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itjazzbicch · 1 year

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Bite Your Tongue

Pairing: Kisuke Urahara x Fem Reader

First time writing for Kisuke! so I hope I did well!

Summary: Having to bite her tongue after seeing Soi Feng disrespect Kisuke, not knowing that he is her lover, the reader expresses this to Kisuke himself, who tries to brighten her mood but has to bite her tongue when they're almost walked in on...

Warnings: SMUT! (18+ ONLY! MINORS & AGELESS BLOGS DNI! YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!) (Slight Swearing, unprotected sex)

Word Count: 1k

Leaving our squad meeting, I had such an attitude but didn’t express my feelings.

Heading back to my place, Kisuke was right behind me as our squad began to separate to their destinations:

“Hey, Y/N! What’s the matter?”

“That Soi Feng,” Turning my nose, he knew exactly why I felt the way I did.

She was so persistent in convincing Lady Yoruichi that Kisuke was nothing and not worthy of being a captain, which ground my gears considering he was my lover.

“That’s what you’re upset about?” Kisuke laughed, wrapping his arm around me, leading to his place rather than mine.

“Yes!” I exclaimed, venting out to him, “She shouldn’t keep sticking her nose in your business. I’m starting to think that she’s obsessed with you.”

“Oh dear,” He chuckled, bringing me inside, and shutting the door behind us. Now, in the dark, placing a kiss on my neck, “Even if she were, it doesn’t matter. You see who’s in this room?”

“Me and you?” I answered confused, but slowly melting from his kisses and his deep whisper:

“Exactly. You’re the only one for me, sweetie. So, how about you let loose a little, hm?”

“Guess there’s nothing wrong with that,” I hummed, back melting against his chest, Kisuke getting handsy as he kept kissing my neck, getting rid of my clothes.

I could only giggle at him, should’ve known that this is how we’d end up in here the second he brought me over.

“What’s so funny?” Tweaking my nipples softly as my back met the bed, he started to dissect me bit by bit, “It’s my job to make sure my girl’s in a good mood, isn’t it?”

“You’ve already succeeded at that,” I smiled, sucking in a breath with his mouth closed around my nipple, fingers carefully rubbing my clit, “Now, shhh…”

“Only for you,” He whispered, fingers slipping in and curling up, tickling my sweet spot, smiling at the moan that poured out of me, “Besides, I love to listen to all of those beautiful noises you make.”

“Go faster,” Breathing in deep, time felt agonizingly slow while he kept the same pace, except his thumb was swirling around my clit.

“Why? Don’t you want to savor every moment?” He knew that I was close to an orgasm, responding to my whines, hips shaking, “Just be patient. I know how to take care of you.”

“Kisuke, p-please,” Biting my lips, his tempo increased just a tad, hitting my sweet spot every time.

“You don’t even realize it, do you?” He chuckled, letting my thigh feel how wet I was, that I was cuming, he was just dragging it out.

I just watched with woozy eyes, taking a deep breath and dropping back at the snap I felt in my core, my orgasm truly hitting me this time.

“See?” He kissed my breasts, throwing off his robe and positioning between my legs, “Still felt good, didn’t it?”

“Uh-huh,” I huffed, batting my eyelashes, “Give me more?”

“Planned on it,” Chuckling, he was already lined up with my entrance, pushing into me and the friction felt immense considering my walls were still spasming.

“Fuck, Kisuke,” I whispered, interlocking hands at the sides of my head, his chest against mine, the back of my thighs meeting his as our hips connected:

“Need a second?” I’m sure he could feel a strong pleasure and understood how it affected me, but I shook my head and begged again:

“Faster. Please baby, please?”

“Fine,” He sighed playfully, the tempo increasing with his words, “Only because you asked nicely.”

“Yeahhh!” I moaned out, squeezing his hands harder every time his hips smacked against mine, “That’s it. Oh my god, that’s it!”

“Gonna give me a good one?” Looking through his blonde locks, the spasming of my walls signaled how another orgasm was coming.

“Just keep going like that!” I was so out of it and not focused on anything but my bliss that was on the horizon, so I was confused and thrown off whenever Kisuke buried his chest into my face, not stopping but slowing down.

“Kisuke!!”

Soi Feng? What the hell?

“Sorry uh- I’m busy right now!” He yelled out, only looking at me when my nails scratched his hands softly.

“K-Kisuke,” I breathed out hollowly, nearly in tears from the coil of heat trapped in my stomach and needing to break, “I’m so close.”

“I know, baby,” He whispered, hearing Soi Feng again:

“You still have duties, you know! Hurry it up!”

Now, she was banging on the door. My head shot up, so cockdrunk that I almost yelled, wanting to tell her to fuck off, but Kisuke’s hand covered my mouth:

“I know! As soon as I’m done straightening up in here, I’ll be out!”

At the same time, he fed a strong thrust that made me scream into his hand, thankfully able to muffle it, Kisuke promising with his whisper to me:

“It’s okay, baby. I’m not gonna stop.”

Soi Feng didn’t hear our noise and of course, continued her nagging:

“You’re finally cleaning that damn shack?! About time! Get done quickly!”

“Will do!”

Finally, she was leaving, the second his hand left my mouth, I was panting but able to command:

“I swear Kisuke! If you don’t make me cum right now!”

“I am,” One swift thrust with our hips smacking sent me back to spiraling, feeling myself leaning against his cock that kept working hard, back arching hard with a sudden salacious moan, both of us looking to see the squirting liquids around his cock.

“Woah, baby,” He admired, smiling and slowing his tempo back down to extend our highs, “You really weren’t playing, huh?”

“No!” I stressed, collapsing back and still panting, “Damn that woman barging over here at a time like this.”

“Don’t stress yourself out about it,” He smiled trying to relax me and hinting, “Think of it this way. I found a new way to make things here even more fun.”

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sleepisaturn · 2 years

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“ Baby, it's 3:00 am ”

PAIRING—natasha romanoff x fem!reader

SUMMARY—A night out with Natasha will never not be a thing you need

WARNINGS—established relationship, pure fluff, non-sexual nudity (skinny-dipping), avenger!reader w/ powers connected to light, Natasha being absolutely in love

A/N—I'm just so gay for Natalia Alianovna Romanova

" really? what are you Rogers 2.0? " Natasha teased seeing you assault the punching bag, throwing continued punches with no plan on stopping.

" it's efficient in getting my feelings out, Natty " You answered back, not stopping your punches even as you feel the numbness of your knuckles and the ache on your legs as you've been at the gym for approximately two hours now.

" I wake up expecting to find you beside me, detka " responded Natasha, tilting her at your obviously stressed form.

" I'm fine "

" you're not fine "

" ... I—I'm not fine " you replied defeatedly, not continuing to your punch as you lean against the punching bag, knowing your girlfriend knew you all too well. Feeling tired and sweaty, you drop down on the gym floor, calming down your breathing as you feel the need for a cold beverage.

Natasha, in the perfect moment really did know you all too well, that you'd need a cold drink to soothe your thirst. She knew your habit, similar to the blonde supersoldier who used working out as an outlet for stress. She smiles as she sees your wide grin, feeling the cold can of cola she placed on your neck.

You smile at each other as her long wavy red hair slightly tickles your face, she looks down from her position, your face covered in sweat yet still finding you absolutely ethereal. You gaze into her beautiful green eyes from above, finding the view of her outlined by the single lamp lit on truly breathtaking. She could take your breath away more than a hundred push ups could ever.

Natasha and you drank the cold cans of cola while walking along the dark paths of the compound, after you took a quick shower. Accompanied by the little fireworks from your bare hands that serve as light. Even after three years of working with you and two years of being your lover, everything you did will always be fascinating to her.

You were everything to Natasha, her pillar, her compass that she'd get lost without, and even the freaking sun. The brightest ball of gas could never compare to the brightness you've given in her life, literally and figuratively.

You will always be extraordinarily beautiful in her eyes. You will always be her Солнце (sun).

Natasha stops abruptly making you halt as well, with a wide smile she uses her hands to mimic starting the engines of a motorcycle and lightly saying " chu chu ". You chuckle with how much your girlfriend knows you and laughing lightly at the mischievous grin she had. You knew her just as well as she knew you.

The low whispers of voices can be heard inside the garage as the red head borrows the super soldier's bike.

" Roger's is gonna be so mad at us, this is practically his baby "

" He'll sulk, but he'll be fine "

" yeahhh, you're the one dealing with his grumpy ass—not me "

" we're just borrowing it, detka "

" tell that to the old man, Natty "

The cold windy air engulfed your body as the two of you rode off to nowhere in particular at 12 AM. You put your hands above as you feel the cold air, a stream of light is produced as you use your powers. A long line of light with little sparkles like glitter but better. Natasha's view from the rear mirror was something straight up from a fairytale, like a dream she'd have when she was a kid.

She could see the light even in your eyes through your open helmet. She hopes she'll never see the sparks in your eyes go out.

She enjoys the calmness of the moment. It felt like it was only you and her right at the very second and she loved that. She wouldn't complain about everyone disappearing if you were with her. Maybe she'd miss Clint but she'd still love being with you without anybody else.

She only ever feels selfish with you, she can't help but not want to share you with the world because your the only person she truly has other than the family you two gained with the Avengers.

Natasha loved everything about you, your looks, your personality, your soft pink lips that felt like the apocalypse when it met hers. She loves every part of you, even the ones you said you hated but nothing about you would she ever hate.

How could she ever hate such a beautiful woman such as yourself? and when you don't feel like loving yourself, she'll love you enough for the both of you.

" what do you think? strawberry or oreo flavored ice cream? baby? " you asked, glancing away from the cold treats to not see your girlfriend on the same aisle as you were.

" get them both, oh! get the strawberry with vanilla one instead of pure strawberry " Nat replies while approaching you with a basket filled with candies and chocolates.

