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kedreeva · 1 year

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Went to let the birds out and found this furious little (baby) lad in one of the trenches, exhausted from trying to get out of the coop he so bravely wiggled his way into. I fetched him out and let him go outside the pen. Hopefully he won't be trying that again.

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emily-mooon · 1 month

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POV: you’re Stephen Stills and you wanted to ask Neil what he wanted for dinner

#Neil’s now like that one cat that’s covered in lipstick kisses #hi nordegrims here’s your food #y’all must be ravenous cause I haven’t made any art for them in about two months #was originally drawing Neil as this one pic of buster keaton I saw on @/draw-your-babygirl-like-this but then I slightly changed it cause #I couldn’t get Stacey to look right in it #now you have this #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim comic #scott pilgrim vs the world #scott pilgrim takes off #young neil #neil nordegraf #stacey pilgrim #nordegrim

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bloodyarson · 2 years

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okay but a thing i think about every time we have one of those few day periods where the weather is not fit for even a dog being outside is how the hell are homeless people surviving this. like i said in a previous post it's currently -40 degrees with the windchill and i honestly cannot imagine how someone who does not have a place to go inside and spend the night is supposed to not freeze to death. it makes me upset every time the temperature drops like this, i cannot imagine how many homeless people will be frozen to death in the next 24 hours if they somehow haven't already. the fact that there are hundreds of empty houses sitting there empty with totally functional heating while people are DYING from the cold on a street corner makes me SO FUCKING ANGRY while at the same time my heart is breaking in pieces for them. rest in peace to every poor person who will not make it through the weekend. i am so sorry.

#psalms #free housing for everyone!!!!#free food free water free electricity free housing free healthcare for EVERYONE NOW!#basic necessities required for sirvival still being things we have to pay thousands for is a kind of evil that i cannot put into words #i hope with all my heart that every homeless person in montreal and around has a place to go to to stay warm today and tonight #and tomorrow too and basically until the weather gets warmer and fit for a human being to be outside in #shelters must be so fucking packed right now #and the thing is i know for a fact there will still be people who cannot go to them because they are at capacity #i will mourn every poor homeless person who has or will undoubtedly pass away from this cold front #my heart is breaking for them #if you are a person who does not have shelter right now i am so deeply sorry you are going through this #you are all in my thoughts and prayers and i love you #the worst part is there is absolutely nothing i can do about it and my heart is shattering at the thought #people will die from this #people have already died from this i am absolutely certain #and there is not a single thing i can do other than grieve

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year

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There's this idea I see sometimes that you can only like food insofar as you use it as a tool to satiate your hunger, but honestly? It's okay to like food not for how it serves you but for what it feels like and means.

It's okay to like food because it tastes good, because it reminds you of your childhood and your culture, because it reminds you of beautiful nostalgic memories. It's okay to like food. Food is such an integral part of the human experience. The more we minimize food as "solely a tool," the less connected we are to not only food but to ourselves because so often, people tie their bodies in with food and how it does or does not serve them.

#recovery #food #disordered eating tw #eating disorder tw #(just for the implication)#something i am trying to internalize while recovering #the idea that food is solely a tool personally harmed me because it stripped food down to something i must sufficiently earn #but right now i am cooking spaghetti because i want to taste it and because while i am not hungry i know i have not eaten enough to be okay #and i'm going to learn to be happy about it or hell at the very least indifferent and unafraid by it #i will have done more damage to my physical and mental wellbeing by ignoring my body than ever eating for the sake of tasting something good #insert that one jack black gif from school of rock where he says '...because i LIKE TO EAT'#making my italian ancestors happy by eating spaghetti but pissing them off to seeing red by snapping the spaghetti in half to cook it

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yeonban · 4 months

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And if it wasn't clear enough, every adult who had a say in Sethos and/or Cyno's lives should be damned for eternity

