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Update : my mom just came to my room to scream at me through the door. She has no idea I'm crying my eyes off and I'm planning on never telling her and disappear when I go to college because thanks mom for the trauma

Hey. Sup.

Hello everyone,

It is 19h37 here in Algeria, my mom just took over the preparation of the cakes i was making. Do you know why? Because I'm having a ✨mental breakdown ✨. Why exactly am I having a mental breakdown? Because I'm not good enough to do anything. Even simple chocolate cakes.

What a wonderful time to be on earth.

Happy new year you guys!

-keira

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Hey. Sup.

Hello everyone,

It is 19h37 here in Algeria, my mom just took over the preparation of the cakes i was making. Do you know why? Because I'm having a ✨mental breakdown ✨. Why exactly am I having a mental breakdown? Because I'm not good enough to do anything. Even simple chocolate cakes.

What a wonderful time to be on earth.

Happy new year you guys!

-keira

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🌿 Reasons to stay alive:

1) Discovering yourself (you are worth discovering)

2) How silly people get when they're sleepy

3) Sitting in hammocks

4) long hugs

5) Going to the zoo

6) Carving pumpkins

7) cute baby animals

8) kissing in the rain

9) singing

10) The smell of baking cookies

11) picnics

12) Warm blankets when it's cold

13) you are so loved

14) octobers

15) staying up all night and sleeping in

16) water balloon fights

17) making babies smile

18) movie marathons

19) foreign cities, languages, people & food

20) Those "this never leaves the room" moments

21) rainbows

22) you will be missed

23) Drinking hot chocolate/coffee/ & tea

24) Binge-watching a series

25) Slow dances

26) you are never alone

27) meeting new people

28) traveling

29) Watermelon in the summer

30) sunsets

31) naps

32) road trips

33) Finally understanding what something means

34) late-night phone calls

35) Listening to rainstorms

36) Cuddling

37) climbing trees

38) Going for walks

39) Doing crazy things with your best friends

40) getting married someday

41) Kind comments from others

42) tears of joy

43) drawing

44) cartoons

45) laughing really hard

46) making other people happy

47) sleeping in

48) jumping in puddles

49) Flowers

50) you are needed

51) fireflies

52) undiscovered forests

53) art

54) Really good books

55) finding love of all kinds

56) jumping really high on a trampoline

57) hugging

58) full moons

59) crunchy leaves

60) Seeing yourself recover

61) concerts

62) stargazing

63) kissing

64) secrets and promises

65) Autumn leaves

66) knowing all of the lyrics to a song

67) orgasms

68) the smell after rain

69) Getting handwritten notes in the mail

70) Halloween

71) Clean sheets

72) The first snow of the winter

73) petting puppies

74) City lights

75) late night walks

76) Building forts

77) Smiling in the middle of a kiss

78) people care about you

79) you are important

80) bonfires

81) thunderstorms

82) having kids if you want

83) sunrises

84) When a baby holds onto one of your fingers with it's whole hand

85) going to comic con

86) kind strangers

87) bowties

88) treehouses

89) music

90) slow dance parties in your room

91) new video games

92) long drives

93) being awake when everyone else is asleep

94) eye sex

95) smiling at strangers

96) onesies

97) you could save someone's life

98) The sky and it's beautiful colors

99) walks on the beach

100) sitting on rooftops

101) paint fights

102) There will be a time you'll see that you're glad you didn't do it

103) pillow fights

104) lying on grass and watching clouds

105) you matter

106) watching fireworks

107) graduating

108) snow cones

109) bay windows

110) silence that isn't awkward

111) messy hair

112) Your pets wouldn't understand why you're not around

113) warm showers

114) making smores

115) when you start smiling and can't stop

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Hey. Sup.

So I think I just lost my best friend.

A few days ago I told her I might be bisexual and at first she was super supportive and for the first time in forever I felt safe and accepted. But a few minutes ago she sent me a text "I've changed my mind" and now my worst fears became true. She said that she didn't accept the lgbtqia+ community because it was against our religion. I tried to explain to her my beliefs but she said that she didn't care if they got murdered, raped and burned and then I told her that I was disappointed and she told me that it wasn't her problem to fix so I told her that she was against me.

