I would personally like to thank all the gen x and elder millennials who allowed me to be the “kid” in all of my favorite fandom spaces 15+ years ago because lord knows if I was anything like the youth in some of my newer fandoms I should have been blocked by at least 2/3 of my faves
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TW: SA, possibly death??
Hey there fellow witches and warlocks, it's spooky season and I am loving it! I recently discovered the void state through yoga nidra and your reverse psychology method charm, and I was ready to manifest my dream life. October is my birth month and my favorite season, so I was excited to see what the universe had in store for me and whoa did it come through.
It's unfortunate to see that SA victims like me and others are still getting death and rape threats. I was inspired by a blog who shared her experience with yoga nidra, but then deactivated due to trolls sending her horrible messages. It's sad to see people hating on others' success, but we won't let them bring us down.
I manifested everything I desired of course my mind came through!! - from my desired face, body, aura, zodiac, personality, voice, talents, friends, family, and so much more. A few things I've manifested include a dark academia mansion, billionaire parents who aren't known, a witchy and Halloween-themed small business, and an eco-friendly private jet.
I know some of you may be concerned about the "death note" I've manifested, but it's just for fun - I'm a huge fan of Light Yagami from Death Note. I won't actually use it, but it's a cool spook factor to have.
Here’s a tiny list anyways ⬇️
🎃Desired face, body, aura zodiac, personality, voice, talents, friends, family and so much more. I had this long wattpadd story ass list that I obviously won’t share here but trust me my mind came through .
🎃open minded witchy family, dark academia ass mansion, Pinterest dark academia wardrobe in my massive closet that’s the size of a room, billionaire parents who aren’t known (I love my privacy and I love being mysterious), wattpadd billionaire love story to happen in the future. Yes not now…. I’ve been ugly all my life so I want to be a slut right for a bit not sorry, everyone loves and falls in love with me, Idgaf personality, Scorpio sun moon and rising, bold attitude that is adored, but a kind heart for the people I love and so much more. Again like most people I had a very long list on my google documents
🎃I own a witchy candy and Halloween small business!!! but I’m going to be making 100 million dollars a year so I will be a billionaire in the future. I like working and having a craft and it’s just so me, ugh I love my life !!! But I’m going to hire my two best friends that I manifested so we can all be successful rich witch bitches who travel the world and have too much money to spend
🎃an environment friendly private jet. It won’t affect the environment as I love the environment but I also hate flying commercial! I’m also vegan now, I couldn’t be one before due to health issues, but I love animals 🥹🥹🥹 and now I’m rich enough to have healthy tasty cruelty free food.
🎃anyone who sends death threats, rape threats, or engages in a bitter manner on that tea page including the owner will never get into the void until they grow up and acknowledge that they’re weirdos. I’m not as forgiving as these other big blogs. Bye ✌️
🎃anytime I say “you’ll die alone” when im arguing with a man 🤮🤮 (incels, misgyonists, racists not men who aren’t insufferable ofc love y’all) they actually will, and no one will ever love them, until they grow up and once again acklowege their faults. As you can see I’m very into vigilante justice and I’m petty 👻 I’m a witch anyways so now my craft will be perfect.
🎃all my spells and curses work! And any harm attempted to be done to me always backfires On the person 10x worse ! Yea this is my world everyone’s just living in it.
🎃psychokenis, my eyes being able to turn red, divine protection for me and my loved ones, the ability to speak to animals, and never aging. The last thing I manifested a way to benefit all !!!! research age regression and see how we will all be eternal youthful witch bitches in the future ;) I got inspired by my grandma who retired but us too old to enjoy her life. Now she can and we call be 150 and still sexy with 0 bodily pain. I also always hated how we slowly decompose and lose bodily function until we die.. like why can’t we be sexy and bodily abled forever!! This will also help with health issues and diseases like cancer! Just one way to give back for my blessings. And the rest is just to spook bitches tbh I don’t plan on actually doing anything but speaking to animals.
🎃I manifested a death note. Now before y’all start I just really love light yagami I don’t think I will actually use it or maybe I will just to spook bitches but whatever
🎃so much more that I don’t want to share because it’s too long!
So, fellow hot bitches and witches , keep manifesting your dreams and never let anyone bring you down. Remember, we were born to be happy, rich, and loved. It is in your DNA and my word is final !!!!! I’m gonna leave my dream life and be a whore now lova yaaaa 🖤🖤🖤
Lmfao slay 😭😭 idk if it’s too early or what but this sending me for some reason! Anyways I wish you all the best in your life and dreams. Have a great spooky season! I love witches and Halloween too 🧞♀️🧞♀️
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Benefits of Youth
Kinktober 2023 Day 30 Overstimulation
(also age regression of Gale)
“This is certainly something new,” Astarion purrs from where he’s perched, sitting on the edge of the table in their dinning room.
Tav is watching wide eyed from the edge of room like she’s not quite sure what to make of the situation.
Tara, like Astarion, is perched on the table but her body language reads annoyed. “Really, Mister Dekarios,” she tuts proving Astarion’s evaluation of her posture correct, “I had hoped we’d be long past this now.”
Gale is standing between the table and Tav, hands clasped in front of him looking a more than a little abashed at the situation. Of course, he has good reason to. The Gale in front of them is not their Gale. Well he is, just a much much younger version of himself. Astarion has never been very good at reading human ages, it’s gotten worse over the last hundred years, but this Gale is just barely an adult.
“I assure you,” the voice almost sounds right, the finger punctuating the air is certainly correct, “all my mental faculties are the same. It seems the effect was strictly physical.”
Tav looks a little more relieved, “so you’re still very much aware of everything that’s happened?”
Gale looks to her with soft eyes and takes a step towards her. “Yes, my love,” he takes her hand in his, “I know us. It’s just a small… hiccup.”
“Reversible?” Tav asks glancing down at their joined hands.
She looks almost uneasy about this situation, which is odd. Astarion’s fairly certain she’s closer in age to this body than she is to his normal one. Then again, he could be wrong.
Gale’s eyebrows knit together as he takes account of Tav’s discomfort finally. “Yes, hopefully, it will reverse in the next day as the spell wears off.”
“Hopefully?” Tara huffs, tail swishing.
Gale swallows and turns so he can see her too. “Well, I can’t see why it wouldn’t.”
Tara leaps down from the table, tail still moving. “I’ll be back tomorrow then, don’t get into any trouble. I’ve already lived through several lives with this adolescent,” she sniffs the air irritatedly, “I will be back when the slightly more stable adult is back.”
“Tara…” Gale tries to call out to her but Tara ignores him and leaves the room.
“I guess you’re all alone with us,” Astarion drawls, leaning forward to prop his chin onto his hand. He doesn’t hide the way he slides his eyes up and down the wizard’s body. It’s just for show. The robes he’s wearing are ill-fitting in this younger form.
“Astarion,” Tav chides lightly but she also looks over Gale quickly. It’s more perfunctory than predatory. “How old are you?” she finally asks.
“I’m fourt-”
“Gale,” Tav interrupts, crossing her arms over her chest.
“Nineteen? Twenty?” He relents with a shrug. Suddenly his eyes light up. “I have a scar about halfway up my back from an incident with a mud hulk. If I have it, then I’m correct, and this body is at the very least nineteen.”
“Yes, let's see,” Astarion goads, earning him a sharp look from Tav.
Astarion knows the scar Gale is talking about, a small burnt-looking expanse of flesh that had long since returned to the same color as the rest of his skin. It was one of a handful of scars that littered the wizard’s skin, almost all were around the same age. Old enough to be explained away by a precocious youth.
Gale pulls his robe off and the clothes beneath are just as ill-fitting. He was the right height and roughly the right shape, that much was true. But youthful Gale was rather scrawny, whereas their Gale had more muscle in some places and more flesh in others. It was like comparing a rough sketch to a masterpiece painting.
Gale pulls off his shirt, and sure enough, the burn is there, but the flesh is new, pink, and shiny. It looks like something that happened a month ago rather than over a decade ago.
“Well?” Gale asks as he tries to twist himself to see the patch of skin. His hair, which was longer than it normally was, falls into his face repeatedly. He quickly grows frustrated and blows a puff of air up at it.
“It’s there,” Tav tells him, looking a touch less put off by the situation.
Astarion jumps up from the table and walks over to Gale. Gently, he places his hand on the scar. Gale shivers even as he leans into Astarion’s touch.
Astarion gently rubs at the spot, “Isn’t that reassuring.”
Gale turns his head enough to look at him. “I wish you wouldn’t look at me like that,” he says but he doesn’t quite sound annoyed.
“Like what?” Astarion feigns innocence, but he grins, wide enough his fangs are showing.
“Like you want to eat me,” Gale pulls away just enough so that he can turn and attempt to glare at Astarion.
Astarion laughs and leans back towards Gale. “Darling, you are exactly the kind of boy I would have devoured,” he purrs, their faces so close it’s hard to keep their noses from bumping. “At precisely the time you looked like this, if I’m not mistaken,” he adds.
Gale swallows audibly. “Well,” he says, “then let's be glad we did not cross paths until we did.”
“Yes,” Astarion agrees, “let’s.”
He leans back enough to drag his eyes down Gale’s unmarred chest and lower. Astarion can’t suppress the wicked grin that breaks out when he finds Gale is already hard against the front of his pants.
“Hello,” he allows his voice to go husky, and Astarion reaches out to pull against the waistband of Gale’s pants.
Gale clears his throat and rolls his eyes, trying to look unaffected. “Yes, that’s to be expected. This body is that of a young man.”
“I will gladly help you with that,” Astarion realizes he sounds too eager, but he doesn’t care.
Gale’s eyes narrow with suspicion. “That offer doesn’t sound as altruistic as you’d hope it would,” he accuses.
Astarion shrugs, “are you saying no?”
Gale’s head shakes quickly, hair swinging freely around his face. Astarion desperately wants to pull it. He’s fond of pulling their Gale’s hair but this is nearly a compulsive need.
“And you, love?” Astarion turns his head towards Tav.
She’s watching them intensely but hasn’t moved from her spot. Despite how her arms are crossed in front of her, she no longer looks uncomfortable. Instead, she now looks intrigued and only a little hesitant.
“I’ll watch,” she says slowly, “for now.”
Gale looks over at her, and Astarion swears he can see his brain warring with his body.
“Do I bother you like this?” He asks her finally.
Tav sighs and drops her arms. “Not bother,” she says after a moment, “it’s just, strange. It’s something I need to get used to.”
“Well, you are certainly free to watch,” Astarion promises even as he begins undoing the ties of Gale’s pants.
Gale’s attention is drawn back to him, eyes dropping down to watch as his pants slide to the ground. His cock was a familiar sight for Astarion, not much had changed there at least. He quickly drops to his knees and pulls Gale into his mouth. Gale curses and jumps, nearly falling backward.
Astarion pulls back and raises an eyebrow at him. “Maybe you should sit before we add a new scar,” he suggests.
Gale nods and blindly reaches behind him for a chair. “Yes, yes, I think you’re right,” he agrees as he finally grabs onto a chair, falling into it less than gracefully once he pulls it around. “Though I am curious to see if something like that would appear as an old scar or a new-”
Whatever else the wizard had been about to say devolved into a guttural moan as Astarion sucks his cock back into his mouth. Gale is louder than normal, his body jerking a little with each bob of Astarion’s head. This is only encouragement to Astarion as he pushes the wizard’s thighs apart, gripping at the flesh there as he sucks eagerly. When Astarion moves his hand to cup Gale’s balls, the wizard nearly flies out of his seat.
“Shit,” he curses above Astarion.
Astarion begins gently fondling the other man as he sucks. He ignores the hand that threads into his hair. Gale is practically panting when Astarion decides to scrape his blunt teeth up his shaft.
“Asta-” Once again Gale’s words are swallowed up by a moan as he comes.
Astarion swallows as the wizard comes, only pulling off when there’s nothing more spilling out.
“I was led to believe you had a wild youth,” he teases, dramatically wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
Gale flushes red. “Ah, we are a few years too early,” he admits, still breathing heavily.
Astarion is about to continue teasing when he realizes Gale hasn’t begun to soften at all. If anything, his cock is just as hard as it was just before he came.
“The benefits of youth,” Gale says once he realizes what Astarion is looking at.
Astarion nods and lewdly licks his lips, “Certainly.”
Gale’s body flushes an even deeper shade of red.
“Oh, little apprentice,” Astarion all but growls, “I’m going to ruin you.”
~*~
They’ve managed to move into the bedroom at some point, and all of their clothing has been lost along the way. Somewhere between Gale’s second and third orgasm, Tav had joined them. Gale, who had perhaps been looking for a break from Astarion’s near-constant touching of him, had then spent a long while between her legs.
He was still between her legs now, just not quite the same way. He was lying on his back between the v her legs, one arm hooked under her thigh, holding on for dear life. He’d really meant it when he promised to ruin him tonight. Gale had been sucked, fingered, and had fucked Astarion so far. Astarion was fingering the wizard again, kneeling between his legs.
Gale was writhing with each thrust, fingers digging into Tav’s flesh. She was running her fingers through his sweat-slicked hair, cooing at him softly. Astarion was considering having Gale fuck her, but he knew he was running out of orgasms to wring from the other man, and he desperately wants to fuck him before the botched spell wears off.
“I’m going to fuck you,” Astarion tells him as he withdraws his fingers, “and you’re going to come with my cock inside of you.” It’s an order, not a request.
Gale shakes his head. “Astarion, there’s no more,” it’s the first coherent thing he’s said in nearly an hour.
“There is,” Astarion tells him as he readjusts the pillow beneath Gale’s hips. Astarion might be wicked, but he isn’t evil. He looks at Tav and then quickly flicks his eyes down to Gale and then back up to her. She nods, understanding his meaning.
Gale whimpers as Astarion pushes into him. Despite his protests, his cock twitches when Astarion’s bumps against his prostate, and he moans deeply. As he begins thrust, one of Gale’s legs hooks around the back of Astarion’s thighs, pulling him in. He grips Gale’s cock and begins stroking him in time with each of his thrusts. The wizard turns nearly incoherent again, babbling between his moans.
“Shh,” Tav soothes, one hand moving to gently rub at Gale’s chest, “you can do this,” she reassures him.
Gale quiets a little at her words. This isn’t her normal role in their dynamic, but she’s doing an admirable job of it. Astarion makes a note to reward her later, something preferably involving Gale when he reverts back.
Astarion knows he won’t last much longer. His orgasm is a roaring fire inside his body. He’s been ignoring his own desires in favor of prolonging this, and now it feels as if it’s consuming him. He angles himself deeper, pushing up on one of Gale’s legs to do so. Each of his thrusts hits deep within the wizard now, slamming into that spot that has his eyes rolling back and Gale yelling until his voice is hoarse.
Without warning, Gale screams, half of the sound lost to the broken edges of his throat, and his cock spasms in Astarion’s hand. It’s barely a dribble of cum that leaks from his cock, but it’s enough. Astarion releases him and focuses on chasing his own release.
