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secondbirth-ray · 3 years ago

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secondbirth-ray · 3 years ago

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I NEED TO SAY THIS..

My childhood was rough. I hate bad things done to me. Things a child should never have to endure. Evil things. I always had these fuzzy images growing up, of the things that had happened. Maybe I didn't believe that my trauma had existed. It wasn't until around the past few years that I started to realize this wasn't just a dream, but rather something awful that did in fact happen. It's a disturbing truth that this went on for a years, to multiply family members (my age at the time) and whoever that was involved got away with it.

The hardest part is not knowing exactly who was involved in this evil act. I have glimpses. I know there were two grown men, (one around 50-70yrs, and another around 30-40 yrs old), and a grown women (maybe an aunt? middle-aged?).

Today is my first day of coming out about this trauma. And today's the day I start a new mission: Find who did this to me and the children in the room with me. I will contact whoever I have to, however I have to, to find closure. So, I guess Tumblr will act as my journal and where I will update others.

#closure #family #ptsd #depression #finding answers #truth #journey

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secondbirth-ray · 3 years ago

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#vocal cover #cover song #youtuber #youtube #metal singer #scene #emo guy #singer #cover #tattoos #youtube video #youtube channel #please subscribe #please listen

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secondbirth-ray · 3 years ago

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#hospital selfie #selfie #emo #emo guy #all black #mental health #hospital #tired #depression #sleepy #weightloss journey #losing weight

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secondbirth-ray · 3 years ago

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Gorgeous 😍

😀😀

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secondbirth-ray · 3 years ago

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Working on some new music for the band!

#band #new music #metal #metalcore #hardcore #hard rock #music #my music #vocalist #singer #orginal music #musicians #demo #logic pro x

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secondbirth-ray · 3 years ago

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Back on Tumblr..

So, it’s been awhile since I’ve posted or have even logged in. Going to be uploading some music and updates soon!

#tumblr #music #metalhead #metal music #songwriter #vocalist

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secondbirth-ray · 6 years ago

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Sunset

#san diego #sandiego #california #cali #sunset cliffs #sunset #outdoors #ocean #waves #beach #nature #travels

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secondbirth-ray · 6 years ago

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Sunset cliffs was nice

#san diego #sandiego #california #cali #travels #sunset cliffs #sunset #beach #ocean #waves #cliffs #nature

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secondbirth-ray · 6 years ago

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I only exist to people when they want something…

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secondbirth-ray · 6 years ago

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Relatable.

(stolen from Instagram)

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secondbirth-ray · 6 years ago

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I can’t explain…

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secondbirth-ray · 6 years ago

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secondbirth-ray · 6 years ago

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Remember that Raccoon that was crushed by the cruel fate that is cotton candy plus water? Well, there was a happy ending after all!

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secondbirth-ray · 6 years ago

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You’re not over exaggerating. You’re not too sensitive. You’re not too much. If it hurts you it fucking hurts you. If it makes you angry, then it makes you angry. There’s nothing wrong with you for feeling.

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secondbirth-ray · 6 years ago

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I love it when you call me señorita

Señorita // Shawn Mendes & Camila Cabello

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secondbirth-ray · 6 years ago

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Just here.?

#san diego #sandiego #cali guys #grunge guys #guys with tattoos #california #nature #hopeless romantic #grunge #tattoos

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