#〈 botan reply. ★ 〉

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❛ @kezoire said . . . no one asked you to get involved. / botan ❜

𝙁𝙊𝙍 𝙊𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙃𝙀'𝘿 𝙏𝙍𝙄𝙀𝘿 𝙏𝙊 𝘽𝙀 𝘽𝙍𝘼𝙑𝙀. botan so often struggled with reaching out. with connecting to others and sometimes he felt useless. maybe it was selfish to help the other. maybe he should have just left it alone . . . from the other's reaction that seems to be the case. he seems annoyed at best and botan can feel their entire body release the adrenaline that'd been built up. they suddenly feel exhausted. he winces, gaze quickly falling to the pavement. clearly this hadn't been his business to begin with so why did he intervene ? just to prove something to himself ? how stupid.

❛ you're right. i - i'm . . . i'm sorry. i shouldn't have . . . ❜ but the man was safe at the very least. botan finds solace in that. finally he forces his gaze up, meeting the other's still clearly irritated expression. ouch. ❛ are you hurt ? i have . . . a first aid kit somewhere . . . ❜ they begin to rummage through their backpack in a hurry.

grumpy vs sunshine meme . . . accepting.

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I HAVE ANOTHER ONE (don't you love me :3). more leona <333

male reader who will show up at random to put flowers in leona's hair or give him flower crowns. and when he leaves, everyone would think leona would toss them or something, but he actually wears them. (i just really like flowers nervo sobs.)

“A Crown for your Head.” (no cws - wc: 257, fluff/platonic/romantic, male reader) FEM ALIGNED DNI WITH THIS POST OR YOU WILL BE BLOCKED

Sitting next to Leona, picking flowers around you from the botanical garden and weaving them into a flower crown had become a relatively common thing. Leona didn't mind it.

The peaceful rustling of the plants around you two was comfortable, and so was the silence. It always was.

On your head — there was an already woven flower crown. Why make another one? For Leona of course! You usually just stick flowers in his hair — ones only you knew the meaning of — but this time you're making a crown for him.

Slipping in the last of the flowers in, you hold it up to look at it. Happy with the final product, smiling, you turn to face Leona and put it atop his head, careful of his ears that twitch when the flowers graze them.

Opening his green eyes, he looks at you. “What did you just put on my head?” you giggle a bit, and Leona moves a hand to feel.

His hand stops though when he realizes it's just some flowers. “Putting flowers in my hair again, huh?”

“Not just one though,” you reply. Leona just smiles. “Well, you can do what you want with it. Throw it away, keep it-”

“Why would I throw your flowers away?”

“Huh?”

“I don't mind your flower hobby, or the fact you put them in my hair,” he moves a gloved hand to ruffle your hair, making you whine a bit at it.

“I won't throw ‘em away, as long as they don't wilt they'll stay on my head.”

[ ★ notes: maybe the ending could've been better but this actually turned out a lot better than I thought it would so!! I get to open my requests for twst finally <33 I planned on researching what flowers meant that were vauge enough for this but I gave up.. I still like how it turned out tho without describing what flowers were put into the flower crown I'll let you guys imagine that. Hope you like this devil 🫶🫶 ]

★ — © nervocat || I appreciate any reblogs made, and pls don't repost or translate my works anywhere, ty — ✦

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things i think leona will do as love language (headcanons)

some cute little post for today since i don't think i will be free to write part two of leona as a father⏤͟͟͞͞★

characters:

leona kingscholar, fem!reader⏤͟͟͞͞★

information:

non, just cute leona⏤͟͟͞͞★

prompt:

how would leona express his love to you⏤͟͟͞͞★

leona is ready to tell a whole Hate speech for everyone on this planet without any issue, but his biggest challenge will be to say "i love you" out loud, it is like torture to him

leona is obviously unable to express his feelings through his words, instead he does a lot of actions that shows how much he cares and loves you, And if you pay close attention to all these details and actions of Leona, you will notice that he treats you differently from all the girls

Leona will be physically intimate. He will get closer to you than ever before, and in order for it to appear as a joke or not make you focus on his tail, which is swinging behind him right and left, he will start teasing you and say, “Oh, herbivore, look at your face, you look like a tomato..All this because I got a little closer to you?"

