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Life update: 06-06-2022

Hello..it’s me.So living and loving UK for 2 months now.Its been a rollercoaster ride so far.I did went places from time to time and other weekends enjoyed my company at home.Have been doing cooking more and it’s nice to cook your own food.The instant result and satisfaction is cool.So I went to Birmingham,London, Manchester, Bristol only for even a few minutes also I have stepped my foot in all…

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What happened in last 4 months

What happened in last 4 months

Yes I was MIA for past 4 months from here and I think I have a valid reasons. Reason number 1:I was tired, I didn’t had anything new to say and I felt like I was going in a loop with my blog posts. Reason number 2:My twin sister who I lived with for 25 years has moved to Australia in the span of 3 months which I did not see coming. This just made me block everything happening my life .I had to…

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Rail Road

life’s a dark rail roadsome days we are watchingfrom i inside the trainwhile building,trees,tall grassthe comfort of your seat,the rythm of passing trainsthe core is alwaysto find peacebut then on other daysyou are lying face up between railwhen the train is passing above you Dark and afraidcoping with the anxietyof not able to get outanything but peace in mind I posted this one but yet not…

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Wisdom to impart

I would like to part some wisdom today:Not because I want to but because I am going through some writers-readers block and am currently living on YouTube.So the thing I want to say is that we all are afraid to start something new or grab that opportunity because we are afraid.our fears mostly comes under some of these reasons more or less: 1.What if they find out you are actually not good at…

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The face you see. #repost

The face you see. #repost

The way I see myselfIs not the way others see meIts all the lies I speakAll the fake facades I show on to the outside . Whom do you think I amA somebody who is not better than youOr else you would be jealousSimilar to when I see someone better than me Then I put makeup on my emotionsSmearing a layer of think coating on every little hinged, bruised and bump on my soulAnd become even more of a…

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Far away for a reason

‘later would you come to see me?’yet I dont want to imposeits that my pet is sickand she might pass onbut I will call you aftermaybe,someday,not at allneither of us did for a fact. I wont look back from the hall wayyou were important for that part of my lifebut not anymore10years later,I wont regret not speaking to you againeven though I remember my pet every time I think about you or the other…

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Life Update : 03.08.2021

so I am not doing good mentally.Its a lot of self hate and comparison and everything going on in there.Also mixing professional impediments with personal-actual real life emotions which is not a good idea but still can’t stop myself.What can a girl do.So had to uninstall instagram and since tiktok is banned in our country that is not there.It just gave me a lot of anxiety and kind of addicted to…

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Poetry of nothing.

teasing your eyes to the windonce you walk in the mushy wet grasswhich sinks,not much to make you loose your footingbut enough to realise you are present,alive with your body morning silence rings an odd calmnessand the chilly air brings back nostalgia of your teenage years will it be enough to live at the moment to be happy? PS:I have to say it’s been really busy busy week and it’s only…

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Why I read?

Reading is not only an escape from the worldIts not about always restricting from talking to people,Reading is never about hating to travel,It sometimes makes us better human beingsbut most importantly it’s a way to survive ones mindit provides a best hiding spot, a veil of protectionfrom anxious thoughtsrogue memories surfacingand its calming to get into someones else’s head,lifeand perceive the…

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Chained to life

why does it always go from ‘1 to 100’ real quickwhy does ‘I am bored with life’ to :I want to kill myself’ real quickWhy does the “puppy videos” to “ozone layer depletion is 75% more’ real quicki feel bad for all of us, who are exhaustedwho are sad and confusedits not really allowedto take a minute and say today I have had enoughif a tomorrow, I will come back and get it togetheri know everbody…

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Book Review: House of Hollow by Krystal Sutherland

House of Hollow by Krystal Sutherland Plot:3Young sisters aged 11, 9, and 7 disappears mysteriously from under there parents nose om a new years eve while watching fireworks.And then a month later they re-appears at the same place naked and with no memory of what happened.They were not injured or anything.But something is off, way off.Not long after their father committs suicide.And the…

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What has life become?

I need someways to invigorate meto feel things in midst of these tedious days.yet the days are passing in a blurLast friday, it was a holiday so I did not work . and thats all I remember about itnothing else, I cant recall anything about that day, maybe I might have read for sometime lying in bed. I am living my life by forgetting itIs this how its going to be?mind never present at the…

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Book Review:The midnight library by Matt Haig.

This is a review about Mid Night Library by Matt Haig published in August 2020. so the plot of the book isIf you are about to die but one stop until that,a library full of infinite multiverse life which you can choose based on one diff decision you made and you can live it,the only problem is if you feel regret in that life, you will come back to the library again.so what life would you…

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Rant towards kindness

For the world dont owe me anythingfor the people in it dont owe me anythingnot even your family or friendsI deserve better but not for freeI deserve things because I work I dont want anything free out of kindness each time I think its fine,its my peopleit comes back and points a finger at meI deserve better, not your side eyebecause I know, I do it too. —— put your finger away My mind is all…

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Mind Dampening

Falling prey for our own livesour own mindsthe contemplation that never cease to existthe constant clutter,a mashed medley,of the darkest, loudest and easiest thoughtswaiting to be grabbed from the floating alternativewe examine them, we try to reasonthen we operate each tiny bits of it in our brain cells.for what?to fade out our lives to the background?so we dont enjoy the happiest of things ,to…

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Book Review:One of Us is Next by Karen M McManus

Finished reading one of us is next by Karen M McManus published on January 2020.I have read the first part One of Us is next in early 2019 if I remember correctly or maybe in 2020.So when this book came into my radar sometime before as its sequel kind of I thought I almost forgot about the plot except for the twist and everything of the first book, I didn’t buy it for the longest time.Finally…

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Falling over

often I feel confusedto what i actually feelwhen the mood changesthe little tensions in between breaths and thoughts Intensionally back tracking to the exact moments of changewas it a moment of emotional weaknessor apprehension So save this momentpreserving each minute means morewhen it for preserving your mind PS:I am worried and I was normal like and hour ago.So I had to come back and see…