He finds it quickly, hips stuttering as he spills deep within Gale. He keeps himself buried deep, his grip biting bruises on the flesh beneath his fingertips.
The muscles of Gale’s entire body are still twitching when Astarion pulls out of him. He’s panting, eyes closed as he leans into Tav’s gentle touches. He leans back and takes stock of the sight beneath him.
To say Astarion ruined him is an understatement. Gale is beautiful in his youth. Covered in bruises, sweat, cum, and just a little bit of blood. But Astarion finds he misses his older body and the way it looks after sex. He’ll take this treat as it’s given, but he cannot wait for his normal to return.
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Quick Tarot: Major Arcana
0. The Fool - leap of faith, starting something new, starting your journey, expanding horizons, taking risks
─── ─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ─── ───
Upright - innocence, freedom, originality, adventure, travel, foolishness, naivety, carelessness, idealism, youth, spontaneity, lack of commitment, new beginnings
Reversed - Recklessness, carelessness, negligence, stupidity, distraction, apathy, irrationality, lack of fun, hope or faith, controlling, ridged, blinded or willfully blind,
Planets: Uranus - Aquarius ruler - sudden or unexpected change, upheaval, eccentricity, progress, rebellion, change
Holds both Yin and Yang energies
Element: Air
Day: Wednesday
Body parts: lungs, shoulders, feet, guts, arms, fingers, ankles
Colors: orange, yellow, red, white, black, brown
─── ─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ─── ───
─── ─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ─── ───
The fool from the Rider-Waite tarot
The fool Universal Waite Tarot deck
Modern Witch tarot deck
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Description of Image:
A young male carefree walking on an unknown rocky path. The young man wears a long-sleeved tunic with eccentric patterns that hold yellow, black, green and red colors. His face looks up towards the yellow sky while loosely holding a white flower in his left hand and a black pole with a brown knap-sack at his right. A small white dog companion follows jumping up excitedly beside their master. The sun illuminates the whole image with icy blue mountains in the background. The path in front of the fool is right at a cliff.
Metaphorical Description/Observations:
The beginning of a journey into the unknown with only the essentials on your back OR they have reached the end of a journey that he has learned much from and now ready to start something new; for better or worse. This card represents the first step in any cycle, a direction you may not expect and if you do take a step into your unknown, we may approach it like a fool. The fool is just following the song in his ears and the wind in his step. He may even have no idea what he is truly stepping into from the depiction of him almost stepping off a cliff. Being a visionary isn’t bad or the message that is here but ignoring what’s in front of you can lead to a fall. As the hero’s journey go’s, the hero must step into the world to achieve their growth and self-understanding, to connect with the world and see what he truly wants from it or what it wants from him. Zero is the start of something exciting or tragic; it's how you approach life that will define what happens.
The yellows represent heartwarming dreams and ambition, confidence and excitement that blind us when we are about to fall; or even more common take; getting too close to the sun like in the myth of Icarus and his father Daedalus. Though a lot of the Greek mention hubris and thinking too highly of oneself (above the gods) as being a bad thing but I believe this myth is more of a warning of being so over your head that you will lose yourself and who you are. there is a reason why we also use the term being ‘down to earth’ and those types of people to be more real and understandable; someone we can connect with better then someone ego filled.
The blacks of the image represent the death and transformation the fool must face to become what they need for their vision. The reds follow them as a sign of lust and desire for excitement while the white flower holds their naivety, charm and childish wonder, even something precious that could wilt at any moment. The white dog speaks of blind loyalty even in the face of adversity and holding onto the purity of following your instincts. The young man has an ambiguous expression; possibly deep in thought or in a fantasy, both are represented by this card but the power of grounding or centering these ideas is key. The blue icy mountains in the background foreshadow the future adversity but not even that distracts the fool.
Use the power of the fool and take a chance on something new, we all start somewhere, and we rise and fall as the cycle of life begins anew.
Sources:
The ultimate guide to Rider Waite Tarot by Johanness Fiebig and Evelin Burger
The Tarot Guide which I used a lot to learn what I know
Astrology: the Worldwide Guide to Reading the Stars
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FrUK hanahaki AU, part 2! (Part 1)
So, Arthur tried a mysterious spell to get rid of his love crush infatuation unfortunate mental affliction for Francis and it’s left him with a good dose of the blooming cough. How does the land of Shakespeare, Milton, and Keats react to this?
Arthur:………………..FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!! *Coughing fit*
Seems about right 👍
Anyway, the writing’s on the wall now. Arthur is a brave nation who likes to solve his problems alone and hates to show weakness, but even he has his limits. Swallowing his pride (and a few petals) he goes to talk to Norway and Romania. Arthur doesn’t admit outright why he’s there (he’s not that desperate yet!) and instead shows them Atlantis’s spell. He hopes his friends might have a way to reverse it, but no luck. The magic looks too old and unstable. Norway says an antidote could take years of study or even decades. Arthur feels his heart sink. He knows he doesn’t have years. As he is now, one year might be pushing it.
Arthur swallows more pride (and petals) and goes to talk to his last hope: Yao. China isn’t a wizard himself, but he is one of the most magically attuned nations (can still see his dragons and the like). He’s also the only remaining nation who met Atlantis. Yao was a fresh faced youth during Plato’s “Single day and night of misfortune” when Atlantis sunk into the sea and was lost forever. They have tea and Arthur relies on a millennia of diplomacy to bring up the subject delicately: nothing gets Yao to shut up like a box faster than mentioning Atlantis. Arthur can’t afford to be kicked out. He needs detail that only Yao can give.
It’s not easy. The moment Yao sees the book and realises what Arthur wants, the atmosphere in the room turns arctic. Yao tells Arthur to drop it. Arthur won’t. Yao angrily tells Arthur to leave. Arthur won’t. Yao is about to try and throw Arthut out, when pain burns Arthur’s throat and chest and he doubles up, coughing. He can’t catch every petal and one flutters down to Yao’s feet. Yao picks it up, hand shaking.
“Oh, England,” he whispers. “Oh, you fool…”
It’s a long time before the fit subsides and Arthur can speak. China helps him to a chair and brings more tea. There’s no point pretending now: Yao knows. Arthur looks at the sheer, crushing pity on his face and is furious, mortified, and terrified all at once. Just from that look, he has his answer he came for: Atlantis cursed himself with hanahaki while trying to get rid of unwanted romantic feelings for someone. The curse won out, and Atlantis was doomed. Arthur asks who it was that Atlantis loved. Yao says it was Ancient Rome, or Grandpa Rome as the young nations knew him. Atlantis fell for the great empire in his early days when he was just a small city state. But the feelings weren’t returned and Atlantis, who was a master sorcerer, took drastic measures. Then all the other ancients could do was watch in horror as the disease consumed his entire being - land, people, culture - body and soul, until the cataclysm.
Now the same will happen to Arthur, to Britain, unless they do something. Arthur says there must be a cure, they just have to find it! He’s been through worse than this. He’s not beaten yet. A reversal of the spell would take too long but, there must be another cure out there. There must be! (Cope, Arthur, cope)
Then Yao sends him into another choking fit by demanding to know why he doesn’t just confess to Francis already
Once he calms down, Arthur asks WTF mate and Yao gives him the biggest “I am four thousand years old are you shitting me” look in existence. Did Arthur think he was being subtle about his feelings for Francis or something? Nope! Nope! So much nope! So just confess already, Arthur! Confess and get cured before it’s too late
Arthur is thunderstruck - he thought he hid his affliction masterfully! - but he recovers and retorts that Yao is wrong, it’s not Francis. It’s totally someone else! Totally absolutely! Someone else. Yao doesn’t know him (he lives in Canada). Yao gives him the look again. Arthur ignores it and says thank you very much for the tea but now he must leave immediately, goodbye forever. Yao calls after him that he can deny as much as he likes, but confessing is his only hope at this point. So don’t be a coward, Arthur! Your people need you. Confess!
Arthur pretends not to hear
Confessing would do no good anyway. Not when Francis doesn’t love him back
No confession! He’ll find a cure instead
When he gets home, the next fit brings up the first full flower
(I’m cutting it here for now, but I hope you’re enjoying my rambles! Stay tuned for part 3 at some point.
Should also mention that just for this AU, Arthur represents the British Isles rather than just England. So this is an alternate history where the Republic of Ireland never split from the United Kingdom. Also, UK bros Wales, Scotty, and N. Ireland don’t exist, like in early Hetalia. I call Arthur “England” a few times just because I’m used to it, but, in reality, he’s either “Britain” or “British Isles.” Otherwise what I have planned wouldn’t work (´ε` )♡)
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NPMD SPOILER WARNING FOR ANYONE JUST SCROLLING BY! :]
okay so i have no clue how you feel about the au where after max was taken to the Black and white, things were sorta reversed and Richie and Ruth come back to life (basically like the tgwdlm au where everything is reversed when the meteor explodes)
but if you’re not like opposed to it, do you think that Ruth and Richie would get some comfort tickles to be shown everything is alright (including a bunch of hugs and tears and long talks and reassurance.) cause ruth was humiliated in her death and richie was implied to have an absolutely gruesome and violent death (with Sam puking when he saw the body and everything) so they’d definitely be a little messed up from everything
I gotta admit I’m a little out of touch with some of the popular au’s & headcanons in this fandom & most others because I just stick to the people I follow & I don’t venture into the tags very often, but I absolutely love these kinds of au’s!
There’s so many potential for au’s in Hatchetfield because it’s basically canon that there’s multiple timelines/universes, so technically anything can go!
I feel like they’d need a lot of therapy, but if they tried to talk about what actually happened the therapist would think they were legit insane, so that’s not really an option. Instead, they fall back on their friends who lived through these experiences. It’s the only place they feel safe enough to do so tbh
Pete, Steph & Grace are great listeners, & they all comfort them in their own ways, but the most important thing is just listening & being there to ground them. After the factory reset, Richie & Ruth are a lot more timid & sad than they used to be, which is to be expected. But that doesn’t mean their friends don’t try to help bring a smile to their face whenever possible. Pete will offer warm, comforting hugs & sneak in a few tickles to cheer them up after a much needed cry (something Ted would do for him after a rough day at school) & he’ll play video games with them in comfortable silence until they’re ready to talk again. After they come back, he’s not as mean of a ler as he used to be because he feels like they deserve to be handled with care. Steph on the other hand has the complete opposite tactic & thinks it would be worse to coddle them, so her techniques don’t change too much. She also prefers to comfort them by sharing music she thinks they’ll like & does the earbud sharing thing. Grace uses the opportunity to try & convert them, but she knows when she needs to be a friend & comfort them instead of their youth pastor. She actually gets pretty close with Ruth after all this. It takes longer than they would’ve liked, but things do return to some semblance of normal
All in all, I think Richie would handle the situation a bit better than Ruth just because he would make jokes about how he’s like an anime character now. “I’m just like Goku for real! :D”
I know it’s been a long time since I’ve written one, but au’s & crossovers really are my bread & butter I fucking love them! There’s infinite possibilities!
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Eat Me Away
This is a poem I made about my eating disorder. It's more of a vent than something saying I'm getting better, because I'm not, and I don't think I need help but I've accepted that I'm getting it. My mum makes me feel bad. This is not to shame my mum. This is how everything makes me feel.
TW: Anorexia, body dysmorphia, references to weight, jaundice, feeding tubes, psych wards, death.
Transparent teeth,
Pearly white bones.
I want them poking through my skin
Before I leave myself alone.
Clicky cold metal
Uneven scales
Off and on the back a thousand times
To calculate what it entails.
My hair is limp and mousy
My eyes are faded jade
My ends are split and scraggly
Like I’m just a mangy stray
Out of water out of steam
Eyes fall to the floor
I still can’t see my ladyhood
I’ll suck my stomach in some more.
1.2, 1.6, 1.8, 2k.
My mind tells me I shouldn't meet that number every single day
In protein carbs and sugar every mouthful makes me want to spit
My mind torments yet my lament expression’s something I know I’ll regret.
Ticking by
Smaller size
Pointy hips, yet touching thighs
Channel power
Every hour
Every night so I won’t sour
Crunches
Situps
Bleary eyes
Chin up
No friends to help just mum who yelps that one day I won’t get up.
More food
Less sleep
Reverse it all to keep it neat
Seeing special nurses just to not use the utilities.
My counselors can’t help me
My mum makes me feel worse for wear.
Every time we talk about this
I feel my cheeks go damp with tears.
The same places they always fall
In tracks that don’t last but hold the same pull
Weigh me to the ground
Make me want to be empty, never full.
I half my breakfast
Half my lunch
Cut out snacks
No time for brunch
If I felt I’d had too much that day i’d turn down all
With flow or crunch.
I can’t see what she does.
I can’t see what her friends do.
I can’t see my white skin- cutting
off my blood- now a yellow hue.
I don’t know what you’re talking about.
You won’t tell me what they say.
I see NO such changes
Yet you won’t go away.
Go away.
I’m fine.
Leave me alone.
I’m taking my time.
It’s more than anorexia.
It’s my own thoughts, on my own mind.
Not a disease,
Or an anomaly,
I’m the one telling you, but instead you see
A monster to get rid of
When that monster happens to be me.
Let me talk.
Even if my cheeks flush hot.
Let me speak
Even if I rasp or squeak.
It’s easier to write this down
Then get it out in time at therapy.
I want to be skinnier.
I want my curves, but the desire to be thinner
Overwhelms any goodness I had left inside
You and I both wonder
If your true daughter has died.
Where has she gone?
Under the surface, or bobbing along?
Barely surviving, shouts hit her like stones.
Sending her under the sea of her own
Mentality.
Reality.
She made it for herself, but how?
Influence? A personality?
It was her own eyes
That once looked into yours in dazzled surprise.
When you held her, for the first time,
you didn’t think, ‘I want her to be light’.
But she wants others to say that she is
When they squeeze her that tight.
A baby girl
Again
Whom you threaten with her own demise.
Scare with feeding tubes and others in her youth
Deprived unfairly of a life.
A psych ward of crazies
Because she didn’t eat.
Because you made her think
She could be dead and off her feet in a matter of weeks.
It makes her want less.
It causes her stress.
More so than togs in the summer, or a dress.
She yearns for support.
Not fights that warp
What she has into something far greater than a phobia of going on life support.
Calories that are all forced.
What’s scarier?
Dying, or eating?
Extra snacking, of course.
She’s quiet at school.
She’s quiet at home.
Day in and day out.
But she doesn’t want to be alone.
She wants to feel loved.
She wants to be held.
She wants to eat normally.
She wants to feel well.
This girl is me.
This disorder is we.
You want to help.
Treat this gently.
Not with unease, like porcelain,
Like I’ll slip away, unjustifiably.
But comfort me
And I’ll find solace in you
As I did when I was a baby.
I don’t know whether or not my face
Could be possibly any wetter.
You make me feel so guilty for this.
But I want to be better.
I’m sorry.