Leona will allow you to touch him. Leona considers touching very intimate and will not mind if you hold his ears or comb his tail. He will allow you to drag him by the hand or any kind of touching. He will not be bothered by you entering his personal space at all

He will allow you to touch his hair, comb it, and do strange hairstyles for him. He will be Upset at first and tell you that you are annoying, but you can be certain that he is enjoying every moment of this and is happy to see you happy while you are playing with his hair and styling it for him

Leona will ask you to skip classes and come to his room or to the botanical garden. He will try to drag you with him to his nap places so he can spend more time with you

Leona will share his food with you, you won't even ask him but he will just stare at you quietly and ask, "Hungry?"

He will ask you to play chess with him a lot. He will consider it an excuse to make you come so he can stare at you more and spend time with you, even though you are constantly losing against him. You will ask him why he plays with you even though you are always losing, but he will just come up with some excuse and act as if it's nothing

Leona, in general, will make up any excuse to make you meet him. He will say the strangest things possible to make you come to his room just to meet you. He will not admit, even under torture, that he wants to meet you to spend time with you

Leona will ask you a lot about your interests, and you will find him researching them a lot and studying them. You will be surprised at first, but Leona seems very interested in knowing what you like and what you dislike

Leona will noticeably become a very good listener. He will not ask you to shut up when you start gossiping about boring life matters, and he will listen carefully to everything you say for hours and hours without getting bored

Leona will become very cooperative with you. You will find him giving you a lot of good advice and seem interested when you complain to him about something. He will begin to guide you and help you solve your problems in all seriousness.

Leona will answer your messages quickly, while he ignores thousands of calls from everyone at the college. You will find him replying to you in the same second, only you

Leona will become less violent and rude to you. You will find that he will avoid saying rude things to you or hurting your feelings in any way. He will be noticeably more friendly

He won't praise you directly, he will make jokes to tease you as a form of praise

Leona will wrap his tail around your waist, legs or arms, almost Unconsciously, just like if his tail is moving on its own

Leona will ask you, out of everyone, to stop stressing yourself so much with your studies. He will scold you when you do not take care of your health and just continue to sabotage your health. He will take away your books, papers, or anything that causes you stress

Strangely, you will notice that there is a lot of money around your dormitory or in your room or your bag after you leave Leona’s room. When you say that you want this and that but you do not have the money, you will find the money in random places in the dormitory..Every time Leona sees you buying something new, you say you don't know where the money came from, he will have this smug on his face..

Leona will allow you to steal his clothes, and he will enjoy smelling his scent on you, and he will become physically closer to you so that he can smell you

Leona will be in a very good mood around you and will listen to your words more than others, to the point that if they want something from Leona, they just have to come and ask for it from you, and Leona will do it with just one pleading look from you

Leona will send ruggie to you to bring you lunch or invite you to have lunch with him and say "A herbivore like you will die of hunger if her lunch is delayed. You always complain that you do not get your favorite meal, so I sent ruggie to bring you food"

Leona will look annoyed when you tell him that you are not free tonight to spend time with him. He will be jealous when he sees you going out with your friends or praising one of the boys in front of him. Leona is ready to listen to everything you say until you start talking about how much someone else you like or find interesting

Leona will start talking and expressing a little about how upset he is with his life and he will complain to you, not all the time but he will be more open with you and give you his secrets or some of them. He will reveal softer and weaker sides of himself to you to know whether you will accept his reality or not

Leona will explain to you the lessons that you have difficulty understanding. In fact, he is very excellent at explaining and helps you improve your grades

Leona will not mind attending lessons with you, but he will not focus on the lesson, but rather he will stare at you all the time and contemplate you while you do not focus on him and do not notice his looks towards you

Leona will scold you when you do something dangerous. He will not shout at you or act rudely and call you stupid or foolish. On the contrary, he will talk indirectly about how much he is worried about you or that you have put yourself in danger, and perhaps he may shout by mistake and say clearly that you worried him (You will tease him for the next 3 months for saying this)

His facial expressions will change around you, he will appear less severe and happier

He will allow you to try things to him, such as your cosmetics and makeup or try on strange and stupid clothes that you bought on the Internet like onesies and whatever, he will complain but soon as he sees you happy and satisfied he will be quiet

The slightest touch from you will make him relax. He will just close his eyes when you caress his face or play with his hair. He will allow you to sleep with him and take a nap in the garden without any questions or objection

If you don't show up on time, Leona, he will go straight to you if you are late, even a little, and start complaining about how you made him wait

If I finish the math exam early today, the second part of Leona as a Father will be released, wait for me guys!!

