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Wanting a QPR with someone who is probably not aromantic is making me feel crazy because it’s like please please please please don’t romantically like anyone but also please please please don’t romantically like me either

Just be my best friend forever, just keep choosing me, just dont leave me🙏

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i need skam to make a series with an aroace spec character, PLEASE

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i just witnessed an old man literally shouting "SMILE" at a teenage girl, and all the men around him laughed while the women looked scared

what the fuck

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it is my favorite time of year. the time of best ofs

i can't wait for the hours long compilations of all of the funniest parts of my favorite youtubers

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being demi is so weird because 100% of the time i think im faking it for attention but like . . . what attention? i ain't telling anyone

oh i have a crush? fake, they're just a close friend.

oh i don't have a crush right now? also wrong, if i've experienced one before i can do it again.

why can't i trust myself or exist comfortably

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so why did no one tell me that love hurts??? huh??? who was gonna mention that love makes my chest feel like it's falling in on itself ?????

not happy. not happy at all

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loving someone who has internalized homophobia is like watching someone stab you and not doing anything about it

what do you mean you'll only lay your head on my shoulder when other people aren't watching?

what do you mean we only cuddle once we're the only ones left?

what is it about yourself that has you so afraid?

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My husband (Ao3) came back from war (1h maintenance) just to die of a heart attack (Error 500)

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my brother got engaged and on the facetime he still made time to make a joke about me (in a fun sibling way dw) and it made me happy bc even though he's getting married it doesn't mean he's not my brother

anyway, he said "look they're here for you" and flipped the camera to this:

i'm deceased 😭

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i think my true love is my best friend because i had a dream last night and it was just me and her and all we did was hug each other

when i can't see her in person i see her in my dreams

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pigeons are too grabable for my own good

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my mom always tells me to just be me until being me means asexuality and not wanting kids🥰🥰

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I have no desire to smash. I am not the hulk.

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Having little sexual attraction can be a bit of an inconvenience because whenever my friends are thirsting over people I don’t have any interest

Like uhhhh their… hair looks nice???

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when i was younger i never got into makeup because i never understood the point of it. . . because i didn't care if boys liked me or not.

and although i learned to use makeup and enjoy wearing it, i HATE how it, for some reason, always has to be for someone else.

like yes, i put on bronzer. no, i dont want you to say im pretty. but yes, i know i look pretty fucking cool, thank you.

it's part of why compliments when i wear nice things or makeup make me uncomfortable, because i don't want that like of attention, im not looking for it. i just want to dress cute and have my hair done because I (ME!!!) like the way i look.

then part of me thinks that this thought processes is selfish-- how crazy is that???? on some level, i think it's selfish to wear makeup just because i think i look nice