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i haven't been active in a while bc i felt that i wasn't eating little enough and haven't been losing that much .

i'll track more closely now and go to the gym - i need to get down to 55kg at least by 09/02

if someone wants to be ana buddies to keep each other accountable, dm me🌨☕

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i don't know what to do with myself i feel like i'm constantly breathing in cold air and i can feel my myself collapsing

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my mom says i look like i've lost weight and i can see vague 11 ab lines exciting

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recently i love salads, especially with lots of cucumber and ice berg lettuce; it adds so much crunch and volume and im always totally full after

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lunch

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tried this for dinner today - the batter was too watery so i added 4 tsps of flour and it tastes good 🫐

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grey

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to look like this in a leotard

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helter skelter black swan gia era

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my dream?

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this feels impossible i've been eating under 600kcals per day , walking , exercising and i can't seem to lose weight

i spend so much time wondering if the scale is wrong or maybe its water bloat or maybe im just a failure at everything including this.

i got to 49kg before why is this so antagonising

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if you want to be message each other about ana etc - message me or comment🫐

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to fade away

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everytime i'm about to weight myself , i feel as if i might throw up

maybe it wouldn't be a bad thing

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