⏤͟͟͞͞★thanks for reading!

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❛ @maljefe said . . . ❝ mine. ❞ Botan uwu ❜

𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙔𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙄𝙎 𝙈𝙊𝙑𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙌𝙐𝙄𝘾𝙆𝙇𝙔. one minute they'd been paying for coffee and the next thing botan knew they were pressed, back against the wall as loni's knee forces itself between his legs. he wobbles, mind foggy. the cafe is one botan had been to often, a ritual if you will. botan made visits at least twice a week for an iced latte and a donut or some sort of pastry. it was high time he brought loni and treated her to something sweet. but the moment botan had approached the counter something shifted. the employee had smiled at botan as she always did, complimenting their jacket. he thanked her before ordering, not paying much mind to her otherwise. once he takes the receipt he scans it, looking for their order number. but a hand is curling around their wrist, tugging him down the hallway toward the restrooms. luckily it's just one bathroom, no stalls. loni's grip is no joke. she easily presses her partner to the wall, words growled against his throat.

had they done something wrong ? what had brought this on ? was it the barista ? no . . . that can't be it. unless loni had seen something botan hadn't. but any rational thought is lost the moment her knee bumps against his crotch. he shudders, gasping against her shoulder. was she really going to feel him up in the restroom !? before loni can say anymore they nod in agreement. never would they dream of being anyone else's . . . botan was loni's completely, forever. ❛ yours . . . i'm yours loni. ❜

jealous / protective meme . . . accepting.

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❛ @maljefe said . . . “take me instead.” / botan UWU ❜

𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐃 𝐏𝐇𝐘𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒. blood splatters onto the pavement, botan's arms hooked by one man on each side of them. he can hardly stand on his own and his head is swimming. despite knowing this outcome was always plausible . . . botan had been fine living in ignorance. that maybe loni's work life wouldn't somehow bleed into their relationship. that maybe things would work out for the two of them. but somehow word had gotten around . . . the big bad wolf had a lover. and that lover was weak. botan can't help but blame themselves too. dating someone like loni came with risks and not once had botan cared. but now being held up by two men he wonders if he should've.

it's damn near impossible to look at loni who is going through so many emotions at once botan can't exactly read her. hurt, anger, rage, sadness . . . it's all on her face and he so desperately wishes he could fix it. there's a weak attempt made, tugging against the men who had him by the arms. but their grip tightens, pulling his arms back roughly enough to cause them to gasp in pain. his body shakes, head hanging in defeat. i'm too weak.

' take me instead. ' head snapping to attention his eyes stare wide at her. what the hell was she thinking ? botan suddenly gains a burst of energy, struggling harder now against their grip. ❛ n - no, loni . . . don't. ❜ the men seem pleased with this deal and botan feels desperation building in him. ❛ d - don't you fucking dare, loni. i . . . i'll never forgive you if you do this. ❜ it's harsh, it's mean. but botan is so desperate to keep her safe he'll say anything at this point. she deserves to live, she deserves to have a future. that much botan wants to award her.

❛ p - please . . . ❜ a sob wracks his frame, his body even more limp than before. ❛ don't do this. ❜

hurt / comfort meme. ― accepting.

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😊 literally loni always looking at ur muses

❛ i don't think anyone has ever found me intimidating, in my entire life. ❜ but that's not a bad thing, really. especially when it came to loni. in no way would he ever want her to feel intimidated . . . although he does have to wonder if she's ever felt intimidated by anyone ever ?

how intimidating does your muse find mine? ― accepting.

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❛ @maljefe said . . . she's here to pull her botan into a tight hug and just… fall down to the ground. directly on top of them. all 180 lbs of her. directly on them now. ❜

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃'𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐖𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐄𝐓. that's what he'd use to describe loni's entire being on top of him. it comes unexpected and a tiny yelp sounds as his back hits the carpet, thankful it wasn't pavement or hardwood flooring. it takes but a moment for them to come to, realizing it's loni . . . the person he loves most. gently, arms wrap around her midsection to hold her tightly. they're unsure what brought this on but clearly she needs a hug of some sort so, botan happily obliges. a smile forms as botan uses one hand to comb through her hand and another to hold her.