" babyyy, you're gonna make me fatter " you sulk playfully as you get both the oreo and strawberry mixed with vanilla tubs of ice cream

" you'd make a good pillow, my love " she says softly as she kisses your cheek, pulling back with a smile as she slaps your ass

" Natasha! " " I love you "

" you can't just say that every time you slap my poor butt ... i love you too " you say grumpily with a playful tone as you peck her lips while still glaring at her green eyes that contained nothing other than pure adoration for you.

" come on detka, let's pay for these "

" you go first, I'll grab some drinks for us " you say with a quick peck on her cheek as you push her forward

" Detka, you know coke is not good for you especially since you're acidic which is stupid, seriously? you're an avenger and your weakness is soda and coffee?? " she sternly says ignoring the cute puppy dog eyes you were pulling as you held a set of six cola cans

" that's not gonna work "

" please, Natty? just this once? "

" I already gave you one a while ago "

" that was one and a half hours ago! " you reply with a grumpy face that Natasha finds cute, she sighs knowing she can't ever say no to you.

" fine " she responds defeated by not being able to refuse you as she pulls more money from her wallet and hands it to the elderly woman who's behind the cashier who hides her laugh seeing the cute couple banter.

" I love you, my baby " you say with extra sweetness as you kiss her lips quickly while putting the drinks on the counter

" isn't my girlfriend just the best? " you said gleefully to the elder woman who smiled as she took the beverages you craved, you're never afraid to ever show off your girlfriend to anyone.

" you're lucky you're cute " Natasha says with a mischievous smile as she takes both your cheeks and lightly pulls them as you groan in annoyance but secretly loving it whenever she squeezes your chubby cheeks.

The elderly woman just smiles widely at the two as she scans the items Natasha paid for.

The couple exit the convenience store but not before saying their farewell to the nice elderly woman who gave them matching ring pops for free. Natasha remembered the beach that was only a couple miles away as the both of you secured your helmets.

" why not have a picnic at the beach, love? " you ask as you encircle your arms around her torso as she suggested the beach that's only a couple miles from where the two of you were, you relax with the feeling of the air hitting your face as Natasha drives.

Gummy worms and candies were everywhere, from the large jacket you owned that served as an improvised picnic mat to the sand. You laughed as Natasha hit you with another m&m while teasingly saying you were supposed to catch it, fighting back as you hit her right in the face with a long gummy worm.

You smile through the kiss she was giving as you taste the sugar and sourness of the candies you two consumed. Natasha quickly opened the tubs of ice cream for the two of you to eat before it melted. She bought plastic spoons before she went to the cashier

The peaceful scenery of the ocean waves reflecting the moon and the redhead that rested against your stomach as you supported your upper half using your felt so peaceful, so utterly peaceful and nothing could ever compare to the calmness you were feeling at the very moment. You grinned as you took another spoon of the cold dessert, almost empty as you ate it quickly.

Natasha silently sucks on one of the ring pops, cherry flavored lollipop that makes her red lips redder and sweeter than it already is. Every lick, you kiss her lips as she smiles with content as the blues of the ring pop you had mixed with flavors of her making a flavorful lilac kiss.

" why — don't — we — take — a small — swim " she says in-between the pecks you gave on her sweet soft lips that tasted like paradise.

" Baby, it's 3:00 AM " you reply laughing not believing Natasha's plan to go skinny dipping, you already knew she was planning on getting you naked soon enough. You knew her well enough to know she wouldn't just peacefully " swim " with you.

She just smiled as she stood up while unbuttoning the denim shorts she had on and pulling it down. The two discarded their clothes until they were only down to their underwear. You hugged her quickly as you felt the cold air hit your back. The warmth made you smile as the position was very intimate, her soft breasts against yours.

You looked at her like she hung the moon and stars. The slow glowing of your hands, a proof of what you felt on the inside, mirrored by your abilities that made Natasha smile.

She sometimes had doubts but as she saw your genuine feelings through your transparent self, she could see clearly that you loved her just as much as she loved you. She does insist she loves you more every now and then in which you answer back with “ impossible “.

The two soon enough went to the ocean, staying just a few feet away from dry land, just enough that it felt like the two of you floated away with the waves.

The ocean served as an escape, a few minutes away from everything, saving lives, doing missions. This was just you and her, two lovers taking a swim with the warm ocean waves as the full moon shined brightly framing the two women who are absolutely enamoured with each other.

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savsbizarrefilter · 3 years

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Spiritual Medium!Reader | g. mista

✪ ɢᴜɪᴅᴏ ᴍɪsᴛᴀ x ᴍᴇᴅɪᴜᴍ![ɢɴ]ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ✪

✧ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ(s): interrupted seducing, cockblocking, paranormal activity, crack fic (?).

✧ ᴅᴜʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ: .6k (2 mins)

✧ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ: masterlist [part 5]

✧ ᴀ/ɴ: the new change of content warnings as a whole is going to KILL me. AND THANK YOU I BLUSH WHEN PEOPLE SAY NICE THINGS ABOUT MY LAYOUT </3 anyways, I hope you like this. i love mista with my whole heart <333 i honestly loved all your ideas so i tried to pull them all together, haha. also sorry for the weird pacing... i wanted to get something out for valentines day ;; thank you anon!

HCS ➟

yeahhh you could see them, but he couldn't.

the house has been around for years. you had re-bought in honor of your family to fix it up and pass on a home that could be carried for generations.

but along with that came with the long history it had before you.

you have your own experiences with ghosts, spirits, and anything else that materializes in forms from other dimensions. it was normal for you — definitely not for Mista.

the first time that you had met your now fiancé was through a task he was doing for Giorno.

Mista of course assumed that your medium abilities were the work of a stand but it was quite the opposite.

At first, he was apprehensive towards you and the power you held -- but, he couldn't help but dive deep into how you connect with the "other world".

"So it's not a stand?" Mista asked skeptically, gun held up to you.

You were unphased by his barrel pointing dead at you, hands in the air as you chalantly responded. "Nope."

~ (the aforementioned blonde male wasn't too thrilled with the news that Mista had come back from the mission with the person that had to be investigated but whatever,,)

eventually, as your relationship progressed, so did how close you two were.

it was like one moment you two were opposing and the next he was your soon-to-be spouse living in your nice, dainty & haunted home.

the ghosts that sometimes visit love to play and joke around with him to tease you both.

and most times you gotta remind them to chill since you know how they forget that not everyone is used to their presence.

but since they know he's new in the house, they still love to haze him.

just know, his anxiousness towards the matter does hinder your activities at times…

SCENARIO ➟

"You're so strong~" You grinned against your fiancé's lips, leaning in to finally capture his pair with yours.

Just when you were about to reach a kiss, a sharp knock on the doorway of your bedroom prompts Guido to quickly pull away from you, screaming at the top of his lungs.

You deadpan as he starts to go on about his superstitions—as he tends to sweat about—and all the "entities" circling the place (was he entirely wrong though?) All you wanted was to finally get some alone time with him since he was home for once. But of course, even in your lovely house you two lived in, he is still anxious about how… awake your house is.

"See — I told you, Y/N! This place is haunted as shit!" Mista stands up from the bed and gestures aggressively to the doorway as if something was there. (There was but you wouldn't tell him.)

You sighed and held onto his free hand, expression calm as you tried to seduce Guido back onto the bed. "The house is just settling, ignore it~"

He pauses at your nonchalant response and takes a moment to collect himself as well. Guido takes a deep breath while you encourage him, nodding your head to work with the same breathing strategies that you help him do when he starts to get worked up. He finally collects himself and sighs out in an attempt to shake off his suspicions and wild thoughts from before.

"Okay," Mista breathes out. He crookedly smiles down at you and moves to sit next to you once again on the plush bed. "Just ignore it, gotcha—" at the end of his sentence, a cold shiver ran up his spine. He shot back up and tugged you out of the room, not wanting to spend another second while they were still roaming around.

Just know you did not get any action that night.

#jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #jjba x reader #jojo's bizarre adventure x reader #jojo x reader #guido mista #jjba mista #jojo mista #mista x reader #mista x y/n #jjba golden wind #jjba headcanons #jjba hcs #jojo headcanons #jojo hcs #mista headcanons #sav is sfwing

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glitchh3d · 4 years

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||Helping To Forget|| ~ Snippet (Playing Among Us)

|| Here’s a little snippet from their game of Among Us they played as mentioned in a previous post.||

Word count: 1,222 Warnings: Language, otherwise none.

Masterlist

(Y/n) grinned down at her iPad screen as she curled up on the couch. Terushima was sitting in front of her on the floor, Atsumu was on the armchair beside the couch, Futakuchi was on the other end of the couch, and Kawanishi was sitting across from the couch on the floor. All of them were holding their cell phones, grinning as they started a new game of Among Us.

“The code is AQXDY,” Taichi called out as he created a new map. They all logged in, choosing their colors carefully.

Taichi was purple. Atsumu was black. Terushima was yellow. Futakuchi was dark green and (Y/n) chose cyan.

“Only 1 impostor, right?” (Y/n) asked, glancing at Taichi who nodded and pressed start. (Y/n) pouted as the word crewmate flashed across her screen but got over it quickly, moving the joystick to move her character towards admin so she could swipe her card.

The rules were simple, no talking until discussion time, the dead couldn't talk, and you couldn’t glare, point or make any rude gestures towards the impostor once murdered.

(Y/n) watched her screen with narrowed eyes as Atsumu came out of navigation. She was alone in the hallway so if he was the impostor then he’d have a perfect chance to kill her now. But then the reactor went off, red lights flashing over all of their screens.

Out of the corner of her eye, (Y/n) caught Atsumu smirk and when she focused on the game again, her character was being impaled through the head by his character's tongue. She huffed and flew behind him as a ghost as they went to the reactor to fix it.