And now I'm so scared that she's going to tell everyone else. I'm terrified.

So thanks for coming to my Ted talk I guess.

- kaira

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Queen

Baby Harmonia: Daddy, let’s play princesses.

Ares: No!

Baby Harmonia *on the verge of tears*: Why not?

Ares: Because I didn’t raise any princesses, I raised a queen. We’re gonna go play queens!

Baby Harmonia: Yay!

Artemis: ...I’m proud of him.

Athena: He has earned a fraction of my respect.

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The fact that Artemis is usually portrayed as the lesbian god and not Athena confuses me. Artemis doesn't want sex or romance because she doesn't want to deal with all that while Athena can't have sex with a man bc if she gets pregnant the child will be the downfall of the Olympians. It's more likely that if anyone was seducing beautiful women it would be Athena. Also, Artemis's hunters are co gender it's just that men were less likely to take the Big Ol' Vow of Virginhood. Idk but Artemis seems very aroace but maybe I'm biased. I like to think that as same sex marriage gets more widely expected Artemis will continue her single life while Athena scores a beautiful wife, gods know she deserves it.

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s a m e

I have just decided that I will now be disappearing under mysterious circumstances.

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Hey. Sup.

It's me again. I'm currently having my second mental break down of the day, as I do every day, and I'm crying because I can't take it anymore.

So I've come to the conclusion that I'm a dumb pathetic bitch who deserves nothing and at this point I should probably kill myself or something because I'm honestly exhausted and I can't talk to anyone because none of my friends understand what it's like, my brother and I are not close at all and my parents are the cause of all of this. I mean I'm the cause but they're making it so much worst.

So now onto the reason why I'm a dumb pathetic bitch who deserves nothing in life.

I keep choosing people who do nothing but hurt me. My mom who keeps choosing my brother who is her favorite child even though she says she loves us both equally. My dad who's as emotionally unavailable and cold as ice. My best friend who knows nothing about the real me but who I can't let go of because I'm terrified of trying to find people who will genuinely care about me because I would rather be accepted than thought of as a freak. And this boy who keeps breaking my fucking heart and because I'm a dumb pathetic bitch I keep letting him in even though I know that he's going to hurt me again and there will be no one to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart.

So yeah. I'm a dumb pathetic bitch who deserves nothing in life and at this point I should probably kill myself.

What a great day for self loathing, right?

Thanks for coming to my Ted talk

-kaira

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That's something I wish I had known before

unwarranted piece of writing advice for today: get acquainted with writing short oneshots that have a full arc/narrative!! you improve at being concise, fitting a story's worth of emotion into a very small space, and writing a wider range of dynamics, emotions, and styles. doing a lot of quick drabbles (from a prompt list or otherwise) makes you overall a more versatile writer, a quicker writer, and far less one-tone !

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Omg right 😂😂

having undiagnosed adhd was fucking hilarious i’d be like “hey you know that feeling when you get into something so hard you can’t think about literally anything else and it consumes all your higher brain functions to the point where it’s almost viscerally frustrating and your life has begun to center around this one topic or piece of media and it’s also the only way you can experience joy most of the time and all your emotions are tied up in it to some degree and now it’s part of your identity until suddenly it’s not and you feel horrible and alone and understimulated and it’s kind of the worst but that’s just showbiz ain’t it” and everybody would be like what the fuck? NO?????? and i would just be like. Huh! Wacky! and keep on livin ig 

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Hey. Sup.

If you read my previous post, you probably know that I have been diagnosed with ADHD for like 2 weeks or something but I don't have any medication because I'm too scared...

So like I would be very grateful if someone told me what adderal feels like because I don't know and I'm scared to find out...

Thank you very much

- Kaira

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You guys 😂😂 I just realized the funniest thing.

I have ADHD (no that's not my realization) and suddenly my whole life makes sense 😂

I am now 17, have been diagnosed for like a week or something and everything just makes so much sense. When I was a kid I would just constantly zone out in class. I could never focus on anything (I mean I still can't) and I wouldn't stop doodling, fidgeting and I could never stop moving but I was in class so obviously I had to.