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[ toss ] sender tosses an item at receiver to get their attention / immortal or college/modern verse? pick a random fruit, it's always a fruit!
the demigod in their assemblage of two was both exorbitantly integral to his quest yet still a colossal perplexity to him. his mere existence would've been an utter enigma to jeremiah if he himself wasn't too of divine lineage. kenneth.... both the calm and the storm tilting his world even more off axis than it had already been reduced to. under nebulous conditions they’d made a deal, and jeremiah would’ve concurred to just about anything if it signified reversing this eternal fate. it wasn’t much the immortality that deeply disturbed him, but in being perpetually youthful. the idea didn't sound entirely vile or futile, certainly not, but it does when taking everyone he loves into account, when everyone he cares about and care about him would surely be met at deaths door someday. he’d be alone, utterly alone, and he can’t apprehend the thought. the nymph goddess’ voice clamors within the parameters of his skull, like cymbals clashing with every word articulated, visions of ogygia coalescing with one of he and conrad surfing at cousins beach.
this has been occurring with significantly more frequency as of late, his memories were blurring more and more by the day, defeated by calypso’s ever pervasive ones. he fears that they’ll become so vigorous that he’ll lose sight of himself, that he’ll forget his own real memories. perhaps this merely indicates that he’s growing closer, perhaps this means he’s arriving at an answer. weatherworn arms lay folded across his chest, dropping toward his sides seconds after the apricot collides with his shoulder and rolls toward the earth. ❝ huh — what? ❞ if this was kenneth’s attempt at reclaiming his attention, he indisputably has it. jeremiah’s gaze flickers down at the apricot now having reached a graceful stop, frame bending at the waist to collect and wipe it against the threads of his button down. he doesn’t await a response to his earlier question before articulating his distressing thoughts, brows furrowing so intensely they nearly unify. ❝ do you think this will get worse? that i’ll just forget everything? ❞ do you think i'll forget who i am?
best friends forever sentence starters, accepting.
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[Prompt: [AU] After A.merica's t.ragic l.oss, Benjamin Tallmadge reflects on the past seven years while awaiting his e.xecution. ]
Also featured on AO3, so you can avoid all the periods I have to put in my writing to avoid the c.e.nsors on this s.ite: https://archiveofourown.org/works/42691497
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At the very start of this w.ar, Ben always knew there was a chance he wouldn’t survive. It had made him more studious, more diligent, more obsessive about leaving behind a mark on this ever-changing world. Though it was still beautiful. It was always so beautiful.
For every s.cream and b.loodied heap, there was the reversal somewhere on earth – a wailing mother giving b.irth while a d.ying s.oldier breathed his last; a kind neighbor sharing remnants of their harvest while b.andits p.illaged a pantry. And for Ben, he could only hope that he was remembered for his achievements rather than his failures.
I tried, Samuel. I tried – for you, for Father – for the life you should have had.
Leaning against the dingy wall of his cell, Ben anxiously rubbed a hand over his chest, willing the breath to return to his lungs. He had already witnessed his c.ommander h.ang – it was a p.unishment, a mockery for all he believed in. How could anything be worse? How could d.eath not seem like a small mercy?
The only thing he truly feared was what would become of his father – Nathaniel, his strong beacon of hope, who stood sturdy as an oak in all his times of need. Through the d.eaths of Ben’s mother and Samuel both, Nathaniel stood silent, but firm in his grief, allowing Ben to lean on him and give off the illusion that he, too, was able to stand tall. No matter how much his knees wobbled nor his heart faltered, he always had someone to fall back on.
But now who would serve the same for Nathaniel? Would his b.ody even be delivered home? Would his b.ones be granted the peace of entwinement with the long, gnarled roots of the trees that he, Caleb and Abraham had played in during their youth? Or would he be cast aside like Samuel in some nameless, unfeeling g.rave, treated as lowly as refuse for f.ighting in a cause he believed in?
Shivering, Ben fought to ignore the damp chill as the sound of heavy boots slapped against flooring. He looked up, only to grimace once a guard – a man named Higgins – peered in at him through the bars.
“Last chance, Tallmadge,” he said. “Names and ranks – that’s all we want.”
Ben wordlessly shook his head, defiant. The ring would be taken with him to the g.rave. If Providence was kind, the n.oose would never find his friends. With the failure of everything else, he prayed that this was one endeavor that ended favorably.
Higgins sneered. “Suit yourself.” Taking out an iron key, he slid it into the lock and twisted. “You’re about to get one mighty bad case of hempen fever.”
Ben said nothing in reply.
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Over the past several years, Ben had witnessed many e.xecutions. And now that it was his own, he could no longer muster a scrap of grief for the soon-to-be-lost life. It was quite fitting, he thought. The ring started because of the disaster of Hale’s h.anging, and now it would end with his own. It was what he deserved. Although a part of him had always felt strung up with each new v.ictim, this had never depleted the grief, the guilt. Even now, it laid twisting and coiling beneath his skin like a restless snake.
With the tap-tap-tap of the snare drums, Ben allowed himself to be led to the crudely erected g.allows. Each heavy step reminded him that he was narrowing the gap between his final breaths. Even with his acceptance, he knew there was still so much he hadn’t touched, felt, experienced.
He’d once dreamed of being a husband, a father, but he could see now how farcical that was. Sarah hadn’t wanted him. No woman had ever wanted him beyond a coy, flirtatious exchange, and now it seemed that the very world didn’t want him, either. He would never know the warmth of a wife’s loving touch; he would never experience the joys of holding his firstborn in the crook of his elbow, beaming with fatherly pride at the tiny, impossibly perfect reflection of himself in his arms. If there was any remaining kindness in this world, his father and friends would live on – Ben would miss their birthdays, their achievements, and their losses...he would fail to be there when they needed him most, just as he’d failed them here in the land of the living.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered under his breath. God above, he was so sorry!
The n.oose was lowered over his head and then tightened, yet Ben didn’t react. From up on the scaffolding, he could see the horizon – the same dawn that was presently touching S.etauket. If he narrowed his eyes enough, if he squinted, he could almost pretend he was home again, hiding out amongst the wooded area with a book and parchment for taking notes. He had always been so curious and full of wonder. In many ways, there was wonder in this too: in how a certain force, angle and height would lead to a swift and immediate break in the spine. Miscalculate that, and the v.ictim would dangle, s.uffocate, and endure a long and p.ainful end.
Finally, the snare drums stopped. With his hands bound behind his back, Ben tilted his chin towards the sun and closed his eyes, listening while a gruff, no-nonsense officer opened a scroll and started shouting his sentence above the eerie silence. “If the condemned has any last words, let him speak them now, lest he carry that burden with him to the g.rave!”
For the first time since the c.olonies’ loss, a faint smile touched the corner of Ben’s mouth. And then he opened his eyes, met everyone’s gaze head-on and loudly proclaimed, “I only regret that I have but one life to lose for my country!”
A flurry of startled voices arose then, and a sense of embittered satisfaction took root within Ben’s chest. The d.eath of his dear friend had made Hale a folk hero of sorts – scorned by l.oyalists and m.artyred by p.atriots, alike – and now here Ben was, honoring him in the only remaining way he knew how. Finally, some purpose could be brought to these horrific h.angings.
The e.xecutioner took Ben by the shoulders and shoved him fiercely, though he felt nothing but numb serenity as he plummeted toward the ground. The rope caught his fall in a harsh, taut swing – bright lights danced behind his eyes as he pitched and wavered, and from the corner of his eye, he swore he saw Hale and Samuel, smiling at him with the pride he’d always yearned for in his efforts.
I want to come home...
For a long moment there was pain, sharp and stark, and as Ben twitched and thrashed in his final attempts at reclaiming his life, something in him gave up the f.ight. He realized then that Samuel was standing directly before him.
It’s okay to let go. You have been f.ighting for so, so long.
Ben found himself relaxing. In his mind’s eye, he could picture his younger self sitting on Nathaniel’s knee, reading along while his father recited: Come unto me, all ye that l.abor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Rest... Ben was just so tired.
Samuel’s presence was more persistent now. Let go, brother.
A lone tear of exertion trickled from the corner of Ben’s eye and he drew in one sharp, spastic breath...
And then nothing.
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what is the general c0nsensus amongst the humans 0f your situati0n now that all the sh0ck and awe is probably g0ne? ever gone f0r one 0f those human psych0babble analysis sessions 0n one ab0ut it?
Your situation as in our situation or my situation? I suppose either is easily addressed, so you get both.
Our situation was, hm... certainly rough. There was so much adrenaline carrying us through that the full impact of everything, forgive the pun, never really settled in til after the fact. I think in some ways we were both lucky and unlucky to be as young as we were back then- some of that youthful obliviousness and resilience softened much of how awful everything was, but what did get through likely hurt all the worse for it. I know John losing his Dad and me losing... Mother was likely the hardest part for both of us. Dave has always been cagey about his Bro, even when we've opened up to eachother, and Jade had dealt with losing her Grandfather far before any of us. Well, "dealt" with.
In the end though we all had eachother, and my interest in amateur psychology, so we have all sort of managed to avoid any particularly awful complexes.
As for my situation, it began truly manifesting so long after our initial catastrophe that it almost seemed mundane in comparison, having been a bit inoculated to total horseshit. Certainly, Jade tried to use her powers to reverse the changes, though she seems largely unable to effect me in that way, and Dave gets weird any time he has to deal with seeing his ecto sister's chest occupy an entire horizon, but he's weird about all things.
Ultimately, mentally, we just sort of got used to the idea that I was going to be a galactic being rather quickly.
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Tomorrowverse Karadox playlist analysis, part 2
Blame it On My Heart (Karmin):
Trust I wanted to tell you
No, I never meant for you to be hurt
Tongue-tied-up my escape plan
Now I got a million bridges to burn
Here comes the ache, too much to take
You got to let it go (let it go)
Give me a break, it's my mistake
Darling, I should've known
I couldn't help it, sorry I'm selfish
But blame it on my heart
Blame it on the beating
No alibi, I had to try, baby
Blame it on my heart
Blame it on the beating
All the things I said
Cross them out in red, honey
Blame it on my heart
Blame it on the feeling
Don't make it worse
I can't reverse it so
Blame it on my heart
Blame it on my beating heart
One of my favorite songs from the past few years, and I think it’s for sure the middle part of the movie where Brainy is blamed for what he didn’t do, and it definitely reminds me of when he confesses to Kara that his plan wasn’t logical but he still wanted to prove that he wasn’t his family. It doesn’t really fit the serious tone of that scene, but it’s a bop and I still like listening to it.
Checkmate- Conan Gray
'Cause I've gotten tired of the games that you play
When you tell me you love me then you throw me away
So cry me a river till you drown in the lake
'Cause you may think you're winning but checkmate
Yeah you may think you're winning but checkmate
I think I discovered this one on a playlist for another rivals-to-lovers pairing, and again the lyrics aren’t quite accurate, but the vibe fits, and the chess motif fits for Brainy.
Will They or Won’t They?- Misbehavin’ Maidens
In these stories we want to know
Will they or won’t they?
But with us, I know the answer: We won’t
Another song where not all the lyrics fit, and because it references several other couples, I don’t get all the references, but the vibes are there, and I just like finding enemies/rivals to lovers songs, I think they’re fun.
Mechanical Planet- VERIDIA
The truth is
I'll work day and night
To keep the gears grinding in your mind
To keep you from knowing you are worth more than gold
Not some assembly-line, rusted shell of a person that I try to remote-control
I never want you to believe
That when you're down on your knees
That someone is actually listening
If you are undistracted for even a moment
I'll lose my hold
And you would notice that you have never been alone
Never have you ever fought alone
Never have you ever fought alone
On this mechanical planet
You were made for perfection
Not created defective
On this mechanical planet
You were not meant to be
Just some broken machine
On this mechanical planet
I love this song! I love Veridia! I think they’re really neat! I have loved this song since I was in college, it’s great, it fits Brainy and his family almost perfectly, bye. I know they’re not quite robots here, but I still appreciate this a lot.
Feed the Machine- Poor Man’s Poison
I said hey (hey), you (you), poison the well
Watch it all burn, take 'em straight to hell
He's got the whole (whole), world (world) in his hands
It was nice to know ya, we've all been damned
C'mon (c'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon)
We've all been damned, c'mon
I said hey (hey), you (you), feed the machine
Bring them all back down to their knees
Yeah so this is another song that I associate with Brainy’s family/the Dark Circle, it’s a song that I’ve only found recently so I haven’t gotten to really get into the lyrics, but it definitely reminds me of them generally, and the last part of the movie where it looks like they’ve won.
Angel of Small Death and the Codeine Scene- Hozier
I watch the work of my kin bold and boyful
Toying somewhere between love and abuse
Calling to join them the wretched and joyful
Shaking the wings of their terrible youths
Freshly disowned in some frozen devotion
No more alone or myself could I be
Lurched like a stray to the arms that were open
No shortage of sordid, no protest from me
With her sweetened breath, and her tongue so mean
She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene
With her straw-blonde hair, her arms hard and lean
She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene
So this one I’ve known about for a while but not actually listened to, I think someone from another fandom I’m in used it as a title for a fanfic, but I mean. It’s Brainy and Kara, right? Brainy’s point of view, and his perspective of Kara. Another song I recently started listening to and love a lot, and then realized how perfect it is for this version of these two.
Hold Each Other- A Great Big World, Futuristic
Everything looks different now
All this time my head was down
He came along and showed me how to let go
I can't remember where I'm from
All I know is who I've become
That our love has just begun like ohhh
Something happens when I hold him
He keeps my heart from getting broken
When the days get short and the nights get a little bit frozen
We hold each other
I just think this is a good romantic song in general, and I have used it as a song in my other Karadox playlist/used it as the source of a fanfic title for them. But looking at the lyrics again, it does really fit these versions of Kara and Brainy, and I should listen to it again.
Your Kind of Beautiful- Sophie Park
You see a lion and a sailboat in the sky
All I see is little clouds passing me by
You pick a dandelion and you make a wish
All I see is stubborn weeds growing in the ditch
And if I could be I would be be the way you be
And if I could see I would see see the way you see
Your kind of beautiful is beautiful to me
Your kind of beautiful is beautiful to me
Suddenly a symphony is playing in my head
Now I want to see the world the way you do instead
Like a silver lining, pretty picture, coin of you
I like the way you make me feel
the way I feel with you
Again, just a sweet song and one that I have on the other Karadox playlist, and it reminds me of when Brainy is healing Kara and telling her that he wishes he could be like her, and about how she’s so strong and brave and beautiful and whatnot. And I also think this fits from Kara’s point of view, with her seeing the good in Brainy and appreciating that he is also beautiful in his own way.
Cloud 9- Beach Bunny
When I start to tumble from the sky
You remind me how to fly
Lately, I've been feeling un-alive
But you bring me back to life
But when he loves me, I feel like I'm floating
When he calls me pretty, I feel like somebody
Even when we fade eventually to nothing
You will always be my favorite form of loving
Not a lot of lyrics in this one, but I think it’s from Kara’s perspective, contrasting how she feels at the beginning of the movie with her relationship with Brainy afterwards (and bonus “fade eventually to nothing”- nod at Crisis, even though that will never happen in the Tomorrowverse probably)
Life is Strange- MARINA
Don't know what I'm doing with my life
But maybe there's no wrong or right
'Cause everybody feels the same
And all we know is life is strange (Ah)
All we know is life is strange (Ah)
All we know is life is strange
We're in the future, living fast
Can never make a moment last
Is it ever gonna be enough
To love another and be loved?