Futakuchi and Atsumu fixed it, both Terushima and Taichi being nowhere to be seen when her body was discovered.

“Hey yeah. I found (Y/n)’s body in the hallway next to Nav. Uh, any thoughts?” Atsumu shook his head, eyes wide in fake shock.

“What? No. Me and Futakuchi are in the reactor room. We just fixed it, right Ken?” Futakuchi nodded in agreement, deeming Atsumu as safe.

“Terushima where were you?” Taichi asked suddenly, turning to glare at the blonde.

“Huh? Oh, I’m stuck in admin.”

“What do you mean ‘stuck in admin’? How?” Atsumu suddenly asked, confusion written all over his face. Terushima shrugged.

“I got stuck on the stupid card swiper. It’s declined like 12 times now,” (Y/n) giggled and ran her hands through Terushima’s hair making him lean his head back to smile at her. He stuck his tongue out and winked and she rolled her eyes, shoving his head forward again gently.

“It could have been a self-report?” Futakuchi said suddenly, narrowing his eyes at Taichi. Taichi spluttered in shock and shook his head no.

“Yeahhh, what were you doing all the way over at navigation when the reactor was going off, huh?” Atsumu accused, his eyes narrowing too. Taichi glared at him.

“I was clearing asteroids and I wanted to get it done then I was on my way over,” Taichi defended. Atsumu grinned at him.

“Wouldn’t you have gone to the cafeteria to get to reactor though? You went out of your way down past navigation and communication. How does that make sense, huh?”

“I don’t know-”

“Discussion time ends in 13 seconds,” (Y/n) chimed in, pouting at Taichi. He groaned and voted skip.

“I’m voting Taichi. Seems sus,” Atsumu said, making (Yn) snort. He turned to glare at her. She winked back.

“Me too. Nice try Taichi,” Futakuchi said. Terushima who’d been rather silent voted for himself for shits and giggles but in the end, Taichi had 2 votes and was sent flying into space.

TAICHI WAS NOT THE IMPOSTOR…

“Oh shit,” Terushima said, making (Y/n) laugh. Everyone continued on doing their tasks, the three still alive staying in a group. (Y/n) could tell Atsumu was getting annoyed though so he went off on his own, hoping to split the other two up.

“Wait,” Atsumu said suddenly. (Y/n)’s character flew after his and she watched as Atsumu murdered Terushima in front of Futakuchi. “I forgot that I could just murderer one of you two and I’d win so suck on that, fuckers.”

Everyone groaned as he gloated. (Y/n) stuck her tongue out at him and he blew a kiss back.

Taichi started a new round and (Y/n)’s eyes widened when the word IMPOSTOR flashed on her screen. She tried to keep a neutral face though so that if anyone looked at her, they wouldn’t catch on.

She went towards the electrical room first, both Taichi and Terushima following her. She swore to herself, pretending to download data. She peeked over Terushima’s shoulder and saw him stuck on calibrating the distributor so she went for the kill, taking out Taichi.

She was going to vent and get out of there and pretend nothing happened but she felt Terushima look up at her. She knew she had been caught.

Terushima on the other hand grinned to himself. He left electrical without reporting the body and both of them could feel Taichi glaring at them from over the coffee table.

(Y/n) followed Terushima closely behind and they went to reactor, just as Atsumu found the body.

“Yoooo, Futakuchi, where are you right now?” Atsumu asked eyes narrowed.

“Uh, I’m in medbay. Why?”

“It’s Futakuchi.” Atsumu accused, automatically voting. (Y/n) giggled and also voted for Futakuchi, Terushima following suit.

“Wait what the fuck, why?” Futakuchi asked, looking up quickly.

“Medbay has a vent connected to electrical. I found Taichi in electrical. And I saw both (Y/n) and Terushima together in reactor after I left security.”

“It could have been a self-report, what the fuck!”

“Vote, Ken-ken.” (Y/n) said, shaking her head sadly. “Can’t believe you’d murder poor Taichi like that.”

“Oh fuck off,” Futakuchi swore, voting for Atsumu.

FUTAKUCHI WAS NOT THE IMPOSTOR…

“Fuck,” Atsumu didn’t move from the emergency button table in the cafeteria, both Terushima and (Y/n) stood and watched, giggling to themselves as he realized what was about to happen. He slammed the emergency button after the 10 seconds were up.

“You mother fuckers-” (Y/n) and Terushima both smiled at him. “It’s one of you.”

“Great deductive reasoning skills, sweetie.” (Y/n) teased.

“One of you is acting as a second impostor.” Atsumu glared.

“If you can guess which one of us is the real impostor we’ll let you win the game,” (Y/n) said. Terushima nodded in agreement.

Atsumu stared both of them down, eyes switching between them as they sported matching grins.

“It’s gotta be Terushima. (Y/n) would never go for Taichi first,” Atsumu said, a smug grin making its way up his face. (Y/n) pouted and voted.

“Shiiiit you got us,” Terushima said, rolling his eyes. Both he and Atsumu voted and they laughed together as Atsumu’s body was shot into space, claiming he wasn’t the impostor. The victory screen popped up on (Y/n)’s iPad and she cheered happily.

“Yes! Finally! A win as the impostor!”

“Congrats, cheater.” Taichi teased.

“You guys suuuuuck,” Atsumu whined as he covered his face with his arm.

“New game?” Futakuchi asked and everyone nodded excitedly.

(Y/n) really did love these boys.

I didn’t add those on the taglist to this because I wasn’t sure they’d want to be tagged in snippets. If you do want to be tagged in general posts and snippets, please let me know (:

TAGLIST IS OPEN BTW!!!

#terushima x y/n #terushima yuuji #Futakuchi Kenji #haikyuu!!#haikyu #haikyuu!! x reader #atsumu miya #kawanishi taichi #johzenji #date tech #inarizaki #shiratorizawa

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kenanda · 4 years

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Thursday is inevitably going to bring back bullsgit discourse into the tma theory pool so while i prepare myself for that... may im see ur current tma theories? Whether theyre about who killed gertrude, what the supernatural/spooky stuff is like in the tma-verse, and/or what characters' relationships will be like in canon (there are some heavy discussions on relationships of all sorts currently– not just romantic– so feel free to go ham about any character dynamics) blease i love reading early theories

is that something that happens a lot? oh boy... good luck, then! buckle up, this is gonna be a long one lmao

look, i don't know if i have any solid theories, they're more like hunches? there are so many pieces to this puzzle and only now they're beginning to make some sense. imma try and sum up my thoughts topic by topic. 1. what's the creepy stuff? heck i sure would love to know lmao but like, i believe that all these cases connect, some more evidently than others. a strong indicator of that was the ep Dreamer, in which those death tendrils spread throughout London and and seemed to concentrate around the magnus institute. this ep also led me to believe that there's something about the position head archivist that's positively CURSED, and ep 53 (crusader) nudges me even further in that direction cuz if alexandria was a previous attempt at an Archive and if the creature that phillip brown saw there used to be an archivist, then there must be some sort of tradition or maybe even a condition to becoming a head archivist and i believe (from both a listener's and from a storytelling pov) that this THING might be the premise "if thou gaze long into an abyss, the abyss will also gaze into thee" which would make a lot of sense, given that towards the end gertrude seemed to be dealing with severe paranoia that SOMETHING or someone was watching her.

whether this something is singular or plural, only time will tell. i mean, there sure are a bunch of different beasts, but do they all come from the same place? do they all follow the same logic? is there a hierarchy and if so, who/what is the big boss? there have been some hints pointing towards something bigger than life slowly approaching them, some sort of monster idk. they foreshadowed this in ep literary heights, in which the guy talks about the ex altiora and its contents, and also in ep high pressure, in which antonia hayley talks about sticking her head into a hole and gazing upon something that seemed too big to be true.

so there, maybe these cases are just the symptoms of something much bigger and much more terrible that's slowly paving the way of its descent upon the mortal realm. maybe it is too big to just come in hot, so it's trying to create enough unbalance/chaos that its slipping into our (theirs, thank god) reality will be somewhat easier? there sure are creatures out there that are capable of bending the fabric of reality however the fuck they want (sasha's michael, or as i like to call him, blonde edward scissorhands)

but like, do they SERVE this "alpha" being? i can't say for sure, but there seem to be at least different segments or cults led by people, by entire families even that appear to worship these monsters. i get the feeling that they might even be rivals or smth, cuz i remember one episode where a girl (dunno if prentiss or that super religious chick who was only able to cook soggy spinach -gross) said she wasn't one of those idiots who kept searching after fractals (and there have been multiple mentions of said "idiots") all in all my ideas boil down to "who's gonna get daddy cthulhu down on earth first? there'll be a prize for who does!"

2. who killed gertrude? at first glance, elias seems super suspicious. i mean, he's hot but that doesn't exempt him. if i were to look at this from a mere listener's pov i'd say elias seems to have enough reasons to want to shut gertrude up for good, since he's always coming onto jon about keeping the lukas family out of the statements. if elias is their dog and gertrude had found something major about the lukas's, then that'd make sense for him to kill her.

if i look at it from a storytelling pov, it would seem rather too obvious that elias did it. but then again, obvious doesn't necessarily mean bad, and i'd be rather pleased if my theory was right and i got to see WHY it was right, with good, solid build up towards a sensible explanation. if it makes sense within the story, i'm happy.