I was messy but also the "quiet good kid" and my copybooks were so messy and filled with doodlings (doodles???? Idk) that my teachers would constantly yell at me and my dumbass would zone out while they were yelling at me 😂

Also I HATE silence. I just can't stand it and I can't do anything if I don't feel and hear the people around me. So one time (because I'm a writer) I was being interviewed (it was on radio) and someone who knows me pretty well was with me and he told that story about how we met "we met at a bookstore. There was so much noise but she was at a table and she was writing like no one was around. And then I saw her choose book after book and it was like nothing could bother her." And it turns out I actually have ADHD and everything I have been doing my whole life isn't normal and I'm just laughing joker style 😂

-kaira

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Random 1:36 am thought :

How come I can attract guys but I can never keep their attention?

Idk if anyone will get this or relate and maybe it's just nonesense but here's the thing :

- I'm hot enough for them to be attracted to me. I'm hot enough for them to want to linger their fingers on my skin and play with my hair for a couple of hours but not hot enough for them to want to stay.

- I'm interesting enough for them to go on a couple dates with me. I'm interesting enough for them to laugh at my random thoughts and my bad jokes and I'm interesting enough for them to want to spend a few hours with me but not enough for them to want to date me.

- I'm spontaneous enough for them to want to go on that first crazy adventure I'll ask them to go on with me but not enough to stick around for the next.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong but if you know maybe just tell me? Please?

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I'm girls

girls be like “im going to bed” and then just cry for 2 hours

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In honor of suicide awareness month and all the people I've lost to suicide.

I love you and I miss you so much

Reasons to Be Alive

I’ve noticed lately that many people across social media (mostly Facebook) have been saying that the most important reason not to kill yourself is because “you are someone’s child/friend/sibling/partner etc”. Their intentions are good, and caring about your loved ones is wonderful, but today I’m going to tell you that when it comes to finding reasons to survive, it’s okay to be selfish! It’s okay to want to be alive because of your own happiness! So here’s a few other reasons to be alive tomorrow, the day after, and the day after that!

You might hear an awesome joke tomorrow.

You might see a cute animal!

That show you’re super into? The finale’s probably going to be heckin awesome.

Your favorite director/studio is probably working on a super cool film right now.

If you’ve been thinking about a project lately, I’m sure it’s going to be incredible when finished.

Do you want to learn sign language? How about Korean? Go for it!

There’s still time to meet someone you look up to.

Remember that book you haven’t finished yet? The end is the best part.

If someone doesn’t believe in you, stick around just to prove them wrong.

You have so many good naps left to take.

Want to travel? Can’t travel right now? Maybe one day soon, you will!

What if you see someone super cute tomorrow?

You still have time to change the world, in any way!

Make art make art make art make art make art

Someday you’ll be in the perfect position to make that pun you thought of in the shower last week. Don’t let a great pun like that go to waste.

Guaranteed you’ll hear a new favorite song soon. It will get stuck in your head, but you’ll love it (for a while).

There are tons of video games you haven’t played that you would love!

Live because you have so much happiness left to experience.

Live because you have so much happiness left to experience.

Live because you have so much happiness left to experience.

There are literally millions of super shiny pennies just waiting to be found. Like holy shit.

Please feel free to add to this list! I encourage it! Just please keep the positivity going. :)

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Just because your fyp page or your IG or Tumblr feed is back to normal doesn't mean black lives and black transgender lives don't matter anymore.

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Hey. Sup.

So I was on Facebook like 10 minutes ago and I saw a post.

Here it is.

And I was like " okey but maybe don't spank your children like wtf lady" and someone replied to my comment like " gotta love seeing a child tell us how to parent"

--' really?

First : if you hit your child I'm going to tell you how to parent. Let me tell you if you do this you do not deserve to be a mother.

Second : Just this comment tells me I have better parenting skills than you do. By saying this you're implying that kids don't know much about parenting which I doubt because let me remind you that I'm a kid. I know myself, I know where my parents fucked up and where they did the right thing and I parent my brother you dumb bitch. Also it's really disrespectful to imply that because of my age I don't know much so fuck you.

Third : may I remind you that it's assault. Like hello? You know that your child could take your ass to court for that right? And not only for hitting them but also for the emotional damage. Also why do you think it's wrong to hit someone else but it's okey if you hit your child? Where's the difference? Your child isn't your property.

That's all I wanted to say. Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

- kaira