#◜✧ . ❪ muse. sethos. ❫#I was baffled when Bamoun & Cyrus said adults couldn't withstand Hermanubis' power so they went and tried it on CHILDREN???#I feel terrible for both Sethos and Cyno bc their guardian figures were ATROCIOUS and yet they were all these 2 ever had.#So even though Cyrus bought Cyno off from a couple to experiment on him and then never told Cyno ANYTHING #about his roots; the experiment; the Temple etc <- which he had every right to know. esp after he became an adult #and even though Bamoun offered Sethos up for the experimentation w/o missing a beat; both Cyno and Sethos continued to love them #Cyno almost gave his precious power & life purpose away to save Cyrus' life from a betrayal that the old man went through willingly #and Sethos lived his whole life /for/ Bamoun's goal; then wept once Bamoun died bc he was the only authentic connection he had #I bet Cyno and Sethos must be/must've been conflicted on how to feel about their respective guardian figure/s bc yeah...#they received a roof over their heads; warm food; nice clothes; excellent education etc thanks to them #but these old men ALSO took advantage of them being orphans & viewed them as means to a goal rather than as people #God Sethos and Cyno have so much in common it's surreal. I can't believe Cyno was released two YEARS ago #and we only found out about Sethos and his connection to Cyno NOW </3 Cyno's POV throughout the story be like 😭

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maggi-cube · 10 months

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What can you even say to this?

TWs for death, child death, blood, and things of that nature. I’m not sure what other tags would help

#There are so many stories here so many tragedies some I didn’t hear about before now and some that have stayed with me.#i think about Reem when I try to sleep #And I have to do the little I can and continue to live while there’s so much happening daily #every second another life is lost and when we are crying out for the world to see their humanity they go aww :( so sorry we must kill them #i am in a warm bed and they are not #i have food and they do not #i am safe and they are not #my friends are alive and theirs are not #my family can find me and they don’t know where theirs is #i am not trying to make this about me but it’s like. living is a reminder that others aren’t even surviving #and when I ask what could possibly merit this kind of horror there’s no reason that makes sense #i feel like I’m going insane #i am donating i am boycotting i am buying secondhand at best #i spent my last bit of money on esims #i just. god why is there such suffering for a people who have done nothing but live why is there always pain for those just trying to live #why is it so hard to live quietly? why can’t we make things right right NOW #tw death #tw child death #free palestine

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hauntingblue · 6 months

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Try not to make fights between two women look homoerotic challenge level impossible

#if franky isnt good with swords why does he have a sword on his mecha 💀 just for the shogun bit #inu inu fruit??? he is just like inuyasha... omg.... crossover of my favourite things.... yamato i love you.....#yamato eating the protector deity of wano fruit.... calling himself oden.... his father must be fuming he is the antithesis of his person #obv its very much on purposes but lmao rip bozo (kaido) you didnt think much about that one.... maybe the deity of wano wants its people to #be free and not slaves of a weapons industry idk....#not olvia omg... and saul.... and clover... they changed little robin's name.... and her mom's voice is the same as hers lmao it's too much #robin said this is way too nice.... can't be real #once again thinking about robin holding her mothers hand..... and becoming an archeologist to make her proud.... the hands....#but now it's not about her mom now its about her friends.... also her childish heart omg.... truly #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1042 #robin defending sanji's honor akdjsks #robin that was so slay... take care tho.... ily.... until next time #luffy on the floor passed out having a tantrum about food. incredible #fucking caribou again.... DIEEE!!!!#MOMO FLY AGAIN!!!! GET OVER YOUR FEAR OF HEIGHTS #also yesterday i was showering and thinking about like dying like this cant be right... i am on thay level....#episode 1043 #'i am not soft on women' oh yeah i bet...#see how good armor haki would have been here..... i have been saying this #robin's face..... strongest element in all of one piece.....#robin wanting to become strong for someone else.... just like nami.....#OHHHH SHIT!!!!!!! she said i wanna be with my friends 😁 -> 😈#that was so cool. also black maria is DEAD. that was a CLUTCH WWE STYLE. DAMN. robin getting there by thinking about his friends :)))#what love and human connection do to a mf (positively)#OH SHINOBU'S ABILITY.... MOMO..... OMG #episode 1044 #robin ily that was so cool. call me any time btw.