3. relationships i haven't thought much about this one beyond the evident jmart brainrot that you can see all over my blog lately (it took me 3 captain america movies to ship stucky, my all-time otp, and like... 3s to ship jmart. i don't know how i feel about that.)

when i started s2 and i saw jon getting all paranoid over the smallest things and suspecting every single one of his assistants i was like yeahhh this is gonna be a long ride.

he still is suspicious as fuck up to ep57, but something happened that i NEVER saw coming which was jon confronting martin (in a rather asshole-ish way, if i may add) and then the tension of mistrust dissolving, which leads me to believe that their relationship might start to deepen in s2, because martin will be (for a while at least) the only one that jon can trust (i WEEP)

i haven't got a clue how the not-sasha thing will turn out, but i'm hella curious because like??? WHERE IS SASHA. does michael have her?does the mcfucking TABLE have her?????

all in all, these are my thoughts so far, there's still a lot of redstringing to be done here lol i'm sure i must've forgotten something, but this post is already hella long as it is so if you've reached this far i can only say congrats haha (oh and thank you for allowing me the great opportunity to ramble obnoxiously)

#nanda's ramblings #ask #no spoilers pls #tma #currently listening to ep 57

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Idk if I'm subconsciously matching hyunjin or what but, just before I got into straykids I cut my hair, then I find out hyunjins hair is the same length(ish) which isnt too weird but three days ago I dyed my hair ALMOST IF NOT ACTUALLY THE SAME SHADE OF PINK?? Also I was called a Nazi as well bc of blue eyes and blonde hair, and I found your song anylasis(?) very interesting. There was more I was gonna say but I forgot so I'll probably be back ~🥚

ohhh my god that’s so funny kasdvfds maybe your connected to him in some way 👀 yeahhh middle school was not a fun time....0/10 would not reccomend and i’m sorry you also had the same thing happen to you ;_; people just be mad rude and insensitive i guess :/

i’m glad you like the song analysis stuff!! yeah some of skz songs are so weird but it also makes them so interesting???? nct 127′s punch is also a weird song w/ the structure i think in a similar way god’s menu is...but i would have to really look into again!!

#🥚 anon #ask

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sydneystillmakesmehappy · 5 years

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on a lonely day in los angeles i come across a dude who’s tall and blonde. i get nervous quick because he’s so handsome, so i reassure myself and walk up to him and say hi my names kishana and yours? C: said hey i’m colson. what’s up? i responded with nothing much bout to get some coffee, i couldn’t help myself but make conversation with you because you’re a handsome fella 😅. C: oh thanks you’re quite pretty too. K: wanna grab some coffee it’s on me 😚. C: sure, caffeine for the heartache. you don’t have to pay though. K: nahhh i insist. C: alright. couple hours later we seem to have a lot in common. C: dang i’m sorry that you went through all that. and what your mom did that’s effed up. K: yeah i guess man 😪 but maybe she’s happy and have little kids running around. i don’t stress abt it i was only 6 months old. C: true true but still... if i could change anything i would ask why she left..😪😐. K: true. anywayssss you know what else we got in common. C: what? K: DJJJJJJJJ KHALLLEEEDDDD. 🤣 C: Hahuh, that was it? K: nah i just wanted to say that, we make music i’ve been at it for three years i’m a rookie 😋 C: that’s sick 🤟 K: bruh i’m so ready for your album it’s gonna change everybody’s perspective on you, you’re gonna change lives. 🤪 C: rightttt i’m truly proud with some of the songs 👀👀 K: awww yeahhh that’s what i’m talking about LACEEE UPP! why are you here is such a bop like bruh 🤤. C: glad you like it well i got to go home hit my line. K: hit your line? you mean as in text right? how am i gonna text you when i don’t have your number dummy. C: oh right here it is. ###-###-####. alright see you later dawg K: deuces ✌️ two days later he shot a text asking if i want to come over 👀 K: heck yeah i’ll be omw 😈 C: yoooo wassup this is the crib 😈 K: oh nice i remember when monster did a tour or something that was lit 😤🤟 C: rook and the crew ain’t here so we got the place to ourselves. K: oh where they at? C: slim is probably at the strip club and rook is probably at a coffee place 😂. K: coo coo, so what’s your uhhh favorite peep song? mines neverland and about u. C: shoot, too many to count. K: i feel ya that’s how i feel with your songs. C: ah who’s ya favorite rapper? K: he goes by machine gun kelly you know him 🤣? yeah you’re my favorite rapper no cap C: that goof i don’t know him 🤣🤣🤣 thanks. K: can u play some music ? C: yeah fosho u can connect to it. K: word imma play baddest 🙂 C: ohhhhh word 😎👀 Later that evening i get bold and we set a vibe and i have no clue if he’s gonna make a move or not so i go in for the kill. and luckily i got a pedicure 👀👀 C: oh shiiiiiiiiii 🤪😱 i totally didn’t kno u we’re gon do that but don’t stop K: uhmmmmfff don’t stop? 😫😉 ok daddy C: how you do that with your mouth 😩 K: (stops what i’m doing for a min) ion kno tbh it just has a mind for its own. C: (picks me up and takes me to his room) oh shiiii white toenails, a masterpiece 🤤🤤🤤😩 K: yeah i just got a pedicure earlier today. enough talk..👀👀👀 C: hold up lemme put on a rubber. an hour or more went by and i’m like totally down for round 2 but the manz is tired K: that was crazy i didn’t kno i was that flexible C: i didn’t kno either. K: i can go if u want me to or i can fix u dinner 🙂 C: hah yeah u can totally fix dinner fine by me i made him dinner and we talked and i left later K: (thoughts) that’s crazy this is crazy i can’t believe i just smash colson bruh the works of life is funny how it makes two people come across each other

tune in for future fanfics coming whenever i feel like it

#machine gun kelly #colson baker #mgk

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fuckyeahadamtinafanfics · 6 years

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Queen of Solitude Part 3

Christina sat in her first class of the day with her leg swaying up and down as she bit on a hangnail to distract the thoughts in her mind that were going a mile a minute.

“Chemistry. Of course. Who would even think of scheduling a chemistry class at 8 in the morning??” she thought to herself. She took out her purple 3 ring binder and opened it to a fresh, clean page of lined paper and began to write down her feelings, knowing full well she should be writing notes about the properties and composition of the substances that make up all matter.

“Absolutely not. You do not have a crush on the new kid. Stay focused. Focus on your studies. It’s junior year, think about college applications!” Christina wrote in cursive on her lined paper. “Don’t think about his chiseled biceps that gleamed with the low light coming from his bedside table lamp. Do NOT think about his tattoos that covered his toned back when he walked over to the bathroom shirtless to brush his teeth. Fuck” She wrote.

“Ms. Aguilera?? Hello? Your answer?” Christina looked up to see her teacher, Dr. Lavinsky, waiting for her answer.

“C-can you please repeat the question, I’m so sorry”, she said shyly. With a sigh, Dr. Lavinsky repeated the question sternly, “How many valence electrons does Chromium have, Ms. Aguilera?”

She glanced at her notes, figured out the answer and said plainly, “Six”.

“Thank you, Ms. Aguilera. Please make sure to pay attention.” Dr. Lavinsky said.

***

The rest of her classes were a blur. She felt like she went throughout her day on autopilot, as if somebody else was living today for her, and she took a back seat. School was her life since Christina was very little. At a young age, she decided she wanted to work hard enough to graduate Summa Cum Laude in her high school and college years. She traded in Friday night parties for staying home and getting a head start on homework. She sacrificed her Saturday morning’s for tutoring sessions to pass her SAT’s. Sunday’s were for church, chores and organizing her notes into their respective binders and making sure to check off everything from her “to do” list.

She was on this path for as long as she could remember. The better her grades and extracurriculars were, the better chance at a scholarship and a one-way ticket out to study in Los Angeles for theatre. Nothing was going to distract her. That is, until it was the end of the school day at 3:05PM and buses were waiting for students to come packing in and getting ready for their ride home. Christina walked up to her locker and leaned her bookbag on her knee as she removed the Chemistry book, placed it in her locker, and took out the Anatomy & Physiology textbook, deciding she should brush up to prepare for her bone practical scheduled for next week. When she pulled the Anatomy & Physiology textbook out and brought it to her bag, a piece of paper flew out and fell onto the floor. Christina zipped up her bag, closed her locker, and looked down at the piece of paper. Leaning over, she picked it up and examined it thoroughly.

“310-493-7939, just in case you ever wanted to get back to me about that dinner date.”

She blinked. Her jaw fell open as she read the message three more times silently to herself. “Fuck, fuck fuck, no, this can’t be happening”, she thought to herself. She crumpled up the note into a ball and stuffed it into her pocket without thinking. She hurried to the other side of school to where the buses waited to pick up the students, but stopped in her tracks. “He’s probably on the bus already. And if he..saved me a seat..fuck!” She quickly turned on her heel and walked towards the front of the school to go through the big brass doors and began to walk home.

She slipped her hands into her denim jacket and let the cool breeze relax her cheeks that were set aflame. She felt like her whole body was on fire, and was grateful for the cloudy sky to at least hide her blushing, red cheeks. Christina’s house was a little over a half mile from school, which she, during the summer, would sometimes walk to take in the fresh air and scenery of houses, trees and lamp posts she’d pass. This walk, however, needed to be relax her further. She unzipped the side pocket of her bookbag and took out her headphones to plug it into her phone. Listening to “Trust in Me” by Etta James always calmed her nerves, and she continued on her way back home.

After a 20 minute walk, Christina turned the corner towards her street and began to walk up her stairs as she reached her house. Not wanting to stop the enchantment of Etta James’ voice in her ears, she removed her jacket, hung it up on the hook next to the others, and kept her headphones in while beginning to walk up the stairs. She felt a light tug behind her, causing her to remove her headphone and turn around.

“Christina, baby, I was calling you from the kitchen and you didn’t hear me. I didn’t mean to interrupt”, her mother said.

“Oh, no I’m sorry, my bad, I was just playing music. What did you need?” Christina asked. “Remember the eggs I asked you to buy for me yesterday at the market?” her mother asked.

