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how are you feeling? make sure to eat and stay hydrated

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me: my partner is an angel

my partner, rotating their eye disks in embarrassment: T̵̝͆̒̍͗͋͗͑̌͝h̵̢̿̎̈́̑̅̇̌̌͝ã̷̤̰̲̟̠ņ̵͍̱̥͓̙̝͉̭̮̤̀̊́̂͋̎͑͋̒͆̑͝k̴͓͉̻̬̲̘̬͔̭̈̍͑͑̈̐̂͘͜͜͜͝ș̵͋́̒͝,̷̼̦̓̓͊̾̓̆͝͠ ̸̼̣͕̤͉̍̾̓̓͜b̴̬͍̉́͋̎̎̂̐ä̶̯̏̾̈͐̉͒̉ḇ̸͙̤͊ę̷̛̳̦̯̮̠̭̥̹͛̐̒̿́͆̀.̵̡̰̔̈́͑

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It’s dangerous to go alone, here, take this.

✨🌸*stabs you*🌸✨

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Reblogging this everywhere, please help this individual. Please.

Hi. I’m back and I’m poor.

I increased my hours at work so I would have a bit more leeway each month, but I’m in such debt that it’s not making much of a difference yet. I’m disabled, and my joints are deteriorating to the point where my rheumatologist has told me i’m lucky if I have 10 years of walking left, so there’s only so many hours in a week I am able to work before it is to the detriment of my health. I also have autism and am a linecook in an incredibly busy restaurant, which leaves me overstimulated, mentally fragile and exhausted at the end of each shift.

Nearly 100% of my income atm (what little it is) goes towards rent and paying back my roommate for covering part of my rent for the last two months. I am left with $100 a month for food and as food prices rise in the city it is becoming increasingly difficult to buy enough groceries to make sure i can have at least one meal a day. I can’t remember the last time I ate more than one meal in a day. I am currently beginning the process of applying for disability, but it could take a year or two for any progress to happen. So, at the moment I am forced to ask for help.

My goal at the moment is $400, $100 of which will be used to buy food, and the remainder to settle my debts enough so that I can begin to allocate more money per month for food from here on out. Anything helps.

https://www.paypal.me/LenaSchwartz

If you’re in Canada DM me and I can give you my e-Transfer information.

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What if you gaslit me and held my face while I had a mild seizure in your house, after coming there unannounced with a serial murderer and a loaded gun?

Haha, just kidding.

Unless-

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Sometimes I see a man and I think to myself: god, he’s so fucking sexy, I want to strangle him to death. I want to beat him within an inch of his life. I want to sock him in the face. I want to rip his guts out and splay them on the ground while he bleeds out. I-

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I’ve discovered something

A secret

A tune that no one knows

I’ve found

That if you never fall sleep

You never wake up alone

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I want to write

I want to create

I want to spin

Words

Air

Thoughts

Into delicate golden strands

That leave shining

Lights

Sparkling

Like fine silk

In people’s minds

But how do you write

When your soul

Is withering up and dying in your body

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broken boys

I like broken boys,

Boys with cracks and fissures in the glass that surrounds their hearts.

I like sad boys,

Boys who curl up at night crying and waiting for their lives to restart.

I like angry boys,

Boys who scream and punch and hurt and cuss and get violent.

I like fragile boys,

Boys built like houses of cards that threaten to cave in, even in silence.

I like boys,

Boys who’s muscles are sharp and mean.

I like boys, boys who’s emotions are like deep and endless ravines

Of pain and loathing.

I like boys.

I like my boy.