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A piercing static buzz filled the air before Caleb’s voice broke through the chaos, heavy with an anger simmering just beneath the surface. Each word struck like a hammer, sharp and deliberate, revealing the tension that coiled within him, waiting to erupt.

“Where are you?”

He takes a moment to catch his breath, his chest rising and falling rapidly as he steadies himself. The air around him feels thick with tension, and he struggles to maintain a steady tone amidst the chaotic swirl of emotions coursing through him. Beads of sweat trickle down his forehead, and he clenches his fists, determined to project calmness despite the storm brewing inside.

“They took you. I shoulda been faster. I shoulda been there.”

There was a moment of quiet, heavy with anticipation, before the sharp clang of metal echoed through the room. Caleb struck something, sending it crashing against the wall. The impact reverberated, a reminder of the intensity simmering just beneath the surface.

“They don’t understand what they’ve done. They think this is just another mission. Another pawn to move. But you’re not a mission. You’re everything.”

The gentle, almost melodic hum of the aircrafts engine gradually intensifies, filling the air with a low, soothing vibration that resonates through the cramped metal confines. As the control panel lights shimmer to life, casting a warm glow across the cockpit, the vibrant sounds of whirring machinery and the rhythmic beeping of instruments blend together into a harmonious symphony, signaling that the journey is about to begin.

“I’m comin’ for you. I don’t care where they’re hidin’, how many locked doors or traps they’ve built around you. I will tear every one of them down.”

His voice drops in pitch, each word laced with unwavering determination and a steely edge. The intensity of his gaze matches the gravity in his tone, as if he is channeling all his conviction into this moment, reinforcing the promise behind his words.

“And when I find you… nothin’ will ever take you from me again.”

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I'm considering writing a story about a Shogun Caleb and a courtesan reader. Caleb and the reader are close childhood friends. Unfortunately, due to financial struggles, the reader's family sells her off to become a courtesan. Over the years, Caleb works hard to obtain a well-paying job with the intention of visiting her and ultimately buying her freedom.

Inspired by Apothecary Diaries 🤫

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Caleb x Reader

CW: Sexual assault.

Word count: 1,300

A/N: Inspired by a nightmare I had a few nights ago, I am writing to cope. It was related to my PTSD only with a better outcome.

The night air hung thick with an eerie stillness, wrapping around me like a heavy fog as I meandered through one of the dimly lit parks in SkyHaven. Shadows danced from the flickering lamplights, and my heart pounded with a mix of dread and urgency. I had been exploring alongside Caleb, but now, in the suffocating darkness, we had become separated, his presence swallowed by the night. A wave of anxiety surged through me, each heartbeat echoing louder in the silence as I frantically searched for a flicker of life on my phone. Yet, the screen remained hauntingly blank, its silence only deepening the unease that prickled at my skin.

In the quest for a fleeting escape, I discovered a solitary wooden bench cradled in the embrace of an ancient oak tree, its gnarled limbs sprawling overhead like the protective arms of a guardian. The bench's surface was cool and weathered, each splinter and groove telling a story of countless seasons past. As I sank into its sturdy frame, a wave of weariness cascaded over me, weighing down my eyelids and pulling me into a tranquil stillness. I clung to the flickering hope that Caleb would retrace his steps, his familiar presence breaking through the serene solitude and finding me here beneath the sheltering canopy of leaves.

Time stretched painfully, wrapped in an oppressive silence that thickened the air around me, every lingering second heightening my sense of dread. Then, like a jagged knife slicing through the stillness, the sound of footsteps shattered the quiet, each step purposeful and gravel crunching underfoot. I tensed instinctively, my heart now pounding in a frantic rhythm, as I turned to face the source of the sound.

An older man emerged from the shadows, his frayed jacket hanging loosely on his gaunt frame. A predatory smirk curled on his lips, and his eyes glinted with a sinister hunger that sent a spine-chilling jolt through me. There was something about his gaze—sharp and calculating—that stirred a primal fear within, leaving me acutely aware of my vulnerability.

“Has anyone ever told you that you look absolutely stunning today?” he inquired, his voice oozing with a condescending tone that sent a shiver down my spine. A wave of unease washed over me, and heat crept into my cheeks as I sensed the warning signals in my gut. Choosing silence, I hoped he would lose interest and fade into the shadows. Instead, he edged closer, his footsteps resonating in the heavy stillness of the night, amplifying my dread as the darkness seemed to close in around us.

“Are you single?” he pressed, a smirk twisting his lips in a predatory manner. A wave of panic surged through me, igniting every nerve in my body as I detected the menacing undercurrent in his demeanor. With each step he took closer, an instinctual urge to flee erupted within me, and I shot up from the bench, my heart pounding like a war drum. Adrenaline coursed through my veins, electrifying my muscles and propelling me forward. I knew I wasn’t equipped for a physical confrontation, but the sheer desperation to escape propelled my feet to move faster than I ever thought possible.

