#( alison ) musings;

[wear-this-for-me-sweetie]

Understanding, coming to terms with, and expressing my true gender identity has been a lifelong quest. And the story still goes on. 

Like all good stories, its plot has always been complex enough to keep me wondering what comes next, and so engaging that I’ve always stuck with it long enough to find out.

And here’s one thing that used to be puzzle to me but has now become clear. Back in the day, I would see a gif like the one above and ask myself this; if I could re-enact this scene, which part would I want to play? For years, I didn’t dare answer the question. But now of course I know all too well.

I would be her. With my whole heart. And do my very best look like her, move like her, dress like her, and be handled like this.

[dcrkcrwns]

added more muses cause i have no chill.

✧˚ · . jack frost ′ eternally 18 ′ winter spirit ′ the guardian ′ versatile - bottom

✧˚ · . henry fox ′ 23 - 28 ′ prince ′ the change ′ bottom

✧˚ · . river ramiro ramirez ′ 18 - 25 ′ human ′ the lover ′ bottom

✧˚ · . florence washington ′ 18 - 23 ′ demigod ′ the savior ′ versatile - bottom

✧˚ · . tyler kennedy 'tk' strand ′ 26 - 30 ′ human ′ the paramedic ′ bottom

✧˚ · . carlyle forbes ′ eternally 18 ′ vampire ′ the control freak ′ trans-bottom

✧˚ · . elian jonathan 'ej' gilbert ′ eternally 18 or 18 - 30 ′ vampire or human ′ the compassionate ′ trans-bottom

✧˚ · . alison argent ′ 18 - 24 ′ human ′ the protector ′ trans-bottom

✧˚ · . alexander argent ′ 21 - 28 ′ human ′ the proud ′ versatile-top

✧˚ · . jackson whittemore ′ 18 - 24 ′ kanima ′ the narcissist ′ versatile-bottom

[emmatriarchy]

@aapothic asked: ❛ how can you be this cheery already? we haven't even had breakfast. ❜ (for Alison B.laire)

🎸 -- "One, I'm not hungover. Two, I've got a gig tonight!" The punk rocker smirked. Felt good to wake up with a clear mind, she might try it more often.

[johannestevans]

thinking about how cameron immediately stops being attracted to house as soon as he's not a more disabled more sick man that she can make her identity about bravely withstanding so everyone will say how brave she is. shes so wilson-coded

[whereisthatwritten]

⋆｡°✩ “I’m not here for a private showing,” Alison remarked, biting back the urge to eye roll. Ali relaxed and then made a small face, “That doesn’t mean YOU can start singing my songs, either.” She reached out to give a playful push, smirk now forming on her features. “Not even getting the words right. And you call yourself a real fan.”

Open Mini with Dazzler

[dilaurentia]

currently rebooting this blog to an alison dilaurentis blog, and will be moving aria to a sideblog to this one (under the same url) !

[archxngxl]

Closed Starter

The case was going nowhere. When Brianna was called in the assist, it seemed that the other officers were at a dead end. It was dead end, after dead end. The killer played with them like they were nothing more than toy soldiers. Brianna waited outside the precinct, a coffee in hand. She waited for her partner, the agent who would also be assisting her. Brianna was mature enough to admit when a case needed more than one set of hands, so she made a few phone calls. "You must be Agent Porter." The redhead extended her free hand to the blonde, a pleasing smile followed. "Agent Cohen." // @divinedxsign

[scvereignreigned]

TAG DROP - KATHERINE "KITTY" HIGHAM

👻 – katherine / kitty

👻 – mary

👻 – the captain

👻 – thomas

👻 – robin

👻 – julian

👻 – lady button / fanny

👻 – humphrey

👻 – alison

👻 – mike

👻 – eleanor

👻 – pat

👻 – aesthetic

👻 – musings

👻 – about

👻 – wardrobe

[littlequeenies]

New Demri photos!