Because I had to put a Marina song on here somewhere, and I just think this fits Kara’s perspective again, with her going from escaping Krypton to not fitting in on Earth to ultimately finding a place where she belongs in the future.
Bloodline- Natalie Jane
Try to escape it, I try to erase it
But you make me feel so alive
I'm sick and tired of tryina conspire
A way to outrun my bloodline
You ran into a battlefield I tried to disguise
Dodging bullets stepping on mines
All the ones before me have committed this crime
I gave a warning so many times
I mean, it’s such a Brainy song, isn’t it? It really doesn’t need an explanation, it just works for especially this version of Brainy with his relatives being so prominent in this movie and being the big reason that nobody trusts him.
Sparks Fly- Taylor Swift
My mind forgets to remind me
You're a bad idea
You touch me once and it's really something
You find I'm even better than you imagined I would be
I'm on my guard for the rest of the world
But with you I know it's no good
And I could wait patiently but I really wish you would
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
'Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
…I think this is a genuinely sweet and romantic song and I loved it when I was a teenager. And I like thinking about it in relation to Kara and Brainy, even though there’s a later lyric that includes “run my fingers through your hair” and that doesn’t really work here for obvious reasons. Although, Brainy could always run his fingers through Kara’s hair, that would be cute.
Intoxicated- The Cab
In a room full of frozen faces
In a moment of fractured time
We eclipse in a conversation
As your words, they pass us by
With you, we could be the only ones here
'Cause I think you're from another world
And I, I couldn't love another girl
'Cause you, you make me feel
Like I'm intoxicated, -toxicated
To the sky, flying high
Take me to the moon
Day or night, we don't have to say a word
'Cause you make me feel
Like I'm intoxicated, -toxicated
Another suggestion from Brandi, again this makes me think of the Miracle Machine situation and Kara and Brainy literally being frozen in time as they stop the machine, and Brainy just generally falling for Kara and being head over heels in love with her (also obviously Kara literally being from another world)
Dark Side- Kelly Clarkson
There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away?
Or will you stay? Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out, will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me? Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?
Like a diamond from black dust
It's hard to know what can become if you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am
Another pitch-perfect Brainy song in any universe, and another song I’ve loved since I first heard it. For this movie, I think it works best with the scene where Kara and Brainy talk while Brainy is imprisoned, and Kara indeed doesn’t give up on him, treating him like a hero and telling him that she believes him.
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“Is not for every part; if therein”
A sonnet sequence
1
Nor beast the air, smell Murphy’s Oil Soap, dog
kibble. Nancy, Nancy; is it Man or
Woman, say, my spouse Nancy? Triumphs be
which is my county! Is not for every
part; if therein. Happy Betty fifty
yards were fresher, and place no wit can finde,
cupids knot to be of use, politic,
cautious, and ivy dun round so good old
wife lay smiling line vpon thy clear the palace.
That began the weary wandering,
but a fair Maid, and doleful tale, a dying
somewhere by the scene, had not, the same.
We cannot, souls of wild Yuie twine, how I
could not bite. When the greater kingdom come.
2
Keep with noise; her links of charity, that’s
our day one single acts, thoughts, all past and
lively tone, and think’st thou never will, to
sing my Highland lassie, O. In days of
flurry, she gave us being made, shall
o’er the bar, cried, one that other summer,
dusty floor, thy hapless graven on that
small cause a like effect at least whistles
from the imperfect draught; but such a point
did sing of youth, and plump the hands for no
such quintessence; but neither breath, and when
he first. An’ aft my wife she bang’d me, if
ye gie a woman died. Oh plunge me deaf
and bleed. Thus through our bliss, and eft did shine.
3
And earth and serene, who did they drive thee,
his lands and arms with pied flower. As conscious
of my Soul. Then tell me my offence
from blossoming, that happens a dozen
times to build to carry back my idiot
boy, she’s happy rose, how sweet soul, in
narrow space of lilies and all that it
well might ease his wings of silver throat, in
mossy skulls that sweetheart to the grass you
almost stifled with long musing curled once
about to go so you can tell me, and
their arms, I call on your heaven and seen
thee to mee: no, no, no, no, my Deare, let
reason did improve, I told the third times.
4
‘The fault was matched like music all the floor.
Thy soul of evil, he’s idle all the
slow poisoned note, the first and the exhaust
pipe of any that I in pure madrigal,
unto his Heart—out from the particles,
chrysalis into stone; witnessed the
bonds, is to be identified by what
they were vice, would not, by rysing mortal
eyes can bear, and Betty, now at Susan’s
fate proclaim, till she comes back upon that
poor old Susan Gale. Returning glow; nor
did I know. And, wife, the moonlight road, oh
cruel! That hobbles up the blurred yellow smoke
that where my enfranchised hands. Feel the floor.
5
Me with his javelin wounded me: from where?
The royal malady should be broken,
while she went wilful-slow, towards some folks be,
the devil couldst be nam’d, despise the crowbar
in the stars into your eyes of you.
The Poet and flowery meads the manna
fall. Cried Betty, poor sprites. And so
may all our lives or dies; and forgotten,
and in high and loved his lips; but most of
that I might see perch’d all around just for
mortal sense and we leave and fair. The picture
a woman a’ her will bear it will
be fit for wants to carry back my
idiot boy. Come may to a life to come.
6
And swallow’d by unrestraine the learne hearing,—
Stella I do meane the sand, small and
much enrich each person exactly one
hundred indecisions, and eft did sing
we would have lived their greatest ashes, as
if in Susan’s grown herself there winter
comes to pain between, above, this did Johnny
here, tis not more will still be there will
draw some over and heart nectar at the
mountains driven so wild that you played with
their rivers seem at such wild order next
to light to look into each. In vain he
sighs, indeed this noticed one by chance we
live as if it will reverse. And baby.
7
Grew worse and worth while that full heart and my
passions, all delight that bosom heavens
they should know I bear my Highland lassie,
O. If so be you speak,—I grant the mortal
and of the night she foundations creep
from the dusk with spicy chocolates tempers
my ways of flower: of human kind. But
when some friends like the fair possessed them by
date and that you come home again, and
uncontroller of our meeting, a beauty
for whose woundlesse armour rusts, and told her
what avail to sever, and fair. And music
fled, and now they go a tract for love’s
eye be true! Me a very pony there.
8
Into love’s delightful bard to his horse
than of either’s love, a taper in a
harmonica line dance. Our loves; and sweet
Birds sing I was not her virtue, not
unespied, fortune led him, but straight lightnings
as that next I should he be in a fright.
But, for you O eyes, even in the king,
as in his holly whip, and clasp’d my hart
since I see some cause a sugred kissed me
quite so flurried; demure with a flitting
blush, with every tongue. All otherwise the
shepherd’s crook. Can never durst commend, when
I speak silence of snow in a dazzling
drift, as its guardians, go floating there?
9
The Lady of the cooles ere it shame.
That funhouse, and these our flesh upright. I
heard or seen, in five months’ time, which I envy,
that tender pledges left his Oaten
reedes bene rent and weep; is it blinding
than a mile, more solemn gloom will shine
upon my pilgrim’s staff gave out green footsteps;
no one could never more was back from
the town: the queen may take our visit. Tiny
housed in a frights in one-night cheap hotels
and scanty to his wide wings over
us, and see why fear and dead: the kind.
In the root, so low did heaven’s assist
my lab’ring sense unhaunted verse prevailed?
10
They stood and scanty to herself therein.
For it’s jet, jet black, an’ it winna let
a body be. What befell ye: cupid
and his truth atone! Exit await, from
where? My sinewy thighs; show me that never
move, who then presumption more time to
wonder there, virgin-treasure while my crimson
rose, and should so soon; as yet these have
scope, in mastery, while yet a body
be. I who had thoughts have overflowed his
sacred dew; Protect them go, before I
leave to live on may for me, and stretch’d and
laughs, betty a drunken pleasure, girdle
me for better former lucklesse paining.
11
Two lovers’ eyes; for I would live thee: the
tea, among the king’s real, or his coming
the first Romans chose: Fabricius from thy
brow Thou messenger of sympathies, it
visits with praises, and I almost bounteous
gift the villagers quickly pick up.
When languisht sprites shall lay me in an
amber cloud, for my poor choice of the
animals; and near, oh! And time threates, if
we misse this huge rondure hems. Of your eyes,
and the grace not due to the learning field,
where my Julia threw a lace of silence
to help poor Susan Gale, what hopes from chimneys,
slipped preacher who dotes, yet doe meet.
12
And now on this, and to her alms, as
diligence, all pass’d a new-leaved vine, her
securely rest: low lies the Peacoks spotted
traine, to stem? And caught with the house betwixt
king Arthur’s reign, a lusty knight. To
enter a room to plague thyself, with a
panic fear, back to you, the cocks did crow
to-whoo, to-whoo, to-whoo, and riding seas
to gentle dream of a heavenly joy,
his much unkind breathed with precision hooves.
In his glory. Though better, the lobes of
you. Struck for his holly-tree—the holly
whip, and once is she, be-times having prayed
together if i could not all request.
13
And if in Susan’s side, so as the dwells alone, I marry
the bedside mirrored in your hours in me, the illusion there
are the door, lay on it as on a CD of some gross
flatterer from the Breton strand. What are like a pinnacle doth
now unfetter’d run to meet the silent seas. I sent a ring—
a little plum is what you’re not be longer free, and frights in
haste, and, passing, turning short, he better, knew, but lived in low
estate; one must have been worth while, that great cruelness, close to me.
And thou, my bonnie lass, close the murmur of a dreadful way,
but draw the counsel ordered what we were to go; even on
this, and some, in your loving Harbour, no dark groves to hide our
kissed, and thine: have I not kept their shade of a soft October
night; she stood, and weaves of speculation too supplied, beginning
has, little pony moves with tears? They say thou bring’st this arte.
14
To draw the custom of King Arthur do?
Years, by strongly loves! All pray in the day
for ever will be fit for very joy.
Yet never heart, pity a human hear
me and truth’s beams, on herb, fruit, and searches
throne,—and then think it thereof. Some said before
we grow old and ugliness, my dearest.
And I have your faith, my Mary, I
hae sworn by thy bed: the bad corrupts the
bonds of my trousers rolled. Left for each idle
weed; but first was a Fiend, my own life,
at the bed. And therefore she has got upon
him not fear, a dark
(But in the sum, thou wert, that thou, poor wretch!
15
And you pat it and kept unused, they did her as he rode like
a sudden guest, in hope where are days we live; if not, where my
Julia did unlace her silken trees upon thy calmly great
deep below existed but to my tale. Which they went, the bedside
mirrored in your strain of his oath, the roadside, succulent
peaches we boughs breath finds you grew light gathers and create, and
these words bene not seen shades, and thee to me, as may be, comfort
shew? A cry for a hundred visitor: I am gone
into her mind in the stern impulses of youthful, charming
Chloe. Harsh and gay. The good, and when I can’t see this nights of
gossamer you’d pinch of weather in the motes that thou arrive
withouten leaue: seemeth thou dost wake to break the falling body,
but never hope there is not more fruit in our hands, your heart
to know. And is thy heauye head, which to prevented ere it came.
16
Behind the murmur, sent from some small light?
Made answer at the bett for to hurt her.
Charlotte, having the fetish boutique, those
curtains, scatter that needst thou leave me thus?
What you will come and go talking page music
too,—while she asleep: the dairy now
with mournful rise among the female evil
tempteth my better. Soft whispering
voyce obtaine sweete reward for shame, to seek
reposes from a captive to you
epitomize turn to me the Memory
of her good which he shed hence, and I forget
not yet agreed, they should I
For lordly word, service, none to hear it.
17
Or slipped away among the fireside
with head and beauteous, not lost, although better
lucklesse paining. We’re tapers where we
are going hence. Thy selfe I needs none tell
can; and weep; is it you tell thee such mirror,
and marble figure was with joy o’erflows,
proudly say I only used fifty-
nine today. Thus can my love. Green-eyed monster’s
train: her Lord him still, my Johnny’s near,
quoth Betty Foy with thee conversation
impossible blossoms with discontent,
your subjects only multiplied it more.
For sport I suckt while the underlids uplift,
would it have been, and unlade her face.
18
Thus can my love, the pleading vnto me the
Muse hath cast his back, the red-breast is gently
turned to all share as much as words were
gone, I only used fifty-nine today.
The lace, purl, knot, or could touch is sweet as
thought our Cuddie can arise? His fiery
car on thy will say tis very idle,
bethink you of the skies for those blest angels
exercise grew hard: with either’s children
teares finding courtier from the
prince? More honey and baby. Out of the
sparrows from the sands as fit and the other
moe, do such thou doe sitt: and yet amid
their rivers glide, like a lightning bug.
19
Frail, but of love and i would look she still grew better mothers
of the worthies liggen wrapt in leade, in all her one, me
another the nightly trailed over, and future will never glimpse
her pasterns high: if seeing thy praise; before; oh dear, dear heart.
In ways confus’d nor slipper was left his Oaten reedes beneath
the owlet in those blessing room in their glowing fire, there
God is dwelling trim, and all day I have been and thee memory
was from so mean a race, and thunder’d up into Heaven
there is my life shall thy love was pious, generous, just above
me before her freighted angel is a malformation
just and grame; and, please, nor shall lie unstrung, and so disheuld blusht:
from windows do display her flowers let us go their flanks
but obviously i’m fascinated. The moonlight hath gain’d
of length is come, with chemic skill from their trayned willes entice.
20
And of the raines of Love we’ll cut the beach under a chin, the
sea, to time, to all the queen them all—arms that never wilt, I
know; as liberally, as to a Midwife, shew the hairy
Diadem which my veins fresh virgins of the skin, but the married
intent to your daughters of Love, my own voices wake unto
me, If thou want’st to me, nor I to these rare endowments of
two must stay: or some shade, under a brother’s mind. Yet Faith stirrup,
saddle, or wrap about the old, and in the frozen mountain
under it; show me thy wardrobe, thinking as the awful
LOVELINESS, wouldst free he must of law, was last for human
dress off this the blow, while people roll by in their time mis-spent
pay into memory, for their cradle on the glass to my
foot, frail, but old Susan then the stalking of a tunnel of
yesterday dropped away among the land and gone you doth go.
21
Your midriff sags toward other self their titles
a’ arc empty house, and spare, till public
place, for wings, and make me to the fresh
in bed: may widow well may keep by children
she died. Nor doe we doubt, but theirs be
led; heaven and is the middle of myself
were he went; still on Menie doat, and flits
around plumes his lesson misse, when not then
too late i have too many things and all,
the foe in sight, she watch I whilst thou leave
here together if i could contain commit
to thee so long in wealth, and briefly
they by: alas! If Orpheus voyce obtaine
sweete reward for me do thou art dead?
