#(why do I hate myself)

[izu]

cursed to genuinely enjoy league of legends

[thatoneweirdo14]

Shinei (angry): I didn't think you were capable of doing something like this!

Ena/Akito: ...You didn't think I was capable of doing anything.

[edgeray]

Guys so a little progress update. So I'm not finished with either part 2 or part 3 but I've been working on both on and off. I wanted to see how much I've written the series as a whole and um-

For reference, Part 1 is in the low 6k word range.

Did I forget to mention I haven't even reached half way for either Part 2 and Part 3 :D

[hwanswerland]

countdown to seonghwa’s birthday ☆ D-90

[koomaqu]

I hate writing smut

All the fics I ever attempt to start writing are smut

Why?????????

[mightymizora]

Me at 8am: man I really want to write something more mainstream so I can feel connected to the fandom

Me at 8pm: 500 words into a fic about Mystra’s relationship with Gale

[starfieldbhm]

We out here painting!!!!

[madllamamomma]

As I am wrapping up this chapter of my fanfic, I realized...

Last chapter was 13 pages, and this next chapter is closer to 30 again.

WTF LOL

[sapphicblight]

everyone pray for me pls while i try to churn out no less than 5 fics for october alone (yotp & kinktober)

[dyrewrites]

"I am not writing or revising until the new year," I tell myself, insist, proclaim to any who will listen.

Before I go into my manuscript and spend all day revising the most uncomfortable scene in the whole damn book.

[thebindingofpillo]

I have to get these asks done ASAP because I want to do something for Christmas augh sadly next one will be an 8 panel comic haha

[gatalentan]

Actually this is making me wanna take another run at Moesha. Because why have an easy life making gifs from content that has 4k hq video that u can resize sharpen and slap on tunglr dot com when u can gif shows from 1996 lit by one candle and filmed on someones shoe and requiring 83 bespoke processing layers and a complicated demonic ritual to be able to see literally anything

[lilragekitten]

New project alert

Lmfao

Progress from Tuesday to Friday this week.

Pattern: Happylittlemouse on Etsy

[ellcrys]

me whenever i tell myself i’ll workout after dinner: (chuckles) i’m in danger

[professional-bulshitter]

hullo hullo,,, so i just started penumbra podcast and I'm v v normal about it,,, so much so that i ended up writing 800+ words about my feelings after the first 2 fucking episodes (murderous mask case)(honestly dunno how and where things end up going but this is the vibe/thoughts i got from them till now)

some snippets:

it's so cool to see them (Juno and Peter) and their boundaries with trust in this story arc cause they both trust each other to some extent even though they don't trust easy usually,,, like Juno hides behind his prickly hedgehog self and doesn't let anyone close but Peter/rex is so amiable and friendly but only because he's usually playing a character like,,, he will let everyone think they know him to keep others at arms length,, if that makes sense like most people don't even know his real name....!! and then starting with the first time they met it's so fucking obvious how much they trust each other or at least want to. but like peter/rex's trust comes from the fact that he knows about Juno somewhat but bitch is still a thief so you can only give someone a certain level of trust without fucking yourself over yet he still believes in Juno enough to know that he'll get them safely out of the restraints and trust him enough to solve the mystery and keep them safe and do the supposed right thing, along with the fact that he calls himself juno's better half,,, and don't even get me started on the fact that he tells Juno his real name even though he knows he shouldn't esp considering they're technically on the opposite sides yk,, but on the other hand,,, Juno wants to trust rex so bad,like , he knows that's not good cause rex is suspicious as fuck and things are not adding up and that he hasn't let anyone in for so so long but he wants to trust peter/rex and wants him to stay and trust and just be around him and with him so bad even though he knows he shouldn't and wouldn't and just couldn't but the thought is there,,, like if only we were on the same side of the law we could've been something great kinda longing yk,,,

also it's so so funny how Juno liked Cassandra, and they were sorta friends(?) and then he later kissed Peter both of whom ended up in handcuffs by the end of the arc both because of him and just 👀💀,,, also sad.

and the fact that peter wrote the note behind his back ( i can't even write one when it's in front of me) and Juno just going,,, i believe he did it cause he can do anything like ?? you just met?? Sir?? keep it in your pants?? and the silk lips?? and the fact that the smell lingered and the feeling of the lips lingered could be indicative of him trying and failing to get him out of his mind

and and are you even proper fantasy queer if you don't make plans to run away from the problems of the world together and explore galaxies and world and stars together while living a lavish lifestyle and invoking subtext of us against the world ?? and the other going that they can't leave this life behind but offering to let the other stay with them even though both know neither is gonna happen or could happen in a realistic world but just holding out hope of if only we could and were on the same side of the conflict ?? like excuse me??

i have nothing else to say except this is gonna take over my life, i can feel it and i don't even think i mind that much

[anaromanticalligator]

I have a question:

Have you (yes, you) ever just sort of realized out of nowhere that you kind of hate yourself?

Like a lot

And not even your body (that's a whole different story), but just you. Your personality, who you are

Cause same

And I thought that I had high self esteem

Asking for a friend...