#/ rap3

[stupidthiccbitch]

Jerk off while I cry to you about my trauma. When you’re about to cum, have me suck your cock

[sexy-classystars]

I want a big man to come up to me on the beach while I’m not paying attention and rip off my top.. from there he would have no self awareness and just start sucking on my tits and eventually shoving his fat cock in to my tight holes.

[i-am-very-mentally-ill]

I think I am doing something that could be classified as a type of self-harm...

So! I have a problem of reading R@pe fanfiction, and I know it's a problem, and I know it's not good for me, and here's the part where I think it's a type of self harm, I always feel very shaky and guilty afterwards, and I can tell it's making me go in a downwards spiral every time I read them, and it's actively making my mental health worse

But for some reason, all of that goes out the window when I feel the need to read these fics. Speaking of feeling the need, I usually only read these when something reminds me of my sexual trauma

So yeah! Uh, be nice to yourself, talk to a trusted adult, and stay alive!

[babypupyy2]

add my session :

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[smbhax]

Arcade sticks I've used over the years:

C64 (and Amiga?) - Wico Bat Handle (image source)

Dreamcast - TopMax Enforcer (image source)

Dreamcast - Capcom vs. SNK ASCII Stick FT, SNK version

PS2 - Capcom vs. SNK 2 ASCII Stick FT2, SNK version

GameCube - Hori Soul Calibur II Arcade Stick

PS3 - Hori Real Arcade Pro. 3

PCE - Hori Fighting Stick PC

PS3/4 - Hori Real Arcade Pro. V 2017 edition (Sanwa mods)

With Brook Super Converters, the RAPV replaced the other console sticks.

[borderline-gays-club]

These days I’ve been feeling the most I’ve ever felt in touch with my body..probably for the first time ever in my entire life. It’s taken so much to get here and honestly it’s kind of overwhelming.

TW//details abt r*pe + sa

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One part of the overwhelm is processing all my past sexual assaults and rapes with this new lens of respect and love for my body. And idk that shit makes me so emotional thinking abt it all. I feel so deeply sad for my younger self.

Like just one motherfucker straight up permanently made my jaw click from slapping me wrong or too hard idk, AND tore my booty hole cus he did anal all types of wrong. And if I don’t eat right that shit just retears to this day. And that was like 8 years ago…Like Jesus. Damn. 8 fucking years ago. And I still carry the physical damage . And ofc emotional.

That’s so horrifying. To remember wat it felt like to be in my body at that period of my life. I was so detached. I was barely alive. And I was just being used as a fuck toy. I truly was an object to him. He used me and destroyed me, and when I was worn out cus he actively hurt me, he disposed of me. Like wow. I still haven’t fully processed all that. And to think at the time I could barely grasp how fucked up this man was. And not to mention he was 32 when I was 19. I was a year out of high school and this man worked at the UN. LOL.

Idk. I think as I get more reconnected with my body and as I nurture this relationship, all these past physical violations from both myself and others will resurface. But it’s important to face all the grief that will come with the resurfacing. I have grieved many times and come back around to be able to see joy and hope. I know that will be the case this time too.

I love you body.

((Also I’ll start putting tws on heavy content. Or Mayb even everything idk. I just forget that other ppl actually read this shit lol)))

[xx-princess-kitty]

let’s set a fake safeword so you can ignore me and keep fucking me while i scream it over and over :)

[uhhhhhh-might-stick-around]

Praise kink Degradation kink

🤝

“You’re doing so well, you’re just a little whore aren’t you?”

“My pretty, brainless doll”

“You look pretty when you’re a struggling, desperate mess”

“That’s it, keep going you dumb slut”

“You’re such a good slut”

[rosalinabloom]

Alright, doing this separately from my large 90s sailor moon thread. TW for rape and sexual assault in Sailor Moon SuperS

Initially I was gonna say I really wish I hasn't gone into the series knowing the pure dreams arc was metaphor for sexual assault. But now 3 episodes in, it's a little obvious. And incredibly uncomfortable.

I'm also really scared looking at it, because the actual plot is that their looking in the mirror to look at the dreams to find pegasus. Which is with Chibi Usa. A child. I know the other sailor guardians are also children, but I've created a difference in my mind because their teenagers. Which is stupid, because I think of the kids their age I know in my life (aka eighth graders) and the concept of being raped that young is more horrifying than someone being raped at my age (18). Not to say it isn't horrifying for any age, I guess it just gets worse the younger the survivor is, in my mind. It's like that one vine: there's only one thing worse than a rapist-a child rapist. Would have been indicated had it not been a joke. My excuses aside, im horrified at the prospect of Chibi-usa being raped.

