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Reading amazing fanfiction, then forgetting to bookmark it

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i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls

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Whatever you say mom 👀 I love you👀 I love your son we will be family

historical moment right here!!!!

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Aight, Requests for Vinland Saga are open from the 23rd to the 26th

Rules (simplified):

-No NSFW

-No religion/religious asks

-No drugging

-No pregnancy

-No dubious content

-Characters I'd write are: Thorfinn, Canute and Askeladd (platonic unless the reader is a different person/his age) ONLY of Season 1/War arc

I will make things easy and ask for prompts or plots when possible. It makes writing easier. If there is something I cannot work with, I will let you know.

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MAMA SPADE MAMA SPADE

WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK

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Imma be honest, I will not be able to write the coming week and it only made me crave it more

Since starting S2 it feels like saying goodbye to S1!Thorfinn lol, with his gremlin antics. S2!Thorfinn is so entirely different. So I've been wondering if I should collect a few requests for the coming week to write for S1 Thorfinn to properly say goodbye to him in my head.

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A thing I wanted to add in TSAWH but decided against it: You slowly appearing in S1!Thorfinn's Vinland dreams

Writing to get obsessed about VS again

@luopenis , @jinsecho , @mitsureigen , @theknightssecrets

That was like...an idea that quickly died.

I wanted to have the reader slowly appear in Thorfinn's dreams about his father and vinland but thought that would be too much and would have Thorfinn think highly of the reader too quickly. It would ruin the slow burn.

Especially since these dreams are more about his relationship with his father and how they often end badly (I.e. Thors is killed).

As the two of you grow closer, Thorfinn would slowly start seeing you in his dreams. First as a silhouette in the distance, then much closer and at the Final stage interacting with him and his family in the dream.

He'd appear as a six year old boy as he remembers the good times in and you would appear in your current state and age of S1, minus wounds and weapons. Smiling much more.

You'd appear in your current form because Thorfinn cannot imagine you at his age since...he never met you as a kid! The youngest his mind can construct is your appereance when you two met for the first time.

You'd do anything but fight and wage war. If you told him of something you used to do in your past (I.e. "I often helped my mother shear the sheep".) Thorfinn would dream of you doing so, even with his family.

Thors would slowly introduce you as Thorfinn's 'friend' which the little guy would immediately, vehemently deny. You arent friends! Foxi and the other kids are but not you!

Grown-ups don't play with kids! Ylva doesn't, so you wouldn't play with him either >:/

But Thors would convince him that you are his friend. How you take care of each other, how you protect one another and share food together.

He'd refer to all the things happening in the waking world.

Little kid Thorfinn would pout and deny it all. Slowly, however, he'd warm up to the idea.

You are friends, right?

It'd be like a subconcious desire of Thorfinn that grows in time, to be with you and his family in a peaceful place, and is reflected by his dreams as well as Thors not wanting his son to be alone and forget kindness.

But that felt like cheating lol. Like, he'd grow to like you through his dreams? Nah, he gotta do it himself, grind and hustle in the real world.

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I WANTED DEUCE

AND THEN I PULLED AGAIN AND GOT EPEL FULLY UNCAPPED

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THIS IS COOL AND EVERYONE NEEDS TO SEE IT

Happy Pokemon day! Here’s just a small amount of the Pokemon I’ve drawn this past year lol. (I used the Pokédex for drawing the actual Pokemon but the patterns are my designs)

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Headcanon(?): Slave Arc! Thorfinn cannot remember much because his brain is trying to protect him

Spoilers for Slave Arc/Season 2

When I first started watching I was like 🙄 really my boy. You cannot remember anything? The past 11 years?

Yet the more I thought about it, the more it made sense in addition to his ptsd nightmares. Thorfinn's brain is constantly trying to protect him to avoid all the painful memories that DO traumatize him even if he is not aware of it. There's the lingering feeling of having to remember something he cannot ever forget but his brain keeps blocking it out. There's only the nightmares that leave him confused since he cannot recall any of the faces and actions. I think he just slowly and gradually starts remembering tid bits as he somewhat heals through his 4 years on the farm.

Also writing this to get Thorfinn back into my brain

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Everybody point at Thorfinn

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saw this on twitter rn, if you ever feel discouraged about writing fanfiction, read this again

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GOING FERAL OVER XIAO'S BIRTHDAY LETTER

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When will you be continuing the slave arc for Vinland saga?

Currently in WIP and so is the next chapter for Ticking Springs (Lies of P). But I'll probably focus on the latter first.

Feel free to flood me with VS and Thorfinn to reignite my obsession 👀

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Carlo in my fic be like

Welcome to the Monad Charity House losers

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WHAT THE FUCK

Another art collab with @keii4ii!!

You just keep taking my breath away over and over again!! Seriously, P look absolutely beautiful!! So much better than original!

Thank you so much!! It's truly and honor to work with you! I hope to collab with you again someday!! Ill keep this close to my heart forever! ❤️🫂

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actually i am obsessed with the theme of farming in this arc of vinland saga. the concept of individuals who knew nothing but fields of death being reborn in fields that are literally made of and cultivate life...................the imagery of hands scarred and callused from years of wielding weapons now experiencing new blisters and wounds from working the land.............how men who once fought for hours on end are relearning exhaustion and persistence but in a wildly different context...................what it means to apply your strength and your will for the sake of creating rather than destroying. what it means to treasure life, to preserve and protect it. "carve it." not stab, not strike. "carve it." dig deep into the dirt and move the very earth with your own hands. "carve what you feel into me." "carve that encounter into me." be reborn!! become alive!! it's so beautiful!!