No matter how fervently I tried to break away, he closed in with unnerving speed, his presence a dark shadow looming over me. In an instant, I was forcefully slammed to the damp earth, the chill of the ground biting into my skin as I grappled desperately beneath his considerable weight. My heart raced wildly, thudding against my ribs, each beat echoing my mounting terror.

Panic surged through me, constricting my throat like a vice, making each breath a struggle. I pushed against him with every ounce of strength I could muster, but the despair only deepened as I felt the overwhelming weight of hopelessness settle around me. Hot tears streamed down my cheeks, clouding my vision, and I let out a desperate wail, “Caleb! Caleb! Please! Help me!” My voice quaked, laced with raw fear and urgency, each cry reverberating through the bedlam surrounding us. The struggle felt endless, my body quaking with a volatile mix of rage and terror. Just when it seemed all hope was lost, a fierce blur suddenly burst into the chaos, breaking through like a bolt of lightning.

With a powerful punch, Caleb struck the man, sending him reeling away from me. The world twisted and blurred around me as confusion flooded my senses. Yet, as clarity gradually seeped back in, I found myself riveted by Caleb’s mesmerizing violet eyes. They shone like rare amethysts, brimming with a fierce determination and a palpable sense of relief that seemed to cut through the chaos surrounding us.

A soothing tide of warmth enveloped me as I instinctively drew him close, my arms encircling him with a desperate intensity, as though his very presence was the lifeline I so desperately needed. With each shallow breath, I fought to suppress the swell of tears that threatened to spill over, my heart aching in the stillness. I managed to whisper his name, "Caleb," my voice trembling and raw—a fractured plea that reverberated through the fragile silence, echoing the tumult within me.

Caleb gently mirrored my actions, his warm hand gliding through my hair with a tenderness that felt both healing and protective. As he traced soothing circles on my back, his touch enveloped me in a cocoon of comfort, a sanctuary against any shadows of doubt that lingered in my mind. With each deliberate stroke, he spoke softly, his voice a steady balm that washed over me like a gentle wave. “You’re okay, Pipsqueak. Nothing will ever hurt you again,” he vowed, sincerity radiating from his eyes like sunlight breaking through clouds. “I’m right here with you,” he added, his tone imbued with deep empathy, resonating in the quiet space between us. “I’m so sorry this happened.” His presence wrapped around me like a warm, protective blanket, anchoring me in this moment and dissolving the heavy weight of my worries, allowing me to breathe freely again.

With each soft word wrapped around me like a warm embrace and every tender gesture, my heart slowly found its rhythm again. A sense of safety enveloped me in the comforting glow of Caleb’s steadfast presence, dispelling the shadows of uncertainty that had lingered. While absorbed in the moment, I was unaware of the sickening sound of cracking bones and strained, gurgling yells in the background as Caleb’s evol gradually crushed the man, ensuring his death was slow and painful.

"I’ll never let you out of my sight again, not after what just happened,” Caleb vowed, his voice laced with a fierce determination. With a swift and graceful motion, he lifted me up, cradling me in his powerful arms as if I were a delicate treasure. The warmth of his embrace wrapped around me like a comforting blanket, igniting a sense of safety that surged through me. As he began to walk towards his home, each step felt steady and sure, grounding me in the moment, as the world around us faded away into the background.

I pressed my eyes shut, desperate to shield myself from the encroaching tide of fear that threatened to engulf me. Instead, I nestled deeper into the gentle curve of his shoulder, inhaling the familiar blend of his natural scent intertwined with the warm notes of his cologne—a soothing elixir of rich cedar and velvety sandalwood that calmed my frantic heartbeat. With every measured step he took, I tightened my grip on him, losing myself in the cocoon of his presence as the chaotic world around us blurred into nothingness. All that mattered was the steady cadence of his heartbeat and the comforting heat radiating from his body, wrapping me in a sanctuary of safety and solace.

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“The hands that cradled your face and tilted it upward to kiss your forehead are soaked in unimaginable amounts of blood.”

“But they cradled me, yes?”

Sylus, Caleb, Xavier, Eren, Geto, Gojo?, Levi, Armin, Hawks, Dabi

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I long for the gentle warmth of fading memories to envelop me like a comforting blanket, offering solace as I dive deep into their comforting embrace. In this reflective moment, I find myself journeying through the cherished milestones of my life, savoring the echoes of laughter and the familiar tones of the voices of those I hold dear. Each memory dances through my mind, painting vivid pictures of joy and connection, their presence reverberating softly in the corners of my heart.