❛ a - are you alright, loni ? what's the matter ? ❜ botan hopes that if something was wrong she'd tell them but, sometimes talking is difficult. after a moment of silence he presses a kiss into her hair. ❛ we - we don't have to talk about it . . . i can just hold you, if you'd like. ❜ they know all too well what that feels like. sometimes you just want someone to pay attention to you. with that the streamer simply continues to hold her, fingers curling into long hair. maybe in a bit she'd feel good enough to talk.

unprompted asks. ― always accepting.

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❛ @bedlamology said . . . call it possessiveness or jealousy. it didn't really matter at this point because, regardless of what it was, loni was acting on it. with a frown plastered to her face she stalked closer to botan. they were just minding their own business while shopping, most likely biding time while waiting for the shewolf herself, and yet that had garnered attention. the girl who'd been ogling them was cute without a doubt, but her eyes were predatory. loni knew she would make a move and so she decided to make one first. grabbing their waist she spins him around and leans up 'pon her tippy toes. lips quickly capture botan's own, and for a split second she allows herself to get lost in the sensation. however, it fades the second her eyes flutter open and she spots that damned woman now glaring. casting a nasty expression in return loni made a rash decision. she fully understood the possibility of botan getting upset, but in the moment she was more concerned with making sure he was safe. so, without warning, she cupped the back of his head and brought him closer, angling it just enough to allow her access to his neck. as soon as his nape was in reach her jaw parted and teeth snapped down on the pale flesh. she bit and sucked and didn't stop until she knew the mark was dark and obvious. by time that was the case the woman had ran off and loni and botan were alone in the aisle. "uh…" she choked out before slapping a hand over her mouth. "… I'm sorry… I… I didn't mean to get so aggressive… a-are you okay? did that hurt…?" ❜

𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆. whether doing or receiving. more often than not attempts just went over their head. some people are overly friendly and it's best not to get one's hopes up, right ? but now he had loni. there was no reason to pay attention to anyone else anyway. so when the girls eyes bore into them botan is none the wiser, eyes on a button up that had caught their eye. the entire ordeal is missed by him who is raising a hand to run fingertips across the fabric. it's soft. comfortable but fashionable was always botan's go to for his closet. maybe this would be good for -

but the thought is cut off by loni's hands on his waist. dark, normally melancholy eyes are now wide with surprise. he had half a mind to push the hands away until in a split seconds he recognizes them as loni's. mouth agape botan wants to ask what's wrong but they never get that far. instead twin flesh meets, crashing like waves as loni dominates the kiss easily from botan's shock. what was this for ? not that botan ever complained when loni kissed them but . . . this feels a little different.

then hands are snaking into long hair, her grip tight. botan almost wonders if he'd done something wrong. was she upset ? usually she was never this rough, especially in public. red blooms across pale skin, lighting up their entire face. ❛ l - loni ? ❜ is all that's managed before her teeth sink into flesh. their knees buckle, a heat shooting straight through him. it hurts but . . . if botan were honest with himself it felt good too. they stifle back a whine, not wanting to whimper in the middle of a damn mall. after what feels like an eternity she is pulling away, appearing sheepishly now as if she hadn't just marked him in the middle of a public setting.

❛ m' okay . . . ❜ botan is the picture of debauched, hair slightly tousled now and a dark bruise forming on their neck. eyes flutter down to loni who is clearly wrestling with what she's done. eyes are on them and after gathering some composure their hand moves to her lower back, escorting the two of them away from the prying eyes of strangers. once they're alone he tilts his head, still trying to pull himself out of the brain fog. ❛ what was that for . . . ? not that i'm complaining. ❜ they admit, averting their gaze. whatever had gotten into her, he wouldn't mind if it happened again but maybe next time in a more private setting.

unprompted asks. — always accepting.