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icewindandboringhorror · 6 months

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Misc. photos from the past year or so ~

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1. napping bapy boye sneeping on his own foot as if it were a pillow #2. The little primrose that I have seems to bloom sporadically all year around as long as I bring it inside and don't let it freeze #in the winter. This was a flower that came up randomly like mid november lol #3. Rainbow where you can see a little bit of a second rainbow near the bottom of it :0 #4. CHILDREN.... love to see them.....#5. Halloween Candy ranking tierlist. not important enough to post on it's own. so throwing it in with one of these I guess lol #I am also not really a candy person at all and prefer bready stuff like cakes rather than chocolate bars (if I even have to have sweets #at ALL which usually I prefer savory food). I suspect the apple is controversial but.. I do love apples .... huzzah #actually am having applle and peanut butter snack right now as I'm writing this lol #6. Various bowls/cups/etc. that I got from a store at COMPLETELY different times like.. years apart from each other #yet at some point realized that they all mostly match in paint color and seem to be part of the same pattern #But I totally didnt make that connection until a few years ago when I was putting up dishes. I just bought them all invidually because it's #like 'oh cool! a cat' *1 year later* 'oh cool! a cat!' etc. lol.. I guess it must be a popular design if it's been around being sold that #long.#7. carne asada burrito and matcha bubble tea... oughhgh.... again one of my very rare meals where I actually go and get something..#probably my favorite meal currently. Something about the Chronic Anemia makes me crave beef burritos madly despite only having one #maybe twice a year or so ghjbhj.. plus the beans.... onions.... many of my Diet Forbidden foods... Also of course the little aishas #are there.... somehow they shall split the meal together even though it's like 10x bigger than their bodies.. they are also hungry #and vastly anemic... huzzah to them...#8. I've had this shirt for a long time but it fits very weird so I can never find a way to use it in outfits?? But I recently had #an appointment where a doctor needed to be able to look at my back and it's one of the only actual Shirts that I have (mostly i just own #long robes or tunics or jumper dress type of things that would be hard to lift up or etc. like... I dont even own a single normal 't-shirt'#or anyting aside from one giant tshirt that I sleep in in the summer lol.) So I wore this there.. I forget how much I love the pictures on #it.. how pleasant... little hummingbird... AND I think one of the flowers is supposed to be columbine ... !#photo diary

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melto · 7 months

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my birthday week is like a fight for my fucking life.

#like i dont like my birthday bc i dont like attention and also bc the fact i am still alive when i never planned to be is so heavy #which makes it feel like all of a sudden i have a timer and i need to kiilllmyself #but mostly. The biggest issue is i think of my exbest friend bc it was our week always even if they treated me horrible #and i would just go along with whatever they wanted even if i hated it and i just think about them think about them think about them #and i dont want them in my life but i will talk myself into missing them #and feel guilty like its my fault like i deserved everything they did to me like i should never be allowed to move past it #and then i get so embarassed over how i let them rule my life and ruin so much for me and made me break away from people i care about #but then its like im so lonely at least they were always there even if they hated me #even if they wanted me to be so miserable even if they just wanted to know they would always have someone to push around #And i still have trouble when it comes to food im still scared of opening up to people im still scared of my friends of buying new clothes #somehow everything they said to and about me was true even though none of it is and it hurt me and ruined so much #but i must have deserved it. they were supposed to know me best. and i never have known myself #so everything they had said about me has been true for so long.#every time i have the thought that i miss them i think i need to crash my car #every year it gets better every week it is easier but its been so bad recently its been so bad i feel like pieces of me are falling apart #i dont want to manifest this year it being bad bc its just starting to get easier after my total depressive state but god #im looking at are they made for me years ago and i want to rip it apart but i cant every time i try i almost throw up.#i think im going to throw up right now.#deeply pathetic.#news with isaac

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akkivee · 1 year

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bonds are necessary for the true hypnosis mic to be used according to rei!!!! so bonds not only negate the effects on the target, but also on the user as well!!!!!

