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Finding that at this point in my transition I really don’t care that much about labels… like they help other people understand my experience but that’s their only real function to me, I don’t find that I rely on them for validation the way that I used to

Which is funny cause labels scared me so much in my denial stage, like conservatives love to invalidate and make fun of our labels because they think that’s all trans identity is, and I guess before I became more comfortable in myself and my identity and got over my own imposter syndrome about being trans I kinda felt like that was all my identity was

A label, to be used and respected or ridiculed and dragged through the mud

I know it doesn’t really do much good when you’re in that phase to hear someone say “you’re valid and your identity is valid” because if you don’t see it yet those words don’t really mean anything much, but I’ve reached a point I think where my identity isn’t something I feel like other people can take away from me

If you’re just finding out that you’re trans, or you’ve known for a while and you just aren’t quite there yet, I really hope you hang in there because it’s worth it

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I just found out that the British equivalent of “Dollar Tree” is called “Poundland.”

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FUCK VAL

jakeys most deserving of death:

val (the birdcage)

claudio (much ado about nothing)

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Got drunk on 4% cider last night (embarrassing) and managed to rip a hole in my leg while standing up like the fucking innovator I am

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PLEASE HELP

I also went to strong apes that kill you island and we nee

you need some little hug fruit barrels? dont worry im on my way. SURELY nothing bad will happen to me when i bring a bunch of barrels over to Strong Apes That Kill You Island :)

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i need to cheer myself up im gonna try to draw a shrimp from memory

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I have been trying to get over my social anxiety by introducing the concept that “I don’t always have to inconvenience myself to avoid the possibility of inconveniencing other people”

And this has maybe backfired because I hate answering the door and answering the phone but I used to always do it anyway because I didn’t want to inconvenience anyone and now I just don’t and I don’t even feel that guilty about it lmao

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I’m not having a mental breakdown dude I’m fighting against the misogynistic idea that emotional vulnerability is a feminine trait and therefore indicative of weakness and irrationality bro

I’m being a feminist right now man, put the phone down who are you calling—

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Thinking about girlypop from lush yesterday who gave me a ton of free samples & explained the ingredients of the face masks to me like I was an alien, I didn’t get her name but I’m pretty sure she was a goddess

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I know this is very original coming from me but like why can’t I just wear a tee shirt why is top surgery not free I am going to kill someone

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MY LIFE IS FALLING APART

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Club music really peaked in the 2010s baby me was SO excited to one day go dancing with my friends at parties and I will never experience that rush ever because music is not the same :(

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1 year later

Character development

Venting to my cis friend ab my body issues on discord and he fr said “lmao I walk around shirtless all the time” 😂😂

Gonna kick this man’s ass next time I see him fr

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✨ stress ✨

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I hate when straight people aren’t media literate bc they’ll be like

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crazy how people assume trans guys dont know if we had short naturally coloured hair and a basic style we'd "pass better." "you want tips on how to pass? no more fun piercings, jewelry, anything feminine, dyed hair, nail polish or nice things for you!" thanks but I choose joy and whimsy x