“Yeahhh,” Christina said, trailing her voice off. “Well I used it to bake a cake! That was my new experiment and I think it turned out deliciously!” she said. “That’s awesome,” Christina replied, “Are we having it after dinner tonight?”

“No, I wanted to ask you to bring it over to the Levine’s across the street. They’re new in town and I wanted to give them a little house warming treat,” Christina’s mother said.

“The L-levine’s. Ri-right, yeah. Across the street from us”, Christina said, completely flustered.

“Yes! They have a son about your age too, I think. He might even be a classmate of yours. I’m sure he’ll be going to Wilson too” Christina’s mom stated.

Christina momentarily brought her thumb and index finger to the bridge of nose and shut her eyes as she felt her heart jump. “Yeah, I think i’ve seen him around. I can bring it over for you to show our good graces,” Christina’s mom smiled as Christina let out a small laugh. Her mother went to the kitchen and grabbed a pretty pink and silver marbled box set with a ribbon and a note attached reading “From the Aguilera’s. Welcome!” Christina took the box into her hand, and walked back down the stairs, out the door and crossed the street.

She walked up 5 stairs and stood on the porch, nervously waiting as she pressed on the doorbell. A few seconds passed (Christina felt like it was years), and Adam came, opening the door.

“Hey!” Adam said. He was wearing a tight gray short sleeved shirt with a v-neck where his toned chest peeked out. Christina felt her mouth go dry. “Is that a peace offering for ditching me on the bus today?”

“I-uh,” she stuttered, “No, n-no, I stayed after to..for...I needed a book from the library.” She tried to fight the urge to stare at his muscles, so instead looked into his eyes and took note that she’s never seen such calming hazel eyes before. “This is a cake, my mom baked it for your family. She’s an amazing baker and we hope you guys like it.” Christina held the cake out and Adam gently took the box from the girl in front of him, his hand lightly grazing against hers for a split second. Christina felt as if there was a shock of electricity that emanated from that touch, but tried to push the thought to the back of her head.

“Oh your hands are freezing, why don’t you have a jacket?” Adam asked. “Oh, I’m fine, I-” but she was soon cut off by Adam.

“Here, come inside.”

Before having the chance to decline the offer, she was being pulled inside by Adam, and found herself passing a living room on her right, with a fireplace, large couch, two loveseats, and boxes adorning one side of the wall. Standing motionless in the kitchen, she found two unfamiliar but inviting faces.

“Mom, dad, this is Christina Aguilera. She and her family live right across the street from us. Her mom baked us a cake,” Adam stated. He set the marbled box onto the kitchen island.

“How sweet! It’s very nice to meet you, Christina. My name is Patsy, but you can call me Pat. This is my husband, Fred.” Adam’s mother moved towards Christina and gave her a warm hug, followed by her husband who held out his hand ceremoniously and Christina shook it firmly.

“A firm handshake, I like it! Where does a sweet girl like you find a firm handshake like that?” Fred asked.

Christina smiled brightly and replied, “School is my life. I’ve worked a lot on making the right connections with the right people and building my resume so I guess I just picked it up from interviews and employers!”

“That’s a great answer, young lady,” Patsy said, “Please thank your mother for this cake, it looks marvelous.”

“I’ll be sure to tell he-” Christina was abruptly interrupted by Adam. “I was going to ask Christina how to set up my school email so if you don’t mind, I’m going to take her really quick.”

I swear this boy will be the death of me, Christina thought to herself. Then, she was being whisked away, up a few stairs into a large room still filled with boxes that read “Adam’s stuff”

“Your parents are extremely sweet,” she said. “Where’s your laptop so I can set you up?”

Adam motioned to a couch at the foot of his bed and Christina followed to sit there. Adam got onto his bed, retrieved his laptop and slid it over to her.

“You know,” Adam started as Christina was clacking away on the computer, “since you’re on the computer already, do you want to help me with that psychology stats assignment too?”

“Fuck off, Levine,” Christina chuckled to herself. “I have more than enough on my plate when it comes to school work, thank you very much.” She looked up at him from the couch as he sat across from her on his bed.

“I need to know your birthday,” Christina said. Adam looked at her slyly and figured out the best way to get a rise out of the cute blonde.

“My birthday is March 18, which means I’m a pisces. That means I am a risk taker, duh. I got my first tattoo when I was 16, hurt like a bitch. My favorite candies are skittles- even the sour ones. Favorite snack are Pringles and favorite thing to do is write music.” Adam took out his textbook and notebooks from his bag as he watched Christina nod her head from left to right with a smile.

“Thanks for telling me a million and one things I didn’t need to know. Skittles are awesome, but the sour ones? It’s a no from me. And Pringles, Adam? Pringles over Pepperoni Totino’s Pizza Rolls?! You just proved to me you have horrible taste. Sad. I thought we could’ve been friends! Now, I need your last name. It’s L-e-v-i-n-e, right?” she spelled.

“Christina, you missed ‘k-i-n-g’, come on! I thought we were closer than that” he teased.

“You’re awful, Adam. I’m going to download a virus on your computer so you can never use this again,” she said, “The way you log in is the first letter of your name, followed by your last name, and then @hcstonline.edu, okay?”

“Fine by me! And what about you?” he said. “What about me?”

“Well, I told you what you’ve been dying to know about me. When do I get to learn all about you?” he asked.

Christina shrugged and was at a loss for words. Why would this guy, this incredibly cute guy want to know about her- a girl who can count how many friends she has only on one hand, a girl that actually loves study hall so she can get work done, a girl who will choose to stay home and rewatch Disney classics like Beauty and the Beast than go out for shots of tequila and vodka sodas? Nobody likes those types of girls, right? Why would he?

Noting the silence coming from Christina, Adam felt it appropo to jump in and save the conversation again.

“Maybe I can learn all about you over that dinner we joked about?” he asked.

Christina’s eyes shot up from where it was fixated on a lamp by Adam’s bed. She looked up at him and a panic set off throughout her entire body. Her hands started to sweat, she felt her cheeks start to burn and a ringing in her ears.

“I-I have to go, I’m sorry,” Christina said as she closed Adam’s laptop and left it on the couch. She made her way swiftly down the stairs, out the door and crossed the street back into the safety of her own home. She made her way upstairs and shut her bedroom door, her back sliding down until she was on the floor hugging her knees with tears running down her cheeks.

“Why can’t you just let people in Christina? Why the fuck can’t you let people in?!” she screamed at herself internally and hated herself for being one to prefer solitude over company. Her tears continued to roll as she tried to calm herself down and focus on her breathing.

Later that night, she was grateful the tears had stopped but the nerves were still inhabiting her body. She sat at her desk near her window on her laptop trying to get a head start on her bone practical study guide. She had printed out a picture of each bone, taped it on one side of an index card, with the answer on the other side, and had a stack of over 75 index cards to study from when she was finished.

She stood up and began pacing in her room, quizzing herself.

“Facial bones: maxilla” She flipped the index card over to see the answer. correct. “Mandible” correct. “Vomer” correct. “Ethmoid” correct.

Across the street, Adam could see Christina pacing calmly back and forth in her room. He fiddled with his guitar and wrote down lyrics and melodies as they began to form in his head. It’s as if just looking at the blonde hair, blue eyed angel across the street could already bring out the best in him. How easily a smile crept across his face by thinking about her, how easily it is to laugh when he hears her giggle to herself, and how easily it is to flirt with her, as if they’ve been dating for years on end.

“Stop it, Adam you can’t think like that” he thought to himself, “flirting with her is what made her run away, you fuckin douche.”

“Upper extremities: radius” correct. “Scaphoid” correct. “Capitate” correct. “Pisiform” correct. “Distal phalange” correct.

Slowly, Christina began to calm herself and chase away the nerves. The more answers she got correctly, the better she felt. She felt that things were going back to normal. Sleep, go to school, come home, do homework, study, and the cycle continues. No boys. No Adam. No distractions.

“Lower extremities: Femur” correct. “Patella” correct. “Tibia” correct. “Fibu-fuck, I wish I didn’t like him,” she said aloud, still holding her index cards. “Why is it so hard to let people in. Why does the idea of opening up to someone freak me the fuck out?” She ran her fingers through her hair, and sat down on the bench by her window. She lowered her forehead onto her knees and wrapped her hands around her face to catch her tears. “I can’t be vulnerable, I can’t. You let people in, and they leave, just like so many others.” Thoughts about her father arose and made her sob even harder. She was proud of her mother, she was a single mother who raised her and her sister like a fucking boss. How couldn’t she be proud? Christina tried to rationalize her feelings of pain towards his father and focus on how happy she, her sister and mother were. But she’d be lying if she said she didn’t think about him once in a while.

Across the street, Adam takes a pen and paper and scribbles lyrics that come flow tenderly from his heart. “Tap on my window, knock on my door, I want to make you feel beautiful” He picked up his guitar and continued to play melodies to what matched the rhythm he envisioned for the song.

As the hours passed, Adam put his guitar and lyrics away, storing it next to his closet and made his way to bed. Christina continued to pace back and forth, almost finishing with the bones of the torso when she turned off her lights, turned on the string of fairy lights that hung above her bed, and plopped onto her bed. “Last one,” she breathed. “Cervical vertebrae 1 (the atlas)” correct. “Fuck yes” she said. She set the thick stack of index cards down onto her bedside table and flipped to the other side, where her phone had been plugged in. She looked at the time 1:02 AM. “God”, she thought to herself, “if you didn’t have a fucking mental breakdown every half hour, you would’ve been in bed by 11:30.”

