world -what more could he ask for? He had the love of his life in his arms- To being left behind, just as always. He was alone and he hated worrying his friends. Burdening them with his selfish emotions.

The walk to the penthouse was a short one, the green-haired male doing most of the talking along the way. Shouto was grateful he lived just across the street from the apartment complex Izuku stayed in -On the same floor level as Izuku's as the two complexes had similar structures.- As Izuku noticed they were nearing his home, his heart began to race, sweat lightly coating his hands and forehead. He didn't want to be alone again, he wasn't ready to be alone again. He didn't want to lay in bed again, trying to get himself to fall asleep before he fell apart, again. He didn't want to say goodbye. He wasn't ready for goodbye. "Iz…Izuk…Izuku!" Shouto called out, tearing Izuku away from his rapidly growing anxiety. "H-Huh?" Izuku quickly composed himself, forcing himself to calm down. "You suddenly went quiet. You also looked as though you were on the verge of a panic attack" Shouto said softly, worry dripping from his usual monotonous tone. "Oh, I'm sorry. I'll be fine, sorry for worrying you." He said, guilt swirling in the pit of his stomach. Todoroki didn't seem all too convinced but decided not to push the subject. He knew Izuku was still trying to cope with the loss of someone important. Not just anyone but someone he gave his heart to, only for it to be thrown aside and left abandoned. He didn't want to leave Izuku alone, but neither did he want to pressure him. It pained Shouto to see someone he held dear hurting -to see the person his heart yearned for hurting.- but he wasn't sure what to do for him aside from giving him time and supporting him in any way he possibly could. Just as they bid their farewells, Shouto felt something tug at his sleeve as he began to walk away. Before he could turn around to ask what was wrong, he felt a pair of arms wrap themselves around his torso. "Thank you" Izuku whispered, doing his best to remain composed. Shouto placed his hand above one of the freckled males, "I'll always be here for you, Izuku." Because I love you. -- The room was dark; silent to anyone but him, he wished for anything but the static that invaded his mind. It kept him awake. It numbed him and he wasn't sure if it was a good thing anymore. It was at night when he was alone with his thoughts. The static was smothering him, and he knew if he stayed alone much longer he might do something without thinking. Without giving it a second thought he got out of bed and threw on fresh clothing. Putting on his shoes he left his empty home. The streets were about empty at this hour, most comfortably asleep. Izuku didn't know where he was going but he knew he couldn't be alone. Whether it be by chance or luck that he stumbled across a bar, he couldn't decide. But he would take any chance he could to forget about everything for a few hours.

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Old WIPS

✧ I Still Love You (MHA/BNHA)

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8

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I Still Love You: Chapter 1

Tags: Angst, Gay, BL, Complicated Relationships,Breakups, major cringe, I wrote this at 13, More tags to be added.

The sun was lowering over the horizon, shades of pink and orange painting the once-baby-blue sky. His ruby irises examined the view of the city from the balcony on which he stood. His mind drowning in doubts, his stomach swirling with mixed emotions, making him feel slightly nauseous. "I knew you'd be here." He grunted in response, light footsteps treading his way. He continued to watch the sun descend, the owner of the voice taking their place by his side. Neither said a word, the only sound to be heard was the buzzing liveliness of the city below, "Katsuki..." began the freckled male. Turning to face him, his crimson pools met glistening emerald orbs.

"Eijirou." He said in a tone the blonde couldn't decipher. "What about 'em?" He asked, trying to sound casual. "You have feelings for him," turning his head to the side to gaze at the view before them, he asked, "Don't you?" Katsuki's eyes widened and a pink hue dusted his cheeks, "What!? Where the hell did you get such an idiotic idea!?" The other turned to lean on the balcony railing like the blonde had, his eyes trained on the breathtaking sunset. He smiled softly and mumbled lowly, "You're in deep, huh?" "What the hell are you on about, Deku!" he shouted, staring at the male with green locks as though he had grown a second head. "I'm not going to hold you down. If you love him go be with him. I don't want you to throw away your chance at finding the person you truly love. He's a great guy and I doubt he'll be single for long, so you better hurry." He smiled, its brilliance not reaching his eyes.

The blonde gritted his teeth, conflict evident in his eyes, "I don't love shitty hair and I ain't leaving you!" "Katsuki please, you and I both know that's a lie." He chuckled softly, the sound empty and humorless, "You loved me once, but that love is now nothing but embers. You've fallen for someone else, no need to keep denying it." Said blonde was caught off guard by the other's words, guilt and conflict swarmed his entire being. "You know, he feels the same." The freckled male spoke, causing the other to look at him, disbelief written on his features. "Does he?" Questioned Bakugou averting his gaze back to the fleeting sun. "He may try to hide it, but it's so obvious." He chortled, his rosy lips pulling up into a rueful smile. A frown etching itself onto the blonde's features, he asked, "What about you?" "I'll be fine." I've been alone before. "He wanted to say, but bit his tongue, "Don't worry; just focus on how you're going to tell him. "Thank you...for everything." The blond muttered after a moment, reaching to grab the other's scarred hands. Their hands intertwined, both males meeting the other's gaze. Midoriya gave the ruby-orbed male a close-eyed smile. The breeze blew gently slightly lifting his messy green locks. They stood together on the balcony long after the sun was no longer in sight, reminiscing as though this was their final goodbye. To Izuku it did feel as though he was saying goodbye to something that'd never return.

