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The road to recovery is one I am walking for longer than I would like. I do not know when I arrive at my destination, but I can’t help but dream

[seven-noemi]

Fear And unsafety were felt

More often than not.

Longing for a safe haven

In a world full of chaos.

[seven-noemi]

‘It took many years of vomiting up all of the filth that I had been taught about myself and halfway believed before I could walk around this earth like I had the right to be here.’

- James Baldwin

[seven-noemi]

Words are empty, yet we can’t seem to stop using them profusely. Promises that were not kept plant seeds of future doubt. The question is if we can ever trust and confide again? Feeling all life has to offer. I can’t help but wonder.

[seven-noemi]

Depression creeps in your life as a silent killer. Slowly taking away your emotions, aspirations, charactaristics and energy till the point you’re held hostage in your body. A body thats deteriorating before the eyes of the blind.

[seven-noemi]

My anxiety, trauma’s and seperation anxiety have limited my voice as a human being worthy of care, love and mutual respect

[seven-noemi]

It’s suffocating to think about all the things I would like to say to the pleople who unknowingly step on my heart on a daily basis

[seven-noemi]

It’s a weird thing when you go from feeling pain to feeling nothing

[seven-noemi]

I’m fighting

The toxicity of my family

Intrusive thoughts that tell me I’m not doing good enough

My OWN damn self

[seven-noemi]

People say they care

My thoughts scream otherwise

Don’t know who to trust

It is deafening

[seven-noemi]

In the dead of night

My thoughts come to life

Not caring about tomorrow

But effecting me forever..

[seven-noemi]

Don’t give up the fight

Even if it’s the darkest of night. For dawn will appear.. Eventually.

[seven-noemi]

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[seven-noemi]

The anniversary of the day on which you were born

usually paired with celebration, sadly your physical presence left us.

What remains are memories paired with the most beautiful smile, 

a smile that transcends warmth even in your afterlife. 

Time has passed yet your absence today is felt more than it ever has. 

On this day we remember and honor the time you graced us with your love,

for which we are eternally grateful. Happy birthday in heaven, M.

[seven-noemi]

it’s scary how many people think they want to die when really they want to start living