She laid in bed, scrolling aimlessly through Instagram, eyes and body physically exhausted from crying, and mentally exhausted from studying 206 bones while juggling her inner turmoils. She reached over to the jeans she had worn, and dug her hand into the pocket to take out the crumpled piece of paper that held Adam’s phone number. “We can just be friends. There’s no harm in that, right?” she thought to herself. She clicked on the green phone icon, typed in Adam’s number and saved it as a new contact under the name “Aisleboy”, thinking back to when he had come running into the dairy and produce aisle, causing Christina to fall onto her butt with crushed eggs on top of her. He’s such a dork, she thought. She opened up iMessage, typed in his name, and began to type a message. She locked her phone, stared up at the ceiling one more time to think, before finding the courage and pressing send.

#adamtina fan fiction #adamtina

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kuiinncedes · 3 years

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3, 24, 25 for the ask game!

sorry this took a while slkdgsf thanks for the ask <33

3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year

ooh shit ok can i choose a few i'm too indecisive for this 😂

i've really liked the few little scenes i've written for the glee advent prompts recently 🥺 i definitely have a few lines from those i really liked so i'll put some here 🤪

Because he has the walls, too. And when they’re both raw in different ways, guarding pure happiness or heartache against even some of the closest people, and neither of them is putting them down for now, it’s probably best to just leave it there.

Quinn knows she’s being... lame, annoying, sad, pathetic, mopey -- you name it, Mike tells her as much and she scowls at him but secretly is grateful that he’s here; he knows she doesn’t need to be comforted or coddled, knows not to because while the leather and chains and cigarettes are long gone, the pink hair is still here and the combat boots are in the back of her closet.

She thinks of blonde hair that she messes up whenever she can reach, soft sweater vests that she makes fun of but always buys more of in increasing levels of ridiculousness, bright eyes that she almost fell in love with but that she now knows she just connects with. She thinks of warmth and laughter and music, hours in the choir room after school, sleepovers when parents aren't home, short fast food trips for lunch with the promise of a road trip when school is finally over.... She’ll always have somewhere to go.

from my three advent fics in order :P lmao sorry it's so long lol

and as for kurt and the phantoms since that was a big part of my writing this year 🤪 i haven't read it in a while but i really like a lot of the emotion lines that i wrote for that ,, idk that's so vague lol but yeahhh

24. favorite fic you read this year

that's SO HARD AHH i do not track the fics i read in any way skdghfk a recent favorite is call my bluff / call you babe by blackandblue13 which is a jatp fic and has become such a comfort fic 🥺 there's also a million jatp oneshots and stuff that i've reread 348593479273 times that i would all consider some of my favorites 😂

for gleeeee lovesong by andiheardeverything i think remains my favorite klaine fic (idk if i read it this year lmao i have no sense of time 🤪) and i absolutely had the best time whenever i was reading a new chapter of @coffeeorderwrites's warbler's lonely hearts radio show and i'd say that's one of my favorites even tho it's not finished <3 and also i've definitely read a lot of little oneshots that have all been amazing 😍

25. a fic you read this year you would recommend everyone read

ahhh i'm so bad at this lmao uhhh i recently reread everything by kxrthxmmel on ao3 and they're all amazing i highly recommend 😋

#this is such a messskldgdjfdsfg #i'm procrastinating on my drawing bc i have to do dark shading with only a mechanical pencil 😍 i do not want to lmao #thanks sm for the ask :)#asks #theatricalityyy

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peacelovedolan · 7 years

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Yolo

thank you @dedicated-dolans for tagging me 💙

rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people: @artdolan @boyfriendethan @americanodolans @dedicated-dolans @riverdaledolan @themdolanboys @slutforthedolantwins @dolans-making-me-crazy @ddolanss @mochadol @poeticallydolan @mreteeweetee @freakdolan @thosedolantwinboys @dolantwinsbabe @dolanpineapple @cutedolanz @dangly-feather-earring-dolan @rosesdolan @blasphemydolan @profanitydolan

rlly hoping i didn’t tag anyone twice or that would be #awk

THE LAST -

1. drink: water

2. phone call: my sister

3. text message: my mom lmao

4. song you listened to: walk away by Ballyhoo!

5. time you cried: im thinkin a week ago prob

6. dated someone twice: hell nah

7. kissed someone and regretted it: ya

8. been cheated on: nope

9. lost someone special: yeah

10. been depressed: ye

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: thankfully no its my goal in life to never do that so wish me luck

3 FAVORITE COLORS -

12. pink (like, light pink)

13. blue (like, light blue)

14. black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU -

15. made new friends: ya!! thanks @/college

16. fallen out of love: nah

17. laughed until you cried: yup

18. found out someone was talking about you: prob tbh

19. met someone who changed you: yeahhh

20. found out who your real friends are: yea and it was super damn recent and im still a little pissed ngl

21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: no ( i had to look it up lol )

GENERAL -

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I think all of them? maybe besides a handful

23. do you have any pets: no, my dog died in march

24. do you want to change your name: no

25. what did you do for your last birthday: stayed inside w my twin brotha and ate hella food aka the ONLY way to do a birthday

26. what time did you wake up: like fucking 7:30 or something ridiculously early

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: getting litty w my friends and all of her other friends lol

28. name something you can’t wait for: meeting a boy that doesn’t dissapoint me oops was that really bitter of me or

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like half an hour ago

30. ???

31. what are you listening to right now: the traffic noises from my window

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i’ve talked to a thomas before....don’t recommend

33. something that is getting on your nerves: my social anxiety

34. most visited website: youtube and prob tumblr

35. hair color: it’s like dirty blonde rn but it’s usually a little darker

36. long or short hair: uggghg i love both tbh

37. do you have a crush on someone: uh....... grayson

38. what do you like about yourself: my eyes

39. piercing(s): ears

40. blood type: B positive baby

41. nickname(s): i don’t think i really have any lol

42. relationship status: single

43. zodiac: capricorn

44. pronouns: she/her

45. favourite tv show: big brother, real housewives, bachelorette....lol

46. tattoos: none im afraid of pain

47. right or left handed: right

48. surgery: wisdom teeth

49. ???

50. sport: no thank u

51. vacation: catch me in Germany this summer ;)))

52. pair of trainers: uhhh all white new balances??? obviously

MORE GENERAL -

53. eating: i just had like 4000 lbs of ramen

54. drinking: water baby

55. I’m about to: answer this question

56. waiting for: sleep to consume me

57. I want: friends yeet

58. get married: tbh it’s on my bucket list so hell ya

59. career: physician liasion

WHICH IS BETTER -

60. hugs or kisses: hugs

61. lips or eyes: eyes

62. shorter or taller: taller

63. older or younger: yes

64. nice arms or nice stomach: yes

65. hookup or relationship: relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant (when he has a sense of self-preservation 😍 )

HAVE YOU EVER -

67. kissed a stranger: ya

68. drank hard liquor: hell ya. i stand by my claim that beer tastes like piss

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: noo

70. turned someone down: ye

71. sex on the first date: nah

72. ???

73. had your heart broken: like... sorta i guess but it’s chill

74. been arrested: no

75. cried when someone died: yes

76. fallen for a friend: ugh yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN -

77. yourself: sorta

78. miracles: yes

79. love at first sight: i think a person can feel a connection with someone else which can lead to love, so sort of???

80. santa claus: no :/

81. kiss on the first date: sure why not

82. angels: yes

83. ???

OTHER -

84. eye colour: mostly blue but also greenish

85. favourite movie: high school musical, aquamarine, pitch perfect, what can i say im basic af and i love it

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prettycottonmouthlamia · 7 years

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Hunting Party

Rating: Explicit (Explicit sexual content, murder, gore)

A graduation gift for @amayzeedaisy , who wanted a fic that had poly-lesbian monster girls and a little bit of ~horror~. I may make these girls Ocs, I had particular fun with their designs where I elaborated.

Ashley: A vampire who has been alive for several decades. She doesn’t mind hanging with people more like her physical age. She was brought into Iris’ and Lorelei’s relationship by Iris. Enjoys hunting humans who do bad things to other humans or demihumans. Comes from a very rich vampire family with a lot of influence. Iris: A harpy based off the red-tailed hawk. She tends to be brash and violent, but has a surprisingly tender side with the ones she loves. A predatory harpy with a natural urge to hunt. Lorelei: A cottonmouth lamia that is outwardly kind and caring. However, she is cold-hearted to humans who have hunted her kind in the past, and enjoys hunting humans even more than Ashley. A dedicated dom, she enjoys teasing and playing with her girlfriends, especially in bed.

"So, this is the scum we're going after right" A blond girl said as she looked a small photograph she was handed. The photograph showed a relatively nondescript man in a college football uniform. A flapping noise was heard as a girl perched onto the wooden fence next to the blond girl. The most notable things were her dark brown wings with white to light brown undersides, and a striking tail of red feathers. She gleamed with golden eyes, staring at the picture with disgust in her face.

"Yeah, that's the fucker, Ashley. Bastard date rapes three girls, and the courts let him off with barely a year of prison. He ruins the lives of three girls and it doesn't fucking affect him. Pisses me the fuck off!" A crack is heard as the talons on her feet begin to pierce through the wooden fence.

"Calm down Iris. We wouldn't want you cracking a talon again. The last time that happened, you were in the hospital for weeks." A black lamia slithered up to her, smiling slyly before sticking out her tongue and flicking it at Iris' talon. She grimaced and let go of the fence, hopping into the air before landing down on a different part of the fence.

"Shut up Lorelei. Don't tell me that man doesn't make your blood boil as well." Iris hissed out at Lorelei, who smiled before looking at the picture herself. "Oh yes. I know this kid. He raped one of my best friends. They didn't say it on the news, because its a bunch of garbage but..." she looked at Ashley and Iris, before her eyes narrowed to the point of slits, her mouth opening slightly. "This miserable little shit targets demihumans. He's a pig who rapes demihumans because he feels he's better than them. Of course, he uses date rape because he wouldn't be able to overpower many of them."