[yourneedylilpup]

thinking of having a roommate who loves seeing me walk around in an oversized shirt with no bra and pj shorts that make them question if i’m even wearing anything underneath because of how thier hidden by the shirt.

i want them to be a little creep who gets off on how trusting i am towards them.

who sneaks into my room when i’m out to steal my panties and use them as a cum rag before putting them back in my closet. knowing i’ll wear them even if i see the stains cause i’ll just assume i ruined them myself and decide they’ll work until i get some new pairs.

who watches me put on location after i shower, seeing me rub the white cream into my skin and wishing it was their cum covering me instead, taking my half empty bottle of cream and adding a couple loads of thick cum to it, loving the way i don’t question why the bottles are little fuller now, nearly creaming their pants seeing me cover myself in the cum filled location, it’s almost like their claiming my body marking it as theirs.

who can’t take it anymore and sneak into my room while i’m asleep, find me sleeping in those ridiculously short pj bottoms, moving them to the side, seeing my pretty pussy presented just for them, getting me nice and wet with their tongue while stretching me out with two fingers, adding a third to make sure i’m nice and prepared, finally getting to fuck me all nice and gentle like a cute princess, so blissed out finally being able to touch me in the the depraved ways they’ve been craving and hearing me make those sweet sleepy moans that bring them so close to the the edge that they don’t notice how rough they’re getting with me, pausing mid thrust when they hear me whisper their name, looking down to see my half awake and unfocused eyes, slowly starting to thrust again while cooing at how cute i am to be having such a depraved dream about my roommate, lulling me back to sleep while still fucking into my wet cunt, cumming harder than they ever have before right into my pussy only to pull out and watch it leak out of my hole, using thier thumb to push it back into my cunt before wiping their hand in my hair and fixing up my shorts, going back to their own room completely spent and ready for sleep.

who wakes up the next morning to see me act like nothing happend and i don’t have dried cum covering my thighs and making my bed head worse.

maybe my lovely roommate will decide to start making nightly visits to my room to test just how oblivious i can be.

[verbalabuseencouraged]

Cock whore this, dirty slut that.

No sir. You don’t understand.

When I tell men I want to be treated like a whore I don’t mean cute leashes and crawling to you all sexy. Treat me like a runaway teen who ask if you want a fuck for twenty bucks outside a truck stop. Imagine that I’m so desperate I’ll let you do anything to me.

Bend me over in your back seat and don’t tell me you’re going to fuck me raw and pump your cum into me. Make me get naked. Make me spread my holes. Use me in ways you have only ever thought of, dreamed of, things you would be ashamed to do to your girlfriend or wife. Tell me they’d never let someone treat them like you’re about treat me, because they have self respect, because their lives have meaning.

Punch my tits, slap my face, kick my cunt, make me cry out in pain and then shut me up by fucking my face until I can’t breath. Make me crawl on the filthy floor as you piss on me, make me chase the stream and cut up my knees trying to catch it in my mouth and when I don’t get enough of it make me lick it off the floor while you rape my ass. Pull out only to run the length through my folds, against my clit, tell me I’m a sick bitch for having a wet pussy and then go back and forth between fucking both holes and tell me to oink like a pig or moo like a cow depending on which one you’re using. Slap the back of my head each time I get it mixed up. Make me suck you clean every time you dump a fresh load inside of me and then scoop up the drippings and rub it on my face.

Tell me constantly that I’m a worthless piece of shit, that I’m going to pay you for every load of hot cum you waste inside of me.

Make me suck on your balls while you rub your cock on my face and talk about how no one would notice if I never came back. Make me beg for my life while I bounce on your cock and tell me it depends on whether I can make you cum, then start counting and don’t tell me what you’re counting up to. Make love to my abused cunt with your hand around my throat and your lips to my ear as you moan over and over again, “I’m going to fucking kill you, I’m going to fucking kill you.”

Make me masturbate while dunking my head in the toilet and when I cum grudgingly admit that at the very least it’s funny to watch me being such a stupid fucking whore.

When you’re done with me spit on my body and leave me on the floor, exhausted and covered in fluids. Take a picture and text it to me with a heart before you leave. Let me know our first date was just ok and I’m going to have to try harder if I want you to keep fucking me.

…when I tell you I want men to use me, I mean this.

[purplesuitcowboy]

tw: incest and rape

Your big brother doesn't care that you're hosting a sleep over and that all of your friends are over. Your pussy belongs to him and he'll be damned if he goes a night without sinking his thick cock deep in your folds. He sneaks into your room at night after everyone is a sleep and settles down next to you. He doesn't waste a lot of time, slipping your sleep shorts and cotton panties down your legs to expose your bald pussy. He adjusts himself, resting the bulbous head of his cock against your waiting hole. Slowly, he pushes his dick into you, filling you up inch after inch. The pain of his cock stretching your open rouses you from sleep. You wake up on your stomach, pressed flat onto the floor by his weight and unable to move. The most you can do is try not to make too much noise as he plunders your insides with his cock, fucking your cunt like it's his own personal fleshlight. "You're fucking pussy feels so good on my dick," he tells you, voice low in your ear. "You were made for this. Made just for me to fuck." You clench and writhe around him as he fucks you. "You love it, fucking slut. You love your big brother's cock. God, my sister's such a whore. She doesn't care when or where as long as she gets her big brother's cock. That's why your fucking soaked. That's alright. I'll give you want, a nice fat load in your slutty little pussy."

[sexy-classystars]

Got my self a new toy today, who wants to watch me plow myself with it ? 🌽🍌🍆💦🤑

[xx-princess-kitty]

don’t ask me if we can fuck, hold me down and tell me toys don’t get a choice.