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Only the version I get to see in my dreams actually shows up to talk things out. My real ex wouldn’t do it.
I was so blind, so in love with the idea of having him as my boyfriend. Now he only gave me only more pain even after telling me we would stay friends.
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#depressing shit#overthinking#overthinker#my ex#my ex boyfriend#i still dream of you#dream of you#dreaming of you#we need to talk about this#stop being an asshole
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It’s almost ironic how online friends seem to care more about me than my irl friends
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#overthinker#overthinking#depressing shit#seeking comfort#tw depressing thoughts#ironic#my friends#are we still friends?#online friends#real friends#feeling lonely#lonely#i don’t want to be alone
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I would like to write to you but... will I disturb you? Would you be annoyed? Will I be wrong?
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And the people I feel closest too haven’t reached out today, only the strangers care enough to ask me how I am doing
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#seeking comfort#my friends#they don’t know#they don’t get it#are we still friends?#are they real#social problems
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Waiting for this filler episode to fucking end I hate my life
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#filler episode#i hate my existence#i hate my liiiiife#i hate me#stupid life#i don’t want to live like this anymore#get me out of here#take me out#take me home#leave me to rot
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It’s probably miscommunication again but why have I never noticed how egocentric he is?
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#overthinker#overthinking#my ex#my ex boyfriend#lovers to friends#i loved him#i was so naive#i was so blind
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How did we go from “I’ll always continue caring for you” on the day of the breakup to not seeing how I actually ask him for help and he simply respons with “you need to move on with your life” like he didn’t ruin it for me
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#overthinker#overthinking#my ex#to my ex#my ex boyfriend#friends to lovers#lovers to friends#are we still friends?#can we go back
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It truly feels like he doesn’t care enough to talk to me despite still being “befriended” in his eyes. He wanted to ask me stuff but never did over the course of 6 months but only texts me back now that I have started…
It feels like I’m talking to a stranger
#vent#personal vent#overthinker#overthinking#i just want comfort#depressing shit#lovers to friends#i loved him#my ex#to my ex#my ex boyfriend
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And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one.
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Being left on read by my ex about how I’m asking if he still wants to stay friends or not sure feels nice.
I really can’t expect the bare minimum from this guy my god.
#vent#personal vent#depressing shit#overthinker#overthinking#my ex#to my ex#my ex boyfriend#lovers to friends#are we still friends?
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good to know that i mean fucking nothing to you
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It’s time for a new friend group ig since this one doesn’t seem to appreciate my small steps of personal growth anymore
Fuck y’all for that btw.
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#overthinking#overthinker#my friends#to my friends#i love them#i hate them#so disappointing#can’t do anything right#i’m trying#not appreciated
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My constant confusion in who I am, what I feel and how I should react feel like one of the biggest reasons why my friends have stopped interacting with me
Maybe I am the problem after all
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#overthinking#overthinker#my friendgroup is falling apart and i can’t do anything about it#my friendgroup is falling apart#my friend#my friends#what do i do#how do i talk to people#how do i feel about this#who am i#loss of self#self image#how do i respond#how do I accept
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Can I be loved for my words spilling out of my mouth before they turn into my guts spilling out of my body?
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#seeking comfort#spilled thoughts#what if i kms#will you stay
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It feels like it’ll be better to start from scratch rather than to stick with a friend group who barely ever show interest in me anymore.
Idk if I’m sensitive now or if they are genuinely in the wrong here
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#i just want comfort#overthinker#overthinking#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#my friends#i hate my friends#they make me feel sick
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Overwhelming jealousy and bitterness are the few things they make me feel as of now.
They don’t even ask me if I want to hang out anymore but they do continue meeting up without me
My friends. My own fucking friends
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#mental illness#overthinker#overthinking#my friends#what are friends for
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My friends make me feel either really loved or like I’m begging too much for love and it’s exhausting me so bad I just want to self isolate again and again
#vent#personal vent#actually mentally ill#i just want comfort#mental illness#depressing shit#my friends#what are friends for#begging for attention#begging for the bare minimum#im exhausted#exhaustion#self isolating#self isolation
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