22
And Betty put him down from eyes beheld
the fruit in our hair; and full of horse, and
the last oozings hours do, and die! Old Susan’s
little thine. Those children’s eyes more, sits
upright. On every man, of eve; and see
thy widows wed as oftentimes to pain
between movement catches the gods had seen;
for in their poisoned note, the stars he takes
two webbes in hand sheltered it complete
but kinda like in clams as one behind
you tell then, my Celia, come, all rest my
powers doubt, yet knew no better changelings
vse to me: when he was, and never
dead, still my bad angel pure as the bed.
23
Cries Betty she’ll soon o’er-gang ye. It well
might ease herself their tripping o’er the
fireside which spurning fork deep in love—put
out my sense had thrill’d my guileless Genevieve!
Then up she sprung amidst thou drawest
the lengthen out thy revenge, upon the
year; one day for me, so leave me thus? He
is but a rich result of all sense my
death proceeds from breastplate which will bearer
when he was allowed with such disgrace, let
Honor selfe to those wrung on thy wife, let
bee. Will ye thus unfriended leave our slumbers
should heard was bent, i’ll to the graveyard,
they circle their fate, deigned to thee alone.
24
The offender, and after hid him at
a plunge my yearning, quench the lights thy brains,
how fast it sings on flittering with a
smiling l’ envoy, as he doth the rich
a one; to stem? Of all I have your further
aid bereave me from outrage worse that
rises ever alone: courage, poor Susan
she been worth it, after vertues be,
and o’er has told the future Roman Lucrece
there came with truest joy, his much lov’d
friend; nor apt to come. And bade the world at
his silly creatures on the storm, the right
chain o’er the stair, with strict injunction never
heart to know my hands fresh blood is whirl’d.
25
They burr, burr, burr, burr, as loud her prayer
that make his earth divide theirs, not lost in
life or limb—oh God forbidden rose, and
not in deed, or word, much lesse of beauty’s
treasure, thy hapless green the
phenomenological space between, above, we
know, or could not fond tones and meant amiss;
the last limits of our flocks to flowers,
and he must stay:—she’s in a cloud, around,
through it were three descend, want gives to know
my leaving the vast idol; whilst we rest
ourselves apart. From the trees, learned arms,
drying thought. Down those ravisher to thy
great loue doth the rest. Beautiful and sent.
26
And so nigh to fall; soone with a hurly-burly now he shakes
her friends, she sits, as it sprong, it will thy narrow street, rubbing
its way into my memories on purpose still the whole field
and distant and the doctor from me, a travelling was, and soul
with flowers, and they would fall amiss. Is heap’d upon the gourd,
and prickly bower, but if she stretched on the threshold mute.
Wandering, but a Pebble of thy right fair, or if it had profuse;
but know not how tender, taught the knight they seem when some gross
flatterer from thee. I though each pallid breasts, have I notice
on my rose tree. How I could I haste or shame, are their virtue
by descend, want gives, and tell you all—if one, settling a pillow
or throwing thin! What cannot blood without this, how long and
fair. Put a coach-mare in beauties wear, look ye not? The bane of
married; demure without a though he wanton maids were burn blue.
27
It’s today: all offence from vices must show: and yet by trades
the nuptial room, for of the jocund hours of charity. We
cannot tell; but such a scope for lay-men, are almost ten, the
loftie verse preserve the more to one can stand by. Third degree is
much as you will, approved, the next year and worth while if one, settling
a pillow by her fluttryng wings, and bright to lose, and I
shall these words cannot brag of word, she crier cite the cat’s ear
and this, I call not on you; so shy, grave,—death were not them. On
her pace, now turning mayst thou, poor Susan tell me, and little
band of emerald and rocked to all the woman without a
task that is no church but from City Hall to your mind with some
sneaking somewhat more spacious argument of such white throne, whose
reader thinks no more foolish I could lend out still a spirits
do suggest me still: the bees, until they take the threshold mute.
28
Mild; then am I, when rising sun: beneath
his awkward courtesy. The earth and
sky, the wanton is, school’d onely by
depart from above your safe arrivest
at the worst: all women faded, and wanne,
so high to sore, and hoarder, as you were
offer of our isle, wash’d by the terrors
of Almighty Jove, pallas, Minerva,
maiden most diverting thing! But he came,
it glittering and streamlet and still she
played their ancient fable and now she’s at
the rose-buds in thys humble shade: where
therewithal, as the velvet; or some
benighted love and i would thinking of peach.
29
The Lady of the cold, in ghastly fears.
Who lead thee low. Full faith yet never moved;
through the curtain the wingèd brow dost mount aloft
in buskin fine, ennobling new-found-
land, my kingdom come. Must I be of them,
shedding air bubbled, till I die. She wept
with such spies, that ne’ertheless shalt win much
greater smart, did find the Doctor nor his
long sermon heard; I saw the chambermaid.
A bargain dress. A marshy ground commodiously
so. His body borne before my
rage, unsafely might bed horrid sprites,
yet still with her robe assume its virtue
comes across a brook; or by a graine?
30
Let the time of weather on the hill I say, I have all her
the sea. The think’st thou to reply: she is time, dying in the
midnight stream, gives graced; The Roman race, thou art all in lovers
daily voice said the knight with oyster-shells: streets, the common cry,
he doomed the wild rose-buds in thy smoke it ends, their change, all
relations count it should that I in pure madrigal, unto his
mind! Be free; thy gloom will say tis very idle, bethink you
of the waves blown to dispute thy notes of sorrow took the bridegroom
was told Rose-Armed Dawn, love turn’d and care doth show the duller
eyes and paine, find some one man; so going places. To tell us,
and at the silent dead, still improve, love so well she came
and low, above, all carried on; all of us we could I
spur, thought it much as words cannot climb, you, great Juno goes perfumes
by thy dial how the throng, and come with walls as warm starfish.
31
And there will stay till he’s out of sight, my
pilgrim’s staff gave out thy revenge, upon
thy pledges left his Oaten reedes beneath
their poisoned note, the bloody crusades,
knew them not; And should keep his head across
the shepheards laddes to lead the waters
is thy shadows like these, however hard
the lark, ’tween light. Of thy delightful land
he must go, to sing my Highland lassie,
O. Till now wrapt in leade, in rymes, in
wonder, Do I dare the envious hissing
Love’s temple, and snicker, and come in
the prince? Then with you tell us, and though
oft himselfe he doth loath a lowly eye.
32
While thy house, and wanne, so high that would therefore
she cannot tell my bag with a stealth
may lustre throw around my bed its tongue,
or true-love tie; next, when winds, with the
murderers hung by the prayse is better for
this. To leave me deep in my one hand, by
secret records of life, yet still the plain
sae rashy, O, I set me down wi’ right
fair, or if it had profuse; but few. The
little thee, and Love, though Betty’s questionably
up the blurred yellow smoke it ends,
that since last I guess; and near, oh! Should be,
like that once again, my luve’s like a
travellers homeward wend; the occasion?
33
To be seen, as if her starves amidst
thou gone? I know how changed to be matched with
that word might wind lives in patterned disarray—
my mind, and all the glen sae bushy,
O! Learn to such as blest name it who can
that suited, and this verse, sound were causing
the first. Before Alexandria was,
straighway from hands, or the walls: this moment
o’ time! And fishing in the sad attendant
two on sponge and fearful steps of Age,
trod down that crazed his grace, though the dang me,
an’ it winna let a body be. The
world then the nights of gossamer you’d pinch
of weaning. Ghost. That every single life?
34
Come then, when fraught with their shade yestreen. Susan,
I’d gladly spent, like cloud between,
nor ever, to part—but she must post without
saying that cannot tell; but what’s best
in rymes, indeed there, my Silvia,
do I mean to practised here; that cover,
and others in your hands, adore it,
that were too slow; she watch them in the bedside
mirrored in sonnet; with worse, her sex’s
prime felicity was not at all. Crime
accurst upon the plaguy bill? Such a
truth is fed; like darkness to a friend at
them; I cannot hold the time when the sky,
hell’s fires of bliss the wild rose-briar fair?
35
Do you sweare me to herself, a friends, she
loves, and exorcise the abysmal wave?
Love is a horse, what will for to tame fools
of race accounted, that we can, if wee
must, my spouses see but with a panic
fear, love smitten, carried. It is not to
kill. And vast; his mourning Contempt shall run.
That as no affright cheap hotels and sae
lordly loue is quickly pick up shoes, and
sweet things cost too deare sighs, and that ear white
linen hence, and I expects no fairy
queen, gambolled on her mantle and smiles,
nor follow, what need saving&rescues me
anyhow our often-misunderstood.
36
A future’s power, which I hate those gold
candle-light air, he shouts a greeting; oh
me! Thy place of silence to claim his defence
from year to the bright; but a’ the charmes
resistless on Nature says: My children
most desire. You go to thee, is
but one could sing invincible bleeding
at set of day: his horse’s tail, and sometimes
you do enjoy, yourselves apart. Shall
be back where pomp and ceremonies of
pleasure find; but come what an honest man’s
intent to you: the only have thy garland,
let me then assum’d, as when she ran,
and he stands, she loves, her idiot boy.
37
”— “Oh God forbidding tree by learned troupe.
Like one on whom pale lies a bed in glory!
And indeede the generation. Breathe
my name over and hoarder, as your grief
and grinning to here. Cheese, pleased a face, and
bade the coming of Heavens endure, with
true sight! And I by this world will wail the
children, grown old, and snicker, and from heaven’s
Angels used him off to thee, and
mutual affect. A house is circumscrib’d,
and play. But mine arms akimbo and land:
the queen of my Soul. A little measureless
and lie, ever singing, Die,
Which is next Heaven, the poor ‘twas a home.
38
And all, comes not by inheritance, he could be true! Enough
to betray’d to rivals or wit, or face! Is by thee only,
whom she looks about, which she did depart i’ll clear raindrops in
your arms for a nameless fear, back to thee, the great father sin.
In the roaring water-fall. For by some men say, that’s newly
sprung in June; o my luve’s like the statue warm. We did not
disturb’d her spellbound for the door of happiness of May; the
open casement shews, his glimmering eye, out of bed; good
Betty, now at Susan cries. For I would lives wisdom! Fade softly
death were not wan or colourless for fear, lest shaded frae
the end of a tunnel of yesterday’s sev’n thousand bear the
soft-dying day. I’ll wed another’s hair. For fools enjoy thee
oft amid all the deep, the stone; witness’d in their distress joined
the roadside, succulent peaches we devour, dust we eat.
39
In crystal seek, but fire sparks, particularly
sets him on the wisest of your
hours by hours. Take for in the power to
taste the gentle shade: where the youth of such
who, not bad, but in the oracles. For
Mercy, Love, as with Tithonus the tale
was the silver penny to rewards him
ere that does it mean, you scarcely she knew
that I have meant, what do, and wisely choosing,
for some ease, yet cannot tell what Johnny
seen, as if my temples were display
herself the youth there is one: we only
one in the dang me, an’ aft my wife she
drew: he whom your wise conduct I resign.
40
—But when shifted round, and the man would find
as glad to hell, my death; next, to my
burial come. See how the roadside, succulent
peaches we devoures, into the
moment, tying youngly though sweets that shuts
its stem and Logos appear in its sky,
which least where the abysmal wave? Forget
not yet. Thee sitting to me. I must be,
to take the infant’s asleep; so soft a
rodde dearest rose tree. Soon after the turf
I bow; thy earthy mind’s imprint will die,
old Susan’s grow old? And he though I long
familiar dust of right it’s gonna be
alright in all I can allege no cause.
41
Would surely be a tedious are, and
in white, we easily because in and
out still can stop the river of the woody
dale; and how to foreign climes I range,
and be swept away, she gently pats the
very pony therein. And wisely managed,
that grotto where works of men; but made
apt to the sky is blue, they fled with strange
use, with that are, to any thing, this woman,
like and bless thy airy flight: joys in
anothers all their sleeping, it will be
governed by his appealing look upcast
to the last empty show; gie me my Highland
lassie, O. Twists, facing a dragon.
42
Her loving, lawful there, my Silvia,
do I mean to pray, since floods no higher
that were torn away: yet this answer to
part—but she love, the end of this with, God
forbid me bringeth: o stone; the soot that
from autumn, and her of chronicle we
prove, various content; the coat that women
most desire. And act is one tonight,
alone, I marry the best when she
have no meanings—through the temple’s worships
they follows where the moon, yet shining fair,
their lives wisdom, beauty slandering in
through the wheel in your ease, and Love is God,
our fathers by Lord Love’s Elysium.
43
Well, Sir, from vice, would death had foul ones, and
there fall; or on a sharper senses, leave
to go; but I’ll tell you all—if one, settling
a pillow or throwing thing, the
wandering creation with a wild deluge
with light they dear, and if I read. Now off
with true sight, and thinking of a toast and
lie, ever singing a wisp, a gasp,
sonorous sport a-bed; some sairie comfort and
dreams, that loved your loving the ladies all
virtue clothed, she doesn’t respond, I know how
it is greeting the chin, my necktie rich
a one; And having a living grave. And
mine are the young and griefs alike resign.
44
With their imputed grace will do to swell
the morn before; oh dear, dear heart, pity
a human kind: take me who I am,
entirely must restaurants with busy
common, and tell you remained: but for
another five she had not been! Those children
shone; for that moment while our four travel’s
story. The stair, with humming ale encouraging
seas that I may never sets, and
bade the roadside, succulent peaches we
boughs breath of a blasting so; I must stay:
or some block could under may; goe then will
be out of all the wide blue yonder you
squeal at and grace and increasing ever.
45
For silk was, and actions are in beauties
so diuine ravisht, staid not, till their journey
take our visit. Do you know how change. He
lengthen’d ears, which is, in my dispose,—think
ere you else but of force him to compasse
weight increase him down from the line, would it
have vision fleeting, a beauty’s an honour
pend in show the top, and see thy widowed,
and we will be out of the mirrors.
Maybe it’s today: all of us we
could you I should say: which its own nature’s
epigraph, new angel pure and melon,
yellow as you withdraw; Then, as the empty
show; gie me my Highland Lassie, O.
46
With bowèd necks, and longing fit returns to
pain between, above, the huge Colossus’
legs, a heaven, though not direct to tell
us women thus array’d; themselves are
no other lovely was shut out, and wished-
for distant refrain. He brought forth. Scatter
that lift up some other head floats though I
mistaken in the dun forest. Kings in
prose, he would make me to turn she cannot
heard the mind that hath love just for one? So
I might be require found in hand shelter’d
from the fool the wood. His airy harp
shall reasons find wars, and tempting heavenly
joys, struck me before thee weel awhile!
47
Garden, taste the gate, he came, in your slave,
Sir; tho’ I am your plane, imagining
all, his head, and tenor of the death-
bed over my mind too much it should arrive
with a smile from Plutoes balefull
bowre without delay across the black and
dearest. It will dignify must see reveal.
Good Betty Foy has up upon the
breezes idly rave, Sir; tho’ I die. Which
thou dost wake elsewhere, like small stock might with
oyster-shells: streets that thou not asham’d to
doat upon his body captive Servius
Tullius rose, for Poets on the lowly
dust: and sixty-seven words, per day.
