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Fucking hell!!¡ Multi-chapter fics are the way to go! The one multi chapter fic that just wrote last week and have been posting daily has officially outpaced all my other fics from this year! I need to do this more often (maybe even for a more mainstream topic 🤔, my stories tend to cater towards specific niches) I don't do it for the success, but I'd be a liar if I said the validation doesn't feel good!

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Ok it hurts a little to go through the bookmarks on your fics and see that people never made it to the end 😔. I know no-one is ever obligated to finish or even read my shit ever ever, but bookmark ending on chapter 20 for a 22 chapter fic is so close yet so far. I mourn just a little, but I'm happy they got enough enjoyment out of it to bookmark in the first place.

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I find it absolutely hilarious that you can just go on and see the actual number of bookmarks (including private) on your fics from the stats page. Like I know you’re bookmarking my smut fic it’s ok no need to be shy, I wrote it. Let me know your ao3 sins like I see you knowing mine. I know you’re someone out there somewhere doing it (let’s be real here).

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Deleted the work this relates to and sadly one other :( Sad but I DO NOT want a strike against my account. It was not worth it. Ao3 strictly for fanfiction then, my other fan stuff can be on here, I might start yet more side blogs on here for the shit that got the axe.

Isn't that just fucking terrifying 😳. I don't want to be in volation of ao3's TOS 😱😭. Please, I'm sorry I'll fix it. I got another email too from the usual ao3 thing so its legit. I am slave to your will ao3. I sent an email asking for a little clarification but if it comes to it I'll remove the work 😔. (It's not exactly a fanfic and I was a little iffy about posting on ao3 but thought it qualified).

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Isn't that just fucking terrifying 😳. I don't want to be in volation of ao3's TOS 😱😭. Please, I'm sorry I'll fix it. I got another email too from the usual ao3 thing so its legit. I am slave to your will ao3. I sent an email asking for a little clarification but if it comes to it I'll remove the work 😔. (It's not exactly a fanfic and I was a little iffy about posting on ao3 but thought it qualified).

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In gonna die, one person has already subscribed to the ‘5 times + 1’ kink fic I posted less than an hour ago (if you saw my last post you might be able to guess what it entails). I just wish people weren’t so seemingly scared to comment on more out there stuff *cough*why I wish there was an anonymous comments function*cough*. I don’t personally care much these days, but I know some people are precious about what their username is tied to.

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An afab virgin looking up the particulars of how pissing with a dick works so I can write fanfiction. That was my yesterday (and probably more of today) 🤣

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I’m cackling, what comes up at the top of ao3’s randomised search but Ghost!!! This is so funny because I have never in the many years I’ve used ao3 had the top random result be for a fandom I’m actually in. I mean I shouldn’t be so surprised, the fandom’s been very active recently with the new era and everything. It was just too good a coincidence to ignore!

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That slightly awful yet giddy excited feeling of stalking the fic you just posted on ao3 in case someone comments. Even though you would get an email notification if they did, I appreciate the kudos but I'm starving for comments, feed meeee!!!

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Freaking the fuck out right now (in the good way) about Sleep Token!!!!!

It's killing me that the tour is only the US 😭 yes I know there's the festivals, but I couldn't go to a festival rn. I want to see them live so bad, please please please 🙏 🥺. I really can't complain though because I did just see Ghost, second show of the skeletour and right up at the barricade. I had the best night of my life at my Ghost Ritual, and nothing will top that as my first, but I think seeing Sleep Token will be one of the only things to give me that feeling again.

The new masks are an adjustment for sure, but I've learned to go with the flow of these things (and I'm certain we will learn to love it). Resisting the change, or hating on the new look only serves to make you unhappy (and also kinda an idiot because we all knew it was coming). If you can't handle the change maybe think twice about following band(s) known for changing up their appearance with EVERY album cycle 🙄. I for one am excited to see where they take this and everything that's to come. Haters; just enjoy, worship, and shut up!!!!

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My ao3 mutuals I see you, thank you loving on my new fics. I swear I will get to reading yours! I love recognising names on in the kudos/comments it makes me feel special ❤️. Like what I created has value not just to me, if one person likes or finds comfort in my fic then that is enough.

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I wonder how many other people are thinking ‘man I really wish the transgender wear-wolf AU fanfic would update today’ I mean it’s tumblr so probably a few.

Edit: it just did!!!!

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When you forget your skin filters out tags so the displayed number of works isn’t quite accurate and you’re greeted by this screen!? 🤣 A little jarring, but if they were caught in the tag block then they weren’t for me anyway.

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No I will not shut up about this! Not now! Not ever!

I have seen people everwhere saying he messed up the lyrics, and I was not confident enough in my knowledge of them to comment. But then I pulled up the lyrics on Spotify and played them in time to the video. Yes he fumbled a few words, but it didn't affect the performance, the timing was damn near perfect! Can you blame him for being nervous? Performing in front of music royalty rock band Queen and actual royalty. He didn't really get anything wrong (not like people are going on about), it's a cover, not a perfect imitation (which is not possible). I grew up with Queen and discovered my love of music though Ghost, this performance is very special to me!

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Yeah it’s obvious what everyone was waiting on, thousands more likes than any other video (and it doubled the view count in less than half the time when it went up last night)! Let’s go Ghost fans, they knew we would bring in views to the stream only to not show the performance live. I admit I was disappointed to have to wait (only because it was so heavily implied it would be live). But I am so happy to have this wonderful cover. Sure it wasn’t perfect, but considering he will have had significantly less rehearsal time than other performers and his voice is no doubt a little tired from the tour, I think he did a great job 👏

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Congrats Polar Music Prize 🙌 you successfully baited me. I have never refreshed a screen so many times in my life 😤😩😭 It’s messed up to promote it so heavily and then refuse to stream the performance!

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I have seen a few different takes on this song, namely what POV it's sung from. And I've been sitting on this thought for a while now. What if Are You Really Okay? is from the perspective of Sleep.

Vessels relationship with Sleep is not exclusively one of toxicity and pain, while also acknowledging that Vessel himself is not innocent of the problems, many songs show clear devotion and desire for connection, times where he loves his Deity.

It's not hard to believe that Sleep also cares for her vessels, in whatever form that takes, and believes in them (And don't you know I could see it in you even then?). Would have some form of concern when they put themselves in danger (Please don't hurt yourself again). A god doesn't feel emotions and feelings like us (And don't you know I want to help you but I don't know how?). That when Vessel was young (I raised you in the dark) Sleep was weak (And don't you know I was trying to hold back the darkness?). When Sleep was in danger of loosing her connection to this world (You woke me up one night. Dripping crimson on the carpet) before even having the chance to really connect, not strong enough to save him (I cannot fix your wounds this time). Sleep knows Vessel inside and out yet cannot understand him, in the same way no human can possibly hope to comprehend a god. But she knows something is wrong (I don't believe you when you tell me you are fine) and desperately doesn't want Vessel to hurt in this way (Just please don't hurt yourself again).

I know this is a little messy and out of order, I tried to word it in a way that makes sense, but it's really just something that needs to be thought about while listening to the song (WARNING; if you put it on repeat and think too hard you will be sad - sincerely someone who is currently sad).