As I sit in contemplation of what might lie beyond this earthly existence, I yearn for the afterlife to be a kinder sanctuary than this world I have known, a realm where love and understanding reign supreme. I envision a place infused with peace, where the burdens of sorrow are lifted, and the trials of life fade into the background, replaced by a serene light.

Moreover, I hope that my departure from this life serves not just as a farewell, but as a profound awakening for those who have caused me pain. I genuinely desire for my absence to ignite a spark of understanding within their hearts and minds, compelling them to reflect on their actions. I wish for them to truly feel the weight of the suffering I endured because of their choices, to walk a mile in my shoes and experience the heartache that accompanied their decisions.

My hope is that this reckoning will guide them toward a brighter, more compassionate path in their own lives, allowing them to transform their understanding and approach to relationships and life itself. In this way, perhaps my journey can become a catalyst for change, fostering growth not just for myself, but for those I leave behind.

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Will you remember me?

With delicate red rose petals nestled in my hair, their soft fragrance mingling with the warm breeze, I gaze out into the world with eyes sparkling like sunlit pools, reflecting the golden glow of the day.

With a smile that radiates warmth and joy, like sunlight breaking through the clouds, and a heart that glimmers with kindness and compassion.

Do you remember that moment when my fingers gently traced the contours of your face? Each touch lingered on the delicate curve of your jaw and the smoothness of your cheeks, as I savored every exquisite detail. I caressed your beard, feeling its texture beneath my fingertips, etching each distinct feature into my memory like a cherished work of art.

Will you remember the sound of my voice resonating through the stillness as I tenderly call out your name? Each syllable lingers in the air, weaving a tapestry of nostalgia that wraps around us, filled with an intimate warmth and an aching sense of longing? The familiar cadence of my words dances in the atmosphere, evoking memories of laughter and shared moments, making the very air feel charged with unspoken emotions.

Do you remember the vivid red rose petals that seemed to explode from my broken body, their rich crimson hue vividly contrasting with the anguish that had once imprisoned me? Each petal, delicate yet resilient, danced gracefully in the air, painting a picture of beauty amidst the chaos—a striking reminder of the vibrant life that thrived beneath the surface of my pain.

Can you envision the chilling scene of me lying on the unforgiving cold concrete, my body sprawled out in an ominous manner? The starkness of the surface contrasts sharply with my eerie stillness, limbs contorted at unsettling angles that seem to defy the natural order. It’s a haunting image, a stark reminder etched in time, encapsulating that moment in all its unsettling clarity.

Will you cherish the words I've poured from my heart? I expressed how deeply I perceive your essence, comparing it to the boundless expanse of the universe. Just as the night sky is adorned with countless stars, each shining with its own unique light, so too does your spirit radiate beauty and wonder. The galaxies, with their swirling colors and intricate patterns, remind me of the complexity and mystery that you embody, inviting exploration and contemplation.

At precisely 11:11, time stood still for me. My clock, once faithfully marking the passage of each moment, suddenly ceased to tick, leaving an eerie silence in its wake.

Will you remember me?

Will you remember me?

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“I love it when I see old couples together, because it makes me believe that true love does exist.”

— Unknown

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I made a little post today on my Instagram that sounded poetic 🫶🏼 The sunset yesterday was also beautiful.

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Rafayel 😭😭😭

Prompt #1103

"Stop following me."

"Oh, do you want me to walk beside you? Maybe hold hands with you?"

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“I’m sorry you were not truly loved and that it made you cruel.”

— Warsan Shire

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Love and Deepspace

Xavier

Positions I wanna put my girl in. (SFW)

“She fell asleep knowing she’s safe from guys like you.” (SFW)

Zayne

Positions I wanna put my girl in. (SFW)

“She fell asleep knowing she’s safe from guys like you.” (SFW)

Rafayel

Positions I wanna put my girl in. (SFW)

Sylus

“That’s my good girl.” (NSFW)

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Nanami finds himself on a dangerous mission alongside a small group of sorcerers when the situation takes a turn for the worse. Amidst the chaos, he stumbles upon you, injured and alone in a dim alleyway, the early pangs of labor beginning to take hold. With urgency in his voice, Nanami implores Gojo to take charge so he can remain by your side. Gently, he moves you to a place of safety, doing his utmost to assist. However, despite his efforts, you eventually succumbed to your injuries and slipped into unconsciousness, leaving Nanami overcome with a harrowing mix of horror and panic.

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Hey there! Just a quick heads up – I'm still working on "The Armin x Reader Forbidden Romance," but I've hit a bit of a roadblock. I find myself going back and rewriting parts constantly. I want to assure you that I haven't forgotten about it! Your patience is greatly appreciated! 🫶🏼✨