#this is vee speaking #the amount of love rei has can bring humanity to its knees i think #like i feel like that’s basically rei saying as long as you have love nothing can harm you/anything that’s broken can be fixed #i wonder what hypmic would have been like if all six divisions actually got to be in the series from the start lol #like i feel like i was right about rosasa being created for rei to get him into the battles #esp now that we know HIS agenda behind the drbs was to find a user #and in harmonious cooperation we learned you can share a mic so if the bond’s strong enough #they can withstand the effects together #oof i’m straying from my original thought lol but i like this train of thought better lol #chuuoku intentionally brought nagosaka in to utilise their bonds with ichiro and samatoki #so i can’t tell if chuuoku fully understood why the drbs were a thing???#but i assume so and ramuda and jakurai was just their easiest back up plan????#like tho half the teams were put together by choice the other half (posse dh bat) were government crafted #and setting aside posse for being crafted for watchdog reasons lol nagosaka were intentionally made and made using bonds #rei went to rosasa and bat’s connecting thread was hitoya #so i think chuuoku must have also been in on the drbs plan 🤔#and ramuda now that i’m thinking about it????#like he may not know the entire picture but he seemed to know when to step in to combat the true hypnosis mic effects hmm 🤔#lol look at me spontaneously building an observation from ground up thru tags again having food for thought is always fun lol

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ginkovskij · 3 months

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more problems at work, sure

#a colleague told me that they all collectively decided something about my share of tips #but yesterday i wanted to give it back and literally it 'collectively made decision' was just him frothing at the mouth about it #and all my other colleagues said don't you ever worry or listen to him if he pulls something like this again you tell us first #and i don't want to stir drama but also i want to make it clear that you don't fuck with gin #this person is such a negative influence on the workplace!!#also to the side: i am alone right now and must keep myself alive (food etc) until i get may paycheck which btw won't be whole #stay losing gin etc etc #notes of a countryside dandy

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aftermathing · 5 months

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The worst thing about suffering is that it still hurts when the danger is over but no one cares about it anymore because it shouldn't hurt. No one will ever say "I'm sorry that happened to you" especially when they barely say "I'm sorry that's happening."

#Okay to tb btw all the personal stuff is in the tags #Like. Not eating for a week because you couldn't get groceries hurts #and people will say 'oof sorry that's happening' but then #after you're able to get food no one will ever say 'I'm sorry that happened' even though you think about it and hurt from it constantly.#No one will ever say ':( that must have been so hard' because you're fine now right???? No psychological damage there?????#This example is stupid but I do think about it every time I feel hungry. I told people I wasn't able to get groceries #and there was no food in my house. And they said. Oof.#Instead of idk Oh God Are You Okay ??#No one cares when you've been abused your entire life and behave the way you do out of genuine terror because your brain is fucked forever #They don't say 'I'm sorry that happened it must have been really scary to turn you into Such An Asshole. I pity you like a dog :('#Speaking of man everyone loves fucked up abused terrified dogs and wants to be the one who makes them open up #And shows them that people can be good and kind and that touch doesn't have to hurt #But everyone is scared of fucked up abused terrified people #Humans are capable of harm even more than dogs and fear is understandable but.#Can you please call me good boy and shush me and tell me nothing's going to hurt me and let me curl up on your lap #And not hit me if I get scared and start to growl and feed me good and take me on walks and play with me #Even though I'm not very fun to play with and I'm still learning what's fun and what's mean and what's a toy and what's a hand #Plleeeaaase don't be jealous of a dog that doesn't eat good don't say 'tch he's so thin what am I doing wrong'#I want to eat good and grow and gain fat and be warm and be comfortable I don't want this #Don't say 'if abused dogs don't eat good then I don't deserve to either' no no no no eat good so you can take care of us both #Please please please I learned so many tricks to make people happy and call me smart but I don't actually know how to do anything I'm #Literally like such a stupid dog it takes me like one day of no one paying attention to me for me to become un-housebroken #I make a lot of mistakes even though I know better or I really should know better #And sometimes do things wrong on purpose to get attention either yelling or showing me how to do it right #But most of the time I genuinely don't know how to do stuff because I was never taught or I was taught and #My previous owners said 'this is how it is. It is this way because it is and it is forever. The answer is Because.'#'now quit asking repetitive questions before I pop you'#If I do something Because and not know the reason why I'm doing it that's not learning that's acting #Especially habits taught specifically to hurt me and not being allowed to question it or know why I'm being hurt #Oh my god I acted out so much when I was younger and all my friends were so disgusted and hurt by me and yelled at me every day

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dormiloncito · 7 months

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you ever have a meal so good it stays in your mind forever

