swangenic

[swangenic]

my headmate and I are curious... is it considered intersex to when someone is ( bodily ) naturally or ( bodily ) born anisosexed in some way... ex. Having an underdeveloped penis but everything else is mullerian?

* anisosex is someone who is mostly one sex but is also partially a bit of another sex.

"what is that username? You can't come from swans!?" We don't.

[swangenic]

We are swangenic is sub term for traumagenic for those caused by sexual trauma (doesn't necessarily have to be abuse based). We use this because it impacts our system so much. We also use swangenic to represent our goal to create thr whole / fused self (or approx ) in the image of a swan aka with strength and elegance. To represent the past and future.

This is doesn't mean our system origin is a swan or swans. We are caused by trauma and abuse.

[swangenic]

For those saying it's intersexist, pls can you give me recommendations on what I should do instead?

I feel lost and really need advice.

Is it valid to be "transperisex"

For context I'm intersex / bigenital, severely wish to be perisex, my entire life I've been scared of my unknown variations and just want the mental and physical peace that being perisex would bring?

* please then comment different label if you can.

[swangenic]

Is it valid to be "transperisex"

For context I'm intersex / bigenital, severely wish to be perisex, my entire life I've been scared of my unknown variations and just want the mental and physical peace that being perisex would bring?

* please then comment different label if you can.

[swangenic]

DID symptoms that people don't talk enough about

The cycle of forgetting and then re-remembering trauma memories

Constant depersonalization and derealization

Feeling as if you're stuck living someone else's life

Failure to plan for the future because nothing feels real + losing time

Thinking a flashback is over when you've actually just dissociated away from it, and having it resume as soon as you stop dissociating

Dissociative stupor/trance

Alexithymia

Identity issues outside of alters

Inability to connect with other people

Being unable to tell if you've healed from a past problem/trauma or if you've just dissociated away from it

Not learning from past mistakes because of amnesia and dissociation

Feeling nothing psychologically despite physical shaking, racing heart, nausea, crying, etc

The extreme disorientation + identity confusion that comes with co-consciousness and co-fronting

Somatic flashbacks

Being triggered by your own DID symptoms because you know the only reason you're experiencing any of this is because of what they did to you

[swangenic]

Should multiplicity be diagnosed?

[swangenic]

I used to be anti endo because of my person of interest, they introduced my to fdc and sc and I was miserable. Every part of my existence had to related to trauma, I felt trapped and depressed. Then I reconnected with the endo community and realised that my plurality is beautiful, my disabilities are beautiful and valid and deserve acceptance and peace. I realised I'm mixed origin and I never been more free and happy.

Thank you endogenic systems, thank you for showing me we can have joy and pride who we are, together.

[swangenic]

ambiguous genitalia pride flag

[pt: ambiguous genitalia pride flag]

ambiguous genitalia is genitalia which is not able to be clearly identified as "male" or "female." in intersex people, this can be caused by any number of variations, including CAH, PAIS, chromosomal variation, etc.

green was chosen to represent nature and neutrality. a hibiscus was chosen due to hibiscuses being common symbols of beauty and happiness. they are also a bisexual flower!

*this flag is intended to be used by those who are intersex and have ambiguous genitalia from birth or for those whos ambiguous genitalia developed without the use of medications or surgery. those who have experienced IGM or have had bottom surgery after the fact are completely free to use this flag. the parameters of "ambiguous genitalia" is very vague, so if you feel it fits, it fits! not intended for those who have developed genital ambiguity due to exogenous HRT usage or bottom surgery.

[swangenic]

What is transautism?

I've heard folks talk about it for a while now and want to understand and be supportive.

I know it's attached to radqueers due to headmates but don't know what it means.

[swangenic]

i’m your puppet [6-30-2020]

[swangenic]

Being online and hearing stories of other systems lives and inner worlds is like being told lore about a mid season episode of a tv show you can't watch in your country.

[swangenic]

Non distinct switching is strange. We don't switch often. But when we do, half the time it's not noticed instantly and there'll be a moment when it's like "Hey wait a minute, I'm not the other guy!"

[swangenic]

r/systemscringe and fdc when a persecutor is mean/does bad things: "FAKE!! EDGELORD!!"

also them when alters are kind and do nice things for their system: "Systems are always miserable and suffering, so you're faking!"

This is just one example that shows fdc literally do not care whether you're actually faking or not, they are never satisfied and they try to find any stupid 'reason' to hate you for the FUN of it. Never try to appeal to these mfs and just be yourselves pls ❤

[swangenic]

Is there any alternatives to a sexual system?

We fit the definition just not the cause