Iris and Ashley looked completely shocked as Lorelei told them his motivations. Ashley's fangs came out of her mouth as she grimaced in anger. She takes the picture out of Lorelei's hand, staring at it, before tearing it up, letting the pieces drop to the ground. Her hands ball into fists, before she takes a deep breath and releases them, before looking at Lorelei with a sadistic smile on her face.

"Well, girls, you think we should go on a hunt then?" Lorelei and Iris were having the same thoughts. Iris stretched out her wings before jumping off the fence and onto the ground next to Ashley. "I've been itching for a hunt, and if its this degenerate little shit, I'll have the most fun I've had on a hunt in a long time." Lorelei opens her mouth, revealing a white mouth before her fangs extend out of her mouth as she hisses. "I want to get revenge for my friend. Count me in."

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"Linebacker, huh? I don't really know much about football, but I've heard you're pretty good." Ashley said as she was leading the young man into one of the city parks. It was dark outside, and Ashley found him drunk at a club and lured him out here. Out into the hunting ground. The man, thankfully, seemed blissfully unaware of what was going to happen. "Oh yeahhh. I'm like...like, the teamss besht players. If it washn't for me, we wouldn't have made the playoffsh this year." He seemed proud of himself, like his football skills were going to have any more meaning in his life.

High above the two of them was Iris, watching them with her keen eyesight as she circled above them. It would have been impossible for him to spot her in the darkness, but she could easily see him, and when the time was right, she would descend and lunge at him. It would only be a matter of time before Ashley would walk over to where Lorelei was and give the signal for the attack.

Ashley and the young man talked for a little while longer as they walked, before they were in a well wooded area in the park; a place Ashley and Lorelei had decided on to ambush the man. Ashley leaned up against a tree, her outfit revealing small but tantalizing amounts of flesh around her stomach and thighs as the man moved closer to her. He kissed her neck, Ashley hiding her disgust with a content smile, before suddenly, his hand wrapped around her throat.

"You thought you could hide it from me just because I'm drunk!? You fucking vampire bitch, I'll make sure once I'm done with you that you'll never want to look at another guy to feed on him ever again." He pulled a pill out of his pocket and tried to stick it into Ashley's mouth, but she kicked him in the crotch, causing him to release his grip and stagger backwards, the strength of her kick catching him by surprise. Iris saw the attack from the air, and ignoring the signal, began to descend through the air silently.

The man had recovered and spat before moving to overpower Ashley again, before Iris suddenly appeared from the sky, slamming him into the ground as her talons ripped into his flesh. His shoulders began to bleed, and Iris grabbed him with her arms before slashing at him with her talons, tearing up his shirt and putting deep gashes into his torso. The man screamed in pain and terror, before punching Iris in the stomach, causing her to yelp and fall over, the man getting up before reaching into his back pocket, pulling out a switch knife and extending it at the girls.

"Oh, you're in on it too? I've got friends girl who would love a harpy. Both of you are going to regret this!" Iris shrieked and charged at him, but he swung the knife in order to defend himself. She backed away from him and went to lunge at him again, but Ashley put a hand on her shoulder. Iris knew what that meant as she glared at the man.

For a cottonmouth lamia, night-time hunting was very easy. The two pit glands on her face were able to read the man's body heat, and she could feel him coming closer and closer to her. Her black body made her blend easily into the dark woods, where the lights were unable to pierce, and her blood began to heat up as her instincts began to flare up. She could sense him coming closer and closer, inching backwards as he put distance between him and her friends.

'He's coming. He's coming. He's coming he's coming he's coming HE'S COMING HE'S COMING HE'S COMING' races through her mind as her body tensed up, a coiled spring getting ready to strike him. She opened her mouth, her fangs propping forwards, before she lunged forwards at him, moving swiftly and accurately as she bit him in the abdomen. The man screamed, dropping the knife as he looked down at the lamia who was biting him. He swung to try and knock her off of him, but she refused to let go. She could feel the special muscle contract in her mouth as venom pumped through her fangs and into his body, before she let go, swinging her tail to know him to the ground.

The man struggled to get up as he clutched the bite wound in his abdomen, unaware that the venom was already working inside of his body, dissolving the tissue inside of his body. He reached for the knife, before Lorelei flung it away with her tail, before lifting his head into the air as she stared at him with gluttonous delight. "You...you all are going to get in serious shit! You can't just...kill someone and get away with it."

Lorelei cooed in a sinister voice as she smiled at him. "We'll get away with it. Just like you got away with raping my best friend. You think you had connections? We could eat you and no one would know. It's...really tempting." Lorelei flicked her tongue on his body, tasting him, a grin coming to her face as she looked right at him. The man was truly terrified, unable to do much against the demihumans he had detested.

"Alcohol gives me heartburn though, and you've drunk more than a fish. So you're just going to die here." Lorelei dropped him onto the ground, causing him to cry out in pain, before Iris jumped onto his back and held him down. Ashley grinned as she knew what was coming next, as a small trail of blood began to pour out of his mouth. The venom had reached his stomach, and he didn't have much longer to live. He coughed up a massive amount of pure black, coagulated blood as his body was beginning to fail, before he dropped his head, blood continuing to trail out of his mouth.

Lorelei hissed as she tried to work the adrenaline out of her system, and Iris just stared at her, a slight blush coming to her face. Ashley smirked a bit as she guessed what Iris was thinking, poking her on the shoulder and whispering into her ear, "Shall we go back to my place now? My parents will take care of the body and paperwork." Iris blinked before nodding, beckoning Lorelei to come with as well. Lorelei closed her mouth, slithering behind them.

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"He got his just desserts, didn't he Ashley?" A woman said as Ashley walked into the room. "She did, Mother. Barely a year of prison was not enough for that man. He would have made more victims. So we delivered our own brand of justice." Ashley's mother seemed to be moderately pleased, but her face grew stern quickly. "How did the man die, Ashley?" Ashley gulped a bit, before confessing. "Lorelei killed him. Her venom caused significant internal injuries and his body shut down." Ashley's mother sighed, taking a sip of the brandy she had poured in front of her.

"This one is going to be difficult to cover up, Ashley. I understand why you let Lorelei kill him, but next time try not to kill someone in a way where we're going to have to explain why a section of his abdomen was destroyed. That is, if we don't get to him first." Her mother got up and went to the phone. "There is going to be a lot of work to do. I don't mind doing it, but please, when you feel the urge to fulfill your vigilante ideals, do it in a way which doesn't require as much clean-up." Ashley nodded.

"Your girlfriends are in your room. They're welcome to spend the night if they wish." Ashley nodded again, before walking through the manor in which she lived to her room. She opened the door, seeing Iris beginning to take off her clothes as an already naked Lorelei stared at her with an almost bestial lust. "Oh, you guys are starting already? You really couldn't wait for me, could you?" Ashley smirked before beginning to take off her mini skirt, revealing a sexy pair of black panties.

Iris finished undressing, her smaller breasts seeming perfect in conjunction with her lithe body. She looked at Lorelei, who slithered up to her, her larger breasts shaking a little bit before she began to bind herself around Iris. Iris squeaked as her body as compressed in the coil of Lorelei's, before nearly her entire body was wrapped by Lorelei. The bind wasn't terribly tight, allowing Lorelei to easily shift where her body was, and Iris was panting heavily. Ashley looked at the two of them as her fingers moved slowly down to between her legs, the display in front of her turning her on.

"You're so strange for a bird, you know Iris? You love it when I wrap around you and keep you to the ground. What a silly bird. A silly, masochistic bird." Lorelei said, flicking her tongue along Iris' neck. Iris squeaked again as Lorelei briefly tightened her grip on her, looking at her adoringly. "God if this is how you are when you get a kill, I want you to always get one Lorelei." Iris gasped as Lorelei's tongue went up and down Iris' neck.

"I'm still so worked up from the hunt Iris. Now I want you...I want all of you." Lorelei moved her body over Iris, causing her to moan as she placed part of her body over Iris' eyes and revealing her breasts. Iris squirms as Lorelei licks her breasts, the tip of her tongue easily flicking over her nipples as she teased Iris. Ashley moaned as she played with herself, using her fingers to stimulate her clit as she wanted the two of them go at it. Iris was right; Lorelei was a lot more into it than usual, and it drove Ashley crazy. She wondered what it would be like for Lorelei to do that to her; an unusual thought for her.

The tip of Lorelei's tail slowly moved up Iris' body and another part of her body moved up and gagged Iris' mouth, not letting her moans leak out of her mouth. Lorelei smirks as the tip of her tail ran up and down Iris's vagina, causing Iris to squirm wildly in pleasure. Shocks of pleasure ran up Lorelei's body as the sensitive part of her tail came in contact with Iris' warm body, before she pushed her way in, causing her to moan as the walls inside of Iris clamped down on the tip of her tail. Iris squirmed more as Lorelei went in a little deeper, feeling around for Iris' sensitive spot.

"You're such a good girl, Iris. So I'll take off your gag, but only if you tell me what you want~" Lorelei moved her body off of Iris' mouth. "Lorelei, Lorelei, please do me more. Please. My body can't take it anymore." Iris' entire body felt flush with pleasure from Lorelei's teasing and the continual constriction from her strong body. Lorelei smiled wickedly, before whispering into Iris' ear. "Call me Mistress if you want me to fuck you, Iris." Iris hesitated for a bit.

"M-Mistress! Mistress please fuck me, I beg you!" Lorelei grinned evilly before she made her tail rub up against Iris' sensitive spot, Iris moaning loudly as Lorelei began to pant, the sensation on the tip of her tail getting to her head. "Your vagina is pleasing your Mistress, Iris. It's making your mistress feel very good. Does that please you, Iris?" Iris moaned as she could feel an orgasm coming on. "Yes, Mistress. I'm so glad that I could make you feel good." Iris was completely lost in lust.