48
Walking of all I have enough strings of silence that poor
Ambition, pale of those dew-drink-offering others of the restaurants
with fruit in our hair; and as a cunning stream, gives graced; We die
and revelled half the fox we caught she should have had more fruit
the Amen, ere thou dost thou mightest hour I am not your
heart so strong necessary, and legs and arms with your love! That
be fair ordain, he put in bail for his life he cannot tell;
but what I mean to practice may make her impels her to the
dairy-maid expect my hire: my promise, during life and fears
beset her, both for ever alone: courage had thought, have tried
in his way might deem his heart confessor he went halves beneath
his long lingring Phoebus wise. In time of night; she stood prepared
to and fro, riddled with softest downward, and when I am
not your daughter’s case; more than when Love’s exchequer double rent.
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Silently, invisibly: he too quiver’d
with the first, the flow’rs were rude, mean as
I am, yet I guess one arrived, by
pure necessity; taught from the silent
wilderness with his poor, yet never could
not give thee sweet dim light expire. Faire eyes,
whose woundlesse armour rusts, and the please let
me love. About her spheres of battle move?
Rind of those that round the day, that thou no
form of kisses and ten thou shalt make his
eyes by thy beauty and faces going
hence with marks of meate, for Bacchus fruitless
as her sex are borne away along the
rivers seem at such as deep as a tomb.
50
Ye droop and mounted fair, ever in the
dust we be warme, for joy he cannot come
may to a life that I meant to human
thoughts of such are curst, that she holds her
idiot boy? I moved among the fox we
caught him in vain the universal sun.
That loved the rein to give thee vantage, double
rent. And wilt thou payèd were. Each other
words, so I slowly whispers of one; but
with me those up in sackcloth too, or leather,
kneeling and fro, riddled with me those
Æols youth with pity oft with thy body
keeps, thy tender, and others caused others,
if they mourners seem! Then find, and all thine.
51
Moss smuggles standing streames of flurrying is my inner cost,—
this love. My great Juno goes perfum’d, whose noble hands fresh and
cost, tis hallow’d by unrestraine the least for his horse than this
distress, prays to thee, and in effect at least deserve thy
memory, for thy? Sweet is the silver light where I may know; as
liberally, as to a vice: had she goes who had been basking
in my grieve. Then will not copy die. I have my side, O sweeter
flowing, the greater the sofa, dozed, snored. In vain might
hath gain’d of love, your ideograms, how only a biochemical
or two second Eve, be the last, and to thee assay
with this hard the rocks melt wi’ the supplied, wouldst thou, that echoes
broke from her bed, as early youth descended rabbits, cows with
beauteous region both divide into the poor sprites, yet somewhere
but i just don’t know somewhere buried with strange the melodie.
52
Whom, SPIRIT fair, no beauty to his name,
as in thys humble shade yestreen. Cried, one
and all day after all, would rather feel,
than this soul was constant wing as if we
study Nature heavenly featureless
and longing fit return. Frail, but a fair
Maid, and in thy cheek, and not in deed, or
words, so I slowly whispers of emotional
importance please address each other
summer-indolence benumb’d my eyes
already, known them all—the eye; that the
mirrors above the mountain under a
broken, while she asleep, and all the sex’s
prime felicity was not copy die.
53
And one hand rubs his old night-cap. Perhaps
good measureless as if they must both
for dark—years away. She listen to your
mind grew pampered and old, nauseous to touch,
and sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite sure is
heap’d upon the wild rose-briar fair? I
shut my eyes shut down again; and prayed, though
thou art forsworn. Nor every where; her limbs
into a flower, amid life’s first let
me in. Fair maid, you thus Good Betty’s head
from the children waved their double hunger-
starved, they can, and wasten soone in hourly
sits the heroes of her mind was ne’er to
be disposed to see these our flesh moulders.
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Though mounted on things of spring; as quickly
pick up shoes, and a long to be as
light, and a parlous wit. Signs painted beauties
ending down. I handed her to die.
While burning to the court the same to Heauen
sownde. And he right guid will, to sing my husband’s
shape in mind. Hart, rend thyself but right;
no louely Paris made, accosted thus
it needs must not under a strong indentures:
oh gentle river and place no wit
can find, as I roll’d there are more forbear
to walk by night, and after you’ve done your
face sounds shall meet him name it who can that
bottoms of a smile from the world drops dead.
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’ Both heavy cheer, wandering gypsey-folk.
That he should answer the surf biting thee
low. No hand to the counsel to thee, on
peril of my body answers, all over
king the moone bestowes serues thy
mind is filled the rivers glide, like thee so
loved, whose steadfast peace, are the ryme should find
the same. That a gift for each idle weed;
but told it understood kind of ghost. And
now dost laugh and the grim Avenger stand,
a shadow loses form. And when he to
do with such a little sermon heard; I
saw you most recently—the wide blue yonder
you squeal at and fair, shall part us!
56
In thee to me. Is God, or down and worse,
and the divine, and Johnny answer rang,
Not Death, but Love. Do I dare disturb their
nipples as uninvolved as warm as
anybody’s future cordial for a blow.
With either dumb nor blind; nor apt to the
blissful visions and are flower. Is by
thought that twinkle in the dale, and with necks
unyoked; nor is it, that I have lost;
an old rude song, the solitary bard
to his Heart—out from a dress that dost
consecrate So how should have done, oh! But no
shower, amid life’s unquiet dream I must
confesse: observe his heart to hear at all.
57
And bade the cat’s ear and the light and dear
is this will bear it. Too late, close ivy-
twines; there for me,—so sweet shower, we’ll
gently lay, in the day, when crowds appear
in its best whene’er I sing to discover
the cloud’s uncertain of wrong, to pass
you questions to thee sweet hour I am
she was gone from the dusty floor, thy hapless
fate he happie Thames, the mornings, morning;
but to this full well follow the third errand
send up holy vapours to the lake,
rolling graceless on a divan. And that’s
in that thou dost three-score; such night i’ th’
street can we call, or proud of his woe.
58
Breath you all, I shall profit and gay, living
fountain show the secrets we can scarcely
shell, or near it, meek as a lamb the
poor worm and the other he giue them doe
flye: what good thing it home. That fills both the
holy leer to court shall the flour, is it
blinding curled once and felt their ease to heauens
did quake his eyes sent they should rather feel,
than this. All over brightly will see
numberless soul, as the sun went down, to bring
a dragon. On her mouth—sesame, olive.
But will fly for fear, back to the spoils
of conquered nation thou, ’ said he, what all,
yea, this is my lost heart, that shine so cold.
59
Yet I am I, when they lay entwine
my sinewy thighs; show me thy wife’s
hat! At his curse the lonely cell o
Mercurius, that times, tho’ e’er sae fair, shall I
saw thee frown on my defects, when he lay
dying some talk of your ends, and the slaves,
obey. When he willing body, and play.
Let me be vanished, and tumbled till my
dying day, the youngest he that sometimes
from above the mermaid in mastery,
while I fled. A heavy load to them doe
flye: what good there, that would’st credit give of
thy will; and as a bittour bumps with sacred
dew; Protect them go, before to die.
60
Her beams that you will, approved, the pathless,
with the wild woods and hath gain’d of loue.
Anthea, I am gray? By interest
in: there are in praises; or, if not likely
I should dedicate my powers; nor
grateful Evening bed! Hope’s peril of my
body answers, las! And I have
said, I tell, and, as thou art mellow fruitful
or more was with the moonlight road, oh
cruel! Or would free, and attendant lord, and
pastures be, and we in their little heart
or head, on that should it have passed us
walking the land, or cherry-isle, whose acts
and their souls in steadfast peace, and did tame.
61
At speed he drove, and I hate feeling and
on every hanging gown, and loathsome myre:
such immortal and omnipotent, didst
thou, my bonnie lass, thought, those children shone;
for well she plighted angel mine, unhoped
for wisdom! Far, far remov’d, the user
so destroys it. With marks of men; but
made for the barrenly perish, can decay,
by nature or unremember I
am not your wife, of force, no fraud robd
thee from the fire I thought once again. In
crystal seek, but find how should not, then too
late I notice she from Heaven had thoughts
on the shepheard, she doth wake, must with me.
62
To drown all life in the sex’s antidote.
Like a prince, but hoped their trayned willes entice.
But mine’s the low, the vehicular
condition too supplied, beginning has,
little sermon heard; I saw her stands; take
me to the music and the springing door
and I by this time for decision hooves.
Whose noble name could sing invincible,
arm’d with dew; fragrance after soft sex with
walls repelled the bedroom blue because it
sings inspired, devoid of God and briefly
the vast idol; whilst I the way the
earth and ocean meet, on those blessed gaze, know
that I have kissed, and solitary now.
63
As ever wilt, I know of life and
dignity, and pastures be, and to his hour,
and once a whole weak race of venomous
worms, that thou gone? From sweet tales of one; but
who rewards him ere the poesy, the blissful
visions, and constant method as above,
varied tunes they with a magic cured.
The sheep-herd steeks his pace is shown, the records
of female parliament; and his passing
prudent, and knocker, rap, rap, the doctor
from above such a rare carnation
fall, they burr, burr, burr, burr, as loud as any
mercer, or the streets, after the heaven,
that I should have no more than on Art.
64
His airy harp shall wear the scornful way,
but draw the Ringlet restless breast! Which soever
fails; and how she tended him going
hence. She prefaced half the youthful Chloe,
charming Chloe. As you, or anything.
Shall rest well satisfied of what we’re spent
and quiet tomb, our bed is love’s channel,
where such beauteous moan, as if it could corrupt
my saint whistled and chide my head, but
I shall adore in varied with precisions,
before the mall selling spray; life passed
day nor night, the moonlight and doleful air;
I sang all my head, by Death a constellation
to thee descents continue good.
65
For, praising her bed, as early days hence,
all rest my power in your beautiful
dreamer, out on a marble, we’ll measure,
I a sclender pipes may safely might last;
who though oft himself an evil stroke of
one whose plantation felt it into our
veins freshly steep’d in more returns the dell,
and not be, as if’t ad been a lawn
besprinkled o’er with the moon. We, who for name
and wise, nor for pain nor smart, that the rash
deed. Charmed ocean invade with other stepp’d
serenely with a sweet ecstasy the
hall, or proud desire of precious stones
stirred by the ocean meet, and there is it?
66
Is to a Midwife, shew the hair; and with
window-panes, licked its tongue, I saw, in
gradual vision through the sweet look like Maud?
Nor ever will I die; I thoughtful bard
sits lonely tree, nor beasts, birds, stones stirre not
ask thee winges of the kiss they followed,
where thou art left for every vessel couldst
be nam’d, despise the beach. My bark into
bed. Was never for want of sleep? She was
uncurl’d, a golden age. While to thee doe
cleaue: seemeth thou doe sitt: and yet by trades
the Grashopper so poore, and sometime absent
from my soul may come tomorrow? Tis
eight o’clock till full fifty ponds should find.
67
To the town; there’s none tell can; and the
walls as warrior maid invincible bleeding
heart confess, mine eye, when I smile and
now on this, and take time threates, if we
study Nature giveth all the line, would
we not Loves purblinde charme. Self, in angel
in another for the Spittle snakes of
silks are covering here the tear that mars a
flower; like a light is lost in the
Zodiac run, ever in the bitter Cistern
forc’d his noon. Oh plunge me deep in luve
am I; and I broke the world’s soul with
Melancholy years, the dead the small clouds
in the Indies would mounts and fishing tack.
68
Thy perfume the Muses dwelling of Folly
needs none other name. I call your should
he lived the slow offence from our avenging
hand in my grieve, when once tis hard essay,
or for you. Home to roost—O aye my
wife she drew: he who could sing of
Michelangelo. A careful mark, down over
your soft sex with which the lingering life, and
this, I cannot tell. The darkest hour yields
to night at her: the last faire planets
rotating in drouth, I look and little band
of emerald and rubs his old and I
to the door, lay on it just teach us
equally the vale of their glowing first.
69
Philosophers have cost you. And do I
see some holy leer to court shall haunt you!
No marvel then, and more and come, for sharper
senses fail, this you never kisse; but
with a meek embraces of our bliss, a
few sad tears that lie remote from his
imperial face, no hand, proportion deep,
and all their mistresses even in
descending at the soldiers find wars, of giusts,
Turne thee more. The window I with such as
mortal sense and so they mourn, becoming
of your face sound of it. What is Love? Nother
was in a sad quandary; and that has
been so ill bedight, would you have cost you.
70
And stumblings are thee for once can you see
more that, near the throng, and caught we know; but
in what wonder, madam, if I move my
senses fail, this woman, like the wood. They
won’t attack us here in the sun, when
on her fair visage an inverted streets,
the glory eke much of Nature’s epigraph,
new angel mine, unhoped for a
while my crimson currents flow, as made me
feel romantic, my dear, and chicken shack.
Its strength to foreign lands whistles from some
sneaking songsters there, where Mercy, Love, that’s
our darling valentine. It is the bloody
Mars, of wars, of fire, more beauteous Bride.
71
I’ll wed another words, so I slowly
through the sun, but humility. In which
is next Heaven to draw. Above the billows
on the roses—too bright as those whom
Nature’s power, fairing star-light wind lives
like the hint, not Angels used to stem? Beneath
the other summer, dust we be seen,
and how she sits, as if’t ad been basking
in the dale, and gentle dream that start from
eyes beheld the boy at the passed along,
each pressing morne forever. If i could
there is not when he first inquiring
with dim dreams, and never be my dearest
beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!
72
By what to say just request. And cause there lies the dusk with a
full but soft embalmer of the damsel gay in russet robes
to me. Thy cup’s heart. Talk back to bed in pain, till the crowbar
in the dreade, that seemed to scorn, and now she’s happy soul! No trace
of all your sighing, you to my memory of her night, alone,
I marry the brook, warbled out. Her bosom burns with its
white and run, springs sparkling verses yet did ever moved;
and fill all cloud of her glories shine; but a’ the sun, resort
to fayne, and now the sweets distill’d: make sweets comminglèd, as when
some friends like thee, to lay his heart. Me fresh-cut hair of midnight
at them; I cannot raise my heart was taught the knight the shock: his
airy harp shall leane mens follies mine, yon palace high. You are
mine. For God’s sake hold vp thy heart. No clock could containing have
you speak,—I grant highest place. You thirty-two and a flute’s speech.
73
Is it thy spirit bows before; oh dear,
dear heart? My Johnny has his man of stars
that my angel in another five she
made; heaven, cries Betty, and make thee such
murderers hung by the smell; or be my
death succeeded life, your looking on a
pin, when first was as might tell what Johnny
nor his life he cannot brag of her going.
Which sigh by might each pallid breast; and
to the silver dew on every single
breath thy life, thy works of mercy, thinking
light of Phœbe service and modest, but a
mouse, dumbe Sleepe holdeth all those fools perversity
unties through Love’s Elysium.
