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Okay so I’m disabled
I can’t work, but I want to. I want to work in the comic industry, I just applied for my first ever job. At my local comic shop, they weren’t hiring but I sent a email anyway. I’m so nervous. I really hope they get back to me. Itd be like my literal dream. Not religious but praying 🙏
Fingers crossed. It’s a small shop locally run, not like a big chain store so 🧍🏻ahaha I literally have a tummy ache thinking about it
#did community#did system#traumagenic system#disabled#disabilties#disability vent#personal vent#jobsearch#pray for me
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I can’t sleep. I start my new job tomorrow I’m so nervous. It’s 11pm I’m wide awake. I’m also In pain so that doesn’t help at all. I want to sleep but I’m anxious about tomorrow
It’s my dream job. I literally get to take photos of cats for hours but my mind is thinking of everything that could go wrong. But they are so understanding of my disability’s so i shouldn’t be worried about it. But still.
AUGHHHN why
So have some cat photos from my old job anyway
- Ghost (host)






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People always ask what it feels like to switch, and obviously I get everyone is different but honestly to me it feels like nothing, like a empty feeling? I guess like how I imagine static feels. The best I can describe it.
How does it feel for everyone else I’m curious
- Ghost𖤐(Host) He/They
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Sat watching my boyfriend play me in this marvel rivals game.
He’s doing pretty good, funny listening to all my dumb voice lines, it’s a dumb game but he likes it so I guess I don’t care.
- Bucky “Winter Soldier” ✪

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I hate being a system
I hate all of this
I don't fucking want this
I don't want to do this anymore
I've missed so much of my life
ITS MY LIFE
I want MY life back. I CANT LIVE IT I AM NOT LIVING
IM HARDLY SURVIVING
THIS ISNT A WAY OF LIVING
Nothing is mine anymore. I hate them all
~Ghost (Host)
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