#once i had to get some medical exams and other things but the only available appointment to get those done was like at 5 am #so i went mega early and was out of the building around 1pm #i was STARVING so for lunch i went to the first place i saw- a mexican restaurant right accross the street #i don't even remember the name. i didn't even get a menu or anything i just ordered some of the pre-made food they had on display #i think it was like. enchiladas. and also cheesy potatoes (as in mashed potatoes i think)#doesn't sound too fancy but good god i think about those potatoes every now and then. that was almost four years ago #i don't even live anywhere near the area anymore.#i must have been REALLY hungry it probably wasn't as amazing as i remember but still 😆#el local era hermoso tenian piñatas de esas de forma de estrella

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itstimeforstarwars · 1 year

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Sometimes I’ll be like “I’m going to bed!” and then decide that 11pm is the perfect time to clean my room and scrub the windows and read a 43 page essay and cook an omlet.

#chit chat #food mention #and all of this very quietly because there’s people sleeping downstairs #i really have the urge to put away laundry right now but i really ought to sleep #i have the chance to sleep right now i must take advantage #but also this is my only free time and sleep seems like such a waste of it

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hauntingblue · 7 months

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Sanji weeping about komurasaki dying ajdhsksj that is him every time a woman suffers

#sanji asking about luffy and franky going oh yeah he must be making something explode right about now #FRANKY YOU NEED TO BREAK SANJI'S LEGS BEFORE HE THINKS ANY MORE ABOUT GOING TO THE WOMENS BATHOUSE #kaido and mama used to be nakamas????? well i have a theory about katakuris father......#tama talking thru the den den mushi omg......#sunachi..... what does zoro know....#luffy keeps giving this old man food omg....#the fucking guards...... why are they dressed like leather gays alhdakhdsk.... oda what do you know #i wanna see luffy fuck people up woth his bare (not gummy) hands so bad......#talking tag #watching one piece #the comments from FOUR YEARS AGO were asking about the panedmic and when the next episode would come out.... time capsule #i am so lucky i am watching it after the pandemic stop.... i really am....#episode 929 #luffy just smiling while the guards chant 'kill him' new favourite thing #you know the the batman scene where a cop says they are going to bring him in for assaulting an officer and he says why not three....#same vibes #is queen a reference for mad max???? omg NO WAY HE ISNT LOOK AT THE VISUALS AND THE MUSIC LMAO #the ending with luffy heehee ing omg...... new new favourite thing #episode 930 #the intro saying 'when it gets hard. laugh' heehee i know that reference (i shouldn't)#luffy fighting with that man on his arm akdjsksjsk #sanji is not really doing this right.... this cannot be.... also mixed baths???#robin not bathing on public baths.... does it really weaken them if its not salt water too??? yes nami you should make them pay #YEAAAHHH BALL CRUSHER MIDDLE AGED WOMAN!!!!!!#i think sanji learnt about estrogen from iva and has been putting it into the food for obvious reasons but it only works on zoro and luffy #this is like sumo speed.... sumo or die #episode 931 #no more luffy beating people up without his powers 😞😞

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autopsytableromance · 1 year

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I just keep looking at that leatherface Jennifer’s body post I made. You can’t tell super well if you don’t know that the scene (bc I dont know how to gif so I just took a screenshot and also that movie (or at least the version I found online of it) was so dark you could barely see anything) but he is essentially making the motion that Jennifer is. Staring at himself in the mirror rubbing the skin on his face. I was genuinely taken aback watching the movie at how genuine the scene seemed when most of the movie had a very like. Over the top ridiculous feel it made me sick to my stomach to watch and not in disgust but like. Ok I don’t actually know how to express the emotion it makes me feel but it’s somewhere along these lines.

#that scene and the food. food. food. scene which. I feel was slightly more played for laughs but not fully? made me feel very sentimental ig #I don’t know if that’s the right word for it really but I can’t really think of another. it’s about being a monster bc it’s all you know.#and if it’s all you know then it must be all you are. do you understand me #I’m reaching through your screen right now tell me you understand. I feel crazy over this #someone talk to me about this btw. I’m going crazy #literally feeling shrimp emotions at the present

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