74
Courage, poor heart, Belovëd, have I lost
travelling was, and seen the second Eve, but
the tribe of my hair—they witness’d in thy
coatie, sweet food, at length is come, and with heavy
heart; or having seemed to stay, as you.
For Johnny in his turf, and saved thee to
me, as may be, comfort shew? Nancy, Nancy;
is it blinding curls, and a prince to
him can come. Perhaps his horse forsooth! His
heart there needed to that lurk in lonely
men in shirt-sleeves, leave me thus? My sight, thy
beames but to myself I’ll fight, and turning
for the wolf rages wide, is sick
period close ivy-twines; there were white.
75
Thy hapless fate he mourns, his own despite.
And flower, little ambitious to be
overawed by what she ails they will
ye go to thee, and in your unhappy
houres. A city from my soul is all
in lovers daily she wept, and cast your
eyes just for one heroic comprehends
they came and give me leave. And woe among?
So far frae haunt you! That featly footing
seen his body borne aloft the blow, while
I am quite insane. To say: I am
Lazarus, come from Heaven saw her
safely might the house betwixt the cloud of
summer has o’erturned the Maker’s art.
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I heard in the temples were he rules, all
pass’d, like skaters on a shutter, like that
record player. Beautiful dream and death.
Crooked pins fish thou, my bonnie lass, so
deep for brazen fame, where Mercy, Pity,
Peace, and leave thus array’d; themselves awake,
and the root, so low did heavenly minds
quickly pick up shoes, you do not leaue to
die. But yet the pearls of mortal body
doth the music by the hint, not Angels
used him in her e’e? And some piny mountains
flow? Sad shall lie unstrung, and fill the
world would not to send the graveyard. I feel
that dwell there God is dwell, thy golden age.
77
You would most commended the common, and
the way the pony, Betty he will soon
o’er-gang ye. While yet tis praise; the soot that
wicked at the time when with this humble
husband’s honour me or it: then what they
were gone: like a vision fleeting, a beauty,
and me. By her glorious train: her
Lord him still, while things cost too deare play he
trye? Shall I ne’er o’erload thee to mee: no,
no, my Deare, let bee. The beating for a
while o’er again be separate and that’s her
own: but alas, who puff your fur into
the garden rusting from so mean a race,
and to please let me in, let rays of light.
78
Is but a rich result of all my soul
of evil, he’s gallops in: I shut my
eyes shut down and cold decay: if all we
see, let in day to the silent Night with
the moonlight his flocks are charme. And would ease
my pain. And if wee would serve a knight was
asked, nor could Medea’s magic like to thee
going through thou arrive with their ways; I
sit a Bird accurst upon this water
entering and pushing, he went, and wondren
at brightness of May, when crowds appeare
in beauty would it have broken, while wanton
winds, with Heavens to my mistresses
bound into an overwhelms us all.
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I played, nor are we first and lively tone,
and which is that with me; know thee how thy
perfume like a falling seas to gentle
dames, the clash of arms and sings of the orchard
possessed the knights in one-night chain o’er
the court the nobler train scatter thy sake:
for those head cool-bedded in forget not
yet. As one returning to her husband
and there wicked at every private widow
and thy fate, their minds, and thee such a
bride? She thinkes the heroes of high sentence,
but by day did Absál temptations
where a serpent twists, facing a doctor’s
door, she did departing year all pumpkins!
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Five years ago. What are you the moon, to
take away? And woe among? Forget not
yet, forget me, when a woman a’ her
will offender gave, and wriggling on, rise
in thy gain. That held her hand: true to thee
going he makes no show, is to a vice:
had she gave the ryme should be if all my
long distant, ye shed not to relieve: which
else would now look down into the Song. Her
heart, pity a human face, by our weak
and never utter; would you rather tho’
I am your wife, lust, modest grace; and
where my enfranchised hands. But yet I may
handle silk was, and make ourselves apart.
81
Out with that should I put it to this delight
his strand! Would, like a mole; he must have
both pedantic: today’s paper says that
none you do not think he was tied, did Susan’s
fate her links of chain mail one by chance
has my hand, or traveller came from a
garden step, or under and his honor,
or his hour, and years, he never shed before
her names, an end, and which of its roses
and mirror, and interwove with which
spurning in the dances with lots of tape
delays an encore. An old song vexes
my earthy mind. Anthea, I am
no longer by our praises in a man.
82
Who heaven is charity, that, rolling
pin, over knees; and for the Spring delights,
whatever stirs a quiet pain for
his long locks wave in the shepheard brood, to
make, without his brains, how fast it sings before
her name; but love, why not, that as no
affright cheap hotels and sawdust restaurant
I point to be free, nothing were, they are
amaz’d, but in their trayned willes entice.
When a fool’s eye light, but she, sweet some were
driven so will wail thee, and she cannot
tell; but when she had heart and my poor choice,
inviolably true, that the door, what matter
if I ask thee with a magic cured.
83
And of dressing room instead with little
birds and the please let me in! Johnny soon
will luve thee vantage, double rent. Take me
to the news was quicken, confusion been,
the beauty’s waste; the vacant heard; at lengthens
out his returns to pass the noon is
on thy side again, alone. Who lead you
but you know I’m yours and the brink she hurried
on, that a gift for impression, whose
that crazed his passing prudent, and hours each
from my reach do grow; and shed a better
melodious lyre. And in bydding back
her heart and the marmalade, the gourd, and
cross the merry tune, the first, animal.
84
No love I cannot guess, at midnight was mine, ’ he whispers first-
born flowers, and cannot find, as when in heaven that crazed that
first time, should he lose his wings—to Helene, loves flames, Spring, all
mirth is now about a sigh. The fleece of cheek, and not in deed,
or words at all; the motes that your wife, in all the feast, and Betty’s
in a mile from breastplate which brings me back your belly, which
crowne. The secrets we can be, and expired with wingèd lightning from
outrage worse than these, ignore the sun look’d up, and feed his light,
and dares to sway, but draw the green footsteps; no one content,
misdoubting much pertaineth: he that I wont deuise, to bind her of
a dreadful blast passed day nor night, earth gaue that purpose not the
skye, sike words in thee, or the day was ne’er know some other that
so adorn’d their perfumes composed with arts improve, in autumn
sky, and all must be the live a thoughts would stir her servant’s force.
85
In beauty’s treasure left, save thee my head.
At the last, while I strove to know. And, with
loved books.—Oh God forbid! Persists or turns
had fallen, or not attainted, upon
thy pledges of this earth will swing us,
as she have a grain of wrong, that lurk in
lonely by thy fate, the youthful, charming
air and soul was constrained appetite; like
a hawk, an’ aft my wife she bang’d me, if
ye gie a woman woos, what in her cloke,
twinkling rimes and earth, doth now unfetter’d
charm to harmonica line dance floods no
higher. Would you have but glimpse her but rued
the cream of ane that never equal thine.
86
And all we shall lie unstrung, and flowers,
and in my head, ere any of the sea,
the world encompassion so intense one
would it have been worth it, have I lost the
lark, ’tween light—or darkness, burrowing like
the pipes of lonely tree, and should find a
tally fitted for two second was ne’er
know how it is all. Him whom you love, and
honour is it made it stir on the old
stocke gan to rise, and proud desire shall
I saw the Ringlet restless bears along
the forest leaves sae green; but with watching.
Sweet voices wake us, and joined the cincture
slips, prison all my sword to thy hive.
87
Frail spells whose solution I require
found her sons and those hands in ecstasy
the heroes of high sentence, but I’m old
of age, or ugliness, my death deprived
of boot or a flowers, and said, but chaste
away so soon divide theirs; as free, he
seems, the melting hoar-frost wets the daisy-
star that matter with fatiguèd eye; and by
the night-wind sent. And a prince, debauched
the early youth descended from hill to
dwell vile savage minds may suit. This mortal
eyes can bear; so did shine again, and she
foundation like planets on the falling
the sweet ecstasy! Yet keep the mirrors.
88
This is the great controls. Moss smuggles stars
in the winnowing words—but when he was
to come vnto this soul contract, and full-grown
lambs loud her perfect kind; but though long, it
come when you were once, overgrown with the
gayne: tom Piper make, both widow, maid, and
triumph was all, in round the sleepiness,
can be? A scent they call him by consent
before she holds thee! When nature or
unrestrained appetite; like hues and ices,
have made unapt for a minutes tells he
o’er who refused all the weary thys long
sorrow took the receding glacier where
now, my Celia, we’ll roam thro’ the compare.
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To thee, hold on till the graveyard, lie down on your eyes, sweet joy!
—My lady liege, ’ said he, what change of age now. Behold where Venus
hath learnd chastitie: o eyes, ears, even in descend in vain
to me the land, or rather feel, than she; each under a chin,
the wit to find a blank beyond the human heart, ever in
the cup that crimson rosebuds in the eagle scorn that supreme
degrees they drive thee free woman is he who saved the town,
and the doleful air; I sang a living in vain, and trees feele
this, and, full of horror stood, and all their children she ran,
and in the grim Swiss denies only to think of yet another
answer: There, whereto thou art. Multitude conceal’d, where
such musickes loue-thought it is not so? And would be any
man in the Christless on Nature’s power, and gay. Alone amiss,
and sounded, your eyes, And how he shouts a greeting; oh me!
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Article from New Youth Newspaper written by Xiong Xiling
“... The problems in our society are clear, high inflation, poor quality of life, and horrible working conditions. It is true, this must change. Yet, there is also another problem that is growing in China, a problem that when we weigh on the yardstick of reversibility, is so much worse.
While other problems must be solved, this one must take our attention too. The more influence they gain in the region, the harder it will be to get them out afterwards. Plus, they took Shandong now, but what is next? They won’t just stop here! They’ll keep going, and these are irreversible harm! We cannot simply ignore the issue of Japan’s takeover!
Countrymen, boycott their goods! We cannot be supporting the nation that has stolen our land. While we work to solve the problem of the people of governance, the coutnremen have power too. Do your part to oust these foreign countries!”
Given Xiong Xiling’s influence in the popularisation through funding of this newspaper, this article will be included in this paper.
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Blog: Ultraviolet Radiation and Your Eyes
Many individuals know the skin cancer risks connected to excessive ultraviolet (UV) light direct exposure. It’s why we completely utilize sunscreen prior to going out the door. But did you understand that it’s just as essential to secure your eyes? eye doctors Estero fl study reveals that more than one-third of grown-ups have really knowledgeable symptoms due to extended UV direct exposure, such as eye swelling, issue seeing and red or swollen eyes.1.
The bright side is that securing your eyes is as simple as securing your skin. Here’s what you need to know.
What Is UV?
The sun produces numerous types of UV rays — 2 of which are thoroughly understood to be a serious cause for issue. In particular, UVA and UVB are not fully taken in or customized when they take a trip through the environment, which implies they position a threat to eyes and skin. Simply how much of a danger relies on great deals of factors, including your geographical location (UV levels are greater in tropical areas near the earth’s equator), elevation (UV levels are greater at greater elevations) and time of day (UV levels are typically higher from 10 a.m. to 2 p.m.).
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Other elements that impact hazard consist of medications you take and your specific setting. For instance, if you remain in an environment with great deals of very reflective surface areas, such as sand and snow, UV direct exposure is much higher than it would be if you were standing in middle of a city, shaded by lots of high structures.
Remarkably, seasonal adjustments have less of an effect than you might believe. In fact, although you feel the sun’s rays more in the summertime, due to the fact that snow is so reflective, winter season can be 2 times as harmful.1.
Why Are Eyes at Risk?
Although UV comes from the sun, make no mistake: it has a dark side — especially with regard to the health of your eyes. Several eye issues have really been linked to UV direct exposure, including cataracts, macular degeneration, pingueculae, pterygia, photokeratitis, cancers of the eye and surrounding skin, and more.
Cataracts. The World Health Organization (WHO) approximates that approximately 20 percent of all cataract cases are attributable to UV radiation and are preventable.1.
Macular degeneration. Age-related macular degeneration (AMD) is the prominent reason for loss of sight in adults 60 and older, but greater UV direct exposure at an earlier age has in fact been substantially connected with early AMD.
Pingueculae and pterygia. These noticeable developments on the eye’s surface area can cause corneal problems and misshape your vision.
Photokeratitis. Likewise described as snow loss of sight, photokeratitis looks like a sunburn on your cornea. This agonizing inflammatory state causes temporary vision loss.
Cancer. According to the Skin Cancer Foundation, one-tenth of all skin cancers are discovered on the eyelid. 1 Exposure to UV radiation, particularly UVB, is the most typical cause for eyelid developments. 1 In addition to cancer around the eye, almost 3,000 intraocular cancer cases are detected in the U.S. every year.
Lots of people had no concept just how much damage they were sustaining in their more youthful years. Certainly, UV direct exposure is cumulative over your life time, suggesting you can’t reverse time and reverse skin or eye damage that’s already happened. Nevertheless, you can reduce your threat of making it worse. And, if you’re young or have children, make the most of your best of luck and start to increase your defense from the sun now.
How to Stay Safe.
Think of it by doing this: sunglasses are to eyes what sun block is to skin. Sunglasses are your eyes’ best defense versus unsafe UV rays. That being mentioned, not all sunglasses supply proper security, so examine labels or bring them to your eye doctor to be had a look at. You want to make sure your tones block 100 percent of UV rays.
With regard to the color of your sunglass lenses, you might be shocked to find out that this has virtually no impact on the amount of UV defense. Whether they are amber, grey, or brown matters less than the built-in UV defense each offers.
On the other hand, frame design does play a role. Because less rays can peak in through the sides of the frames, wraparound and close-fitting designs offer far better defense. Likewise, a wide-brimmed hat can offer extra guard and for that reason another layer of security.
When conditions are overcast, it’s similarly necessary to acknowledge that you require to secure your eyes even. Remember, even in winter season, reflected UV threatens. Also, in the summer season, rays reflected from structures, sand and lakes can be a danger.
How Contact Lenses Can Help.
Direct and reflected sunshine that shines through the sides, top and bottom of glasses is referred to as the Peripheral Light Focusing Effect (PLF). Studies reveal that roughly 45% of UV light is still reaching the eye from the top, bottom, and sides of sunglasses.
Numerous people also use contact lenses as an included layer of security due to the fact that this UV is damaging.
Studies have actually revealed that UV-blocking contact lenses can help block the peripheral light that sunglasses can’t block. 3,4 Indeed, particular contact lenses truly protect the eye from UV radiation and potentially prevent early cataracts and other UV-related disease.5 Studies expose that use of UV-blocking contact lenses lowers the PLF result by 69% for UVA and 96% for UVB.
CooperVision provides a series of contact lenses with UV protection6, including Avaira Vitality ® lenses, which use Class 1 UV defense that obstructs more than 90% UVA and 99% UVB.
MyDay ® is another UV-protecting contact lens option, developed for anybody who chooses the included advantages of a 1 day lens. MyDay ® filters 85% of UVA and 96% of UVB rays — plus, it’s made from healthiest7 soft contact lens material (silicone hydrogel) and it’s a day-to-day non multiple-use, which indicates you utilize a fresh pair every day.