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❛ @bedlamology said . . . 11. for lazy morning sex / botan and loni uwu ❜

𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐖𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘'𝐕𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐃 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐍. it's impossible not to feel his heart flutter at the sight of her, skin darkened red and lips parted. she's so shy, despite her daily demeanor, seeing her like this feels special. it's as if the world has slowed just for the two of them to share this space together. his bed was now their oasis where they both could whisper needs and wants, the horrors of the world far beyond their reach. hovering over her he swallows his nerves, unable to tear away from her piercing gaze. botan doesn't want this time to end. forever in this bed wouldn't be nearly enough time.

❛ is this . . . okay ? ❜ hopefully loni doesn't mind a clumsy lover, but they're trying, really. their fingers intertwine as hips hover over her own. lack of experience be damned he is bound and determined to make this an enjoyable time for loni. their own pleasure forgotten he leans in, capturing her in a tender kiss. free hand cupping her cheek they exhale a breath, content and happy. regardless of how this morning ended botan would be certain loni wouldn't be leaving this room until she felt worshiped, cared for and loved.

morning after meme. ― accepting.

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❛ @bedlamology said . . . surprises Botan with a gift bag full of new and obscure horror games. she wasn’t sure all he had, but even if he already purchased them she’d gotten collector editions (which they could display in their room). there’s also some of their favorite streaming snacks and drinks along with a fancy headset. it was stupid expensive and she just really wanted to ensure his sessions went smoothly okay! ❜

𝐏𝐄𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐅𝐓 𝐁𝐀𝐆, 𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃. what was all this for ? it wasn't his birthday. they have to double check mentally to make sure ( he had forgotten once before ). gentle hands search through the bag, noting a bag of his favorite chips and even some ramune they'd mentioned they liked. she had gotten it all. whipping his head back up he looks at loni, almost panicked. had he forgotten a holiday ? what is today's date ?

❛ w - what's all this ? did i miss something . . . ? ❜ when loni shakes her head it all seems to come together. she'd just done this because she wanted to . . . no other reason. his limbs feel heavy, face falling. he's happy, really. but deep down botan can't help but think that they don't deserve all this. shoulders slump slightly before a forced smile follows.

❛ . . . loni. you should buy yourself something nice, not me. ❜ realizing that he doesn't want to seem ungrateful he bows slightly toward her before holding to bag to his chest. ❛ but thank you, this is . . . very kind. ❜

unprompted asks. ― always accepting.

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❛ @bedlamology said . . . 7 for botan & loni omg ❜

𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍'𝐒 𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐇 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐔𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐓. they somehow know loni is doing it on purpose. but would botan call it out ? no, in fact he'd simply stare, mouth slightly agape at the sight. most would quickly gather themselves and try to act cool. but not botan. this isn't something their used to, someone clearly flexing for his eyes to see. why was loni doing this ? to show off ? confusion and frustration find home in botan's chest as he stares at loni. but that ever familiar crimson quickly takes hold of his skin, burning bright as the sun. goddamnit.

clearing their throat botan turns away from loni, unable to come up with any other solution to their problem. eyes frantically search his phone screen. something, anything else to talk about other than loni's muscles. ❛ what . . . what do you want for dinner ? it's my treat. ❜ shaky fingers scroll through a list of restaurants, hoping that maybe loni would drop the act and show botan some sort of mercy.

distracted by sexy meme. — accepting.

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❛ @bedlamology said . . . "you're the prettiest thing i've ever seen." botan <3 ❜

𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐈𝐒 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐊𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐘. they weren't the best cook and botan was more than willing to admit that. but loni was spending the night and he'd promised to make her dinner. following a recipe should be easy, right ? it's nothing too complicated but they still feel a bit overwhelmed, staring down at their phone then into a bowl. turning toward the fridge he rummages inside and pulls out a few things before focusing back onto the recipe.

it's then he hears loni speaks from her spot on the counter a few feet away. turning to look at her he blinks. did she just say what he thinks she said ? the streamer stiffens, skin hot as a blush creeps up from the back of his neck to his cheeks. where did that come from ? pretty ? him ? shouldn't it be the other way around ?

❛ . . . you're the pretty one. ❜ they murmur, turning away from her now to focus on dinner. they wouldn't be eating till midnight if botan didn't get to cooking soon. but he can't help but smile to himself as he measures out his ingredients.

send "you're the prettiest thing i've ever seen." to see my muse's reaction. — accepting.