Demri playing the bongos, first posted online by her friend Fabiola H. Gonzalez, shared by https://www.instagram.com/demri_lara_parrott/ Devin is one of Demri's younger brothers.

Demri by Alison Dyer, taken in mid 1992 at Alison's backyard in Los angeles, California, shared by Cindy from Nehi Stripes Seattle and https://www.instagram.com/demri_lara_parrott/

A friend remembers: “I knew Demri before she was with Layne, she was a good friend. I always thought she was going to be famous, but not like this. She should have been a photographer or in the theater. We talked a lot about leaving our little school and doing cool things. Looking for words here, I am so sad. I seen her one more time when she got back from art school, then it was my time to leave. I always thought we would see each other again and would share some great stories, not this. It wasn’t neat or cool, it’s heartbreaking.”

[bailesona]

“  teddy!  how  wonderful  to  see  you  again,  son;  how  are  you?  freezing  cold,  at  the  least;  come  in  out  of  that  blasted  snow...  “          a  combination  of  blazing  fireplace  and  a  recent  measure  of  the  good  whiskey  lend  a  rosy  hue  to  his  cheeks.  a  jovial  arm  swings  around  the  lawyer’s  shoulders,  and  pulls  him  heartily  into  the  warmth  of  the  apartment,  nudging  the  door  shut  behind  him  with  a  neat  kick.  who  would  have  thought?  that  some  years  ago,  all  it  would  take  was  the  shared  need  for  legal  advice  regarding  adoption  and  the  laws  attached  to  the  process,  and  voila.  the  jones  family  gained  another  member.  beaming  at  theodore,  he  pats  away  a  few  errant  flakes  of  snow  from  his  coat,  and  then  gestures  to  the  various  open  doors  that  stem  from  the  entrance  to  the  apartment.          “  you  know  everyone,  i  daresay.  well,  almost  everyone;  ramsay  and  alison  just  started  working  with  us,  and  aisling  has  recently  taken  in  another  three.  i  think  you  may  have  met  gabriela  outside?  she  was  putting  more  drinks  in  the  snow  bank.  why  use  ice  cubes  when  mother  nature  has  us  sorted,  eh?  come  on,  let  me  take  your  coat  and  you  can  go  warm  yourself  up,  alright?  “

@bastardsculs​ liked THIS POST for a family holiday dinner starter!  ( and the locations of all the other muses are in the tags if teddy wants to mingle!! )

[drvcxrys]

(¸.• ♛ → “this place looks nice...” the blonde commented when she was able to stop emily here, it’s been a while that they can actually have something kind of normal and she wanted to take advantage about that, she needs that normal. “are you enjoying yourself?”

@impcrfct (emily)

[emmatriarchy]

@tornreality asked: “can you hear me?” ( alison blaire from jean )

🎸 -- "I'm hungover. I can hear you just fine." She scoffed, rubbing her head as the pounding headache didn't subside. "Got any cure idea stashed in that pretty head of yours?"

[moretreasurewithinarchive]

"How foolish am I? To give him the slightest merit of his invented stories of the battlefield?"

Open to Declan or other ships

[lvciddreamt]

@hercontrol​

“oh. i didn’t know you were home. i mean, here. i mean – ” god, only thirty seconds of being in their presence and already she was babbling like an idiot. “um. for the holidays, right?”

[coreofgold]

[ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds (Alison to Jaskier)

This Meme || @devilsmenu

"Well, at least I can call this a battle wound." Jaskier said to himself as he winced, trying to clean off the cuts on his body. His night performing turned into disaster and ended with him hiding out. Granted. . .it didn't start off like that but he had to step in to help and here he is. Thing is, he doesn't regret it. He's been through worse to let go of his Sandpiper side. He heard a noise and jumped, feeling for something sharp. "Who's there?"

[reiiishii]

Close your eyes Have no fear The monster's gone He's on the run And your mother's here Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Beautiful girls