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It’s getting harder to translate my feelings into words again.
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#depressing shit#i can’t#i don’t know what to say#call for help#i need help
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it scares me how temporary everyone/everything is
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You know the reality check hit too hard when you’re feeling tingling feelings all over your body and do not have the energy to go to your comfort space anymore
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#anxienty#anxiety attack#panic attack#i’m sick in the head#social anxiety#anxious#tingling#my head huuuurts#please let me rest#please let me sleep#please let me be#i can’t take it anymore
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My whole life I have lived for others to enjoy, being a friend, a lover, but also an easy target.
Now that I am all alone again, separated from those who have harmed me in the past, who am I supposed to be now? I don’t know who I am at all nor how to live for myself.
I need constant encouragement from others to make me feel confident enough on getting things done for myself. If nobody tells me what to do, then what’s the point?
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#depressing shit#overthinker#overthinking#tw depressing thoughts#who am i#i don’t know who i am#i don’t belong here#i don’t want to be here#i dont wanna do this anymore#i dont want to do this anymore#i dont feel real#i’m not real#loss of self#self image#i’m tired
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very tired of chasing after someone who doesnt actually care
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So much hope for a better future with people who mentally fucked me up and I still walk after them like the tiny lap dog I am. Always hoping for the best as it once was
It once was, but it will never be the same.
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#depressing shit#seeking comfort#tw depressing thoughts#young and naive#naivety#i was so naive#how naive#naive#lap dog#loyalty#loyal like a dog#i wish they knew#toxic friends#toxic friend
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Friend truth nuked me. I really am more naive than I thought I was
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#depressing shit#overthinker#overthinking#seeking comfort#naive#how naive#naive girl#naivety#young and naive#might be hopeless#truth nuke#spilled truth#reality check#it was just a dream#it will never happen#hopelessly hopeful#goodbye friends
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Only the version I get to see in my dreams actually shows up to talk things out. My real ex wouldn’t do it.
I was so blind, so in love with the idea of having him as my boyfriend. Now he only gave me only more pain even after telling me we would stay friends.
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#depressing shit#overthinking#overthinker#my ex#my ex boyfriend#i still dream of you#dream of you#dreaming of you#we need to talk about this#stop being an asshole
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It’s almost ironic how online friends seem to care more about me than my irl friends
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#overthinker#overthinking#depressing shit#seeking comfort#tw depressing thoughts#ironic#my friends#are we still friends?#online friends#real friends#feeling lonely#lonely#i don’t want to be alone
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I would like to write to you but... will I disturb you? Would you be annoyed? Will I be wrong?
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And the people I feel closest too haven’t reached out today, only the strangers care enough to ask me how I am doing
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#seeking comfort#my friends#they don’t know#they don’t get it#are we still friends?#are they real#social problems
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Waiting for this filler episode to fucking end I hate my life
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#filler episode#i hate my existence#i hate my liiiiife#i hate me#stupid life#i don’t want to live like this anymore#get me out of here#take me out#take me home#leave me to rot
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It’s probably miscommunication again but why have I never noticed how egocentric he is?
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#overthinker#overthinking#my ex#my ex boyfriend#lovers to friends#i loved him#i was so naive#i was so blind
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How did we go from “I’ll always continue caring for you” on the day of the breakup to not seeing how I actually ask him for help and he simply respons with “you need to move on with your life” like he didn’t ruin it for me
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#overthinker#overthinking#my ex#to my ex#my ex boyfriend#friends to lovers#lovers to friends#are we still friends?#can we go back
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It truly feels like he doesn’t care enough to talk to me despite still being “befriended” in his eyes. He wanted to ask me stuff but never did over the course of 6 months but only texts me back now that I have started…
It feels like I’m talking to a stranger
#vent#personal vent#overthinker#overthinking#i just want comfort#depressing shit#lovers to friends#i loved him#my ex#to my ex#my ex boyfriend
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And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one.
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Being left on read by my ex about how I’m asking if he still wants to stay friends or not sure feels nice.
I really can’t expect the bare minimum from this guy my god.
#vent#personal vent#depressing shit#overthinker#overthinking#my ex#to my ex#my ex boyfriend#lovers to friends#are we still friends?
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