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ღ loni

Romantic attraction: none | very low | low | medium | high | very high | extreme

Sexual attraction: none | very low | low | medium | high | very high | extreme

Aesthetic attraction: none | very low | low | medium | high | very high | extreme

Sensual attraction: none | very low | low | medium | high | very high | extreme

send ღ and my muse will rate yours. — accepting.

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❛ @inhumann said . . . cue her falling back onto the couch, but taking botan with her. a quick motion of thighs opening to make room for him and she’s able to wrap them around his waist, rooting him to her so he can’t move. “I missed youse today.” ❜

𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐀𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐒 𝐖𝐑𝐀𝐏 𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐓. it all happens so quickly they're unable to do much to stop it although, once they realize what's happening botan isn't sure they wanted to. hands at either side of her face he stares down at her, dark eyes wide and mouth dry as she stares back at him. she's so close. he can take in each feature of her face so easily now. their heart is racing, so quick he wonders if loni can hear it.

❛ missed me . . . ? ❜ had she really ? he always missed loni when she wasn't around but he'd never given thought to the idea that she might miss him too. eyes flicker toward her lips that are curling into a smile. forcing his gaze to meet hers he swallows, fingers curling into the cushions under her.

i have to have her. the thought scares him, enough so that they freeze. did botan really just think that ?! what did that even mean anyway ? averting his eyes they clear their throat. ❛ i . . . i missed you too, loni. ❜ it's far too late to hide the crimson on his cheeks but he can't look her in the eye anymore without feeling like his heart might explode.

unprompted asks. ― always accepting.

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❛ @inhumann said . . . without even thinking she soon finds herself nipping and kissing along his throat. a soft rumble vibrates in her chest as she basked in the scent and heat. of course that wasn’t enough. hands moved to his head and fingers took hold of his hair. it made it easier to rub the pheromones into him like that being so close to her wrists. breathy sigh ensues as she bites down- harder than the previous ones, but now enough to break skin. to sooth the sting she follows it up by sucking and lapping his flesh, repeating the actions till a bruise formed. “mmm…” she mutters. “better…” ❜

𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑. as of recently they'd gotten comfortable with this sort of intimacy. it'd taken time and a lot of trust but botan finally felt he could be physical with someone without having some sort of panic attack. but right now she seems desperate, as if she craves his touch, his scent. botan takes one step back, then two before his back is to the wall. dark eyes glaze over, fingers gently gripping onto the back of her shirt. botan's breathing is labored and he knows damn well his entire body is flushed red. so embarrassing. but he wasn't the most experienced when it came to this sort of thing . . . he silently thanks loni for taking the lead.

pain shoots up his neck, knees threatening to buckle under him. it hurts but . . . he'd be lying if he said it didn't feel fucking good. an obscene moan fills the small space. breathy whimpers follow suit. the streamer wishes they could cover their mouth right about now. there was no need to be so loud it was just a bite . . . right ? his nails dig into her back, chest rising and falling quickly. who knew a bite could feel so good ?

❛ l - loni . . . please. ❜ they beg but botan isn't sure what he's begging for. all he knows is he wants more.

unprompted asks. — always accepting.

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❛ @villain-he said . . . “ you’re getting that look in your eyes like you’re about to ask me what’s wrong so i’m gonna save us both the awkwardness of finding an excuse to leave and just go now. ” ❜

𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓'𝐒 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐘 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓. they'd already tripped, stumbled and fell flat on his face all the way through this conversation. it's clear the guy feels as though he's being tortured if this continues and asking 'what's wrong' certainly would not help improve this interaction. botan grips the strap of his backpack, gaze lowering slightly at another loss. viewing human interactions as a win or lose scenario is also not the healthiest but botan had a hard time seeing it any other way. the guy seemed to have his shit together, at least when it came to having conversation, unlike himself.

❛ a - ah yeah. right. sorry i'm just - ❜ their mouth goes dry and botan can feel that familiar hurt in his stomach from the anxiety of being stared at. he did so much better behind a computer with just a mic. why couldn't life just be like that easy ? ❛ i'm bad at conversation. sorry if i bothered you. ❜

emotionally stunted prompts. — accepting.