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[qjpsys]

welcome back to: did we split a new fictive or do we just heavily relate to this character a bit more than we should, stay tuned, more details at 6

[tkfluff-fanatic]

I'm trying to find.a very specific post from this account but I can't and I'm gonna end my life

[neonlight-vaporwave-sys]

What if we went back into hiding, feeling self conscious about existing

[discardedsys]

long post ahead, its a rant (big space between paragraphs because its easier for me to read)

yeah dti might be cool and i might love drawing but i think I'd Love to actually get a psychiatrist that bothers to listen to me instead of just making my anti psychotic dosage higher until we inevitably have to change it because they can't make my dosage any higher. Fun.

uheegdgshs i know this post is kind of incomprehensible but being dx with psychotic breaks before trying to get a did dx was the worst thing to have ever happened. the awfulness of living in a third world country with one of the highest suicide rates in latam 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

no, dear psychiatrist, the voices™ have not gone away with your foolproof solution of More Medication and 0 therapy, btw could i get screened for did? yes? great! let me know when it'll never happen because this always leads to nowhere.

i dont care if i turn out to not be a system because my experiences and symptoms are still there, they're just not plural, that's okay!!! I'd be glad if that's the case (still want help with my dissociation, identity issuses, amnesia and conditioning!!!!!! thx!!!!!)

alas, i shall never know because psychiatrist #9 (im not joking they keep leaving) wont bother to even hit the 1 hour mark of the session my mom paid for, and instead leave at 28 minutes

fucking hell my mom got dx with asd like. 3 years ago after being in therapy for around 15 years iirc? because she got diagnosed with bipolar disorder first. i loooove how functional the healthcare system is here 🥴

whatever, i guess I'll survive off yuri and fashion

[bludraws094]

anyways im gonna come up with a tag system (heh) but ill probably forget about it

[sslowdeathh]

grabs u. hai :3

gets grabbed. hai (^o^)

[matchahlvr]

just found out that jack black is kind of a zionist and thats sad. hes painting it as a "nuanced" situation.

yes there is nuance and complexity in many ways in some other situations, but here its entirely black and white. the other party being objectively inthe wrong. the one who is the most destructive and harmful. the side who has done minor offensives or mistakes or lashes out against mistreatment isnt compariable to murder or genocide or abuse or ect

playing the nuance game and being neutral on israel's acts of genocide is inherently supporting the perpetrators.

[who-gives-af]

feel like being more active on here, our blog is kinda dead lol. anyways hi send in asks please (this is open to literally anyone)

[cases-shenanigans]

useful carrd - (not ours)

[ligature]

I think mayhaps we could be Polyastro (link) but i still have no clue, why is having a sense of how many we are so hard TwT /nav /lh

[qjpsys]

housemate has invited us (and our friend group) to go to a party/club in july but its less an invite and more a "youre coming whether you want to or not" but i genuinely cant think of anything more overstimulating for us than going clubbing, its for her birthday and i dont want to let her down but i feel like it will be unenjoyable for us and well just be awful if we have to go ackk idk what to do or say, i hate being autistic why couldnt we just be born with a normal brain? and not have had that brain screwed up further by trauma? why must we be like thisssss

[tkfluff-fanatic]

>"Andrejbot copied Zvonko's behaviour isn't that cool"

>"screenshot"

>>I fucked up chat

[neonlight-vaporwave-sys]

Cassandra and Piconjo have moved away from Lil Pico so he could calm down boys.

We're tired as fuck from the emotional bleeding though

[discardedsys]

DiSCARDED, 18 they/them coll : lesbian, aroaceflux

ic-did (RAMCOA) system of many, working for diagnosis and healing 🤍

free to int but won't always respond

chilean, white. eng/esp ok! we have a lot of introjects so beware, we consume media critically. autistic so may seem blunt, fake or over energetic. hosts are : Carol, Siffrin, Abbi and Pareo.

we block freely, it's probably nothing personal, just curation

under 15, proship, basic dni, zionist, radqueer dni

ENDOS AND THEIR SUPPORTERS DNI

main #'s : #syspunk (for anti endo safe space purpose) , #endos dni (self explanatory) , #[alter name] txt.e (whoever wrote the post)

[dinocloud-sys]

of course once we decide to take a nap our roommates start being loud-

[3n1gm4blogs]

You were in your cell, possibly brooding, but awake despite the hour. You heard a faint beeping from outside the wall.

It got faster

Faster

Faster….

You registered it as a bomb before you got injured

-❔❔❔

Jesus-

Riiiiiiiiinnnnngggggg

The ringing in his ear wasn’t over when he opened his eyes, nor could he move much. He saw a blurry yet familiar figure standing at the gaping hole where a padded wall once was.