Bakugou had called the red-haired male as soon as they entered their shared penthouse, late as it was. The phone ringing was the only thing breaking the silence that surrounded them. The blonde sighed when he heard Eijirou's familiar voice. Midoriya had given him a reassuring smile during the call, trying to calm the blonde as he set up a date and place to meet. To Bakugo the week could not have gone by any slower. He may have his former lover supporting him to no end, but his nerves were still going haywire. The public had no clue that both males were no longer in a relationship. Said news only they and close friends knew. Katsuki used his colorful speech more than usual, attempting to cover up his anxiety for the painfully slow arriving day. Katsuki glared at his lap, suffocating in his doubts. The long-awaited day had finally arrived. Both of them were seated, while Izuku drove to the meetup spot. The tense atmosphere only increased once they arrived, Izuku was the first to exit the car, Bakugou following suit after contemplating his life choices for a moment. The beach was deserted due to the recent chilly weather. The water ran the edge of the sand silently, the blonde gazed at the body of navy blue water. The setting sun casts a soft light that painted the small waves with light shades of orange, similar to the sky but without the light pinks and slightly visible astronomical bodies. Both males walked towards the beach, their footsteps quiet and slow. One continued to ignore the searing ache in his chest and the growing dread in their stomach. The other was filled with doubt though they'd never admit to being this nervous. Walking towards the docks, the freckled male was able to make out a figure with spiky gelled hair staring at the sunset, waiting. His eyes glassed over, his lips thinning into a line. Stopping in his tracks, he spoke, "He's waiting for you, don't keep him waiting." Feeling the hesitance in the blonde, Izuku turned to face him, "go on, don't keep the poor guy waiting," He smiled though strained. The blonde didn't seem to notice, slowly making his way towards the docks, Izuku watching him go. He watched as the red-haired male turned to face the blonde. he watched as the blonde hesitated again, watched Kirishima blush a deep crimson -almost matching his hair.- He watched as the one person he wished to spend the rest of his life with, left him behind to find his joy in the arms of someone else. It wasn't until he saw their lips meet, did he turn to gaze at the brilliantly shining crescent moon. His lower lip began to drip small crimson droplets, from the wound caused by biting down on it. His phone buzzed in his back pocket, pulling it out and glancing at the notification, in desperate need of a distraction.

Kacchan I'm going out with Kiri, might come home late.  Sent 8:47 pm Deku Alright, have fun you two! Sent 8:50 pm He held back his tears as he sent a reply. Walking back to his car with a newfound pressure in his chest. The ride home was silent, the air around him radiating hurt. He arrived at the empty penthouse he'd made countless cherished memories in. Tears streamed down his freckled cheeks as he slowly made his way to the balcony doors. His eyes trained on the vast empty night sky. His hands caressed a small smooth black box he'd kept hidden for months now. He closed his eyes, losing himself to what he once hoped could have been their future together. He wished he could turn back time and somehow stop Katsuki from falling in love with someone else, but there was no way of turning back the clock. What's done was done, no matter how much his heart screamed for it not to be true. He brought his scarred hands up his mouth, covering it and muffling his choked sobs, dropping the box in the process. The fall caused it to open and a golden band to fall out and skid across the floor, coming to a halt once hitting the balcony's glass doors. The band had four small green gems at its front with a larger ruby in the middle, that glistened in the moonlight. On the back of the ring were words that he'd had engraved, a reminder to the one who'd wear it. A promise, an oath that he'd never leave their side. Forever Yours

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✦TWST Sims cc Links✦

✦Azul Ashengrotto

Hair School Uniform Birthday Jacket Hat options - 1, 2 Lab Coat Hot Weather Pants Eyes Mole Skin Details Lips - Similar to ones used (couldn't find the cc I used)

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I have a question for the class!! I stopped reading TOTCF randomly at Ch.520, don't know why. Should I go back and reread all 520 chapters and finish the novel, or simply finish the novel? This is for fic purposes! Also, I want to move on to the other two, but I don't know which to start with, "The S-class I raised? or ORV

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Y'all, I did not mean to disappear off the face of the planet, lol. I've been super busy between classes, work, social life, all that jazz. I will be continuing my Yan Sim fic, promise! (┳◇┳) I won't be doing kinktober this year, though. I really wanted to, but there's just too much to do, and my silly brain won't let me string sentences together right now. ಠ╭╮ಠ I do have other fics I have planned! mostly TWST. （〜^∇^ )〜

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I FINISHED WATCHING ALIEN STAGE.

I will never be the same MiziSua and IvanTill tore my heart out. I WAS NOT ready for round 6. :,)

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Yandere Sim poll pt.2