Ashley was panting as she came to a small orgasm, finishing masturbation in order to watch Iris come to an orgasm herself. Her mind was stuck in a bizarre mix of lust; she wanted to make Lorelei her mistress too, to feel how it is to be dominated by someone for the first time, while she also wanted to tease Iris. It was so hard to choose which one she wanted to do. Maybe she would do it both.

Iris was finally coming up on an orgasm as Lorelei tightened down around her. Iris moaned loudly as she came, forced to stay in place as the pleasure ran through her body with no way to escape. Even her fingers were bound into place. Lorelei gradually relaxed her grip, allowing Iris to sink down into the bed, still panting and out of strength. She slowly lifted up her hand to Lorelei's breasts, stroking them gently. "Mistress..." she said adoringly, almost lovingly, before letting her hand fall to the bed as she rested on the bed.

Lorelei looked at Ashley with a coy expression, before slithering up to her, running her tail along her body. "Do you want me to do you like I did Iris? I can...," Lorelei flicked out her tongue, "smell it on you." Ashley looked at her, before submitting to her lust. "Screw me like you screwed Iris, my Mistress." Lorelei kissed Ashley and began to lead her to Ashley's bed. Ashley fell onto the bed as Lorelei's body began to wrap around her, constricting her much in the same way she constricted Iris. Ashley felt her body heat up, and she rubbed her legs together as much as she could as Lorelei looked at her.

"My, my, Ashley. I didn't know you were such a masochistic slut. Maybe you just like to swing, but that doesn't matter to me. I can both of your Mistresses, if you want me to." Ashley nodded desperately, feeling jolts of pleasure as Lorelei rubbed against her breasts with her smooth scales. She gasped a bit as Lorelei stared as her breasts, contracting her body rhythmically so that her scales would continually rub on Ashley's breasts. Ashley gasped, before Lorelei held her breasts to Ashley's face. "I know you like the blood that comes from breasts the most, Ashley. You can suck them if you want."

Ashley opened her mouth, revealing her fangs before biting into Lorelei's breast, a warm trickle of blood flowing into her mouth. Her body began to feel hot as Lorelei began to pant, the sexual blood sucking causing both of them to become completely absorbed in lust. Ashley's body became much more sensitive, and she gasped and moaned as Lorelei's scales rubbed faster on her breasts, while Lorelei moved her body, bringing her vagina to Ashley's face. "Lick your Mistress Ashley!" Lorelei gasped out as Ashley silently obliged, immediately licking up and down Lorelei's vagina while Lorelei's body rubbed up against Ashley's own clit.

Both girls gasped and moaned as they pleasured each other. Lorelei hend Ashley's head away from her for a moment, before kissing her. "You're so good with your tongue, Ashley. Tell me how it makes you feel to pleasure me." Ashley blushed and looked away for a bit. "It makes me happy to-ahhhhh-pleasure you, Mistress! I'm happy to be useful to my Mistress!" Ashley began to squirm as the smooth scales of Lorelei's body teased both her breasts and her clit, and her admission of submission made her want even more. She didn't realize good it felt to have Lorelei dominate her, even though she greatly enjoyed dominating Iris as well.

"I can't believe how cute you are as a sub! I might just enjoy dominating you more than Iris!" She kissed Ashley before placing her vagina in front of Ashley again, who eagerly continued to lick and suck on Lorelei. Both of them felt a big orgasm coming, and both of them doubled their efforts to make the other feel good. Ashley was moaning and gasping out "Mistress, Mistress, Mistress" with every breath she could. Lorelei found it adorable, and the two of them came to an orgasm together. Like Iris, Ashley was exhausted, and fell on the bed next to Iris. Lorelei slithered between the two, and Iris and Ashley began to kiss her on the neck, making her blush.

"Mistress~" Iris said as she started to kiss down onto Lorelei's chest, tenderly kissing her breasts.

"Let us take care of you Mistress~" Ashley said as she kissed and licked down Lorelei's waist, the combined efforts making Lorelei gasp a little bit. She smiled at both of them. "Of course you can, my loves. We're going to have a long night tonight."

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"You know, I don't try to pry into your sexual life, but going so far as to call Lorelei 'Mistress' humors me a little bit." Ashley's mother giggled as bit as Ashley blushed. "Mother! Could you be a little less scathing about it?" Her mother nodded, before Iris burst into the room. "Yo, girls, want to head somewhere today? I'm thinking we could head a couple of towns over and hit the strip mall or eat out." Lorelei slithered out, before kissing Iris on the cheek. "I think that's a wonderful idea. I'm feeling positively refreshed after last night."

"Sure guys, let me get ready and I'll be right down." Ashley killed Iris and Lorelei, before running upstairs. A day out on the town would be a great way for them to spend time together. She got dressed quickly and put on the special sunscreen made for vampires, before going downstairs. She ran out of the door, Iris and Lorelei quickly following her.

"All right, let's go girls!" Iris cheered as they all packed into the specially made car for demihumans. There was a lot of room for Lorelei to stretch out if she wanted to, and the girls drove off towards the cities, ready to spend the day with each other.

#emi's fanfiction #amayzeedaisy #emi is trash #monster girls #lamia #harpy #vampire #lesbians #poly #///gore

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nyrator · 7 years

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random life ramblingsss

all dumb down-y stuff so caution while reading I guess?

mind stuffs are bleh lately, been in a super depression again and yeahhh, like I want to draw but I can’t, I want to try things/read things/etc but don’t have the energy to try, at most I can play Mario because I still have that momentum going but I’m fairly close to finishing it so nyeh

so yeah mostly just sitting in my chair longing for death letting my body go numb for a few hours at a time as I get lost in thoughtss (my mind’s like addicted to feeling like that)

in other newsss

my sister’s current boyfriend moved out surprisingly (for how long who knows), so there’s that. Though her insurance won’t cover her medication to keep her off her addiction to heroin, sooo yeah we’ll see how that goes in the future

my mother is my mother and lets my aunt and her son stay at our house now and it is bleh, especially my aunt she’s a mess, drinks vodka from the moment she gets up to the moment she passes out, can’t walk without a cane (and falls over at least twice a week, at least around me), and has the mental capacity of an amazed three year old all the time

her son is pretty reserved and just stays on the couch next to me on his laptop all day and occasionally checks out what I’m doing, which as someone who wants privacy is ehhhh but oh welll (thankfully he isn’t using my internet connection, though at the rate my computer is going I’ll be amazed if my computer will survive the winter)

also Blacky is still depressed and hardly around anymore (he goes missing for days at a time in the bitter cold and I can’t stand how my mother doesn’t understand “I don’t want him outside”, “well he wanted to go out he was crying at the door” “then you pet him and walk away and he stops crying at the door”, he’s afraid of people, so the constant activity from my aunt/cousin has him not around downstairs at all, and the kitten just leaves him confused and unwanted (five cats is too many and it’s still stressful on everyone involved, watching my sister “raise” that kitten aka rub it against her face, get clawed on the lip, then throw the kitten to the ground, stomp around it, and furiously telling my mother to get it declawed (none of my cats are declawed) but yeah, that kitten is very playful/aggressive towards the other cats and they are all stressed out

and so the only time I see Blacky in the house is when I go to bed (where he sleeps next to my face occasionally and I love him). On one hand, I’m allergic to cats and so I can hardly breathe all night and end up waking up constantly during the night- On the other hand, that usually leads to me actually remembering my dreams, so yeah

speaking of, I also had a dream on Friday night/Saturday morning that was pretty much “oh man the costume party’s today, gotta get ready for it before work, oh man I need to shave my legs already, oh man my mother’s in the car waiting to take me, I can shave my legs really quick in the tub with my clothes on, oh wait my left leg is growing fake pine branches now, darn it how do I shave this fast, oh shoot I just realized sitting in a tub fully dressed with my pant legs rolled up still gets my clothes soaked who would’ve thought, oh man gotta rush to the car, oh wow I actually made it on time- Oh shoot I left something in my room, something something aaa head spinning finding things time running out anddd wake up” and it was all avoided because my leg hair is a very fine blonde color so I didn’t even botherr

sleeping with Blacky is a good thing overall thanks to the dreams he gives me

ALSO SPEAKING OF THAT HALLOWEEN PARTY

I tried chicken for the first time (by that I mean I nibbled off the smallest piece of a chicken wing my friend made) and it was uncomfortable and too much flavor for my mouth to handle and bluh

my diet is still pathetically bad/empty, but hey I can say I ate something bird related now kinda not really

also yeah like

I started drawing a GC comic like two weeks ago but can’t keep my focus on it and so no progress on it, also tried doodling a pixel art last night from a scene in my head of you&me but again can’t keep up motivation (or figure out how to draw scenery/detailed character poses)

bluhhhhh

... oh yeah one more thing the original reason for typing this all out

is that I still can’t believe I’m still job hunting when I already have a job

my flower shop job is so nice and easy and I love it but it only gives me about 700 a month which barely affords an apartment, without including my car/student loans. Also still feeling bleh about those loans since I don’t even drive still (and my mother is bad on the car and keeps taking it to the wrong people to get it repaired, like “the car has a five year warranty on these things” “yeah but x said he’ll do it for free” “but the warranty is free” “yeah but- oh hey why is the car saying “transmission malfunction” why is everything broken after taking it to a friend to get an oil change”), also a full student loan for only completing one year at college before dropping out doesn’t help

yeahhhhh money is dumb and it is hard to find a job I can do that also has hours that work around my current ones

bluhhh all I want to do is learn how to japanese/sew/etc, look nice before I get too old where I can’t look nice anymore, live alone or with people who I can trust, and make cute things come to life that people can enjoy

sorry for all the blehh textsss, I don’t know why it eases my mind to post about these publicly rather than talk to friends directly who I know would listen, but here we are

#text stuffs #nyrants

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