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I'm starting to forget how my world used to be before you'd abruptly walk in

so I must write

I must always write

for words will save what has remained of me

and what will come next

I must write about this feeling that i don't even know

I must express this thought that i barely recognize

I must chew and spit the words

i must rip my skin off and stop the silence

if that's what it takes to not forget

but do i dare disturb the universe's will

and how can i fizz the poems

i hold my hands out to the sky

i ask poetry for answers

bewildred, i beg, i beseech

I pray, i plead, i pledge my never ending devotion

I dare not ask for more

don't deprive me from diving into dazzling dreams

Silver Lee.

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Silver approached the younger male hastily and unsteadily, his hands shaking as his chest went up and down quickly. "I can't take this anymore, I'm at the end of my rope." He furrowed his eyebrows and stared directly into the other's eyes.

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“Hey! Slow down!” August scolded as the other came up to him, wildly trying to explain something to him. “Take a deep breath. Start from the beginning. What’s wrong? You’re not hurt are you?”

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Looking for a writing partner.

Does anyone want to write with me? I've been very uninspired and probably procrastinating, though my mind is buzzing with unleashed ideas. I'd like to have someone to write with - anything really; rp, short stories, poety. Whatever floats your boat. I just want to write.

Feel free to message me if you're interested.

Or you can like/reblog this.

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 I knew that this was going to happen sooner or later. I knew that someday I'd be laying in bed and it would hit me that your simple admiration for me is not enough. That your trivial "I love you" is nothing but a passing ship in an ocean-sized room of my hunger and selfishness. I knew that your foolish coup de foudre wouldn't seal the vast holes in my worn out ceiling where drops of black rain and dispossessions made their way through the empty cracks. I knew that the happiness in your eyes ,when they're set on me, wouldn't brighten all my dark days. And most importantly, I knew that when your heart skips a beat, mine would stay still until it subsides along the waves of loneliness. I knew it, I knew it. I'm mad that I realized it. I'm raging that I acknowledged it.

I wish I could love you back.

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/- I wanted to die clean, blooming young lungs smoke free, unaffected teeth milky white, unstained wrists hanging in the serene void, unscarred bare hands dangling senselessly in unknown streets, unoccupied heart pumping blood, unfilled, unbroken mind roaming on the edge of time, uninhabited soul straying in all the wrong places , assembled I wanted to be a whole on my own, complete and fulfilled ethereal for i made up my own utopia a vast paradisiacal avenue of my own, where i can rove when the sky wears its darkest gown //- except one day i inhaled smoke at the corner of a worn down coffee shop and my teeth chattered from bewilderment i brushed hands with broken bones and heard the cracks between the shredded joints the unryhmed heartbeats tugged on my ears and asked my feet to standstill at the doorsteps of hope /// lungs that ingested ashes of fallen empires, exhausted and gasping for air in a city that did not breathe a dystopian pile of despair, walking on two, all the way through tragic but real sharp but worth bleeding for.

To The Boy With The Sunlit Smile.

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Come back to Tumblr!

I’m back.

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Do you still roleplay?

I ocasionally do. But I’m not really back on track.

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full pipe sesh with some rad chicks

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by Daniel Cook

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Yesss. Silver is on tumblr!

First stalker spotted. Haha. I wonder who.

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St. Michael’s Church // Munich, Germany.

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meadow no.3

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Human should be two things respect and honest

A.M. (via cxld-blood)

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🚶🏻 (en Ciudad de México)

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