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"Hold my hand until the world ends?"

"I have been since it started."

Fell asleep watching Merlin and had a dream that Merlin told Arthur "I know you. Since the moment my soul took its first breath, I've known you."

And now i feel like ive gotta write that in a fic

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Fell asleep watching Merlin and had a dream that Merlin told Arthur "I know you. Since the moment my soul took its first breath, I've known you."

And now i feel like ive gotta write that in a fic

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It felt something like this

If I had a nickel for every time ive read a fic where a character had a mental disorder and realizing throughout it that I had been dealing with all of the same symptoms and then getting diagnosed within the same year id have two nickels

Which isnt a lot but its weird that its happened twice

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If I had a nickel for every time ive read a fic where a character had a mental disorder and realizing throughout it that I had been dealing with all of the same symptoms and then getting diagnosed within the same year id have two nickels

Which isnt a lot but its weird that its happened twice

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I’ve made a website through Etsy to share my books and artwork. Though right now the only active listings is my book, The Devil Ain’t a Liar, there are many more to come in the future!

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Heaven and Hell Were Words to Me

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65171032

They say to be loved is to be seen. Well then James must be obsessed because God, he can’t tear his eyes away from him.

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I feel a little pathetic waiting for that "happy birthday" text that doesn't even come every year

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Was randomly thinking about whether I'd save my younger self from a burning building and I was at a loss bc

she deserves to be saved but oh, I know how this story ends.

Anyway then the next sentence that popped into my head was "I'll carve her name into the ash so she's never forgotten." DAMN

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How can you see my ugliest parts and still hold me so tenderly? Because you think I am broken.

How can you still love me so fiercely? You do not.

You handle fragile things with care.

And you lie easier than you tell the truth.

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I published my first book!

The Devil Ain't a Liar is a 105 page work of written and illustrated poetry meant to help myself and readers process through religious trauma associated with christianity. Originally published on August 8th, 2024, this book was available to order on Amazon and Kindle, but I am so so excited to announce that it is also now available on Etsy where you can order autographed copies as well through the personalization box.

The copies I ship out through Etsy will also come with a FREE bookmark featuring a randomized piece of art from the book itself. Or you can also order a full set of the 8 total bookmarks through my other Etsy listing as well.

The book is available in hardcover or paperback!

Amazon link:

Etsy link (be sure to specify in the customization section on the listing if you want an autographed copy for NO upcharge):

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My favorite trope is where one character (usually the gentle and soft one) believes the other to be dead and just loses their shit

Goes absolutely fucking batshit

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Tbh I think the movie depiction of Moony was perfect

I love my freaky little cryptid looking wolfie

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I keep seeing people on the clock app talking about their dream casts for the HBO HP series, particularly people in the marauders fandom. And I just...????

I thought we all collectively agreed not to watch it...

Our fandom is supposed to be a safe place for queer and trans folks. What do you mean you're supporting she-who-must-not-be-named's latest money grab??

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Damn we got another one

Lmao did anyone else catch this

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And on that note, chapter 10 of Unforgiving Current, Unforgetting Moon is already out

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Me having multiple dreams back to back about being chased and stalked when I almost decided to go on a walk at like 2am to take in Hekate :|

All my tiktok page saying ECLIPSE ON PISCES BE AWARE OF WHAT YOUR DREAMS SAY.

Me dreaming about my hero academia....