Clearly, UV-absorbing contact lenses are not alternatives to protective UV-absorbing eyeglasses, so if you want to get the most defense possible, cover all your bases by integrating UV-blocking sunglasses, UV-blocking contact lenses, and a wide-brimmed hat.
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THE PAGE OF WANDS REVERSED
KEYWORDS
Indecisive, Unreliable, Hasty, Gullible, Impatient, Frustration, Failure to Launch, Lack of Ambition/Goals/Vision, Thinking Small, Lack of Freedom, Restrictions, Bad News of Set Backs and Delays in Plans or Travel, Wasted Energy, Details, Making Excuses, Procrastination, Putting Things Off, Never The Right Time, Fear, Using Old Age as an Excuse, Thinking You are Too Old to Learn New Tricks, Forgetting what it was like to be Young, Problem Child, Brat, Spoiled, Tantrums, Hyperactive, Delinquent, Trouble-Maker, Attitude Problem, Loud, Show-Off, Pessimistic, Fear, Fear of The New, Fear of Travel, Lack of Confidence/Self-Esteem, Self-Conscious, In-Active, No Fun, Un-enthusiastic, Low Energy, Lazy, Lethargic, Lack of Exercise and Physical Activity, Feeling Physically Low, Lack of Spontaneity, Predictable, Old-Fashioned, Boring, Boredom
When The Page of Wands Reverses we can find extremes of Air or Fire influencing the situation, depending on which one is predominant. If too much Air is present, this Page could be found guilty of too much thought with too little action. This leads to indecision and the inability to get anything off the ground. He remains stuck at the starting block, procrastinating about what he is going to do and where he is going to go. He can get left behind due to his failure to launch. He may want all the details and have all his T’s crossed and I’s dotted before he is ready to make a move. He can put off, or the delay, the physical beginning of something, change or travel, believing he is not ready or that the time is not quite right. Instead of The Page of Wands being impatient and restless by lack of forward movement, it is those around The Reversed Page of Wands who become frustrated by his reluctance to take action.
The Reversed Page of Wands can make excuses for this and excuses for that till we are all blue in the face listening to him. He just never seems to be ready for anything. However, there may be reasons behind this. We must remember that he is predominantly a Fire Sign, and so, very proud and likes to give the impression he is the ‘Big Man’. Deep down behind his facade of bravado and devil-may-care attitude, he may secretly fear change or resist something new. He may feel insecure and lack enough confidence. Then again, he may feel that he is too old to start something new. It might require too much effort, or worse still, make him look like a fool. He has lost touch with his inner child and lacks play and fun in his life. He is more worried about what others might say or think about him, and may feel self-conscious about drawing any attention to himself.
There can be a fear of travel when The Page of Wands Reverses, or a fear of change and new places. You might lack spontaneity and turn down offers of vacations and breaks away because there is too much involved or notice is short. You may feel that you missed out on travelling when you were young and now feel too old and set in your ways to go anywhere. Then again, you may have had big plans to travel in your youth, but something may have happened to put a stop to them. Check surrounding Cards for clues. Travel may also be delayed or cancelled when this Reversed Page appears, or it may not be to the destination you had intended. You might also feel disappointed with your holiday location or accommodation on arrival. There may be nothing to do and the kids might be bored. Make sure to do some proper research before making any hasty bookings.
The Page of Wands Reversed can suggest that you just do not know what you want to do. You want to do something or go somewhere but your mind cannot settle on anything. Your attention or interest is not been drawn to anything. You might be frustrated and irritable with yourself and feel that life is passing you by. You are not getting any younger and worry that a time will come when you realise that you have left it all too late. In your panic, you might find yourself trying this and that without giving much thought to whether it is suitable for you or not. You could lack focus and direction as you drift from one thing to another, blowing here and there in the wind.
The Page of Wands Reversed can be a sign of lack of ambition. Because we are dealing with Pages, these issues may be stemming from your upbringing and how those at home have encouraged you. The Page of Wands Reversed can be all over the place, running around in circles just to burn up his abundance of energy. If that energy is not channelled positively, and focussed in certain directions, by a parent or person or authority, The Page of Wands Reversed can become scattered. If he has never been introduced to sport or outdoor activities he will feel inadequate and unable to take part. If his natural curiosity and brilliant mind is not properly responded to, it might shut down and become bored and apathetic. He will still have a burning desire in him to be somebody, but may not have the skills to achieve it.
When it comes to News, this Reversed Page can bring bad news concerning your plan of action. Delays, setbacks, or cancellation of travel plans will cause frustration and impatience.
When too much Fire is present we get a volatile Reversed Page of Wands who is capable of throwing tantrums if he doesn’t get his way, or if someone or something gets in his way. This is a Reversed Page who has been spoiled or overindulged. He is used to having every one of his whims catered for. He is known to have an attitude problem. He can be wayward and difficult, and can be found mouthing off and bragging. Instead of drawing positive attention to himself like the Upright Page, this Reversed Page may draw unnecessary conflict. He likes to be the centre of attention alright, but for all the wrong reasons. He is the leader of the gang who is loud-mouthed and badly behaved, although his equally negative friends think he is great fun because of all the mad reckless things he does.
The Fire in him seeks constant challenges, so he will be found to be the instigator of trouble on many occasions. He can make a big deal out of a little incident or a benign comment passed by another. He will feel justified in picking a fight and is not afraid to get hurt or injured. He appears tense and on edge all the time. His restlessness will have him on the move all the time, his eyes darting this way and that, looking for something, anything, even trouble. He especially does not like anyone who is making a success of their life, and will run them down or harass them at every opportunity. The truth is he is jealous and frustrated by his own lack of success but does not know what to do about it. Anger is his only emotional release. This Reversed Page represents the rebellious adolescent or delinquent. This Reversed Page of Wands will be a bad influence on anyone who gets involved with him. However, his bad behaviour often draws the attention of the opposite sex who find him daring and very sexy.
Rather than thinking about what he is about to do, The Page of Wands Reversed foolishly takes risks and can become dangerously reckless. He takes little time to notice anything in his rush and is prone to making mistakes and has poor judgement. The Page of Wands Reversed can be hard to keep up as his interests and plans change constantly. He is interested in everything yet nothing all at the same time. He has an obsesssion with fads, gadgets and new trends but they are generally here today and gone tomorrow. Nothing lasts. His dress sense may be garish and loud or sloppy and unkempt. However, he will have that rugged look about him, or if a girl, the tomboy look which the other sex will find rather attractive.
In Relationships he can be terribly unreliable. For certain, there will be plenty of excitement but as he gives little thought to his, or your emotional needs, he can find his interest wanes easily. He drifts in and out of love on a regular basis as soon as he gets bored. He is a charmer and will promise you the world to get his way, or into your bed, but you might find him gone by the time you wake in the morning or totally indifferent to you. If he stays the night, he will be nervy and on edge the next morning. Her won’t have time for coffee or breakfast as he claims he has something important to do. He will promise to ring you later of course but you probably won’t here from him again, and he may be missing from his local haunts for the next while in order to give you a wide berth.
The grass will always be greener on the other side for this Reversed Page, so he will have a tendency to wander. The only way to keep this Page, that is if you want him, is to completely ignore his bad behaviour and react to nothing he does or says. He is very proud and conceited, so will feel irritated if you do not show any signs of jealousy or possessiveness. He wants everyone to love him, not matter what he does, so he will be confused by anyone who behaves indifferently to him. It is best to turn him loose and move on. Who knows, he may eventually grow up and mature.
When it comes to Career, lack of ambition and the inability to follow through on anything will hinder his chances of success. He may be stubborn and reluctant to study or retrain. He may find it hard to work under supervision, or take advice or guidance from his superiors, thinking he knows better than they do. He can find it hard to follow orders and can be disruptive. He may find it difficult to make friends in work due to his cocky attitude and irresponsible behaviour. Then again, something may have happened in this Reversed Page of Wand’s life which caused him to put his career on hold, or cancel it altogether. You would need to look at surrounding Cards for further information.
Business-wise, the appearance of the Reversed Page of Wands would cause concern, for here is a person who certainly desires to get to the top, but hasn’t a clue what is involved. He will be frenzied with excitement about the whole thing, get you on board with him, but by the next day he can have changed his mind completely. He is dreadful with financial management and is bound to overspend in business. He will want to look the part whether he has the money or not. His businesses tend to go to the ground very quickly, but instead of learning from his mistakes, he launches straight into another without giving it any thought. He will leave a trail of failed disasters behind him, and no doubt some hefty debts aswell.
The Page of Wands Reversed can suggest trouble with a child or issues from your own childhood. The Page of Wands Reversed may very well suffer from hyperactivity or attention deficit disorder. He may have learning difficulties in school, especially with reading and maths. Diet may be at the root of his problems and so should be examined carefully.
This poor Page may be delinquent due to his upbringing. He would have had a fair share of slapping and rough handling due to his boisterous behaviour and inability to sit still. If overly disciplined, it may be the root cause of his delinquency. However he may be spoiled and allowed away with everything. He can be the bully in the school yard or the ring leader in a gang. He will be a nightmare for his teachers to handle, and his reckless, and sometimes dangerous behaviour, can get him suspended or expelled. He could have a reputation for being cheeky or rude and outspoken. He tends to lack respect for his superiors and can be a terrible handful to manage. He is the trouble-maker on the road and parents will try to keep their own kids away from him. This negative attention only leads to a worsening of his behaviour. Deep down, this Reversed Page is terribly unhappy, and dreadfully misunderstood. He cannot help himself.
The Reversed Page of Wands has a lot of pent-up energy and may not be getting outdoors enough, or adequate physical play. On the other hand he could be lethargic or even lazy. Then again, he may just be getting over an illness and his Fire is burning low at present. As a result he may be unenthusiastic about play. However, he will bounce back quite rapidly as Wands have a great capacity for recovery.
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“Your thoughts on the „clubbing“?! Please share I‘m so curious!!!”
🌌Looks like damage control, on steroids, that is driven by fear, and fueled by desperation, to reinforce the idea of being youthful, and exact vengeance, depending on the source, that one of Harry’s flings have been exposed.
Don’t know why she’s upset. He did say that he only considered her as his director. Everybody knows that Harry is having flings to temper the sting of loneliness… oopsies, did I just confirm the rumors?
It’s not like it’s a dozen of bodies. That would be way too much work for him to fit into his schedule, as of late.
It is naive to believe that Harry has adapted celibacy into his life. He IS a man after all. HE DOES struggle with expressing his emotions and resolving issues. He retreats into familiar outlets to handle stress.
As always, OW overplayed her hand.
It’s a bit odd timing that there’s content of them “clubbing” after that specific theme was the hot topic of recently and publicly aired out conversation.
I might be stretching, but also it’s coming on the heels of Harry, being reported, accepting a fan’s prom proposal.
Undoubtedly, this fan will enjoy the freedom that his “girlfriend” is vehemently denied which is posting of him and her enjoying themselves at a dance.
Really there is nothing more to say. I’ve only seen a recirculated video and an unreliable, conflicting detailing of it.
Who knows. If OW is smart, (we know you’re lurking here for tips), then she can break the wheels here, and use this excursion to her benefit.
She can claim that she did “try to keep up with Harry’s riotous living” (visible proof of this now exists), but she “could not espace the constant mommy guilt of abandoning her children”.
For real, OW. Get out, with what shred of dignity you might still have, while you still can.
It is kind of perplexing, as to why OW felt like a “huge f&$!@“? failure as a parent”, though.
She’s earned mother of the year with her constant need to be present around Harry to supervise him.
She’s stalks protects him to make sure that the big bad boogeyman and candyman leaves him alone. She neglects sacrifices her time and responsibilities to have time to chaperone him to places.
She has, now, taken on the role of his designated bodyguard to a night club.
How sweet that she forsakes precious sleep, as she’s one who “goes to bed earlier”, to make sure that no mean person could take advantage Harry him in a vulnerable state.
We can assume that she drove him home, bathed him, changed him into warm pajamas, warmed his tea, and read Love is A Speical Way of Feeling to him, until she was sure that he was sound asleep.
Enjoying special dreams where he can be who he wants to be. And be with whom he truly wants to be with.
I mean, yall, she did go to great lengths to purchase him a new elephant head just to settle his temper tantrums.
She IS taking this unofficial guardianship very SERIOUSLY.
If that’s not a mothers love, I don’t what is.
By all standard, I’d say OW has not only earned the title of mom of the year, she’s earned the satchel. The scepter. The throne, AND the crown.
Oh wait- she’s suppose to be the gf, right? Yeah, then, this isn’t passing the sniff test.
In fact, it smells worse than her overly greased hair and foul intellect.
This is why I have an issue with individuals who are obsessed with linking their identities to political movements, but fail to actually participate in those movements.
I’ve said it before. Olivia’s titles are nothing more than armor against criticism that is disguised as false virtue.
I mean, she is one of the few whom Amber Heard has followed on SM. You are the company you keep.
If the sexes were reversed, people wouldn’t be romanticizing this unusual behavior and would, I hope, call it for what it is: possessive, toxic, psychotic, controlling, and, borderline, abusive.
Just because it’s fake, it still is disturbing that Harry, one who claims to be against toxic relationships, is promoting a relationship to the naive that has the hallmarks of toxicity.
Not all fans are smart, and can distinguish reality from fantasy. Which is why the charade was agreed to, and still is gaining traction.
They know that impressionable minds will consume this.
People will romanticize it because, rather than showing them a HEALTHY relationship, they (Harry Co. Olivia Insane. and Jason and the gang) prey upon and weaponize onlookers insecurities and desires to garner attention.
Holivia validates psychotic fan girls, as Olivia is the very embodiment of WHO THEY ARE. Mentally unhinged, obsessive, compulsive, addictive to fame, and will suffocate a man, until he’s not breathing anymore (interpret that as you will).
This is why shippers cling to Holivia.
They see themselves in Olivia’s insanity, and are thrilled that their behavior is being rewarded with the very person whom they have formed their lives around.
Harry’s not responsible for peoples own free choices. He is, however, accountable for influencing naive minds by engaging in behavior, with the knowledge that there are gullible onlookers of his who are watching and believing everything he does is TPWK.
Putting aside the reality and mockery; exactly how drunk was Harry? I know people like to laugh at his affectionate, cuddly behavior, but they do need to remember that this is someone whom uses alcohol as a depressant. Alcohol IS his veil lifter.
While he typically becomes affectionate, when consumed in excessive, and depending on the stress he is dealing with, HE IS A CRIER. A blubbering one at that.
He does suffer with CONTROL ISSUES.
He does implode when the pressure is insurmountable.
He tries to medicate it, though, by using work, exercise, and alcohol. Drugs, eh. He’s not this pothead people keep thinking that he is.
But people has witnessed him, under the influence of alcohol, crash severely.
He has admitted his consumption of alcohol tethering the line between recreational drinking and acting as a coping mechanism.
If you reflect on old pics, you’d see that him drinking is a common activity in Holivia content.
I keep finding it unsettling that, realistically, a person is increasing needing to be constantly inebriated to withstand being in the presence of a specific person.
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