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If you see us posting on different blogs at once yeah there's like 7 of us fronting right now we stopped caring 2 or 3 fronters ago.

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I am so lucky you guys, I love my life.

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Just so we're clear, when I say I care, I mean that shit. You deserve someone to listen to you and give a fuck. Somebody who understands, even if it's just that they understand you are in pain. I don't care if you've got it the "worst" or "best" if you're having a shitty day I'm sorry, because that genuinely sucks. Shitty days suck.

You deserve someone to fight for you, to remind you that you are worth fighting for. Sometimes that fight is CBT and doing what chores you can, taking a shower if you can, and some days the fight is waking up and surviving the day by scrolling your phone in bed. Because at the end of the day, it's over. You won't ever have to go backwards and do today again.

And every moment you're alive is a moment I'm proud of you for. Every moment you're doing something good I'm proud of you. Waking up? I'm so glad. Taking meds? Couldn't be prouder. Eating a single bite of food but can't finish? You still ate, and for that I'm greatful. Some days you can't do much about your pain or suffering, but you will always have something in the day to be proud of. I am proud of you.

You are not a burden, you are worth the energy of loving.

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I also have an add on to this where Jeff walks in like EJ did and sees the two idiots sharing a jar of peanut butter in the dark. EJ's defence is "I wanted to know what the fuss about it was.."

Jeff finds the nearest alcoholic beverage, grabs it and heads to his room

Not sure how to make this a cohesive post so I'm just sending this to you directly in an ask because TicciJack and feeding your autism or something.

I need you to picture EJ hearing something metal drop in the kitchen and going to see what the hell is going on, and there in the dark is Toby crouched on top of the counter with a spoon and a half empty jar of peanut butter, metal utensils all over the floor because his tics knocked it over. They stare at each other for a moment before Toby slowly holds out the spoon with a massive heap of peanut butter on it and goes "I c-can share if you w-want..."

Jack does not want. He just turns and goes back to bed.

HELP LMAO FEEDING MY AUTISM😭😭

this is totally something Toby would do in the middle of the night. Freak.

The peanut butter incident... That's canon now

Jack will never look at peanut butter the same

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Peanut butter incident

Not sure how to make this a cohesive post so I'm just sending this to you directly in an ask because TicciJack and feeding your autism or something.

I need you to picture EJ hearing something metal drop in the kitchen and going to see what the hell is going on, and there in the dark is Toby crouched on top of the counter with a spoon and a half empty jar of peanut butter, metal utensils all over the floor because his tics knocked it over. They stare at each other for a moment before Toby slowly holds out the spoon with a massive heap of peanut butter on it and goes "I c-can share if you w-want..."

Jack does not want. He just turns and goes back to bed.

HELP LMAO FEEDING MY AUTISM😭😭

this is totally something Toby would do in the middle of the night. Freak.

The peanut butter incident... That's canon now

Jack will never look at peanut butter the same

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Noise I do not like and do not control

VS

Noise I do like and I also control

Autism and loud noise

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Special interests are so wonderful in so many ways, like I'm sorry to so many people that they often don't know how to take the time to sit, listen and appreciate somebody's special interest. They're missing out on some of the most passionate and most bonding conversations ever.

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That is a Chicky-Picky-Branch-Sitting Lilguy, more commonly known as a Peep! They don't have a varied diet we know of, but they were responsible for the creation of the Great Pyramids. Very cool birds.

What kind of bird is this

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Us: Oh I sleep fine

Also us 24/7:

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Coming to terms with the fact I'm intersex feels so strange.

I had such bad internalized intersexism for quite a long time, and though PCOS was very accepted by me as an intersex variation, it was hard to accept myself as intersex.

I'd often think things like, "Everyone says this experience is intersexism, but I'm perisex so I must just be overdramatic or something" and "I'm not intersex, (insert bullshit reason that in my mind only applied to me)". One of my most common thoughts was, "PCOS is intersex yeah, but am I PCOS enough to be intersex?"

And now it's just.. so much simpler. It sucks to recognize that I'm further from conformity than I thought, and now that I know I've experienced intersexism it's harder to ignore it's effects on me.

But it's simpler now, I know that I'm intersex and there's no questioning anymore. And I like that, I like knowing who I am.

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Me: I'm nonbinary and intersex!

Person: Cool, what's your AGAB?

Me: I wish you an unholy trauma that grants you suffering forever, hope this helps :)

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what's a "tumblr"?

occasional posts from users

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Imma scare the shit out of Toby just to get him to deck me. This isn't anything but foreplay for me Tiv.

HIII TIV!!

Okey help me out here. Yk the Toby brainworms and stuff.

SO I really like to spook people like— i like to stand behind the door and suddenly jump out whenever someone passes and spook them. I like faces they make. it’s priceless lol

And now that i think about it… HOW CAN YOU SPOOK TOBY??? That man is literally a serial killer.. like.. i don’t think “boo!” Would work.

that’s all. HAVE A GOOD DAY POOKIE😍😍😍

Toby is really not easily scared lmfao. As you said - dude is a literal serial killer so like he IS the fear lol you could jump out at him while he passes and he’s just hit you with a “w-what the hell are you doing?” without even flinching

The only way to really get him would be if you caught him when his guard is alllllll the way down. like hiding behind the shower curtain before he stumbles in to brush his teeth in the morning whilst still half asleep. fair warning though - might not be a good idea lmfao.

again, trained serial killer, so, if you startle him - 9/10 times he’s just gonna swing lol it’s just like instincts

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So many fronters. So few hands.

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Me, an allo:

Fuck you got me there bud

Ok but are we SURE sexual attraction is real? Idk, seems kinda fake to me. Are we ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN there isn’t a communication error going on somewhere??? I’m not convinced

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Shout out to our aromantic alter who when we were 15 somebody had to EXPLAIN to him that lots of people actually want romance.

Bro thought that actually wanting romance is a urban legend and people got married for tax benefits and God alone.

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Some aces can have kids too!

*stares at my single mother intensely*

some aces are virgins

some aces love sex

some aces have sexual trauma

some aces don't want sex

some aces masturbate

some aces are teenagers

some aces are in their seventies

some aces dress modestly

some aces wear skimpy clothes

some aces only date aces

some aces don't want romance

and we're all valid : )

EDIT: EVERYONE THAT'S HAVING DISCOURSE IN THE NOTES WILL BE BLOCKED IF YOU'RE BEING AN ASS

Edit edit: Anyone that's confused about how asexuals could love/enjoy/want sex can go read this