profoundkittychaos

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hating is not enough i need them dead

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I don't need someone to talk to. I need someone to kill me.

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Is this even sane anymore

Is it just me or yall also keep falling for people who love bombs u cause u never got that love and validation as a kid , and when they leave after being bored u keep wondering what u did wrong to make them "hate" you so u just keep blaming urself or just go on a super depressive episode and just distance urself from everyone, and when ur finally euphoric, the cycle keeps repeating

And ur back to looking for validation and love

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when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again:,3...

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i want someone to look at me & say damn that’s mine & just be so proud to have me

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They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

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HEEEELPPPP

Aight this might be WEIRD , but is anyone of u can hack Instagram account like legit? Like a fr hacker, then PLEASEEEEEE dm me , i wud even pay

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Man i love ghostnpals>>>>

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Oh dear, I wish.. I could walk beside you under the dim streetlights, talking about everything and nothing, like the dreamers we once were. I yearn to be with you—not just in passing glances or distant messages, but truly with you, in a shared moment that feels real and full. Yet, life has drawn its cruel boundaries around us, and despite your presence, you feel like a shadow I can’t reach. You are there, but not here. I see you, I hear you, but I can’t feel you—like fog that slips through my fingers when I try to hold it. It’s a strange ache, loving someone who feels so close and yet impossibly far. Just like in White Nights, where the dreamer says, “My nights became days, and my days, nights… for I lived only in the hope of seeing you.” I crave that kind of closeness, even for a fleeting moment—a night where we forget the world and exist only for each other. But this love, like those quiet Petersburg nights, is soft, silent, and slipping past. Still, oh dear, I wish..

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EID MUBARAK DEAR PPL OF THE SOLITUDE!!!

Not the best day for me ig:) since m left in my room sad af +sick af, i hate evrything about occasions it makes me feel how lonely i m

Well prolly yearn is useful to write Peak poems T-T

“On a Day Like This”

On a day like this, where the sky wears silk

and the wind hums songs only joy should hear,

I sit in the quiet cradle of sunlight—

a guest of the world,

yet never part of the celebration.

The roses bloom with no memory of me.

Laughter spills from windows,

spreading like perfume in a place I can’t reach.

People pass, polished like stories I’ll never live,

and I ache in my hollow corners,

where dreams collect dust instead of daring.

I yearn—

God, how I yearn—

to be seen,

not just noticed like clutter in a room

no one cleans.

To be loved not for surviving

but for existing,

to be held like I matter,

to be heard without having to scream.

I see them—

those perfect strangers with sun in their smiles,

with arms that know what holding means,

with lives that glow like a filtered photo.

And I wonder what it’s like

to wake up as someone who is enough.

To live in a body that feels like home

instead of a costume

I never asked to wear.

Yes, today is beautiful—

the kind of beautiful people write poems about.

But all I can do is stand at the window of the world,

pressing my hands to the glass,

asking it softly:

"When is it my turn?">>>>

[profoundkittychaos]

a) you like alien stage?!

b) can i kidnap u :O

3) hi :D

totally totllly normal person lol

A) YES I LIKE ALIEN STAGE AND U

B) IM IN UR WALLS IMA KIDNAP N EAT U

C) HAAIIII OMGGGG :333333 ILYYYY

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"bro i know what to do today"

What me and bro ends up doing:

In 2005, a group of artists in Italy built a giant 200-foot-long plushie rabbit in the countryside, and just left it there. It’s been there ever since. 

(Source)

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Chat i just found out my girlfriend is cheating on me with her classmate , what do i do?

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So bored, wish if someone psychotic fr ruined me up and i did be chalant w her(autism bonding) >~<

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"They blamed the flower for not blooming but never asked why was the flower planted in shadows in the first place"

I wish i was planted not in the shadows perhaps so i might have bloomed so bright , coloured and tinted , a perfection ,but only i wish, or maybe i just lost the moon trying to look within the stars but its strange cos i never find myself worthy enough to look upon the moon , as the moon being so bright so far so perfect so naive and so mean at the same time, oh i wish

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WBAHAHHAHAHA(SCARAMOUCHE LAUGH IG) IM IN UR DMS N WIFI DW

Gosh i love being surrounded by ppl who r actually clingy and chalant and not dry LIKE COME HERE LEMNE SPOIL U WITH HEAD PATS, like i be either meowing them or say sth stupid like I LOVE YOUUUUU

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*grabs mic* HAAAAIIII

My friend said i would scare off everyone that will see my old post here,

*ahem*

Soo i am ricky and i am 17 years old

I have a LOT of cats, they all hate me haha.

I am an infj, forcing myself to be friends with people without having some facade

I love genshin, and i listen to everything. I also fw anime though i dont know much

I am also a nerdy twink if that interests anyone ;)

I also fw gossiping (yapper)